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| 1. |
| 4:17 | 
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What this seems to be, what this seems to be, is real
All of my life is changing You're the enemy, you're the enemy, I fear All of my life is changing, always some rearranging So much is lost, so much disharmony So much is lost, no voice of sympathy My identity, my identity, is not real All of my life is changing All of my lies you're facing So much is lost, so much disharmony So much is lost, no voice of sympathy What this seems to be, what this seems to be, is real All of my life seems wasted, all of my life seems wasted So much is lost, so much disharmony So much is lost, no voice of sympathy So much is lost, so much disharmony So much is lost, no voice of sympathy |
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| 2. |
| 4:02 |
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My life is not too whole
Its understanding why I take when I owe I can't explain But it seems like its going wrong again And it feels like its going wrong again My life is oh so cold Misunderstanding now It seems that I'm slow Its seems obscene But you steal and you're on the run again And you steal and you're on the run again Without the strength to hold Onto what's sinking I'll pretend its all show I can reveal But it seems like its going wrong again And it feels like its going wrong again But it seems like its going wrong again And it feels like its going wrong again |
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| 3. |
| 4:03 |
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Sit alone and celebrate good times of change
Sit alone anticipate great times of change But their all washed away with laughter As we wait to perish, turn to ashes Things we've all gone through.... Sit alone and celebrate good times of change Sit alone annihilate all words of praise When it all seems to spell disaster... Words of wisdom have no meaning In all honesty Its just fiction, your religion No apology There's no concealing the things that I do There's no concealing the things that I choose Sit alone and celebrate good times of change Sit alone anticipate great times of change But their all washed away with laughter Words of wisdom have no meaning In all honesty Your religions contradiction But you cannot see Words of wisdom add frustration To our agony Constant knowing, always showing Endless sympathy |
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| 4. |
| 4:24 |
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The need to know gives a strange reaction
The need to know kills my soul, my passion When will I know, just how far this goes I feel the glow of a man whose tasted loss Fail each time, strong in mind Turn each page that you wrote Now and then you'll see me there always pale with despair The safe release bears no threat or danger The tide is weak, but may welcome strangers This joy it seems maybe just a dream A soul unclean, like a man whose tasted woe Fail each time, strong in mind Harbour tales of your woe Now and then you'll see me there always pale with despair Fail each time, strong in mind Turn each page that you wrote Now and then you'll see me there always pale with despair |
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| 5. |
| 3:29 |
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Breathing life, as true as honest work
Breathing life, a truth for all its worth You want to seem to be as fragile as can be I want to roll inside that shell you call a mind Breathing life, as frail as insincere Breathing life, too cold to shed a tear You want to seem to be as fragile as can be I want to see the things that I'm supposed to see I want to know the fear that sits inside of me I want to breathe the air, like I was meant to on ordinary days You want to seem to be as fragile as can be I want to see the things that I'm supposed to see I want to know the fear that sits inside of me I want to breathe the air, like I was meant to on ordinary days |
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| 6. |
| 4:45 |
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Feared and loathed besides...
