Last Days Of April

<Keep my hands untouchable for I don't need affection.
Watch me disappear in the light of night.
Trying to run the fastest I can feels like walking backwards.
Jumping off the cliff believing that I fly

I couldn't breath the air.
I could've have sworn that i was dead
when everything was dark
the string of light was you

you came to pick me up when I was down
to watch over and give the deepest care
and how I would love to see you with my chair
so I could offer you the deepest care

The way that you just make things easy
The way you look my life
The way you make the whole world spinning
The way you caught my weight
The way that you just make things easy
The way you caught my weight
The way you make the whole world spinning
The way you hold my hand

And the way...

And I'm so strong.
So strong with you.>

I've been throug this one to many times.
Bt you dont know this yet, tomorrow I will love you, tonight I will forget.
Forget you ever met.. tomorrow the last time, tomorrow the last time..
Tomorrow the last we speak the tomorrow the last but the one time we meet, tomorrow the last time..tomorrow the last time.. tomorrow the last time..
I would offer you your weakly chance to forget you ever met, Id be brave until we met, I would be brave until we met!!
Id been throug this once to many times, have you notice it yet? I will..
Tomorrow I will wake you, tonight I will not think. Would you let it go ringing in my ears..!!
Tomorrow the last time, tomorrow the last time, tomorrow the last time we speak, the last one time we met..
Tomorrow the last time, tomorrow the last time, tomorrow the last time, tomorrow the last time..

Never know how much I love you, until you hide yourself.
When Im ready to kiss you, you just turned your back and walk away..
I cant say that I havent told you some shitty things, but you dont know what they do to me..
I wish for.. I wish your friends would stay out of this.
I wouldn't dear to start a fight no..
The thought of loosing you, hurts to much,
I wouldn't dear to say whats wrong when we are silent,
I dont want that.

And its on and on again, I would love to trust..

I wouldn't dear to start a fight.. no.
The thought of loosing you hurts to much.
I wouldnt dear to say whats wrong when we are silent..
I dont want that..
And its on and on again.. I would love to trust
And it's on and on again.. I would love to trust

Guess it came it too close, she said watch up cause you dont know when..
But all I wanted, was to count your breath from day one!
Still dont means you cant be happy, or ever be, or represent alone.
In belive of that, the finest is all yet to come.

I will be waiting, cause somethings are worth waiting for.
I will be waiting, till the last days of april.

Catch your breath she said.
Im about to bring the lates news, from middle world has stopped spining she said, and the lights they've all turned grey.
And when I dont do for comfort, and when I cant tell whats wrong..
Is it when we say goodbye? - Or do we try to say thing like:

I will be waiting, cause somethings are worth waiting for.
I will be waiting, till the last days of april.

I will be waiting, cause somethings are worth waiting for.
I will be waiting, till the last days of april.

always yours to throw away
from here to anywhere
will you be there to catch me?
the world's so small from up here
there are things you held from me
things confuse and things scare x2

out the door, for you to see no more
I never thought I could forgive you x2

I found this place now
this place where I'm fine
for you to see no more
for me to breathe much more than air
a place where I am fine
a place where I don't mind about you

what I'd give to
be the one
to have my name linger
on your tongue

warm-hearted you
became so numb
I'm not on your tongue

will aspirins and alcohol
someway decrease the ache
from knowing that you'll do to him
the same you did to me
that's nice, that's nice

thought they were mutual
those loving words
thought it was more than
just making love

warm-hearted you
became so numb
I'm not on your tongue

will aspirins and alcohol
someway decrease the ache
from knowing that you'll do to him
the same you did to me
that's nice, that's nice
that's nice, that's nice

Would you trade me
For more of yourself
When it's silent
Try not to give too much
So you won't grow tired

And I knew you
The good and the bad
The days i recall being wonderful
And I lost you
Because I held it back

Please tell me that everything will work out fine
Pictures taken fast
The proof that I've known you
In albums stuck to bleach
But memories they'll keep

If this is the last dance
Then may i have it

Words i keep in here.
Thoughts that make me scared.
Always seem to show.
Your eyes let me know you know.
It's not you. it's all me.
As if me taking all the blame would make you feel much better now.
But all lights burn out.
What i'd like to say.
Is that staying friends is okay.
But you and me we know.
That in one heart love would grow.
Same time tomorrow.
When i wake up.
Will the violins be playing.
When my heart finally opens.
Will you be there to embrace me.
Because it's all so crazy now.
It's all so fucked up now.
I always thought that i.
Would find what i lack in you

I thought we'd make it there in time, that from one spark we'd make it burn.
My heart is lit the fire glows, glowing me choking you..
So quench me and feel free,to breathe in what I breathe out.
Just don't leave.

It's no game if you're not here to play.
Drop a bomb to see if we're okay.
It's always changing.
For you to feel alive I have to die.
Never give up, you babe that's no lie!
Nothing can change this.

It's not from hearing nothing's wrong.
Everything's fine, couldn't hurt more.
Never dreamed to raise my voice..
Whispering me, left you no choice.
But to quench me, and feel free, to breathe in what I breathe out.
I won't scream

It's no game if you're not here to play.
Drop a bomb to see if we're okay.
It's always changing.
For you to feel alive I have to die.
Never give up, you babe that's no lie!
Nothing can change this.

