 |
|
3:38 | 
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - One Second (1997)
And for one second I lost my head
And for one second I wished that you were dead And for one second you wished that you were here all alone Hold back the tears that could fall for me And for one second I lost my breath And for one second I cherish what you said And for one second it seemed that I was here all alone Hold back the tears that could fall for me And for one second I understand And for one second my life was in your hands And for one second you wished that you were here all alone Hold back the tears that could fall for me, they fall alone. |
|||||
|
|
4:05 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - One Second (1997)
You get high with your destructive instinct
You get high with your corrosive instinct Where can I go to escape your foul mind trick You're trying it more but you will never break me 'Cause you presume the winner is you but that's not true So say just words to me Unreal what's your hate providing Say just words to me Your talk is always contradiction Say just words to me You won't feel the warmth of friends around you Say just words to me Is it true that there is worth inside So say just words to me Your desings, all the worse from power craving Your desires, only where there's fire burning I'll show you the way a pleasure that's for the taking You're trying it more but you won't get satisfaction 'Cause you presume the winner is you but that's not true So say just words to me. |
|||||
|
|
3:33 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - One Second (1997)
Through the searching lights that weave and dart
Comes the stranger that cares not for your heart The pain of living life this way Must take its toll on you some day You jaded eyes can see embarrassment or harm The frail skin that bleeds emotionally on guard All lowest forms of life are pounding you inside Your hollow cold display your tired masquerade Let the image that you present entice unlike The mirror that shows the strains of vice This act of contact your decay While willing souls will more than pay. |
|||||
|
|
4:26 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - One Second (1997)
You live for time of solace
Within a sign there's a promise Don't lose all faith 'cause you shake at night It's in the art of the process In another rhyme beyond this place The healing's fast enough... Done a thousand times a thousand ways Until you've had enough ...It's mercy you're asking for Cheating life by taking more It's mercy you're asking for Take my life or give me more... The loss of prize possessions To cure the mind's obsessions Could trade your soul for that normal life Elite to all objections... See beyond all tears and broken years Your senses giving up Lose all confidence at your expense Your courage swallowed up. |
|||||
|
|
3:01 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - One Second (1997)
I could not care less for oh,
So many things tales of your distress And what tomorrow brings Alluring you on sight I'd harbour my delight You could not care for what tune sorrow sings In this battle of ages A breath of fire would light your pilot Are you soul courageous A breath of life would make you maybe see... You bring me to the ground, you bring me to the ground Victory's in vain unless one knows the score Inner peace reclines in place the bitter scorn Spirit maketh man always at hand but Spirit fails to save the ones worth waiting for. |
|||||
|
|
4:45 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - One Second (1997)
Another day and the guilt is gone
Another day will stress the weak and the strong Just a memory that we've become I have taken without warning When the day has just begun... A summer's day and my blood runs cold I can hear you in the morning As I'm reaching out to haunt you A summer's day and my blood runs cold You will never hear me calling As I'm reaching to destroy you Another day won't ease the sorrow Another day will help frustration to grow All pictures and the face of hope I have taken without warning When the day has just begun. |
|||||
|
|
4:30 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - One Second (1997)
I find when I'm all alone that I feel so ashamed
'Cause all my pride is gone Say what you never can resist Say what you never would to believe Give what you never want to show Give what you never would receive A time when I'm all alone & I'm breathing afraid 'Cause all my pride is gone Elate the tears I create, how completely inane 'Cause all my pride is gone Collapse at my sorry stance but I need to surpass 'Cause... all my pride is gone My only thrill alone in my hell |
|||||
|
|
4:18 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - One Second (1997)
I can take one day to achieve my goal, then it starts again
In this circumstance that I call my own dreams just don't deliver I never needed foes forever feeling low 'Cause they break me down, cannot fake this frown I never took offence, I never swore in advance but I'll break you down with my poison mouth again I cannot deny bittersweet recline to a sole religion It's a certain way that I'm feeling host To a new deception... |
|||||
|
|
4:02 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - One Second (1997)
You'll see the blood - blood of another
You'll see the blood as we roll it in together You'll see the blood - blood of another You'll see the blood as we roll it in together tonight What unruly life is like, what is fabled wisdom like? This indulgent grace is spinning round and leaving all behind Knowledge limits you Besides claiming you're so sure by vibes in this frozen climate The temperature should bring you down to rights Beauty, purity inside twisted madness filth And vice death is not selective The darker shroud will fall on all despite recklessness The fault in mind anger, laughter can't provide Try to turn a blind eye the wasting pain one Trip you cannot buy... |
|||||
|
|
4:30 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - One Second (1997)
In living with a fear of chance
The chance of fears the only reason you're awake We decrease in size when burdened with your mind But you know escape is to run In a constant commotion - When I speak it's revulsion maybe you'll disppear Recall the past when you were strong Those distant days, it seems, are now forever gone You'll increase desire to wander and retire But you know escape is to run. |
|||||
|
|
4:01 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - One Second (1997)
Seasons of sun won't suffice
But for you, my guarding light, I'd walk around this earth Though the streets are paved with gold I'd collect it to be sold I'm bringing this on myself but I feel for you Will you show you're sane In your mouth a loaded gun Pull the trigger, have you won Let's see how you can do It's the darker days you dread All the hurtful things I said It seems I'm nothing, but I feel for you Will you show you're sane. |
|||||
|
|
5:28 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - One Second (1997)
You aren't what I love
You aren't what I need You aren't what I love You aren't what I need What I need Don't let them take me down there You aren't what I love You aren't what I see You hate from above You become what I need What I need Don't let them take me down. |
|||||
|
|
3:56 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - One Second (1997)
In your hands I'm trying
In your hands I'm trying flight I can't die In your hands I'm trying In your hands I'm trying flight I can't die, I'm flying in the cold breeze every night Spare me all the strife My desires never tire but would it feel much better if I died? Petty highs get me by but how long must I live with this disguise... Have you no direction? I just sense pretentious signs... In your highs Have you no direction? I just sense pretentious signs In your highs... I hear the same old stories every night Spare me all the strife My desires never tire but would it feel much better if I died? Petty highs get me by but how long must I live with this disguise... |
