Hatesphere

my word is my pencil
and I'm painting my world
I've run out of colors
and now I am stuck
locked and I try to escape
my art is transparent
and I am still stuck

you better try to picture this
what have been will be again
what we have seen is not the end
the interlude of life we will all gain

every time you speak of strength
I see your weakness
your lies reflect the truth

with mirrors attached to our bodies
you keep looking in my face
please turn around
I want to feel the grace

what have been will be again
what we have seen is not the end
the interlude of life
we will all gain

God has been telling me a joke
now I'm laughing at myself
I thought my word was my boundary
the time is far beyond twelve
I cross the line when I draw it
(and then I break the mirrors, to me it would mean luck)

what have been will be again
what we have seen is not the end
the interlude of life
we will all gain

My mind is closed for repairs
So don't get in my way
I am kicking ahead
And I don't care what you say

I can hardly resist
To be cruel like it is, like it is
I am kicking ahead
And I don't take any piss

Down on your knees, down'n'out
Big mistake, getting ready to fight

I'm making a wreck of myself
Just can't beat the choices that I make
I am kicking ahead
On this cursed planet it's all fake

Down on your knees, down'n'out
Big mistake, getting ready to fight
I am kicking ahead
And I am kicking your head in tonight

Come with me my friend
I'll take you to a place where heads are rolling
Can you hear the bells?
The ring for you my friend
Sounding louder forevermore
You cover your ears
Cause this is what I tell:

Prepare to swim with me
We're in a world of shit
Sinking deeper and deeper

Now roll your head my friend
Forget about the Gods above and demons below
Fooling with your mind - with your mind

Drunken angels fool around and devils blind your eyes..

Prepare to sink with me

Whirlpool of shit
Going deeper and deeper

You cross your arms my friend
You stop to swim along, and shout:
no way!
I pity you for all your hope
Ignorance has left you deaf and blind
wake up
have a taste of this:

There is nowhere to run now
The shit will trace you down
Let's go deeper and deeper.

The road was paved long ago
While your progress still goes slow
Although you felt a freeze
You kept on walking on
Now you're begging please

Why do you rip off
When you should fuck off

Strumming, humming around
Like an insect and the dirt
You're the shit
And you're the fly
Go kiss your ass goodbye

Just another fish in the sea
But not swimming free
Entangled in a web
Of miserable shit
You can't escape you cannot swim
Your pitiful career will dim
Run away
No one remembers you were here
Find another place to bore
Or settle down as a whore

Here I come

Your mouth and ass were made to screw
Worry not, I'll visit you
Fuck you!!!

Covered in skin
Covered in sin
It's all about reaching out
And then begin, then begin
To feel the shadows coming in

It knows how to feed me
And beat me
It knows how, how to treat me
And beat me

Kept in a cage
Enrage
Looking through the bars
The stars glitter in the night
Glitters so bright

It knows how to feed me
And beat me
It knows how, how to treat me
And beat me

I broke the bars but saw no stars
I peeled my skin but felt no sin
I'm reaching in, but can't come out
Only doubt...
I wonder where
I wonder why
I wonder how to reach the sky
It's just a lie

Feel the gain in your vein
Break loose and go insane
Don't mingle with the mute, but stand to my demand
Let us be creative, like the native
People who hunt and pray to seek the day
It's not in pre-historic chains, but in our veins
To change

Look around
Look inside
Scream, don't hide
It makes me sick to see your body
Like a brick in a pile of shit
You think I'm ill, but I have the will
To toss the stones and break my bones
Yes, I admit, I give in to sin

I spin
I scream
And laugh
I am insane...
Insane

Feel the gain in your vein
Break loose and go insane
Insanity arise
Arise!!!

Come on stranger play with me
Now we're in the dark you see
Nervously you ask from me
If this is how it's gonna be
You damn your eyes, they see too much
And pray your lord for deafness

The mind revolts
The body shakes
You sure would like to turn around
But something draws you near...
It's the Hatesphere

You told yourself to stay at home
The feet denied and now you moan
Blackened sky above, below a burning pit
You feel like shit
Entangled by a mastermind
You know this game is not your kind

This can only be a cruel mistake
Beg someone you're not awake
You can't believe you ended up here
Too late...
This is the Hatesphere

Panic's like a worm inside
You scream and run, but you cannot hide
You rip your skin to reach beast
Discarnate man to say the least

The pain inside your head will grow
There's no turning back you know
You grab a pen to write a note
Then a gun...your head explodes
The paper says you've realized a fact you cannot bear:

Hell is here
HateSphere

I give you the teddy to put you in bed
And here's an axe to chop off your head
I give you a pill to cure your disease
And here's a gun to put you to peace - put you to peace

We chop each other half and half
And all the others start to laugh
But once in a while they seem to know
That this could be their final blow - their final blow

