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It must have been hard staying in line
knowing your influences did it all the time It must have been strange living in blue and see me shut down as though it was an easy thing to do But you could tell where I had been by the way I held my gun Trying to write anything while being mocked b an off beat drum But I was not honest I was not healthy I was not honest, honest. You did the right thing, covered your scars Challenged your faith and closed your eyes driving cars For all that they knew you were safe home But you went through hell whenever you were left alone But you could see where I had been in the pictures that they took I tied to look positive at things, Faced myself but didn't look That was not honest I was not healthy I am not honest, honest. I wish you could see yourself through my eyes There's no need to cling to unnecessary lies The voice in your head whose spirit you stole left you for dead but you dug the hole And I could see where you had been from the marks around your wrists The red water washed around your sins but are you as pure as this? No you are not honest You are not healthy You are not honest, honest No you are not honest You are not healthy You are not honest, honest |
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from Maria Mena - Apparently Unaffected (2008)
I down this bottle of wine
I don't know how to feel but I don't mind the buzz As the night moves slow you Look more and more like someone I could Love tonight Without the fuzz And the feelings I don't know know if you've been there I don't think I can go there again Yeah these feelings I don't know know if you've been there I don't think I can go there again Don't analyze me There's no apparent link between The day he said he'd leave And my Recurring dreams And how I just can't sleep Unless I've had a drink or five Oh these feelings I don't know if you've been there I don't think I can go there again Yeah these feelings I don't know if you've been there I don't think I can go there again I down this bottle of wine I don't know how to feel but I don't mind the buzz As the night moves slow you Look more and more like someone I could Love tonight Without the fuzz And the feelings I don't know know if you've been there I don't think I can go there again Yeah these feelings I don't know know if you've been there I don't think I can go there again All these feelings I don't know know if you've been there I don't think I can go there again Yeah these feelings I don't know know if you've been there I don't think I can go there again I down this bottle of wine I don't know how to feel but I don't mind the buzz |
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from Maria Mena - Apparently Unaffected (2008)
I've run out of complicated theories
So now I'm taking back my words and I'm preparing for the breakdown Your t-shirt's lost its smell of you and the bathroom's still a mess remind me why we decided this was for the best Because I miss you love I miss you love I miss you love I miss you love I miss you love.. I know the distance is a factor but I stretch as often as I can my goal's to reach your hands any day now please don't blame me for trying to fix this one last time I have a hard time as it is Because I miss you love I miss you love I miss you love I miss you love Don't act like you don't know me It's still me I've never changed I'll be here when you come back and I miss you love I miss you love I miss you love I miss you love I miss you love I miss you love I miss you love I miss you love.. |
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from Maria Mena - Apparently Unaffected (2008)
Tell me
Am I your baby? You misunderstood me Just want a piece of your ass, yeah Impress me After all, I'm a lady And dude, if you bore me I send you back to your wife You're just a boy toy baby You're just a boy toy baby Boy toy baby , nananananana Boy toy baby Romance I don't want no romance You can grab me with your hands And leave When I'm done Honey You can keep all your money I want you to owe me It's just a game that I play You're just a boy toy baby You're just a boy toy baby Boy toy baby Boy toy baby Boy toy baby Boy toy baby Tell me, am I your baby? You misunderstood me Just want a piece of your ass You're just a boy toy baby You're just a boy toy baby You're just a boy toy baby You're just a boy toy baby |
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from Maria Mena - Apparently Unaffected (2008)
I've never been confronted with my own thoughts
They don't bother me when I'm alone Can you come over, save me, 'cause he won't stop Now get him off his fucking throne Caution, the floor's wet in here, been crying I don't know why he seems convinced I'm lying I don't know what he's capable of doing But he's hurting me It's not his fault I made him lose his temper I should know better not to talk too loud There's no one out there who could love me better I'm not like you, you are too proud Caution, the floor's wet in here, been crying I don't know why he seems convinced I'm lying I don't know what he's capable of doing But he's hurting me Don't leave me Please believe me Baby there is I can explain Please love me Please need me I've never been confronted with my own thoughts They don't bother me when I'm alone Can you come over, save me, 'cause he won't stop Now get him off his fucking throne |
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from Maria Mena - Apparently Unaffected (2008)
Comfortable as I am
I need your reassurance And comfortable as you are You count the days But if I wanted silence I would whisper And if I wanted loneliness I'd choose to go And if i like rejection I'd audition And if I didn't love you You would know And why can't you just hold me And how come it is so hard And do you like to see me broken And why do I still care still care You say you see the light now At the end of this narrow hall I wish it didn't matter I wish I didn't give you all But if I wanted silence I would whisper And if I wanted loneliness I'd choose to go And if i like rejection I'd audition And if I didn't love you You would know And why can't you just hold me And how come it is so hard And do you like to see me broken And why do I still care Poor little misunderstood baby Noone likes a sad face But I can't remember life without him I think I did have good days I think I did have good days And why can't you just hold me And how come it is so hard And do you like to see me broken And why do I still care |
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from Maria Mena - Apparently Unaffected (2008)
Your patronizing stare can watch me heal.