|||||
|
|
3:24 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - One Second (1997)
I need time I know
I need time I know But it's too late Your time I don't need I've the mission for you Can you see it through Resist what I say Accept what I do... You'll see Mourning the loss is just pain to one self You'll see Counting the cost is just pain to one self Numbered days are few The lies promised to you Are a good way Of keeping it all Collapsed is our bond I pretend to respond No love for the lost... No love for the lost... You'll see Mourning the loss is just pain to one self You'll see Counting the cost is just pain to one self You'll see Mourning the loss is just pain to one self You'll see Counting the cost is just pain to one self |
|||||
|
|
4:38 | 
|
||
| from Paradise Lost - One Second (1997) | |||||
|
|
6:29 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - One Second (1997)
'o you sweet, little six six sixteen
I'm the saviour of your sisterhood stretched thing, held in leash for daddy clench the thong now honey clench it good shadow blue, the shadow of the ox whip whistling through the dark and kiss my poor child slashed sister, kneel before your daddy and squeeze now honey swallow my pride 'o you are my favourite nightmare 'o you are my favourite nightmare nude thing, 'o the nude so naked mummy's little girl a long way from home all by herself, on a southern highway now you're the princess of my leather dome 'o you are my favourite nightmare 'o you are my favourite nightmare 'o you sweet, little six six sixteen I'm your daddy you're my flesh and blood shadow black, the shadow of the razor all over my room just flesh and blood |
|||||
 |
|
4:17 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Host (1999)
What this seems to be, what this seems to be, is real
All of my life is changing You're the enemy, you're the enemy, I fear All of my life is changing, always some rearranging So much is lost, so much disharmony So much is lost, no voice of sympathy My identity, my identity, is not real All of my life is changing All of my lies you're facing So much is lost, so much disharmony So much is lost, no voice of sympathy What this seems to be, what this seems to be, is real All of my life seems wasted, all of my life seems wasted So much is lost, so much disharmony So much is lost, no voice of sympathy So much is lost, so much disharmony So much is lost, no voice of sympathy |
|||||
|
|
4:02 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Host (1999)
My life is not too whole
Its understanding why I take when I owe I can't explain But it seems like its going wrong again And it feels like its going wrong again My life is oh so cold Misunderstanding now It seems that I'm slow Its seems obscene But you steal and you're on the run again And you steal and you're on the run again Without the strength to hold Onto what's sinking I'll pretend its all show I can reveal But it seems like its going wrong again And it feels like its going wrong again But it seems like its going wrong again And it feels like its going wrong again |
|||||
|
|
4:03 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Host (1999)
Sit alone and celebrate good times of change
Sit alone anticipate great times of change But their all washed away with laughter As we wait to perish, turn to ashes Things we've all gone through.... Sit alone and celebrate good times of change Sit alone annihilate all words of praise When it all seems to spell disaster... Words of wisdom have no meaning In all honesty Its just fiction, your religion No apology There's no concealing the things that I do There's no concealing the things that I choose Sit alone and celebrate good times of change Sit alone anticipate great times of change But their all washed away with laughter Words of wisdom have no meaning In all honesty Your religions contradiction But you cannot see Words of wisdom add frustration To our agony Constant knowing, always showing Endless sympathy |
|||||
|
|
4:24 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Host (1999)
The need to know gives a strange reaction
The need to know kills my soul, my passion When will I know, just how far this goes I feel the glow of a man whose tasted loss Fail each time, strong in mind Turn each page that you wrote Now and then you'll see me there always pale with despair The safe release bears no threat or danger The tide is weak, but may welcome strangers This joy it seems maybe just a dream A soul unclean, like a man whose tasted woe Fail each time, strong in mind Harbour tales of your woe Now and then you'll see me there always pale with despair Fail each time, strong in mind Turn each page that you wrote Now and then you'll see me there always pale with despair |
|||||
|
|
3:29 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Host (1999)
Breathing life, as true as honest work
Breathing life, a truth for all its worth You want to seem to be as fragile as can be I want to roll inside that shell you call a mind Breathing life, as frail as insincere Breathing life, too cold to shed a tear You want to seem to be as fragile as can be I want to see the things that I'm supposed to see I want to know the fear that sits inside of me I want to breathe the air, like I was meant to on ordinary days You want to seem to be as fragile as can be I want to see the things that I'm supposed to see I want to know the fear that sits inside of me I want to breathe the air, like I was meant to on ordinary days |
|||||
|
|
4:45 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Host (1999)
Feared and loathed besides...
It's such a tragedy I've seen all others try It ends in misery Could you stand back and take this all in Before it's too late? Fragrant your remarks You offered sympathy Read between the lines? The dream is honesty Could you stand back and take this all in Before it's too late? Now, Could you stand back and set this soul free Before it's too late? Dealt the loosing hand No need for jealousy As our worlds collapse Who will the saviours be? Could you stand back and take this all in Before it's too late? Now, Could you stand back and set this soul free Before it's too late? |
|||||
|
|
3:17 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Host (1999)
For the end, the time I'm feeling host
And I'm turning it around for you Lord I feel I tried much more than most And I've done the things I wanted to It's that useless contribution that leads to a solution for me You don't need to search for answers or hide behind romances Again.. For that very sign to leave this world And I'm turning it around for you On the edge of life it seems so low And you've done the things you wanted to.... It's that finer concentration of total liberation for me And the more that I believe in the less that I'm receiving Instead.. It's that useless contribution that leads to a solution for me You don't need to search for answers or hide behind romances Again.. It's that finer concentration of total liberation for me And the more that I believe in the less that I'm receiving Instead.. |
|||||
|
|
3:14 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Host (1999)
I can't see much truth in what's being spoken
I can't see much hope in what lays broken I can't see much truth in what's being spoken I can't see much hope in what lays broken I've seen it many times Prey for that day when you'll leave behind the grey Prey for that day when your feet could walk on different Soil You've felt an omen.. "oh another" I've heard this many times When I speak, silence So assured that you could find ...I seek it more Prey for that day when you'll leave behind the grey Prey for that day when your feet could walk on different Soil I can't see much truth in what's being spoken I can't see much hope in what lays broken Prey for that day when you'll leave behind the grey Prey for that day when your feet could walk on different Soil Prey for that day when you'll leave behind the grey Prey for that day, and that night you came You came and saw the earth... |