I am the one you love and crave
I am the one to open your grave

My love, your grave is all but one
Believe in me, or I'll be done

How can you walk without my feet
When I'm the one you know you need
the one you know you need

I am the one you love and crave
I am the one to open your grave
Right here, right now!
I am the one you love and crave
I am the one to open your grave

Half a laugh is better than none
They will be believe, or they'll be done

They will be done

now listen
crawl over here
down on your knees
the paralyzing hate struck from behind
your violent throne withered away
remember me?
PAY!

die when I tell you to die
dead

the parts switched over now
suddenly you're lowest of all mankind
the one I'll plague and rip apart
your private nightmares
pain is brought to life
(bloodcolored eyes don't realize)

my sight turns red
the burning hate
is warming my body
brutally beats you
feeling alive
but my soul is dead

cant stop myself,
I like it
your screams,
they stimulate my body
now pray
false hope is your last chance
now pray

pray for your life
no god won't help you out
bloodcolored eyes
now realize
soon dead
but I live again
soon gone
forever dead

die when I tell you to die
dead

proclaiming eternal truths
and solemnly pointing at dim lit sky
preacher standing tall promising salvation
for those who wait

rectify the innate mind subdue the body
submit to a sense of guilt
suffer and be redeemed

his congregation hurting
from acting contrary to nature

freedom
close your eyes
fight delusions divine
preacher
we smell the lie on your breath
ability to sense the icons of stupidity
but in reality the heatless light can't be felt
(truth faded into the mist destroying the will to truly exist)

[lyrics missing from book]

now is the time for conflict
let mother nature strike back
revitalize the inherent life by carnal dogma

oh sapient one, this is not why I am
the truth is that no truth exist
stray from the penitential path of the sable figurehead
all living damn the preacher to see
(his horizon circled by mockingbirds forevermore)

proclaiming eternal truths
and solemnly pointing at dim lit sky
preacher will you tell us
how it feels not being alive?

I want to hear deafness
I want to see blindness
I want to feel alive

yesterday I ran like the wind
and seemed to be ahead of everything
today I stopped for a while
in the midst of my own eternity
I need a question
to find the answer

I've always walked with you
for a second, walk with me
don't seek eternity

why am I damned to freedom,
when I'm better off enslaved?
I would laugh and I would smile
come on and chain me for a while

you should tear off my ears
you should stab out my eyes
you should lock me in a chamber
so I could feel alive

I've been swimming in this lake
now I am drowning
today the water froze to ice
although the sun was shining

now I can hear nothing
now I can see nothing
now I can feel everything

beware for lust
can't you see it brings misery?
start chasing your dreams
get a life
aint that what you want?
you better believe it

you thought about quitting all
just waiting to take the fall

who would you blame for leaving this earth?
when you've felt like this since your birth
losing your self-esteem
waiting for life just to end
your living is too extreme

you thought about quitting all
just waiting to take the fall

somebody told you you were useless
that's where your own world drown
no one knows who you are
now just stay down for good

you've tried to hide your best
it sucked, so fuck the rest
it made no sense to me
why is it that you can't see
you wanted to be alone
you wanted to be left alone

take your life
there's no point in waiting
take your life
just get the job done

you're so low

let me question your faith, mind, and what you believe
why did we leave our gods for one we can't even see?
do you wanna tell me why or my story to hear
ancient stones were found
scriptures from all around
tales from a thousand memories
dated to different centuries

a holy spirit set free
released from mind, you and me
he's one of true belief
a shadow in which you can't breathe
his laugh is lightning, thunder
his soul the gloomy forest
he walks with fire and wind
he's the Bloodgod

once there were respect for greater power
now we are left with one god
we're all gone
try listen feel the movements around you
what makes it happen
it's the Bloodgod

his laugh is lightning, thunder
his soul the gloomy forest
he walks with fire and wind

he's only one of many tales from ancient times
but ask yourself the question
is he the Bloodgod?

take a look in the mirror
reflections from a dying personality
lights up the room
feel cold sweat running from your neck
when denying you were part of a psycho's brain's picnic
feelings gone wonder what went wrong
this was supposed to be a ticket to a life free from fear

a shattered dream a moral low
he sold your life he won't let go
how long did it take for you
to believe his words were true
he's not a new Christ born
described as Satan's spawn

the broken man will rise again inside your heart
you'll find the strength to beat the strain
deny your god he'll only feed you pain
he's insane

tell me why you still deny
your god demands you
his will is for you to die

his soul's addicted to rage
to sin to all the things that you fear from within
(I don't wanna die... it's just you know... he took my life man...)

he put your f**king life in a bodybag
possessed your mind
make you act real bad
he takes control
finds the way to your dreams

you're the one he wishes dead