What I would give for you to tae the wheel It's just been a long time coming The strong resemblance to my mother's womb is the reason why I will not leave this room It's been a long time coming The lack of self-esteem has grown on me I'm not as strong as I appear to be It's been a long time coming My lullaby sounds more like distant screams I wake up sleep deprived after every dream It's been a long time coming My flesh makes little sense compared to yours I wish my restlessness would open doors It's just been a long time coming |
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from Maria Mena - Apparently Unaffected (2008)
What is this game we're playing?
Should I stick around for more? Snap your fingers I'll come running Leave again when you're bored with me I'll make it easy Nevermind me, nevermind me I'll just cast shadows on your wall Nevermind me, nevermind me My God I feel so small! Nevermind me, nevermind me I'll just cast shadows on your wall Nevermind me, nevermind me I'll let myself out This facade that I'm stuck with Has got me wondering Just tell me how you want me And I'll be naked stumbling Just to get a reaction, any signs of love Nevermind me, nevermind me I'll just cast shadows on your wall Nevermind me, nevermind me My God I feel so small! Nevermind me, nevermind me I'll just cast shadows on your wall Nevermind me, nevermind me Bottle up your smile And pour it in a cup I'll be on my way Once I sobered up Nevermind me, nevermind me I'll just cast shadows on your wall Nevermind me, nevermind me Nevermind me, nevermind me I'll just cast shadows on your wall Nevermind me, nevermind me Nevermind me, nevermind me I'll just cast shadows on your wall Nevermind me, nevermind me My God I feel so small! Nevermind me, nevermind me I'll just cast shadows on your wall Nevermind me, nevermind me I'll let myself out |
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from Maria Mena - Apparently Unaffected (2008)
I said I said I said
I would cater to your ego and fold my hands in Prayer for your religion If you would love me and walk me every day You said, you said, you said. You would not let your indecision get In the way of my night but you still managed To bring your bad temper To my little show I can not walk in these shoes They hurt my toes I can not stay in your grip You hurt my nose Because you squeeze too hard let go of my head They said, they said, they said I should get a hobby like learn How to play the accordion To sell some of my records But my fingers Can't keep up I can not walk in these shoes They hurt my toes I can not stay in your grip You hurt my nose Because you squeeze too hard let go of my head |
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from Maria Mena - Apparently Unaffected (2008)
Our battles are repetitious if not broken poetry
And maybe that's the attraction that you're as Self absorbed as me You jumped to the conclusion and landed on my chest Now how am I supposed to make you see I'll just write this down with hopes that you'll understand I will no longer be disciplined by the frustrations of an insecure man And while I kissed your face don't know that I will no longer apologize for you former lovers mistakes My past is mine to keep Now who are you to question me Perhaps, someday you'll learn to... It's not our turn You jumped to the conclusion and landed on my chest Now how am I supposed to make you see I just write this down with hopes that you'll understand I will no longer be disciplined by the frustrations of an insecure man And while I kissed your face don't know that I will no longer apologize for you former lovers Mistakes You set the standard for my future You set the standard for my future (lovers) You set the standard for my future You set the standard for my future (lovers) You set the standard for my future (lovers) You set the standard I just write this down with hopes that you'll understand I can no longer be disciplined by the frustrations of an insecure man And as I kiss your face don't know that I will no longer apologize for you former lovers mistakes I will write this down Former lover's mistakes |
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from Maria Mena - Apparently Unaffected (2008)
I walk barefoot where the water drowns the sand With you no longer here to hold my hand I let go I let go The ocean makes my swelling heart feel small With the sounds it makes you wont hear it if I call I let go I let go There's a breeze in the air There's a boat anchored out here There's a calm under the waves As I choose to sink Your skin protected me from sunbeams Your hands made sure I'd stay intact I let go I let go You were always there to walk me home With you not here, the streets I roam I let go I let go There's a breeze in the air There's a boat passing over there There's a calm under the waves As I choose to sink With your voice in my head I could float here instead But there's a calm under the waves So I choose to sink I'm tired now I'll see you when I wake up I've heard it's pretty where you are I let go I let go |
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from Maria Mena - Cause And Effect (2008)
The way in which I fear is only a reflection of you The devastating child of the powertrip you forced me through But how could he leave you Could he f**k that hard He left you Forget revenge And by all means ask your nine year old daughter to choose between you Don't stay friends Now littering on how he's the devil He's just been falsely portrayed But force her to go stay at his house once a week Because you wanna get laid Hahaha Ask me why he scares me Do you wanna know why I'm angry? Can't you tell I'm crying? Mother I don't feel good You will always be the bitter saddest part of me Your girl's in the bathroom washing her hands again Why doesn't she eat? Her father left us What about me? I can't rest I can't sleep Mommy loves you I'm just tired of you and your other shit And I didn't mean to hit you But you were asking for it Hahaha Ask she scared me Do you wanna know I'm angry? Can't you tell I'm crying? Mother I don't feel good You will always be the bitter, saddest part of me You will always be the bitter, saddest part of me You will always be the bitter, saddest part of me You will always be the bitter, saddest part of me You will always be the bitter, saddest part of me You will always be the bitter, saddest part of me |
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from Maria Mena - Cause And Effect (2008)
Our old world is hard to find.