|||||
|
|
4:42 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Host (1999)
See the hands that wave their last goodbye
Talk with friends of god sometimes You'll see its not that simple any more somehow Don't say its not that simple any more somehow Save your weak demands for one who cares No more can I fake this You'll see its not that simple anymore somehow Don't say its not that simple anymore somehow Fear demands its say, it's where I've failed, its sad to say Faith will find a way, accept the shames, a loosing game See the hands that wave their last goodbye Talk with friends of god sometimes You'll see its not that simple any more somehow Don't say its not that simple any more somehow Fear demands its say, it's where I've failed, its sad to say Faith will find a way, accept the shames, a loosing game Fear demands its say, it's where I've failed, its sad to say Faith could find a way, accept the shames, a loosing game |
|||||
|
|
3:34 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Host (1999)
You may need some honest words to heal
You may need some honest words, so ill say them.. Oh lord knows why.. Cause I'm made of the same as your made If I struggle with ill fortune that's my way You may have fortune enough to breathe You may feel that that's enough, so lets pray then.. Oh lord knows why Cause I'm made of the same as your made If I choose to fear rejection that's my way... Do you think you'll live forever, a goal at any cost You control your prize endeavor a game in which you've lost.. Live to breathe new life forever blinded by the cause If you think you'll live forever the games already lost Its so cold...many years to go Its so cold...many years to go Cause I'm made of the same as your made If I struggle with ill fortune that's my way Cause I'm made of the same as your made If I choose to fear rejection that's my way... Cause I'm made of the same as your made |
|||||
|
|
4:01 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Host (1999)
Living life today
When tomorrow brings this trail of desperate thoughts Living so afraid When tomorrow brings this trail of simple thoughts Give in for one day Face the absolute that things won't go your way I cannot overstate the problems you have caused When they all seem to be much deeper than before Living for today When tomorrow brings this trail of damaged thoughts Living for today Until the afternoon reactions take their course I cannot overstate the problems you have caused When they all seem to be much deeper than before Anger so deep and anger so alive Anger so deep and anger so alive I cannot overstate the problems you have caused When they all seem to be much deeper than before I cannot overstate the problems you have caused When they all seem to be much deeper than before |
|||||
|
|
4:17 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Host (1999)
There's two arms you could break
How low can you descend Approach the subject kindly You've chosen to defend Those tears are not for real They're falling on command A harsh decision maybe You're living on remand Your mind is thinking madness Much more you could not take Before you fall on bad days And lower your defence as always... Suddenly demanding, choosing not to feed on all this sadness My stomach tends to fold When I speak of your name Accept that you're regretful Accept that you're not safe Your life is contradiction A life that's bruised and torn I've chosen toleration You've chosen to dismiss as always Suddenly demanding, the truth is always worse when you are Sober Suddenly demanding, choosing not to feed on all this sadness Suddenly demanding, choosing not to feed on all this sadness "this sadness is my own" |
|||||
|
|
5:12 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Host (1999)
Hear your soothing comfort loud
One knows it's not too quiet All consuming circumstance Can lead to our dysfunction I see no life behind your weary eyes I see the looks you struggle to disguise I've seen all vital signs begin to slip Oh it's much too late for you to aim, you only miss Say you'll pay the consequence And though we all can't see it Time will challenge your defence Alive but you can't feel it I see no life behind your weary eyes I see the looks you struggle to disguise I've seen all vital signs begin to slip Oh it's much too late for you to aim, you only miss I see no life behind your weary eyes I see the looks you struggle to disguise I've seen all vital signs begin to slip Oh it's much too late for you to aim, you only miss |
|||||
 |
|
- |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Believe In Nothing (2003)
Aware Of Some, Aware Of Nothing More,
I Have No Faith I Cannot Settle Scores, You Hope Some Day, I'll Move Out Of The Dark, Your Wishes Fail 'Cause I Am Nothing... Chorus: Slave To It All Once Again I Fear, Slave To It All Are The Ones Most Dear, Thrilling You All With My Tales Not Real, You Believe In Them Time After Time... On Hopeless Days I Sit And Justify, A Wholesome Life, Of Which I'm So Deprived, I Hope And Pray, That I Won't Stay Around, Too Long To Stain, 'Cause I Am Nothing... Chorus Hope Someday? I Could Be Wrong... |
|||||
|
|
- |
|
||
| from Paradise Lost - Believe In Nothing (2003) | |||||
|
|
- |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Believe In Nothing (2003)
It's in my heart;
It's in your soul, You choose to judge, Is that your role? Don't analyze or complicate, You'll criticize, You can't relate... And now you want Some understanding What's my point of view? Chorus: Then I'll just fade away When I hear all your lies I choke Then I'll just fade away Suffering from the times you spoke I fade Regarding more? Just seems much less So cynical you must confess I'm dying here, Completely blind Your will to live Just dampens mine, And now you want Some understanding... What's my point of view? Chorus |
|||||
|
|
- |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Believe In Nothing (2003)
I need it the most, most subtle
Unnecessary trouble Abusing too much, regardless The smallest taste is harmless So look at me now So look at me now So eager to say, it's "Nothing" The lifestyle that you're offering... A promise of hope has shattered But does it really matter? So look at me now So look at me now Middle 8 With alluring honesty It seems my only crutch, My acquired profanity It seems to be It seems to be too much So look at me now So look at me now |
|||||
|
|
- |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Believe In Nothing (2003)
Always, Sometimes, Always Seems To Be
Chaos, Crisis, Always Feeds Off Me, Then You'll Get Carried Away, The Trauma Is All Too Real. And Ohh Too Much, It's In My Soul Don't Let It Show And Ohh Too Much, It's In My Head Don't Let It Grow Again As I'm Walking I'm Breathless, I'd Welcome Clarity My Final Excitement Was Failing To Agree Then You'll Get Carried Away The Drama Is All Too Near... And Ooh Too Much, It's In My Soul Don't Let It Show And Ooh, Too Much, It's In My Head Don't Let It Grow Again |
|||||
|
|
- |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Believe In Nothing (2003)
Array of fortunate life
But could you live through the fight No you couldn't... All the years of sheltered emotion All these years I've seen no devotion From you I could I offer honesty If everyday offered something Real Decay of fortune and might But would you stand up and fight No you wouldn't All these years without any notion All the years I've seen no devotion from you |
|||||
|
|
- |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Believe In Nothing (2003)
THIS YOUR ONLY GRACE.
