The rain falls on your days giving you a reason for mysterious ways behind doors the darkness falls you pour a cup of coffee, and get talking walls
But you can blame it on me and the person you thought I wanted you to be but don't you blame it on love
'cause you will regret it then, and from now on.
Besides from days gone by hours seem so slow you think you'll surely die you decide to call up a friend when she doesn't answer you are close to the end...
Vague sound of rain pierces through my song again but I get distracted by the way his toes move when he plays so I let it burn
I just poured my heart out there's bits of it on the floor And I take what's left of it and rinse it under cold water And call him up for more
And I say baby, yes I feel stupid to call you, but I'm lonely And I don't think you meant it when you said you couldn't love me And I thought maybe if I kissed the way you do, you'd feel it too
He said I'm sorry so sorry I'm sorry so sorry
He grabs my wrist as my fingers turn into angry fists and I whisper why can't you love me, I'll change for you I'll play the part
And I say baby, so I feel stupid to call me, but I'm lonely And I don't think you meant it when you said you couldn't love me And I thought maybe if I kissed the way you do, you'd feel it too
What could you possibly see in me? Is it my soul hung out to dry? I think my dysfunctional family has shaped it throughout my life.
What could you possibly like in me? Do you like my ability to bend? I think my fear of intimacy has shaped the time we spend.
No it's not you, it's me and it's not us, it's them and it's not her, it's just the way she moves you? and she kisses harder then me, oh she kisses harder than me.
And I'll always look in through your glasses, but all I could see, is the spector of me reflected the empty shell of me, the empty shell of me.
What could you possibly love in me? Is it the way I wear my smile? It hangs from the tip of my tongue you see, oh this might take awhile.
No it's not you, it's me and it's not us, it's them sure it's not her, it's just the way she moves you? and she kisses harder then me, oh she kisses harder than me.
And I'll always look in through your glasses, but all I could see, is the spector of me reflected the empty shell of me, the empty shell of me.
I wish you'd see it in my face But I'm caught up in those long lost days And how can I even make you see When I don't even know me
Following my footsteps home This time I'm walking all alone Trying hard to be someone I don't even know
I feel like a shadow Walking behind who you think I am Just like my shadow Wanting to see the sun again I'm your shadow And I'm lost Just like my shadow
Thought I'd like me bright and new But my candle burned out long before you Now I'm the one whose got to pay I'm finding me a better day
Following my footsteps home This time I'm walking all alone Trying to be someone I dont even know
I feel like a shadow Walking behind who you think I am Just like my shadow Wanting to see the sun again I'm your shadow And I'm lost Just like my shadow
Sun light is my life I can hardly comprehend Sun light is my life I cannot understand
I feel like a shadow Walking behind who you think I am Just like my shadow Wanting to see the sun again I'm your shadow And I'm lost Just like my shadow
Shame on you for making me wait Time and time again you're too late And I'm about to make a mistake so please hurry babe just hurry
You might as well just take it from me You said that I should take it from you but I don't know if I agree so please hurry babe but don't you worry
[Chorus] 'Cause I'm not convinced that I am worthy of your time And I will do what it takes to make you mine so sit back, relax, enjoy my show this could be funny Oh, I'm about to lose control oh ohoho ohoho
My back is acing, my feet are sore But I'm still waiting, looking for more I'm gonna stay here on the floor but just you hurry babe oh just hurry
[Chorus] 'Cause I'm not convinced that I am worthy of your time And I will do what it takes to make you mine so sit back, relax, enjoy my show this could be funny 'Cause I'm about to lose control oh ohoho ohoho [x2]
You give this way more thought than it deserves You say as I tell you about my fear of rejection I wouldn't know better than to get scared Cause since we've met we've had this great connection
"You know concrete colored buildings all grow stale" You say as I look up dreaming I know better than to include the both of us But I can't sleep when your gone And you say "what's another day?"
The stage of oblivion I find comfortable And prior to this I never spoke You say you understand my absence now And why I never tell jokes
"You know concrete colored buildings all grow stale" You say as I look up dreaming I know better than to include the both of us But I can't sleep when your gone And you say "what's another day?"