I doubt it was ever mine To keep. Were you always this unkind? We lie belly up In the pool of us. We lie belly up In the pool of us. I don't recognize your doubt. Please say something, Darling, shout at me How unfair to shut me out. We lie belly up In the pool of us. We lie belly up In the pool of us. We lie belly up In the pool of us. We lie belly up In the pool of us. I must say, I'll Always love you, Even if it hurts. Have I driven us to this? Our bickering Has reached its limit. I can't remember our last kiss. We lie belly up In the pool of us. We lie belly up In the pool of us. We lie belly up In the pool of us. We lie belly up In the pool of us. I must say, I'll Always love you, Even if it hurts. I must say, I'll Always love you, Even if it hurts. (Whoa) La la la la, La la la la, Belly up (Ah) La la la la, La la la la, Belly up. (Ah) La la la la, La la la la, Belly up. (Ow) La la la la, La la la-la, (Whoa) I must say I'll Always love you, Even if it hurts. I must say I'll Always love you, Even if it hurts. |
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from Maria Mena - Cause And Effect (2008)
You self destructive,
Little girl. Pick yourself up, Don't blame the world. So you screwed up, But you're gonna be okay. Now call your boyfriend, And apologize. You pushed him pretty far Away last night. He really loves you, You just don't always love yourself. And all this time, Ohh-oh, all this time, You have had it in you, You just sometimes need a push. (La la la la la) All this time, Ohh-oh, all this time, You have had it in you, You just sometimes need a push. (La la la la la) Think all the mean girls, That pulled your hair, Are barefoot now, And pregnant dear, And you write pop songs, And get to travel around the world. And all this time, Ohh-oh, all this time, You have had it in you, You just sometimes need a push. (La la la la la) And all this time, Ohh-oh, all this time, You have had it in you, You just sometimes need a push. (La la la la la) So you've had some detours, Some stupid men. Now we know what not To do again. Besides you lucked out, Finally. And all this time (all this time) Ohh-oh, all this time (all this time) You have had it in you, You just sometimes need a push. (La la la la la) And all this time (all this time) Ohh-oh, all this time (all this time) You have had it in you, You just sometimes need a push. (La la la la la) All this time, Oh, all this time, You've had it in you, You just sometimes need a push. (La la la la la) (All this time) (All this time) (La la la la la) |
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from Maria Mena - Cause And Effect (2008)
I can’t laugh to hard I’m on a diet I’m trying to lose myself You ought to try it Just starve for 6 days straight Oh it’s a riot Every Sunday night I binch and I barve cause I carry the scars of an eight-year-old Who’s mother applied the same rules to a kids body As her own I think you’ll leave me soon Though I’ve no proof of it But I’ll make it easier for you By being a little bitch And this is just the fear But I think the reason Why I’m scared you broke is The only male influence I’ve had After daddy up and left Were my mother’s weekend lovers and Their alcoholic breaths I’ll tell u what caused it If u handle the effects (the effects 2x) Yes I’ll tell u what caused it If u handle the effects (the effects 2x) I’ll tell u what caused it If u handle the effects Yes I’ll tell u what caused it If u handle the effects I can’t laugh to hard I’m on a diet I’m trying to lose myself You ought to try it Just starve for 6 days straight Oh it’s a riot Every Sunday night |
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from Maria Mena - Cause And Effect (2008)
Each confession I make
Translates to you as an insult We must rid ourselves of this habit I once heard you say youll never love anyone more Then why am I still fighting you? And its never felt like this before No, we have never fought like this before But you should know That Im on your side I am on your side Although it may seem useless I am on your side Your hands are bearing one down to the bone But youre still holding on me So I tightened my grip My god I wont let you slip But can you breath this way And its never felt like this before No, weve never fought like this before And Im on your side I am on your side Although it may seem useless I am on your side I am on your side Love was never this frale or so good when its good No its never felt like this before No its never felt like this before And Im on your side I am on your side Although it may seem useless I am on your side I am on your side I am on your side |
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from Maria Mena - Cause And Effect (2008)
The ugly naked truth She starves me of my youth And I stand alone until You catch on I swear it’s not by choice But Ana has this voice And it calms me down It gives me purpose And it’s alright I’m alright I want to be ok I’ve seen it before This eyesore, it’s me Oooh oooh oooh me I want out from under This convining skin That I so reluctantly live in My worth is measured solely According to the scale I’m heavy, I feel frail And it’s alright I’m alright I want to be ok I’ve seen it before This eyesore, it’s me Oooh oooh oooh Me oooh oooh oooh Oooooooooooooooh Oh |
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from Maria Mena - Cause And Effect (2008)
I was a backing track.