THE ART OF CONVERSATION, REGARDING COMMON SENSE. AS MERELY AN INFLICTION, DIVIDED WE STAND DIVIDED WE STAND MAYBE YOU'RE CONTENT. RELYING ON RELIGION, YOU STEAL WITHOUT CONSENT. JUST CONSUMMATES MY THEORY, DIVIDED WE STAND DIVIDED WE STAND DIVIDED WE'LL STAND. REGARDLESS WE'LL FALL. HOW SUBTLE THE WORDS WE'VE COME TO KNOW, DIVIDED WE STAND. DETERMINED TO FALL. JUST LIKE THIS HOLLOW WORLD THAT SLEEPS INSIDE OF ME................ DIVIDED WE STAND DIVIDED WE STAND |
|||||
|
|
- |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Believe In Nothing (2003)
It's not without its consequence
It's not without its joy Sell it to myself Sell it to myself Then sell it to the world It's not without belligerence It's not without a ploy Sell it to myself Sell it to myself Then sell it to the world It thrives in one fraternity And slowly will destroy Sell it to myself Sell it to myself Then sell it to the world |
|||||
|
|
- |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Believe In Nothing (2003)
Murder more or less,
The anger rages Blame your loneliness, Blame your situation. The essence is how Much pleasure allowed Solution is stealing The times that you try, So many must die, Their loss so appealing Murder more or less The sense engages Blame unwillingness Blame your complications The essence is how, Much pleasure allowed, Solution is stealing Times that you try So many must die Their loss appealing Is it too much to say? Never again, never again. Is it too much to say? Never again, never again. |
|||||
|
|
- |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Believe In Nothing (2003)
SET YOU HEART AT A PACE NO ONE COULD FOLLOW
UNTIL ITS RIGHT IN THE FACE NO ONE WOULD SWALLOW WE THE SUBTLE DAMNED, REFUSE TO FOLLOW AND WE ARE DETERMINED TO CONTROL SO MANY HOURS IN THE DAY IN WHICH YOU'LL SUFFER THE SAVIOUR YOU DELEGATE JUST BASKS IN POWER WE THE SUBTLE DAMNED, REFUSE TO FOLLOW AND WE ARE DETERMINED TO CONTROL WE'VE LOST IT ALL WE BREED CONTEMPT WITH YEARS TO GO A WEALTH OF DEBT A SIMPLE RETREAT |
|||||
|
|
- |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Believe In Nothing (2003)
But you say it's all over,
You're down by the water There some thing's you can't conceal, It's the same old show, May be you don't know, Go and find some reasons to live... Always a mistake I'm selfless, Always a mistake I feel, But there's many times when You seem so shallow, There's many times when You're without worth But you say it's all over, You're down by the water, There some thing's you can't conceal, It's the same old show, May be you don't know, Go and find some reasons to live... There are different ways to hear this, There are different ways to learn, And there may be years when You're lost in darkness May be years when you're incomplete But you say it's all over, You're down by the water, There some thing's you can't conceal, It's the same old show, Maybe you don't know, Go and find some reasons to live... |
|||||
|
|
- |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Believe In Nothing (2003)
Washed out your simple world,
But it seems to reappear, Without, your simple words, You cannot interfere. And now it's so absurd What you're saying to me now Your world's pretending You're saying to me now Your world's pretending You're saying to me now Your world's pretending And for your "so called" friends They always seemed so dear But when it all got worse They seemed to disappear And now it's so absurd What you're saying to me now Your world's pretending You're saying to me now Your world's pretending You're saying to me now Your world's pretending **************** Note: This completes this album. |
|||||
 |
|
3:44 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Symbol Of Life (2002)
I'm sent for elimination
To where I cannot know, but I'm lost without a chance in hell And I'm lost with doubts I can avoid this come feel the fire burn I'll slowly drift away A victim of the future my mind and soul decayed Isolate I'm sent for eradication By whom I cannot know, but I'm lost without a chance in hell I'm the last one out I can't avoid this Exposed to fire but I'll burn another way A victim of the future I embrace the tourniquet Isolate Lead us all to pastures green To search and learn From ones I cannot be Lead us all to harmony To search and learn The one I cannot be |
|||||
|
|
3:33 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Symbol Of Life (2002)
I don't owe anything
I don't owe anyone Shoot pride for all it's worth I don't belong In a situation now That I could not repair I assert myself to sleep Show others that I've cared How cold is this poor life Lay ashes at my grave If it takes me away from you A subtle gesture I don't know anyone (cherish my religion) I don't know anyone (faith is only fiction) I don't know anyone (cherish my religion) I don't know anyone (faith is only fiction) This is erased I promise not a trace This is erased I promise no delay not a trace |
|||||
|
|
3:29 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Symbol Of Life (2002)
The Sense Required Is All Too Vague
Within My Faculties, Building Me This Awesome Presence Longs To See The Times Ive Fallen The Times Ive Failed And Ive Never Seen My Hands And I Couldnt Walk Away Two Worlds Are The Same Tomorrow Still I Must Not Complain The Sense Acquired Is All Too Grave With Less Than One Percent Left In Me This Awesome Prison Locked And Sealed For Times Ive Borrowed, For Times Ive Failed And Ive Never Seen My Hands And I Couldnt Walk Away Two Worlds Are The Same Tomorrow Still I Must Not Complain And Ive Never Seen My Hands And I Couldnt Walk Away Two Worlds Are The Same Tomorrow Still I Must Not Complain And Ive Never Heard A Whisper And Id Never Speak Of Pain Two Worlds Are The Same Tomorrow To All I Seem Inane |
|||||
|
|
4:12 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Symbol Of Life (2002)
In my head this all is in my head this all is
In my head this all is in my head this all is In my head창?짝 I hold on tight for this mortal ride Rest my head 'til the mornings coming down on me I realise my own sacrifice Better rest my head before somebody's going out창?짝 In my head this all is in my head this all is In my head this all is in my head this all is In my head창?짝 Pray nightfall release me Then I could wander, wander to deep sleep Awake despite, another mortal night Rest my head, for the sun is shining down on me I realise try to synchronize Rest my head or somebody's going down In my head this all is in my head this all is In my head this all is in my head this all is In my head창?짝 Pray nightfall release me Then I could wander, wander to deep sleep Trying to make things work Trying to make things right Trying to make things work Without serendipity in my life창?짝 |
|||||
|
|
4:23 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Symbol Of Life (2002)
It's deep in the mind
So slick by design I'll end up the same way maybe Don't hold on to pride You'll lose if you try You'll end up the same way someday Lord I'm on my way, don't let me down Lord I'm on my way, don't let me down Can't feel it inside How long can it hide You'll end up the same way maybe Redemption denied As life passes by I'll end up the same way someday Lord I'm on my way, don't let me down Lord I'm on my way, don't let me down Gets deeper inside So strong the divide I'll end up the same way maybe Don't loose an insight Abuse till you die We'll all end the same way someday Lord I'm on my way, don't let me down Lord I'm on my way, don't let me down |
|||||
|
|
3:46 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Symbol Of Life (2002)
I live behind the perfect mask
Erase the rule forever I live behind the perfect mask Unleash the truth forever I live behind the perfect mask Too late gonna live at last I live behind the perfect mask Too late gonna live at last I live behind the perfect mask Erase the truth forever I live behind the perfect mask Only the true endevour Help me창?짝. I dare say theres no other way Help me창?짝. I dare say theres no other way to go Wanton fallacy again Merciless until the end Recognise my heart is there So reveal me and disgrace me |
|||||
|
|
3:49 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Symbol Of Life (2002)
Faced with shame,
I accept a will that that's long departed Phased with games, I resent a world I once regarded But now it seems the changes must be made창?짝 Celebrate! terrify me Don't mystify your love Celebrate! terrify me Don't mystify your love Laced with shame, I reject a thrill that's so misguided Faith in flames, I'm exempt to blame that's so demanded But now it seems that changes have been made창?짝.. Celebrate! terrify me Don't mystify your love Celebrate! terrify me Don't mystify your love A simple lie brings you down, in an ordinary way A simple lie brings you down, in an ordinary way A simple lie창?짝 |
|||||
|
|
3:48 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Symbol Of Life (2002)
Take my hand,
Hurray for the winters come창?짝 Cease my plans Excuse me from the scenes of old I can meet you there? , I just don't care On this new years day With no celebration from me Understand There's comfort with the wealth of gold Increase demands Release me from the scenes of old I can't make it clear you just won't hear On this new years day There's no celebration from me I could see you there? , we just don't care On this new years day Without hesitation There's no celebration from me |
|||||
|
|
3:07 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Symbol Of Life (2002)
I'm self obsessed
Wrong words I said It's clear that some things ain't worth really trying So let it go, let it be Then we'll talk and I can Dream you're not here Persevere, I could live without this The one you'd like to go Is taken much too slow You're not impressed Wrong words I said A mere subject of your self indulgence So let it go, let it be Shall we talk about it? My misery Is when you breathe there's no doubt about it The one you'd like to go Is taken much too slow |
|||||
|
|
3:57 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Symbol Of Life (2002)
All alone beside myself
All alone beside myself And I've troubles on my mind And I've reached the depths of life And I hear that deaths alright Still I'll wait for you to try When the dreams have been and gone And the torment has begun My emotions run Can't get by with what I've got Always dwell on what I've lost Just a loaded gun창?짝 A symbol of my life, a symbol of my life On the floor I crawl and writhe As the day turns into night I remove myself from sight And I reached the depths alright And I hear deaths part of life Still I wish that you would try When a dream has been and gone And the torment has begun The rejections done I get by with what I've got Always aware of what I've lost Just a loaded gun창?짝 A symbol of my life, a symbol of my life Nothing more, nothing more to say to me |
|||||
|
|
3:53 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Symbol Of Life (2002)
I live all alone, I wonder why?