It's such a tragedy I've seen all others try It ends in misery Could you stand back and take this all in Before it's too late? Fragrant your remarks You offered sympathy Read between the lines? The dream is honesty Could you stand back and take this all in Before it's too late? Now, Could you stand back and set this soul free Before it's too late? Dealt the loosing hand No need for jealousy As our worlds collapse Who will the saviours be? Could you stand back and take this all in Before it's too late? Now, Could you stand back and set this soul free Before it's too late? |
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| 7. |
| 3:17 |
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For the end, the time I'm feeling host
And I'm turning it around for you Lord I feel I tried much more than most And I've done the things I wanted to It's that useless contribution that leads to a solution for me You don't need to search for answers or hide behind romances Again.. For that very sign to leave this world And I'm turning it around for you On the edge of life it seems so low And you've done the things you wanted to.... It's that finer concentration of total liberation for me And the more that I believe in the less that I'm receiving Instead.. It's that useless contribution that leads to a solution for me You don't need to search for answers or hide behind romances Again.. It's that finer concentration of total liberation for me And the more that I believe in the less that I'm receiving Instead.. |
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| 8. |
| 3:14 |
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I can't see much truth in what's being spoken
I can't see much hope in what lays broken I can't see much truth in what's being spoken I can't see much hope in what lays broken I've seen it many times Prey for that day when you'll leave behind the grey Prey for that day when your feet could walk on different Soil You've felt an omen.. "oh another" I've heard this many times When I speak, silence So assured that you could find ...I seek it more Prey for that day when you'll leave behind the grey Prey for that day when your feet could walk on different Soil I can't see much truth in what's being spoken I can't see much hope in what lays broken Prey for that day when you'll leave behind the grey Prey for that day when your feet could walk on different Soil Prey for that day when you'll leave behind the grey Prey for that day, and that night you came You came and saw the earth... |
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| 9. |
| 4:42 |
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See the hands that wave their last goodbye
Talk with friends of god sometimes You'll see its not that simple any more somehow Don't say its not that simple any more somehow Save your weak demands for one who cares No more can I fake this You'll see its not that simple anymore somehow Don't say its not that simple anymore somehow Fear demands its say, it's where I've failed, its sad to say Faith will find a way, accept the shames, a loosing game See the hands that wave their last goodbye Talk with friends of god sometimes You'll see its not that simple any more somehow Don't say its not that simple any more somehow Fear demands its say, it's where I've failed, its sad to say Faith will find a way, accept the shames, a loosing game Fear demands its say, it's where I've failed, its sad to say Faith could find a way, accept the shames, a loosing game |
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| 10. |
| 3:34 |
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You may need some honest words to heal
You may need some honest words, so ill say them.. Oh lord knows why.. Cause I'm made of the same as your made If I struggle with ill fortune that's my way You may have fortune enough to breathe You may feel that that's enough, so lets pray then.. Oh lord knows why Cause I'm made of the same as your made If I choose to fear rejection that's my way... Do you think you'll live forever, a goal at any cost You control your prize endeavor a game in which you've lost.. Live to breathe new life forever blinded by the cause If you think you'll live forever the games already lost Its so cold...many years to go Its so cold...many years to go Cause I'm made of the same as your made If I struggle with ill fortune that's my way Cause I'm made of the same as your made If I choose to fear rejection that's my way... Cause I'm made of the same as your made |
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| 11. |
| 4:01 |
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Living life today
When tomorrow brings this trail of desperate thoughts Living so afraid When tomorrow brings this trail of simple thoughts Give in for one day Face the absolute that things won't go your way I cannot overstate the problems you have caused When they all seem to be much deeper than before Living for today When tomorrow brings this trail of damaged thoughts Living for today Until the afternoon reactions take their course I cannot overstate the problems you have caused When they all seem to be much deeper than before Anger so deep and anger so alive Anger so deep and anger so alive I cannot overstate the problems you have caused When they all seem to be much deeper than before I cannot overstate the problems you have caused When they all seem to be much deeper than before |
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| 12. |
| 4:17 |
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There's two arms you could break
How low can you descend Approach the subject kindly You've chosen to defend Those tears are not for real They're falling on command A harsh decision maybe You're living on remand Your mind is thinking madness Much more you could not take Before you fall on bad days And lower your defence as always... Suddenly demanding, choosing not to feed on all this sadness My stomach tends to fold When I speak of your name Accept that you're regretful Accept that you're not safe Your life is contradiction A life that's bruised and torn I've chosen toleration You've chosen to dismiss as always Suddenly demanding, the truth is always worse when you are Sober Suddenly demanding, choosing not to feed on all this sadness Suddenly demanding, choosing not to feed on all this sadness "this sadness is my own" |
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| 13. |
| 5:12 |
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Hear your soothing comfort loud
One knows it's not too quiet All consuming circumstance Can lead to our dysfunction I see no life behind your weary eyes I see the looks you struggle to disguise I've seen all vital signs begin to slip Oh it's much too late for you to aim, you only miss Say you'll pay the consequence And though we all can't see it Time will challenge your defence Alive but you can't feel it I see no life behind your weary eyes I see the looks you struggle to disguise I've seen all vital signs begin to slip Oh it's much too late for you to aim, you only miss I see no life behind your weary eyes I see the looks you struggle to disguise I've seen all vital signs begin to slip Oh it's much too late for you to aim, you only miss |
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