Saving my green voice's back. Disguising the obvious, That I had no-one to sing for. I lived in a paper bin. Which I lived curled up and forgotten in. With an unfinished lovers hymn Tattooed on my forehead. Oh, oh, oh, where were you? Had I known you then, The outcome would have been better. I got used to the treadmill love Where no matter how fast you run, You're stuck at the starting point, Only exhausted. I was the anonymous author Of songs I'd not dared to share. Lacking the audience of a lover's ear. Oh, oh, oh, Oh, oh, oh, where were you? Had I know you then, The outcome would have been better. You could have prevented this. You could have prevented this. You could have prevented this. You could have prevented this. You could have prevented this. You could have prevented this. You could have prevented this. You could have prevented - Oh, oh, oh, where were you? Had you known me then, The outcome would have been better. |
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from Maria Mena - Cause And Effect (2008)
He alledgedly fell for me through an open window Cracked his chest open to reveal his heart Still sceptic of my intentions he made me swear That I would always be there I will always be here Oh, I'am in love again, again and you may call me tomorrow my friend, yes You may kiss me again and again I'll hold on tight I climbed upon his shoulders and laughed until I cried The view and I collide to see this through his eyes We never looked so pretty never seemed so real I let go of myself now and tell him how I feel Cause I'am in love again, again and you may call me tomorrow my friend, yes You may kiss me again and again I'll hold on tight So I let go of myself now and tell him how I feel Cause I'am in love again, again and you may call me tomorrow my friend, yes You may kiss me again and again I'll hold on thight I'am in love again, again and you may call me tomorrow my friend, yes You may kiss me again and again I'll hold on tight I'll hold on tight I'll hold on tight |
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from Maria Mena - Cause And Effect (2008)
Self hatred grows in me like cancer,
I can't locate its whereabouts but it's feasting on its host. I expected him to have the answers. I thought I taught him how to love me; Now he fears me like a ghost. Self-fulfilling prophecy, You're the only guaranteed loyalty; In this town, Full of violent mothers, Cheating fathers, Leaving lovers. I swear to you, I'll never love again. This hunger grows inside me like a tumor, The dizziness just compliments This failure of a girl. I'm settled now, This show of mine consumes me, But every pound I shed Speaks volumes of my lack of self control. Self-fulfilling prophecy, You're the only one that dare speak the truth about me; In this town, with Well intentioned mothers, Starving daughters, Worried lovers. I swear to you, I'll never eat again. <i>[Instrumental]</i> Self-fulfilling prophecy, You never fail to comfort me; In this town, filled with Violent mothers, Cheating fathers, Leaving lovers. Angry brothers, Starving daughters, Starving daughters, Worried lovers. I swear to you, I'll never trust again. |
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I Was Made For Loving You - Maria Mena
Tonight I wanna give it all to you In the darkness There's so much I wanna do And tonight I wanna lay it at your feet 'Cause girl, I was made for you And girl, you were made for me I was made for lovin' you baby You were made for lovin' me And I can't get enough of you baby Can you get enough of me ra ra ra Tonight I wanna see it in your eyes Feel the magic There's something that drives me wild And tonight we're gonna make it all come true 'Cause for . you were made for me And ..... made for you |
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from Maria Mena - Cause And Effect (2008)
I'll always treasure the na챦vety
Of the past we've shared. Our bodies grew much faster than our minds, But together we got good at stopping time. My teen angst drove me to hurt myself, And I made you watch; Oh, the pain I must have caused, But by staying around you saved my life (saved my life) We were never meant to be lovers (ahh) Just fellow late bloomers, Who blossomed apart (ahh) Who blossomed apart. Watching my parents Made me look for something destructive, And there you were. With all the characteristics of my mom; Familiarity of home. The geographic gap led to forced adulthood, And your rage exposed. I'm glad we left things when we did; I doubt I'd survive another bloody nose (bloody nose) We were never meant to be lovers (ahh) We just mirrored each other's self destructiveness (ahh) Self destructiveness. The spotlight burned in the room when we were together. And we played our parts, And I wore an imaginary TV screen, So you never got to touch my heart (touch my heart) We were never meant to be lovers (ahh) Our egos fed off each other, And died overweight (ahh) And died overweight. I thought I'd seen it all when you first walked in, But you shut me up, And challenged every wrong perception I've had of myself, And you haven't ever stopped. |
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from Maria Mena - You're The Only One (2004)
Well I saw you with your hands above your head,
Spinning around, trying not to look down, but you did and you fell hard, on the ground And you stumbled around for a good ten minutes, And I said I'd never seen anyone look so dumb before, And you laughed and said I still know how to turn you on though You're the only one who, drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams, You're the only one who, knows exactly what I mean. And I probably forgot to tell you this, like that time when I forgot to tell you about the scar, remember how uncomfortable that made you feel? See you're not what I expected but you're the only one who knows how to handle me, And you're such a great kisser and you know that you agree. You're the only one who, drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams, You're the only one who, knows exactly what I mean. I hope you can forgive me for that time when I put my hand between your legs and I said it was small, because its really not at all, I guess there's just a part of me that likes to bring you down just to keep you around, Because the day that you realize how amazing you are you're gonna leave me. You're the only one who, Holds my hair back when I'm drunk and get sick, You're the only one who, knows exactly what I mean yeah. You're the only one who, drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams, You're the only one who, knows exactly what I mean. Exactly what I mean Well I saw you with your hands above your head, Spinning around, trying not to look down, but you did and you fell, on the ground |