I live all alone, I wonder why? See me shaking never making All my life and there is no other way 'til I'm old enough and hit the ground, Never choose, because I'm here just to lose, Besides a win would just release, And just maybe solve my minor problems Don't wanna seek, I wont make a demand, Cause I'm taking all the things That prevent me from knowing the truth Don't wanna seek, I wont make a demand, Cause although my mind is breaking My existence makes a channel for the pain I live all alone, I wonder why? I live all alone, I wonder why? See me taking never giving all my life And there is no other way Till I'm old enough and hit the ground I only lose cause I never did choose and all the loneliness That's there is just the core of all my problems Don't wanna seek, I wont make a demand, Cause I'm taking all the things That prevent me from knowing the truth Don't wanna seek, I wont make a demand, Cause although my mind is breaking My |
|||||
 |
|
- |
|
||
| from Paradise Lost - Lost Paradise (2001) | |||||
|
|
- |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Lost Paradise (2001)
A Sea of twisted shapes
Seek salvage from this carnage Frustration deep inside Write in utmost rage A tortuous embrace is embedded in their minds As hands from above grasp Emptiness they find Paralysed from neck down Like fluid drinks Pressures increase on flesh Excruciating pain... These mindless thoughtless fools Corrupted in mind Crying out for the death Innocence they find... The Silence looms before us Free of trouble and strife While bodies pile in hundreds Free from the gift of Life Drown in Misery Deadly Inner Sense This place of doom A sacred shrine Eternal Punishment for all time The deadly inner sense... |
|||||
|
|
- |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Lost Paradise (2001)
Claws of death grip my life
Empty my mind and my knowledge is deceased Mindless and dumb instinct gone Running in circles Not knowing where my fate lies… Blindly running through the eternal maze Surrounded by people the same Not knowing this place as the darkness falls above Will we ever see the sun deteriorate away? Feelings disappear Your eyes stare blank Another world to greet Life now ends… |
|||||
|
|
- |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Lost Paradise (2001)
Kneel on the ground and pray to the Lord
But will he hear your prayers Will he hear your call? As you sit in the Church And the madman speaks... Listen with awe at the lies he'll preach Only the mindless will listen and obey World-wide Wars are caused by this uproar Pray to rest your Conscience - For the sins you have done Where is your God now as you're dying alone? Brutal wounds cut deep No miracles to heal Watch your life now fade He's not there to help you die Raised upon repulsive lies From the time we were born Driven into heads holy laws Cast into a circle of preaching vomit All decent holy people Their conscience free Massive neurosis and impending doom And the holy power will be silent (Repeat verses 2, 3, 4) |
|||||
|
|
- |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Lost Paradise (2001)
Unleashed upon man
Their poisoning brains An empty grasp ? a threat to all those sane The daggers poised For shallow minds Unheard laughs Disrupting all mankind… This rotting misery The beggars are all gathered No others rule supreme Rotting misery Clouded realities Brought before us Their pointless lives As all their faith is lost Morbid existence Of these poor souls Now must die to exist no more |
|||||
|
|
- |
|
||
| from Paradise Lost - Lost Paradise (2001) | |||||
|
|
- |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Lost Paradise (2001)
Staring down into the depths
Subconscious has taken my life Breathing this foul and dank air Eyes cannot penetrate the light No room to panic or move I pray my death will come soon My sorrows breeding on my fear The tombs of one thousand lie near Soon to diminish am I? Lying there, minutes from my death The nausea breeds on my fear Calling to the victims of fate The dead cannot answer my calls My body falls to the depths As darkness has engraved my mind No visions or solution Gagged for air deeper below I sink... |
|||||
|
|
- |
|
||
| from Paradise Lost - Lost Paradise (2001) | |||||
|
|
- |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Lost Paradise (2001)
As you stare into the depths of darkness
Illusions of your mind pressured by horror Standing on a plain of desolation The streams of frozen mist are shattered by the sun Travel through the uncaring skies Prepare for this defeat Once you're dead your eyes are shut forever Is it just the darkness that greets our pleas? Trapped in my skull, sanities locked inside Can't express my feelings, the pain I must hide My body possessed by an unseen force Crippled for life As I try to speak my voice... No physical pain you will feel Is this mental insanity real? No future an obscenity Why was I chosen to suffer? Hoping I wake up and the curse has left my soul Attempts at speech are drowned in laughter I writhe and grit my teeth in anger... why...? Not allowed to make decisions If only I could tell them all I can think In my afterlife, I'll rise again Destroy all the ones who laughed Kill them all... Able to think, flex my limbs, talk and socialise, live my life |
|||||
 |
|
- |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Shades Of God (2001)
Plead forgiveness father
All my troubles fade from view Pale the four walls surround Have I madness in my eyes? While mortals watch the day Our fear will pave the way Hidden until the end See a room of crimson Nothing I have seen before Coldness wrapped around me Struggle not for hell is here While tyrants close the doors Each one will know the score Sorrow takes it all Saved the sick of life's bliss Charity of utmost guilt Fear the blinded temper It has lied it's way to you... While mortals watch the day And light has turned to grey What lies up ahead Light shines into your eyes That I'm blinded by, your eyes Mortal throughout the days Until we're saved (...we're saved) Turning to black I can't see through this No option from turning away We will see another day (Turning away... will we see another day) |
|||||
|
|
- |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Shades Of God (2001)
Lying here alone and cold
And I'm waiting for the dawn Laughter at my every move As if crippled by my thoughts And I'm burning cold, burning cold You prevail in the end (Unlike your god's obscenity) Hating the disgrace (Of a child's insanity) I'm taken all the more And I'll take all that I see You'll do it all for me (is this the end - it cannot be) All the more, you feed off my rejection (all the more) All the more, I tear your soul in two (all the more) Lonely are my tears of pain And I'm punished by their cause I'll rest on my burning throne A release I move towards is eternal sleep And I'm burning cold And it keeps me locked away And it keeps me locked away And it keeps me locked away Away All the more, I battle through the heartache (all the more) All the more, I'd lay myself to rest (all the more) |
|||||
|
|
- |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Shades Of God (2001)
Pain... is what we are waiting for
Lying deep in comfort, I awake now I cannot believe this tale I cannot believe the echoes... or your petty lies Take away our world, thrown into the stars Take away our world, worship all that's ours Cry at echoes in your heart Lying in the ocean until the end of time Solitude embracing us Suicide our hearts embrace Life and death become the race Take away the world, hold it to the sky Take away the world, pity your demise Array of fear, controls me now And I cry - in dark despair Take me away Take away our world Take me away Take away our world |
|||||
|
|
- |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Shades Of God (2001)
I am oppressed by lack of power