When we are already getting used to today What's another day? When inspiration grows out from this Whats another day? When silence is the next best thing to bliss And we're all getting used to hearing you say
"You know concrete colored buildings all grow stale" You say as I look up dreaming I know better than to include the both of us But I can't sleep when your gone And you say "You know concrete colored buildings all grow stale" You say as I look up dreaming I know better than to include the both of us But I can't sleep when your gone And you say "what's another day?"
Mom, please tell me what to do, I'm so dissappointed in you You said those words that made me cry, And you always wondered why Why I sing My Lullaby...
Mom, please hurry home to me, I waited up so patiently You sit down and you start to cry, But you never ask me why Why I sing my Lullaby Why I sing my Lullaby..
Was it my fault they lead you in the wrong direction? Was it my fault they didn't show you any affection? I show you when I start to cry Still you always wonder why Why I sing My Lullaby...
Mom,why love me if you're cold You´ll just get bitter then grow old Ask me when I start to weep Then I'll tell you in my sleep Why I sing My Lullaby Why I sing My Lullaby Why I sing My Lullaby Why I sing My Lullaby Why I sing My Lullaby Why I sing My Lullaby
Well I saw you with your hands above your head, Spinning around, trying not to look down, but you did and you fell hard, on the ground And you stumbled around for a good ten minutes, And I said I'd never seen anyone look so dumb before, And you laughed and said I still know how to turn you on though
You're the only one who, drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams, You're the only one who, knows exactly what I mean.
And I probably forgot to tell you this, like that time when I forgot to tell you about the scar, remember how uncomfortable that made you feel? See you're not what I expected but you're the only one who knows how to handle me, And you're such a great kisser and you know that you agree.
You're the only one who, drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams, You're the only one who, knows exactly what I mean.
I hope you can forgive me for that time when I put my hand between your legs and I said it was small, because its really not at all, I guess there's just a part of me that likes to bring you down just to keep you around, Because the day that you realize how amazing you are you're gonna leave me.
You're the only one who, Holds my hair back when I'm drunk and get sick, You're the only one who, knows exactly what I mean yeah.
You're the only one who, drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams, You're the only one who, knows exactly what I mean.
Exactly what I mean
Well I saw you with your hands above your head, Spinning around, trying not to look down, but you did and you fell, on the ground
I've been walking around all day, Thinking. I think I have a problem, I think I think too much. I've been taught to hold back my tears, And avoid them. But you make pain into something I could touch.
I've been walking around all day, Laughing. I think I'd be better off without you here. And I bet you're sweet and hard to get over. So I'll cry and people will stop and stare. Now that's okay. Let them stop and stare.
Cause I am fragile. I am hopeless. I'm not perfect. But I am free.
I've been walking around all day, Waiting. And waiting is all I seem to do. Cause I never get it unless I'm fed it. But this time i'll just have to. Yeah this time i'll just have to.
And I'm fragile. I am hopeless. I'm not perfect. But I am free.
Say you're not around, Am I finished? If you're not around, thats too bad. Hope youre safe and sound, not alone now. Cause you know I believe in you.
I'm still fragile, I'm still hopeless, I'm not perfect, But I am free.
And I'm fragile, I am hopeless, I'm not perfect, But I am free.
Cause I am fragile, I am hopeless, I'm not perfect, But I am free.
Well I saw you with your hands above your head, Spinning around, trying not to look down, but you did and you fell hard, on the ground And you stumbled around for a good ten minutes, And I said I'd never seen anyone look so dumb before, And you laughed and said I still know how to turn you on though
You're the only one who, drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams, You're the only one who, knows exactly what I mean.
And I probably forgot to tell you this, like that time when I forgot to tell you about the scar, remember how uncomfortable that made you feel? See you're not what I expected but you're the only one who knows how to handle me, And you're such a great kisser and you know that you agree.
You're the only one who, drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams, You're the only one who, knows exactly what I mean.
I hope you can forgive me for that time when I put my hand between your legs and I said it was small, because its really not at all, I guess there's just a part of me that likes to bring you down just to keep you around, Because the day that you realize how amazing you are you're gonna leave me.
You're the only one who, Holds my hair back when I'm drunk and get sick, You're the only one who, knows exactly what I mean yeah.
You're the only one who, drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams, You're the only one who, knows exactly what I mean.
Exactly what I mean
Well I saw you with your hands above your head, Spinning around, trying not to look down, but you did and you fell, on the ground