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from Maria Mena - You're The Only One (2004)
Well I saw you with your hands above your head,
Spinning around, trying not to look down, but you did and you fell hard, on the ground And you stumbled around for a good ten minutes, And I said I'd never seen anyone look so dumb before, And you laughed and said I still know how to turn you on though You're the only one who, drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams, You're the only one who, knows exactly what I mean. And I probably forgot to tell you this, like that time when I forgot to tell you about the scar, remember how uncomfortable that made you feel? See you're not what I expected but you're the only one who knows how to handle me, And you're such a great kisser and you know that you agree. You're the only one who, drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams, You're the only one who, knows exactly what I mean. I hope you can forgive me for that time when I put my hand between your legs and I said it was small, because its really not at all, I guess there's just a part of me that likes to bring you down just to keep you around, Because the day that you realize how amazing you are you're gonna leave me. You're the only one who, Holds my hair back when I'm drunk and get sick, You're the only one who, knows exactly what I mean yeah. You're the only one who, drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams, You're the only one who, knows exactly what I mean. Exactly what I mean Well I saw you with your hands above your head, Spinning around, trying not to look down, but you did and you fell, on the ground |
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from Maria Mena - You're The Only One (2004)
Damn you,
for trusting me what's wrong with you I'll work for nothing else? Damn you, for accepting my immaturity when I scream for silence child, I'll work for nothing less. I need patience, and someone strong enough to hold my breath for me until the smoke clears. I need patience, and time to think before I speak, for when I'm short of breath, I tend to lie. Damn you, for letting me sleep till noon and get away with it. I'll work for nothing less. Damn you, for keeping quiet when I like to I won't work for anything less. I need patience, and someone strong enough to hold my breath for me until the smoke clears. I need patience, and time to think before I speak, for when I'm short of breath, I tend to lie. Ahhhhh, ahhhhh, aaaah... I need patience, and someone strong enough to hold my breath for me until the smoke clears. I need patience, and time to think before I speak, for when I'm short of breath, I tend to lie. (2x) |
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from Maria Mena - White Turns Blue (2004)
Well I saw you with your hands above your head,
Spinning around, trying not to look down, but you did and you fell hard, on the ground And you stumbled around for a good ten minutes, And I said I'd never seen anyone look so dumb before, And you laughed and said I still know how to turn you on though You're the only one who, drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams, You're the only one who, knows exactly what I mean. And I probably forgot to tell you this, like that time when I forgot to tell you about the scar, remember how uncomfortable that made you feel? See you're not what I expected but you're the only one who knows how to handle me, And you're such a great kisser and you know that you agree. You're the only one who, drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams, You're the only one who, knows exactly what I mean. I hope you can forgive me for that time when I put my hand between your legs and I said it was small, because its really not at all, I guess there's just a part of me that likes to bring you down just to keep you around, Because the day that you realize how amazing you are you're gonna leave me. You're the only one who, Holds my hair back when I'm drunk and get sick, You're the only one who, knows exactly what I mean yeah. You're the only one who, drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams, You're the only one who, knows exactly what I mean. Exactly what I mean Well I saw you with your hands above your head, Spinning around, trying not to look down, but you did and you fell, on the ground |
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from Maria Mena - White Turns Blue (2004)
I've been walking around all day,
Thinking. I think I have a problem, I think I think too much. I've been taught to hold back my tears, And avoid them. But you make pain into something I could touch. I've been walking around all day, Laughing. I think I'd be better off without you here. And I bet you're sweet and hard to get over. So I'll cry and people will stop and stare. Now that's okay. Let them stop and stare. Cause I am fragile. I am hopeless. I'm not perfect. But I am free. I've been walking around all day, Waiting. And waiting is all I seem to do. Cause I never get it unless I'm fed it. But this time i'll just have to. Yeah this time i'll just have to. And I'm fragile. I am hopeless. I'm not perfect. But I am free. Say you're not around, Am I finished? If you're not around, thats too bad. Hope youre safe and sound, not alone now. Cause you know I believe in you. I'm still fragile, I'm still hopeless, I'm not perfect, But I am free. And I'm fragile, I am hopeless, I'm not perfect, But I am free. Cause I am fragile, I am hopeless, I'm not perfect, But I am free. |
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from Maria Mena - White Turns Blue (2004)
just a little bit stronger just a little bit wiser just a little less needy and maybe i'd get there just a little bit pretty just a little more aware just a little bit thinner and maybe i'd get there clearly, clearly i remember hiking up my skirt and asking for your time clearly, clearly i remember nervous if ever confronted and questioning myself perhaps, perhaps if i got better perhaps if i challenged myself perhaps if i was... just a little bit stronger just a little bit wiser just a little less needy and maybe i'd get there just a little bit pretty just a little more aware just a little bit thinner and maybe i'd get there clearly, clearly i remember pulling up my shirt and staring blank ahead clearly, clearly i remember days of useless crying and almost feeling dead perhaps, perhaps if i was smaller i could control perhaps if i was... just a little bit stronger just a little bit wiser just a little less needy and maybe i'd get there just a little bit pretty just a little more aware just a little bit thinner and maybe i'd get there |