Holding on until the end Helping me tread on your life Life is the game, strengthen my anger Reshape the misguided times See me then, die, fate has control of us all Blemish the quest of all Create the dread Waiting in line, lost in your prayer Lost in your insanity It seems to be real Soothing the pain that you feel Can't find the key to destiny Life is your quest, erase your quest Your christ is failing you, like poison running through Does god know what to do, as I tell the harboured truth While grief lies at your door, for shreds of flesh you've torn The pain comes back for me, too vague for you too see Lord, smile at me My ashes have scattered the plains Won't return again... Lord stare at me Wait here for me to rise, rise again... Finding the truth, behind lies, logic is paralysed Feeding the flesh, consuming the rest You'll reach your end, you'll pay the debts and silently send |
|||||
|
|
- |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Shades Of God (2001)
Sadness lives after we die
The pains of life increased outright Contempt and sins priorities... To crush good fortune to its knees Morning... Morning's calm, inside I cry This painful live has raped my mind Take me down, slow release From sorrow's penetration Morning... Life is there for me Hell is there for me Sunlight greets my open wounds Morning's light reflects the doom My soul is free, it lives again To roam alone in darkness Morning... I've cried for god And I've cried for you I pray that in the end your sense will break though Sadness lives after we die The pains of life increased outright Contest my sins priorities Crushed my spirit to its knees |
|||||
|
|
- |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Shades Of God (2001)
I have seen for myself
The rogues of all life born And I'm lying through the night My solemn end And a cold touch of death Takes my hand The only way... the only way Well, I'm fighting for my life And I'm wasting away the time I've got left The only way... the only way Hearing you talk is a waste of silence I can't bare... I no longer care I no longer care... no longer care I create the cross that I must wear And I am flying to my plight successfully The only way... (oh the only way) Turning around to an empty space I cried despair... I no longer care I no longer care... I no longer care Feelings... Feelings of remorse Now locked away, another day, to live again Feeling the pressure high Holding on to the fire |
|||||
|
|
- |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Shades Of God (2001)
Pay the deadly price
Lift the fallen prize Told you soon will die Sin that sails alight Carry ungodly crimes Travelling out of reach Taking the weight of the night upon my back You cannot believe the pain that I've seen Crawling out of life my fire is strong Can it be, I can't go on And I'm hurt now, don't turn your back Changing ways, events prolong Hidden by the mist, insinuate what's gone Insinuate what's gone... Your hand in mine We'll reach the sign of plains above us Your hand in mine Unholy times of pain relentless Forced to watch not eagerly Breaking hearts with words and all ecstasy The ecstasy... Your hand in mine Reveal all life, uphold all others Your hand in mine Are you alive, with flames of sadness Your hand in mine We'll reach the sign of plains above us Your hand in mine Unholy times of pain relentless |
|||||
|
|
- |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Shades Of God (2001)
It looks to kill
And fails to wait in sight It twists me from inside Carry all, heal the sore, I can no longer bleed What is this, thing I've been, you can set me free The one I see, a blinded fool corrupting me From within, worn away [sings: within] Find, by mind, abusive ways Allures me from restrain (I'd kill while others rape) Create the obscene, you can set me free Sense predicts the scorn The hour of peace is gone The one I see, a blind deaf fool forever be Burning me... [burning me] Worn fools that prey On a faith filled day Laughter stays, out of my way Pass through my dismay |
|||||
|
|
- |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Shades Of God (2001)
As I die
Stare as eyes uphold me And wait to see right through And curse me... The love has crippled you Shadows haunt the night Burning my disguise As I die Reaping through the truth Life becomes untrue Sin the last diversion My fate will be untouched Dismissed now, the anger of a fool Shadows haunt the night Forgive me as I die Taking a chance And take what you gain My soul it has no price Total release is out of harms way until I can decide You punish me, can't you see, I'm not real |
|||||
 |
|
6:04 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Draconian Times (2000)
Like a fever, fever - inside of me
Like a fever, fever - inside of me Stand fast, faithful one See the moon and not the sun but I...... All I need is a simple reminder Breakdown frail affairs Turn from the elusive starts but I...... All I need is a simple reminder Guilt is feeding, feeding, inside I'm cold In depth grasp the chains Struggle as the waters gain but I...... All I need is a simple reminder Observe the formation fight until the battle's won But I...... All I need is a simple reminder There's no rule to say you'll cry alone Just find the strength to help you carry the load Reverse the frown and let the power surge But when alone you cannot resist the urge Feel it, feel it, like the pain of dying Feel it, feel it, like the pain of dying Hold on face to face damaged by the sad disgrace but I...... All I need is a simple reminder Twisting the knife in vain end the grief but who will gain but I...... All I need is a simple excuse |
|||||
|
|
5:03 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Draconian Times (2000)
You'd love to be so far away
It's not a long way to go, it's gonna end in your pain Greet open handed stranger Create the turmoil, you're not sane I want the last one to go to embers will revive, So stay You want to live a lifetime each and every day You've struggled before, I swear to do it again You've told it before till I, until I'm weakened and sore Seek hallowed land You'd love to see right through my veins The pale reflection tells all, predominations sustain Crawl over land or mountain in sight the ultimate escape A silhouette subsiding, enticed unable to relate You want to live a lifetime each and every day You've beckoned before, you'll never do it again You've prayed before who are the prayers for Seek hallowed land Seek hallowed land Begone the fools that lead me - I need not to know accept reclining spirit I need to endure You try to live a lifetime each and every day In this short time of promise, you're a memory...... |
|||||
|
|
3:26 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Draconian Times (2000)
It's a struggle with a failures frown
And it crashes in front of me I see the clouds divide Will you stay or try to leave The time you're looking at the door And you're thinking to walk right through I want to ignore I only wish that it passes soon Hearts beating... I raise a sunken smile As I serve the ones who served What can I achieve As you steal the air I breathe It's a cruel misfortune Forbidding us to see When stories may collide It's a sad state of mind Hearts beating... Hearts beating for the last time Hearts beating it is a state of mind Hearts beating for the last time The peace you cannot find |
|||||
|
|
4:18 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Draconian Times (2000)
Understand procedure, understand war
Understand rules, regulations I don't understand sorry You must feel frustration 'Cause your mind feels such temptation And your ways appear a total lack of faith You may feel elation At your body's recreation And the joy you need, restricted by one thought Are you forever - Loss of purpose in a passive life Are you forever - Pale, regarded as a waste of time High times are courageous But in truth they suit no purpose Induced, reduced, unable and afraid Can you feel rejection And a lack of motivation And the joy you need, restricted and delayed Are you forever - Loss of purpose in a passive life Are you forever - Pale, regarded as a waste of time I don't really know what sorry means, I've been sorry all my life I'm sorry I was born, that's what my mother told me I don't really know what sorry means I've been sorry all my life I don't really know what sorry means |
|||||
|
|
3:04 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Draconian Times (2000)
