I should have mentioned it all I should have wrote you a song Not healing all these splintering ends How dare you bring this up to me It took me years and years to be But I spend my time pretending
Fight, survive, regress and bury Somewhere in the eyes of words I say Thank you, I owe you something So I will be honest And tell you just how you make me feel.
I tried to say I'm sorry' You never heard it from me Born in this place I'm sick of feeling guilty We can be anything you want. Assume that I am distraught as long as we're reliving
Lie, forgive, move out and bury Where were you when I killed myself last year? Thank you, I owe you something So I will be honest And tell you just how you make me feel.
Why no, we're no memories Without the water I'm begging you Let this story end.
Fight, survive, regress and bury Where were you when I killed myself last year? Thank you, I owe you something So I will be honest And tell you just how you make me feel.
Why no, we're no memories Without the water I'm begging you Let this story end.
It's killing me This telephone I'm reaching out Today I feel I am alone
It's not your fault It never was Today you needed someone And I wasn't there to cover you
And I can't Wait for this to change To know you are okay For once I'm fighting for A life that I help make And I say
Promise me you'll try On the day that you decide This life is over And you're wavering Whoa, whoa, whoa And do everything you can To remember who I am Even when I have disappointed you
There's nothing wrong So what is it I'm feeling that You're feeling everything I am
You're never wrong You've always said It's harder now to make it When the next two months are going to hurt
And I can't, Wait for this to change To know you are okay You gave you everything you had Now I won't fade when I say
Promise me you'll try On the day that you decide This life is over And you're wavering Whoa, whoa, whoa And do everything you can To remember who I am Even when I have disappointed you Disappointed you
And I won't be perfect (I'm not here forever) Give me your servent What are you after Should I just stand perfectly still It's not who I am
Whoa Promise me you'll try On the day that you decide This life is over And you're wavering Whoa, whoa, whoa And do everything you can To remember who I am Even when I have disappointed you Disappointed you Disappointed you Disappointed you
I'm a whole country of pain and disease I was born on the ground And I'm down on my knees I'm choking on dust While drowning in leaves My wounds have all opened I have cut myself free
I'm not something you can kill or ignore I'm not that person anymore
I am out of shelter now and I cannot forgive I would kill you for water Take your body to live
I can live for days And over and over and over I'm starving for something you ate
Well there's something wrong I am tired and I am dead When it's really bad I can feel it in my heart and in my hands
Please, please help me I need help Please, please call me I'm not well I thought that I was ready I thought I could be trusted by myself
Times running out I am selfish I am tired And it's way too late to sit back And make lists of mistakes Just so I can make things right Please cut me down I've been swinging for so long
Please, please help me I need help Please, please call me I'm not well I thought that I was ready I thought I could be trusted by myself
Please, please help me I need help Please, please call me I'm not well I thought that I was ready I thought I could be trusted by myself
What is my name? What is is called? Is this is a consequence of a life that I've lived wrong? What is my name and who did I hurt? If I could go back and say I'm sorry You'd be first.
Please, please help me I need help Please, please call me I'm not well I thought that I was ready I thought I could be trusted by myself
Please, please help me I need help Please, please call me I'm not well I thought that I was ready I thought I could be trusted by myself
What are you on about I'm listening to you And somehow you've stopped making sense again Honey you're tired Just go to sleep Before you fall face down again
You're boring I'm wide awake and you're snoring If you're awake it's not working So what's the point
Of this How did I find myself with you I don't love you You've suddenly stopped making sense again Another thing your stories Uninteresting and boring Eventually they have to end End right now
You're boring I'm wide awake and you're snoring If you're awake it's not working So what's the point Struggling through another night with you You're boring You're boring Another word about your friends and you
I was only kidding Get back into bed Before it all ends bad again
You're boring I'm wide awake and you're snoring If you're awake it's not working So what's the point Strugging through another night with you You're boring You're boring Another word about your friends and you