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from Maria Mena - White Turns Blue (2004)
The rain falls on your days giving you a reason for mysterious ways behind doors the darkness falls you pour a cup of coffee, and get talking walls But you can blame it on me and the person you thought I wanted you to be but don't you blame it on love 'cause you will regret it then, and from now on. Besides from days gone by hours seem so slow you think you'll surely die you decide to call up a friend when she doesn't answer you are close to the end... |
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from Maria Mena - White Turns Blue (2004)
Mom, please tell me what to do, I'm so dissappointed in you You said those words that made me cry, And you always wondered why Why I sing My Lullaby... Mom, please hurry home to me, I waited up so patiently You sit down and you start to cry, But you never ask me why Why I sing my Lullaby Why I sing my Lullaby.. Was it my fault they lead you in the wrong direction? Was it my fault they didn't show you any affection? I show you when I start to cry Still you always wonder why Why I sing My Lullaby... Mom,why love me if you're cold You´ll just get bitter then grow old Ask me when I start to weep Then I'll tell you in my sleep Why I sing My Lullaby Why I sing My Lullaby Why I sing My Lullaby Why I sing My Lullaby Why I sing My Lullaby Why I sing My Lullaby |
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from Maria Mena - White Turns Blue (2004)
November- came down hard this year And I saw- you standing clear of the rain Falling free but i was ready to finally come clean Observe me- in my circus show On a thin line- as i take my rope And lose my grip But you. you pull me back Ref: With your hand- in my hand and Our feet- All in line I'm ready- to take you with me To take you with me November- Came down hard this year And i saw- you standing clear of the rain Falling free but I was ready to finally come {clean} Ref: your hand- in my hand and Our feet- All in line I'm ready- to take you with me To take you with me Ref: your hand- in my hand and Our feet- all in line I'm ready- to take you with me to take you with me |
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from Maria Mena - White Turns Blue (2004)
You give this way more thought than it deserves
You say as I tell you about my fear of rejection I wouldn't know better than to get scared Cause since we've met we've had this great connection "You know concrete colored buildings all grow stale" You say as I look up dreaming I know better than to include the both of us But I can't sleep when your gone And you say "what's another day?" The stage of oblivion I find comfortable And prior to this I never spoke You say you understand my absence now And why I never tell jokes "You know concrete colored buildings all grow stale" You say as I look up dreaming I know better than to include the both of us But I can't sleep when your gone And you say "what's another day?" When we are already getting used to today What's another day? When inspiration grows out from this Whats another day? When silence is the next best thing to bliss And we're all getting used to hearing you say "You know concrete colored buildings all grow stale" You say as I look up dreaming I know better than to include the both of us But I can't sleep when your gone And you say "You know concrete colored buildings all grow stale" You say as I look up dreaming I know better than to include the both of us But I can't sleep when your gone And you say "what's another day?" |
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from Maria Mena - White Turns Blue (2004)
Oh ohoh ohoh Shame on you for making me wait Time and time again you're too late And I'm about to make a mistake so please hurry babe just hurry You might as well just take it from me You said that I should take it from you but I don't know if I agree so please hurry babe but don't you worry [Chorus] 'Cause I'm not convinced that I am worthy of your time And I will do what it takes to make you mine so sit back, relax, enjoy my show this could be funny Oh, I'm about to lose control oh ohoho ohoho My back is acing, my feet are sore But I'm still waiting, looking for more I'm gonna stay here on the floor but just you hurry babe oh just hurry [Chorus] 'Cause I'm not convinced that I am worthy of your time And I will do what it takes to make you mine so sit back, relax, enjoy my show this could be funny 'Cause I'm about to lose control oh ohoho ohoho [x2] |
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from Maria Mena - White Turns Blue (2004)
I wish you'd see it in my face But I'm caught up in those long lost days And how can I even make you see When I don't even know me Following my footsteps home This time I'm walking all alone Trying hard to be someone I don't even know I feel like a shadow Walking behind who you think I am Just like my shadow Wanting to see the sun again I'm your shadow And I'm lost Just like my shadow Thought I'd like me bright and new But my candle burned out long before you Now I'm the one whose got to pay I'm finding me a better day Following my footsteps home This time I'm walking all alone Trying to be someone I dont even know I feel like a shadow Walking behind who you think I am Just like my shadow Wanting to see the sun again I'm your shadow And I'm lost Just like my shadow Sun light is my life I can hardly comprehend Sun light is my life I cannot understand I feel like a shadow Walking behind who you think I am Just like my shadow Wanting to see the sun again I'm your shadow And I'm lost Just like my shadow |
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from Maria Mena - White Turns Blue (2004)