Once solemn, the things I'm leaving alone
Once solemn, the looks that turn one to stone And I'm learning the highs and the lows of the panic inside And I'm learning the highs and the lows of the fake promises Your powers electrify me Your prowess repels apathy Your image can turn a soul to stone I can't find another way I can't find the words to say Unchaining the thing that's holding me down And it's frustrating, the pressure's getting me down And it's trying to live with a bad decision every day It's a fever that's eating away in search of a fast release I say Your powers electrify me Devour the one that's guilty Your image can turn a soul to stone I can't find another way I can't find the words to say Your powers electrify me Devour the one who's guilty Your prowess repels apathy Your image can turn a soul to stone |
|||||
|
|
4:42 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Draconian Times (2000)
A spiral movement, the ultimate mystery
Will you show....will you show who you are? It's the truth that untrue suspicion is spreading like a disease Do you know if it is real? Voices appear inside my brain Their need, to set me free Onward they lead before the dawn Teach me what's right and wrong Encourage the madness they welcome impurity I don't know....I don't know....who I am! Fallen blind to the cruel hysteria that's constantly challenging Me, all alone...all alone... can't be real Voices approve I can't relate Their need to celebrate Onward they lead before the dawn Teach me what's right and wrong Voices approve, the quest begins Fuel for the shadowkings Onward they lead before the dawn Teach me what's right and wrong |
|||||
|
|
3:21 |
|
||
| from Paradise Lost - Draconian Times (2000) | |||||
|
|
4:20 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Draconian Times (2000)
Approaching a silence, a blur of subsidence
Time may heal all troubles, is that what I've found? Joy entices all, until death's lonely shroud But I know it's forever...... Praying for a change Our lives leading onwards, the essence is stronger Memories of life drifting further away I must doubt that where There's a will there's a way...... But I know, it's forever Life is all the pain we endeavour |
|||||
|
|
3:55 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Draconian Times (2000)
The fire is gone, a time to search and then replace
I'll never know just how the blind can lead the way They search for faith, it shows the way... It leads the way The distant smile, banished denial, no more denial Are you the one who tries to send me to the grave I cannot know who deals resent who deals the pain Weak search for faith A path to take, you tread in vain |
|||||
|
|
3:58 |
|
||
| from Paradise Lost - Draconian Times (2000) | |||||
|
|
3:17 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Draconian Times (2000)
Coming back today, the pounding thoughts relay
It's a time that's for myself I'm laying low, strife is gaining slow A kind of anguish I don't need...... When I see your frown, hurt will put me down If I could see a light shining Is this borrowed time maybe a final time That I can see a light shining Will you make it slow, pure evil makes it slow I know you're brandishing the sign Dare I take a chance? In this circumstance Or will I leave without a hope When you seal me fate sorrow turns to hate If I can see a light shining Is this borrowed time maybe a final time That I can see a light shining What one man makes is there for one to take A single handed fall from grace Hearts beating just, beating till the last A draining feeling's all that I know When I see your frown, it becomes my frown If I could see a light shining Is this borrowed time maybe a final time? That I can see a light shining |
|||||
|
|
3:27 |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Draconian Times (2000)
Opaque the dissident establishment
That we all suffer Refill the porous shell with words that mean so many things Words mean so many things The feeling can't avoid you Stoking the fires of absence Loss and anguish long departed Adjust to changes re-arranging, burns in many ways Pain burns in many ways The feeling can't avoid you |
|||||
|
|
- |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Shades Of God (2001)
Plead forgiveness father
All my troubles fade from view Pale the four walls surround Have I madness in my eyes? While mortals watch the day Our fear will pave the way Hidden until the end See a room of crimson Nothing I have seen before Coldness wrapped around me Struggle not for hell is here While tyrants close the doors Each one will know the score Sorrow takes it all Saved the sick of life's bliss Charity of utmost guilt Fear the blinded temper It has lied it's way to you... While mortals watch the day And light has turned to grey What lies up ahead Light shines into your eyes That I'm blinded by, your eyes Mortal throughout the days Until we're saved (...we're saved) Turning to black I can't see through this No option from turning away We will see another day (Turning away... will we see another day) |
|||||
|
|
- |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Shades Of God (2001)
Lying here alone and cold
And I'm waiting for the dawn Laughter at my every move As if crippled by my thoughts And I'm burning cold, burning cold You prevail in the end (Unlike your god's obscenity) Hating the disgrace (Of a child's insanity) I'm taken all the more And I'll take all that I see You'll do it all for me (is this the end - it cannot be) All the more, you feed off my rejection (all the more) All the more, I tear your soul in two (all the more) Lonely are my tears of pain And I'm punished by their cause I'll rest on my burning throne A release I move towards is eternal sleep And I'm burning cold And it keeps me locked away And it keeps me locked away And it keeps me locked away Away All the more, I battle through the heartache (all the more) All the more, I'd lay myself to rest (all the more) |
|||||
|
|
- |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Shades Of God (2001)
Pain... is what we are waiting for
Lying deep in comfort, I awake now I cannot believe this tale I cannot believe the echoes... or your petty lies Take away our world, thrown into the stars Take away our world, worship all that's ours Cry at echoes in your heart Lying in the ocean until the end of time Solitude embracing us Suicide our hearts embrace Life and death become the race Take away the world, hold it to the sky Take away the world, pity your demise Array of fear, controls me now And I cry - in dark despair Take me away Take away our world Take me away Take away our world |
|||||
|
|
- |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Shades Of God (2001)
I am oppressed by lack of power
Holding on until the end Helping me tread on your life Life is the game, strengthen my anger Reshape the misguided times See me then, die, fate has control of us all Blemish the quest of all Create the dread Waiting in line, lost in your prayer Lost in your insanity It seems to be real Soothing the pain that you feel Can't find the key to destiny Life is your quest, erase your quest Your christ is failing you, like poison running through Does god know what to do, as I tell the harboured truth While grief lies at your door, for shreds of flesh you've torn The pain comes back for me, too vague for you too see Lord, smile at me My ashes have scattered the plains Won't return again... Lord stare at me Wait here for me to rise, rise again... Finding the truth, behind lies, logic is paralysed Feeding the flesh, consuming the rest You'll reach your end, you'll pay the debts and silently send |
|||||
|
|
- |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Shades Of God (2001)
Sadness lives after we die
The pains of life increased outright Contempt and sins priorities... To crush good fortune to its knees Morning... Morning's calm, inside I cry This painful live has raped my mind Take me down, slow release From sorrow's penetration Morning... Life is there for me Hell is there for me Sunlight greets my open wounds Morning's light reflects the doom My soul is free, it lives again To roam alone in darkness Morning... I've cried for god And I've cried for you I pray that in the end your sense will break though Sadness lives after we die The pains of life increased outright Contest my sins priorities Crushed my spirit to its knees |
