And for one second I lost my head And for one second I wished that you were dead And for one second you wished that you were here all alone Hold back the tears that could fall for me And for one second I lost my breath And for one second I cherish what you said And for one second it seemed that I was here all alone Hold back the tears that could fall for me And for one second I understand And for one second my life was in your hands And for one second you wished that you were here all alone Hold back the tears that could fall for me, they fall alone.
You get high with your destructive instinct You get high with your corrosive instinct Where can I go to escape your foul mind trick You're trying it more but you will never break me 'Cause you presume the winner is you but that's not true So say just words to me Unreal what's your hate providing Say just words to me Your talk is always contradiction Say just words to me You won't feel the warmth of friends around you Say just words to me Is it true that there is worth inside So say just words to me Your desings, all the worse from power craving Your desires, only where there's fire burning I'll show you the way a pleasure that's for the taking You're trying it more but you won't get satisfaction 'Cause you presume the winner is you but that's not true So say just words to me.
Through the searching lights that weave and dart Comes the stranger that cares not for your heart The pain of living life this way Must take its toll on you some day You jaded eyes can see embarrassment or harm The frail skin that bleeds emotionally on guard All lowest forms of life are pounding you inside Your hollow cold display your tired masquerade Let the image that you present entice unlike The mirror that shows the strains of vice This act of contact your decay While willing souls will more than pay.
You live for time of solace Within a sign there's a promise Don't lose all faith 'cause you shake at night It's in the art of the process In another rhyme beyond this place The healing's fast enough... Done a thousand times a thousand ways Until you've had enough ...It's mercy you're asking for Cheating life by taking more It's mercy you're asking for Take my life or give me more... The loss of prize possessions To cure the mind's obsessions Could trade your soul for that normal life Elite to all objections... See beyond all tears and broken years Your senses giving up Lose all confidence at your expense Your courage swallowed up.
I could not care less for oh, So many things tales of your distress And what tomorrow brings Alluring you on sight I'd harbour my delight You could not care for what tune sorrow sings In this battle of ages A breath of fire would light your pilot Are you soul courageous A breath of life would make you maybe see... You bring me to the ground, you bring me to the ground Victory's in vain unless one knows the score Inner peace reclines in place the bitter scorn Spirit maketh man always at hand but Spirit fails to save the ones worth waiting for.
Another day and the guilt is gone Another day will stress the weak and the strong Just a memory that we've become I have taken without warning When the day has just begun... A summer's day and my blood runs cold I can hear you in the morning As I'm reaching out to haunt you A summer's day and my blood runs cold You will never hear me calling As I'm reaching to destroy you Another day won't ease the sorrow Another day will help frustration to grow All pictures and the face of hope I have taken without warning When the day has just begun.
I find when I'm all alone that I feel so ashamed 'Cause all my pride is gone Say what you never can resist Say what you never would to believe Give what you never want to show Give what you never would receive A time when I'm all alone & I'm breathing afraid 'Cause all my pride is gone Elate the tears I create, how completely inane 'Cause all my pride is gone Collapse at my sorry stance but I need to surpass 'Cause... all my pride is gone My only thrill alone in my hell
I can take one day to achieve my goal, then it starts again In this circumstance that I call my own dreams just don't deliver I never needed foes forever feeling low 'Cause they break me down, cannot fake this frown I never took offence, I never swore in advance but I'll break you down with my poison mouth again I cannot deny bittersweet recline to a sole religion It's a certain way that I'm feeling host To a new deception...
You'll see the blood - blood of another You'll see the blood as we roll it in together You'll see the blood - blood of another You'll see the blood as we roll it in together tonight What unruly life is like, what is fabled wisdom like? This indulgent grace is spinning round and leaving all behind Knowledge limits you Besides claiming you're so sure by vibes in this frozen climate The temperature should bring you down to rights Beauty, purity inside twisted madness filth And vice death is not selective The darker shroud will fall on all despite recklessness The fault in mind anger, laughter can't provide Try to turn a blind eye the wasting pain one Trip you cannot buy...
In living with a fear of chance The chance of fears the only reason you're awake We decrease in size when burdened with your mind But you know escape is to run In a constant commotion - When I speak it's revulsion maybe you'll disppear Recall the past when you were strong Those distant days, it seems, are now forever gone You'll increase desire to wander and retire But you know escape is to run.