What could you possibly see in me? Is it my soul hung out to dry? I think my dysfunctional family has shaped it throughout my life. What could you possibly like in me? Do you like my ability to bend? I think my fear of intimacy has shaped the time we spend. No it's not you, it's me and it's not us, it's them and it's not her, it's just the way she moves you? and she kisses harder then me, oh she kisses harder than me. And I'll always look in through your glasses, but all I could see, is the spector of me reflected the empty shell of me, the empty shell of me. What could you possibly love in me? Is it the way I wear my smile? It hangs from the tip of my tongue you see, oh this might take awhile. No it's not you, it's me and it's not us, it's them sure it's not her, it's just the way she moves you? and she kisses harder then me, oh she kisses harder than me. And I'll always look in through your glasses, but all I could see, is the spector of me reflected the empty shell of me, the empty shell of me. ooooooh, ooooh- aahhh, me, oooooh, oooh, me- ooooh ooooh, me- oh, oh, oh, oh, ooooooh And I'll always look in through your glasses, but all I could see, was the spector of me reflected the empty shell of me... And I've tried to look in through your glases, but all I could see, was the spector of me reflected, the empty shell of me, the empty shell of me. |
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from Maria Mena - White Turns Blue (2004)
Vague sound of rain pierces through my song again but I get distracted by the way his toes move when he plays so I let it burn I just poured my heart out there's bits of it on the floor And I take what's left of it and rinse it under cold water And call him up for more And I say baby, yes I feel stupid to call you, but I'm lonely And I don't think you meant it when you said you couldn't love me And I thought maybe if I kissed the way you do, you'd feel it too He said I'm sorry so sorry I'm sorry so sorry He grabs my wrist as my fingers turn into angry fists and I whisper why can't you love me, I'll change for you I'll play the part And I say baby, so I feel stupid to call me, but I'm lonely And I don't think you meant it when you said you couldn't love me And I thought maybe if I kissed the way you do, you'd feel it too He said I'm sorry so sorry I'm sorry I am sorry |
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from Maria Mena - White Turns Blue (2004)
Out here on the ledge I'm not far away from stepping off I've finally picked out my cloud It's the one over there Surrounded by all that air You reached out your hand And said I understand So why not come down Well except for a few small bruises, cuts,and scars well i'm fine Except for a few small bruises,cuts,and scars well i'm fine Thank you for asking I'm so glad we had this moment here I know they think i'm crazy But everything I am is what I was taught to be You reached out your hand And said I understand So why not come down Well except for a few small bruises,cuts,and scars well i'm fine Except for a few small bruises,cuts,and scars well i'm fine And as you read my words out loud Make me sound genius Make me sound special And maybe i'll come down Well except for a few small bruises, cuts, and scars well i'm fine Except for a few small bruises, cuts, and scars well i'm fine And as you read my words out loud Make me sound genuis Make me sound special And maybe i'll come down |
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from Maria Mena - White Turns Blue (2004)
Well I saw you with your hands above your head,
Spinning around, trying not to look down, but you did and you fell hard, on the ground And you stumbled around for a good ten minutes, And I said I'd never seen anyone look so dumb before, And you laughed and said I still know how to turn you on though You're the only one who, drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams, You're the only one who, knows exactly what I mean. And I probably forgot to tell you this, like that time when I forgot to tell you about the scar, remember how uncomfortable that made you feel? See you're not what I expected but you're the only one who knows how to handle me, And you're such a great kisser and you know that you agree. You're the only one who, drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams, You're the only one who, knows exactly what I mean. I hope you can forgive me for that time when I put my hand between your legs and I said it was small, because its really not at all, I guess there's just a part of me that likes to bring you down just to keep you around, Because the day that you realize how amazing you are you're gonna leave me. You're the only one who, Holds my hair back when I'm drunk and get sick, You're the only one who, knows exactly what I mean yeah. You're the only one who, drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams, You're the only one who, knows exactly what I mean. Exactly what I mean Well I saw you with your hands above your head, Spinning around, trying not to look down, but you did and you fell, on the ground |
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from Maria Mena - White Turns Blue (2004)
You have it all
The ceiling cracks And you fly But I fall again Please say goodbye Take your love out of me And don't ask me why I'm not your friend Trying to stand But you bend me again What's up with that Takes more then this for me to take off my hat And I said it first Between you and me I sleep to dream I sleep to dream And I said it first Between you and me I sleep to dream I sleep to dream So you kissed me now This face doesn't seem so brave after all Please let me go I need to hear myself think I only hear the water flow I'm not your friend Trying to stand But you bend me again What's up with that Takes more then this for me To take off my hat And I said it first Between you and me I sleep to dream I sleep to dream And I said it first Between you and me I sleep to dream I sleep to dream I said it first Between you and me I sleep to dream I sleep to dream I'm not your friend Trying to stand But you bend me again What's up with that Takes more then this For me to take off my hat Takes more then this For me to take off my hat Takes more then this For me to take off my hat [Repeat x3] And I said it first Between you and me I sleep to dream I sleep to dream And I said it first Between you and me |
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from Maria Mena - This Too Shall Pass [single] (2011)
Not again i scream,
Over-analyzing everything. The circle of us , Won't break It's pattern , Won't seize Cuz I am your stubborn hypocritical lover Guarded by thorns of My past. You have Been wounded, bled out Anger gushing, And none of us thought it would last The winds of your ego The waves of My tears Made The most Perfect almighty storm That we've seen This year But experience gathered We've learned from our past So don't worry darling This too shall pass.. Soul-bruising, i look at you, Accusingly Cuz i am Black and Blue. Emotional fist, You are The only man Who makes me feel like This. I am your weakness, i am Your protector, But Who Will protect you from me? The damage is obvious, patch me together, Loosen your grip boy, i can't breathe 가사입력NAKMUSE |
