It was raining down love from a thin my room and the walls began to warp
the colors in my face were all washed out wrong and the lights began to short
I heard you call out my name but I couldn't find the way and the foes were asleep then your face in the light began to shadow of fright kill good sleep
there was just enough light for me to watch you leap through the hole in the wall
should I build or burn your effigy as the buildings fall? I refuse to become a martyr no matter what you say I'll be gone this time tomorrow I only live for the day
Gawd I hate July, I scream into the sky for what it's worth on the face of this earth I refuse to be denied...
I left him looking on past in hiding into the street you were cold and gray again and you couldn't even speak I pulled out the singe from the mouth of disease and I begged for the truth I was cursed by way of comparison it broke me in two
I spat upon my unmarked grave in the heat of the spite I screamed my insect bitter needs in the middle of the night bury the martyr to his neck and feed him to the worms replace his blood with toxins look at him burn!
Gawd I hate July, I scream into the sky for what it's worth on the face of this earth I refuse to be denied...
beyond the softward silence shadows midnight mind the warmth appeared in seconds like the dark a trail of swollen fruit leads to a higher kind lips and lovers' limbs begin to part
search and you shall find what you want take what's mine breathe in the air of the hour we were there
in the middle of the magic is a perfect flower in the heat of the moment is a flame it all comes real to me to you in a secret shower and blends the blood inside til we're the same
I disappeared between you many times before and every single time I never leave awake with you and stranded on another shore too dreamlike and delirious to believe
bring in the night and the moon and the light shake off the day you were born and I'll stay
in the middle of the magic is a perfect flower in the heat of the moment is a flame it all comes real to me to you in a secret shower and blends the blood inside til we're the same
close to the skin shut your eyes we begin fall like a leaf onto me in your sleep
in the middle of the magic is a perfect flower in the heat of the moment is a flame it all comes real to me to you in a secret shower and blends the blood inside til we're the same
I stare from behind the mirror I still can't feel a thing this house has been dead for years it doesn't mean anything
the walls are soaked with indifference the rooms occuppied with despair the bed rocks in its own ignorance the windows just open and stare
a climate of unhappy families all covered with dirt and with flies breeding a hole for our secrets so we can watch them all grow into lies
at the same time the room seems to mock you parading your shadow of doubt they pray for our silent audience
and beg for forgiveness without I dreamed for years before now I'd end up in a place like this too scared in a room I refuse to call home
I knew it would end like this I walk with a weight on my shoulders of the promises that I broke to get rid of my guilty secrets
throw them down that same hole this house is a house of failure of bitterness and remorse of illness betrayal and torture
it means nothing of course in the corner I swear I can hear the ghost of you screaming at me questioning misplaced virtues
and my infidelity and even though I did not doubt you no one said that you had to be right the lights in the air that surround me
could turn my day into night the company of the corpse here beside me will haunt me forever like your screams like everything else never leaves me alone from my waking house into my dreams
What you bring upon yourself today of all days you need help mind collapsing middle anguish cure of falling in the dark today of all days twilight seems so desperate adjacent to your prime ignition escalate
times one times two times three times four
you wouldn't know it but the kid was right moving sideways in a sundance to avoid the light depth and true distance....
