Destiny

Is red still the color that painted us.
Is life still able to find us.
Thanks for being you.
Bye.

A knife cuts my life. The symbol of the end. Tears of blood escape from your eyes.
Thought your wish so perfect and yet so weak. Every breath contains exhaution. So fast
and so quick you threw away goodbye. This heart bleeds for every tear you cried. For
every day of unrequited love. Another day passes by. One more day without you. I give
you my life for the last goodbye. A waiting for death. End this new beginning.

I'm sitting here all alone writing about my past. The forever I shared with you which
wasn't forever. Apart from you your touch grows within me. Your feelings are to far
away. Wishes that are searching for you will never find you. I feel so cold I sink into
the dreams of my heart. My love bleeds for you no longer. With a cry you died inside of
me. And that's my only memory of you. With the embrace of beauty my heart stopped
beating.

Rain falls on my face as your tears touch my heart. You are so beautiful when I look
into your drowning clear eyes and tears touch your cheeks. I'm waiting for a better
day. A place to find for you and me. Back to days of embrace. Your hand in mine. I need
you around me. Your words run right through me as they did times before. Maybe it's
time to say goodbye. But I want to thank you. Angels left me as death kissed my heart. I
miss you. Always and forever in my heart.

Tasting your lips with every kiss. Smelling your scent on your neck. Holding you in my
arms. Every moment with you is written upon the tablet of my heart. Washing to live
this life again and forever. All memories are eternally burning pictures within my
soul. Every day I'm still beside you. Living in memories. Dreaming my life away. Thrust
our hearts. You and me together against the world. Losing myself on you. Losing you.
Losing so much more than just a part of me. Memorable beauty gives birth to my pain.
My world is broken. Life is gone.

I'm just a word in your verse. My longing that hides behind my thoughts breaks me.
I only live in your poem as written in grief. I'm just a memory. Another forgotten. Left
to tears. To go through this moments never again. You made me feel this way Without
your embrace I'm left to loneliness. Forgotten in cold. Why don't your eyes fill me
with warmth anymore. Heartlessness between us. Memories crashing against my heart.
Could I have my kisses back from you. Your distance will never end. To look at you makes me feel this way. My memories
will die 'cause you're no longer within me. Love is my death.

Why do your eyes shun me. And why does your presence paralyse me. Why don't you
look back on those days. Losing myself inside my heart you die with me. And with the
pain of longing the flower of passion has withered. The search for sensuality lost in disappointment. Fallen because of
worries and caught by depressions. Despair is my
companion. The heardsman of my suffering. And here are some words for you. I don't
want to love you anymore. I search my heart hoping not to find you. Love just a satisfying word. Just a lie. These
moments will pass bye. Goodbye.

The fragments of your dreams now a part of us. How does it feel when I touch your
heart. Hold this moment. All I am I gave. All I have I spent. I'm lost inside of you. Are
you longing for these words: Kiss me. Do you miss those moments. Tight holding arms
around me. Beginning the day out of connected dreams. I take this last breath to relive.

Loved without any condition only to have this heart ripped out. With every hope comes
more fear. All that's given was taken away. You turned your back come after I opened
up my heart to you. Loved with all certainty just to find a place in your heart. Left to
watch my world fall apart in your hands. Left to watch my life perish inside your
heart. But watch if you missed this life to love. But what if you missed this love to live.

I take a look into my heart
Filled by days of remorse
I want to feel you
But I can't touch you
I'm lost in devotion
A love that suffers
A love like hate
And I'm longing to die
Longing for death
Never trust you could love
This naive heart once broken
I'm sorry
It's over
I'm gone
And I will live this love forever