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from Maria Mena - Viktoria (2011)
I looked away
The other day Growing up slowly Have you ever heard me Laugh so easily It's cos I'm growing up slowly Oh Viktoria Oh Viktoria Oh Viktoria Oh Viktoria Me and my confidence We're now more than friends We're growing up slowly She lives in me She whispers when I sleep She says you're growing up slowly Oh Viktoria Oh Viktoria Oh Viktoria Oh Viktoria I have let go of my demons They left me when I sang the truth No bulges I'm finally even I can break all my rules When I was ten My mother changed my name She said you're gonna grow into it It took quite some time But today it feels like mine I guess I grew slowly Oh Viktoria Oh Viktoria Oh Viktoria Oh Viktoria Oh Viktoria Oh Viktoria Oh Viktoria Oh Viktoria I have let go of my demons They left me when I sang the truth No bulges I'm finally even I can break all my rules |
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from Maria Mena - Viktoria (2011)
what is in this wine
the more I drink the more I wander off into a stranger's eyes I like the way that they reflect my thoughts what is in this air it feels like feathery dust everywhere and as I breathe it in I breathe the masculine scent of his skin and I I I feel homeless and I I I feel homeless your comfortable caress has triggered unfamiliar restlessness you and I are we I feel I've lost my individuality you're watching me rebel believing stories only hearts can tell but when is it enough when do I call my feelings on their bluff and I I I feel homeless and I I I feel homeless and I remember us now but I forgot what we felt like and I remember us now but I forgot what we felt like and I remember us now but I forgot what we felt like somewhere along the way and I I I feel homeless and I I I feel homeless and I remember us now but I forgot what we felt like and I remember us now but I forgot what we felt like and I remember us now but I forgot what we felt like somewhere along the way you're watching me rebel believing stories only hearts can tell but when is it enough when do I call my feelings on their bluff |
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from Maria Mena - Viktoria (2011)
I would build walls
For miles around me Around anything that hurt Any sensitive category Kept love at an arm's length It was natural to me You did not agree You said things like Unhealthy And I took on the task Of changing my pattern All you did was ask And the walls all came crashing At a welcoming speed I was convinced you'd never hurt me And I used to cling to the back of your mind But I must have let go At the moment in time that she offered careless physical joy Both bouncing my heart around Like a cheap rubber toy And after countless Hours Of crying Trying to forgive you Believe you Grow a spine and leave you Grieve you I've come to this conclusion No one prepares you when choosing to stay How to dare share a bed again Keep demons at bay She took something precious That was just meant for me Not for her eyes to see And I used to cling to the back of your mind But you must have let go At the moment in time that she offered careless physical joy Both bouncing my heart around Like a cheap rubber toy And after countless Hours Of crying Trying to forgive you Believe you Grow a spine and leave you Grieve you And after countless Hours Of crying Trying to forgive you Believe you Grow a spine and leave you Grieve you I've come to this conclusion After all the years you invested in me All the love tears and possibilities I realize that if the tables were turned around You wouldn't leave me now |
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from Maria Mena - Viktoria (2011)
I am a creature of habit
And I move in circles around you I will admit there's a pattern One I created myself None of my lovers dared leave me I grew impatient and stale Didn't look back once I'd left them Cause I always expected to fail But this time it's different The rules don't apply But I need some distance to step out of line So grant me this wish and meet me back here in a year If we still exist I can let go of my fear Fear of normalcy Fear of the solid walls of our future and let go of my past I must be crazy to want this Cause you are the girl of my dreams But I'm prone to ruin the good things Cautious 'round balance it seems But with you it's different The rules don't apply But I need some distance to step out of line So grant me this wish and meet me back here in a year If we still exist I can let go of my fear Fear of normalcy Fear of the solid walls of our future and let go of my past So grant me this wish and meet me back here in a year If we still exist I can let go of my fear Fear of normalcy Fear of the solid walls of our future and let go of my past |
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from Maria Mena - Viktoria (2011)
Not again i scream
Over analyzing everything The circle of us Won't break It's pattern Won't seize Cuz I am your stubborn hypocritical lover Guarded by thorns of My past You have Been wounded bled out Anger gushing And none of us thought it would last The winds of your ego The waves of My tears Made The most Perfect almighty storm That we've seen This year But experience gathered We've learned from our past So don't worry darling This too shall pass Soul bruising i look at you Accusingly Cuz i am Black and Blue Emotional fist You are The only man Who makes me feel like This I am your weakness i am Your protector But Who Will protect you from me The damage is obvious patch me together Loosen your grip boy i can't breathe The winds of your ego The waves of My tears Made The most Perfect almighty storm That we've seen This year But experience gathered We've learned from our past So don't worry darling This too shall pass The winds of your ego The waves of My tears Made The most Perfect almighty storm That we've seen This year But experience gathered We've learned from our past So don't worry darling This too shall pass |
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from Maria Mena - Viktoria (2011)
고장난 라디오 1..
곤아저씨 가슴은 눈물은 더 넛츠 거리에서 (동물원) 하비누아주 고래사냥 (송창식) 엑시즈 곡 200 | 담기 7 | 추천 2 |
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from Maria Mena - Viktoria (2011)
고장난 라디오 1..
곤아저씨 가슴은 눈물은 더 넛츠 거리에서 (동물원) 하비누아주 고래사냥 (송창식) 엑시즈 곡 200 | 담기 7 | 추천 2 |
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