|||||
|
|
- |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Shades Of God (2001)
I have seen for myself
The rogues of all life born And I'm lying through the night My solemn end And a cold touch of death Takes my hand The only way... the only way Well, I'm fighting for my life And I'm wasting away the time I've got left The only way... the only way Hearing you talk is a waste of silence I can't bare... I no longer care I no longer care... no longer care I create the cross that I must wear And I am flying to my plight successfully The only way... (oh the only way) Turning around to an empty space I cried despair... I no longer care I no longer care... I no longer care Feelings... Feelings of remorse Now locked away, another day, to live again Feeling the pressure high Holding on to the fire |
|||||
|
|
- |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Shades Of God (2001)
Pay the deadly price
Lift the fallen prize Told you soon will die Sin that sails alight Carry ungodly crimes Travelling out of reach Taking the weight of the night upon my back You cannot believe the pain that I've seen Crawling out of life my fire is strong Can it be, I can't go on And I'm hurt now, don't turn your back Changing ways, events prolong Hidden by the mist, insinuate what's gone Insinuate what's gone... Your hand in mine We'll reach the sign of plains above us Your hand in mine Unholy times of pain relentless Forced to watch not eagerly Breaking hearts with words and all ecstasy The ecstasy... Your hand in mine Reveal all life, uphold all others Your hand in mine Are you alive, with flames of sadness Your hand in mine We'll reach the sign of plains above us Your hand in mine Unholy times of pain relentless |
|||||
|
|
- |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Shades Of God (2001)
It looks to kill
And fails to wait in sight It twists me from inside Carry all, heal the sore, I can no longer bleed What is this, thing I've been, you can set me free The one I see, a blinded fool corrupting me From within, worn away [sings: within] Find, by mind, abusive ways Allures me from restrain (I'd kill while others rape) Create the obscene, you can set me free Sense predicts the scorn The hour of peace is gone The one I see, a blind deaf fool forever be Burning me... [burning me] Worn fools that prey On a faith filled day Laughter stays, out of my way Pass through my dismay |
|||||
|
|
- |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Shades Of God (2001)
As I die
Stare as eyes uphold me And wait to see right through And curse me... The love has crippled you Shadows haunt the night Burning my disguise As I die Reaping through the truth Life becomes untrue Sin the last diversion My fate will be untouched Dismissed now, the anger of a fool Shadows haunt the night Forgive me as I die Taking a chance And take what you gain My soul it has no price Total release is out of harms way until I can decide You punish me, can't you see, I'm not real |
|||||
 |
|
- |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Icon (2000)
A fallen time that's bygone
A crude elite that's from a distant zone You don't know if It's the truth you told Anger looks on the quiet dreaming Seals the sense incandescent ones Hold back desire for danger A bet you lose, you'll have no way to turn I see the man who lives and breathes corruption Into a circle that you call you own Don't run away, from the pain, A claim that you deal with A power game, from within, Impossible for you to see this Laid down the laws of deceit The ones who cherish are the ones who'll go Into the ashes of a tortured world Only in mind's eye can you see a light Harmony break, dark awakes, in old eyes - the trouble, feel it Here to stay, mark the way, improvise the judgment hearing Anger looks on the quiet dreaming Seals the scense incandescent ones All remains of the glowing embers is a bleak cold irrelevance |
|||||
|
|
- |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Icon (2000)
I am the one, to which you'll go
You are the one, from which I'll run... Fading to grey, the wanton pray You'll find shelter, I'll find none I'll leave you pointless life undone Breathing your days, my anguish stays Fate of my face, I've seen your face I turn and run, you'll have no place Time is the father, in my corrupt mind Pain, echoes, in the silent sky... Remember life now? |
|||||
|
|
- |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Icon (2000)
A mass of breathing souls
For times are desolate Passing judgement on my sentence As I perceive my dying day Gime me a promise. The word I will never hear Sympathies forging, stalling in me I'm closing all the doors While my frown remians Until I reach my golden haven I'll let the sadness pass my way Preaching the words of angels, to a darker side of man My halo's fading with all the sin I deal Have I been banished, 'a fogery' Sear, the tender feeling as my solar glow dies And I'm waiting for my sweet hell You'll wait for 'your' hell, I wish you hell... In time the hate corrodes Our brains are desolate And this prison which we serve in Will be a witness to our pains Preaching the words of angels, to a darker side of man |
|||||
|
|
- |
|
||
| from Paradise Lost - Icon (2000) | |||||
|
|
- |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Icon (2000)
As a withered hand grips right through fear
The cold caressing rains The reaping arms of silence, evolve for us to see Overruled by a lack of paitence, it's untold, it's untold That's the secret that has mad us Constructive powers flow desire The last intense degree Scratching at the surface, for all of us to hear Gather around, the secrets that you know And the speech that makes blood flow Blame desire, you'll blame revenge Standing at the solemn shores Where blessed fools are born Happiness is wasted, waster blood and tears Re-abuse infiltration, it's untold, it's untold Raping life from other nations The ritual explosive fires Rewarding enemies Shells of empty faces, crying to be free Dying free, the spirits gather round While the soul lays underground Will the voices call again? |
|||||
|
|
- |
|
||
| from Paradise Lost - Icon (2000) | |||||
|
|
- |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Icon (2000)
Into a depth of haze, I'll see you dead
The colossal rains flow like the breeze A sheltered scenery as the arms outstretch for me You'll never walk again (In a sorry sea of pale sound uplifting here, Dark waters flow free through the ashways of silent dreams) Brought back from centuries, creation seen The colossal rains mortal spirits drained Can this be real, what the frozen rains reveal You'll never walk again (hear cries, way of reach and shallow the silver breathes, The sun wakes the sleeping heat and drowns in a mass disease) |
|||||
|
|
- |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Icon (2000)
Fear this more (the more) than the hands of man's (disgrace)
It crushes forth (resenting) conquest its plan Don't look back, will ever see your face again? The domination (is in all) Imagination (space) Caress endlessly (until we) inflame the soul... Faling to return what's borrowed, devotion rights to me I see a summer of winters merging gracefully Don't look back, will we ever see your face again Don't look back, will hear the weeping words again |
|||||
|
|
- |
|
||
|
from Paradise Lost - Icon (2000)
Come taste a century of hatred
Free from the sanity of them Is there something, that you see in all of them Non-believer, a time will come, but when ? All you worship in life, destroyed by human hands, Spare the trouble you feel, save a breath for your next Spit on the laws that I made for you Betray the treasures within hearts Is there something in death that you think reflects your life? Come taste the loss that I feel, challenge paradise All you worship in life destroyed by human hands, Save the trouble you feel, a treasure with no price It's disturbing, the joy I feel, but I feel it more |
|||||
|