Seasons of sun won't suffice But for you, my guarding light, I'd walk around this earth Though the streets are paved with gold I'd collect it to be sold I'm bringing this on myself but I feel for you Will you show you're sane In your mouth a loaded gun Pull the trigger, have you won Let's see how you can do It's the darker days you dread All the hurtful things I said It seems I'm nothing, but I feel for you Will you show you're sane.
You aren't what I love You aren't what I need You aren't what I love You aren't what I need What I need Don't let them take me down there You aren't what I love You aren't what I see You hate from above You become what I need What I need Don't let them take me down.
In your hands I'm trying In your hands I'm trying flight I can't die In your hands I'm trying In your hands I'm trying flight I can't die,
I'm flying in the cold breeze every night Spare me all the strife My desires never tire but would it feel much better if I died? Petty highs get me by but how long must I live with this disguise...
Have you no direction? I just sense pretentious signs... In your highs Have you no direction? I just sense pretentious signs In your highs...
I hear the same old stories every night Spare me all the strife My desires never tire but would it feel much better if I died? Petty highs get me by but how long must I live with this disguise...
I need time I know I need time I know But it's too late Your time I don't need I've the mission for you Can you see it through Resist what I say Accept what I do...
You'll see Mourning the loss is just pain to one self You'll see Counting the cost is just pain to one self
Numbered days are few The lies promised to you Are a good way Of keeping it all Collapsed is our bond I pretend to respond No love for the lost... No love for the lost...
You'll see Mourning the loss is just pain to one self You'll see Counting the cost is just pain to one self
You'll see Mourning the loss is just pain to one self You'll see Counting the cost is just pain to one self
'o you sweet, little six six sixteen I'm the saviour of your sisterhood stretched thing, held in leash for daddy clench the thong now honey clench it good shadow blue, the shadow of the ox whip whistling through the dark and kiss my poor child slashed sister, kneel before your daddy and squeeze now honey swallow my pride
'o you are my favourite nightmare 'o you are my favourite nightmare
nude thing, 'o the nude so naked mummy's little girl a long way from home all by herself, on a southern highway now you're the princess of my leather dome
'o you are my favourite nightmare 'o you are my favourite nightmare
'o you sweet, little six six sixteen I'm your daddy you're my flesh and blood shadow black, the shadow of the razor all over my room just flesh and blood
What this seems to be, what this seems to be, is real All of my life is changing You're the enemy, you're the enemy, I fear All of my life is changing, always some rearranging So much is lost, so much disharmony So much is lost, no voice of sympathy My identity, my identity, is not real All of my life is changing All of my lies you're facing So much is lost, so much disharmony So much is lost, no voice of sympathy What this seems to be, what this seems to be, is real All of my life seems wasted, all of my life seems wasted So much is lost, so much disharmony So much is lost, no voice of sympathy So much is lost, so much disharmony So much is lost, no voice of sympathy
My life is not too whole Its understanding why I take when I owe I can't explain But it seems like its going wrong again And it feels like its going wrong again My life is oh so cold Misunderstanding now It seems that I'm slow Its seems obscene But you steal and you're on the run again And you steal and you're on the run again
Without the strength to hold Onto what's sinking I'll pretend its all show I can reveal But it seems like its going wrong again And it feels like its going wrong again But it seems like its going wrong again And it feels like its going wrong again
Sit alone and celebrate good times of change Sit alone anticipate great times of change But their all washed away with laughter As we wait to perish, turn to ashes Things we've all gone through.... Sit alone and celebrate good times of change Sit alone annihilate all words of praise When it all seems to spell disaster... Words of wisdom have no meaning In all honesty Its just fiction, your religion No apology There's no concealing the things that I do There's no concealing the things that I choose Sit alone and celebrate good times of change Sit alone anticipate great times of change But their all washed away with laughter Words of wisdom have no meaning In all honesty Your religions contradiction But you cannot see Words of wisdom add frustration To our agony Constant knowing, always showing Endless sympathy
The need to know gives a strange reaction The need to know kills my soul, my passion When will I know, just how far this goes I feel the glow of a man whose tasted loss Fail each time, strong in mind Turn each page that you wrote Now and then you'll see me there always pale with despair The safe release bears no threat or danger The tide is weak, but may welcome strangers This joy it seems maybe just a dream A soul unclean, like a man whose tasted woe Fail each time, strong in mind Harbour tales of your woe Now and then you'll see me there always pale with despair Fail each time, strong in mind Turn each page that you wrote Now and then you'll see me there always pale with despair