It's no game if you're not here to play.
Drop a bomb to see if we're okay.
It's always changing.
For you to feel alive I have to die.
Never give up, you babe that's no lie!
Nothing can change this.

time, thought I'd make friends with time
that's something that I would't mind
to make friends with time

fear, whoever came too near
whoever made me feel like
I could love my whole life

it's only you, it's only you,
it's only you, it's only you,
it's only you

arms, how I hate autumn arms
around my throat until I choke
breathe in and breathe out
night, when I trade day for night
when everything seems alright
I break through thin ice

it's only you, it's only you,
it's only you, it's only you,
it's only you

It seems like it all comes crashing
I'm sorry so damn sorry
Shove me aside so you can take it all
You always took it all
With me aside no need for you to whore
You won't hurt me no more
How can your two hands and ten fingers move nine planets
Why do you keep it up when we both know you won't manage
It seems like it all comes crashing down
I'm sorry so damn sorry
We both know this balloon won't take us too far
Shove me aside so you can steal it all
You always stole it all, ith me aside you'll save yourself from me
And maybe me from you

In here, there's so much more than just air.
It's all that we used to light up.
Give so much love,
feed to our dreams,
you made me swear I'd stay,
so don't walk away,
dont walk away,
dont walk away,
dont walk away..
Some may say, that distance makes strong hearts break.
I want you to know it's normal to be scared!
As frightened as I am shaking on the floor thinking of where you are right now.

We've got everything here baby if something's not right, we'll fix it.
And if you need more time just go ahead and say it.
Yeah, you know where to find me baby.

It's only been one day now, and I'm already on the phone.
I need more time she says..
because time makes feelings fade..

We've got everything here baby if something's not right, we'll fix it.
And if you need more time just go ahead and say it.
You know where to find me baby.
Yeah, you know were to find me baby.
Yeah, you know were to fin me baby..
You.. You.. You..

time, thought I'd make friends with time
that's something that I would't mind
to make friends with time

fear, whoever came too near
whoever made me feel like
I could love my whole life

it's only you, it's only you,
it's only you, it's only you,
it's only you

arms, how I hate autumn arms
around my throat until I choke
breathe in and breathe out
night, when I trade day for night
when everything seems alright
I break through thin ice

it's only you, it's only you,
it's only you, it's only you,
it's only you

Gather round
with you I hope it'll be here
although it doesn't dare to come near
I'll wait

Every hour
I get a little closer
and just as I shall touch it
you call

I'm awake.
the rest of you are sleeping
what if you will miss it
when it comes

Glad for all
all the months it gave me
is there some way I can repay it?
wish I could

I came so close this time
so close to find
what it once gave
to me

Let it pass
pass on to this new kid
I'll know just he will feel
when it comes

And when he gathers round
his closest friends to see it
how I wish that they won't miss it
like you did

I came so close this time
so close to find
what it once gave
to me
to me
to me

I came so close this time
so close to find
what it once gave

I came so close this time
so close to find
what it once gave
to me

no no nothings here
no no nothings here no
i mean everythings in me
no no nothings here
no no nothings here no
i mean everythings in me
when you dress up in black
when you let them attack
when you close your eyes to all thats bright.
no no nothings here
no no nothings here no
through go through it all
i'll lead you through it all
went through it once of course i can't recall.
i can't recall when i
i can't recall where i
i can't recall how to sew this mess
so through this you will go
and read through all alone
theres noone better no thing than you
theres noone better no thing better than you
theres noone better no thing
its you, you, you.

she said that it'll be much better now.
and that she was sorry for what she'd done.
and that i might want to stick around.

but as time passed on. regrets would turn into the perfect little pet.
for us to cuddle with. and share through all our days.

she's got something coming down at the moment.
so please take your number
and grab a seat. while our baby decides
if she wants to stay or wants to play.
she's got something coming down at the moment.
when everything seem to work out fine.
yeah then everything will tear her down to the ground.

step back and give me some space she says.
get out if i don't got what it takes to be with you.
you i'd rather be without.
but all that i wanted was a friend or maybe more.
today i'm not that sure.
though times were sad i'll never trade away those days.

she's got something coming down at the moment.
so please take your number
and grab a seat. while our baby decides
if she wants to stay or wants to play.
she's got something coming down at the moment.
when everything seem to work out fine.
yeah then everything will tear her down to the ground.

while our baby decides if she wants to stay or wants to play.
everything is fine. whenever i'm not around

With every breath
One last chance
Assume there will be,
a thousand more
I will ignore
Just letting them lead

Cause everytime you and I will fight
It's like an airplane's taking off
and the pilot's me
With no steering wheel

And if I could bring this plane down now
I know for sure I'd cut its wings
to land it safe
It's no option for me

You came to close to me
You came to close to me

Once again, me versus me
With no steering wheel
wishing to find which one should lead
Without hurting them
Cause every flower I have picked
has been the saddest lame excuse
to say love me, love me
But everytime someone would mind
and lend a helping hand to me
I'd shrug it off
Though you're all that I need

You came to close to me
You came to close to me

An hour, right there in an hour.
I'll stay out so you dont have to wait up, Im sorry, I'm sorry that I did this..
And know,Im longing for your kiss..
This time I know that I'll pick up, on things that last time got quite dull..
And if you like me back calm down, Im calm now..

No fun, when tv is no fun, and shut off when everything is shut off.
I'll be missing..,I'll be missing you.
I miss you, dont you know that I miss you?

This time, know that I've picked up on things that last time was quite dull.
And if you like me back, Im calmed down, I'm calm know.
On time, I swear I'll be on time, so fine to you I'll be so fine, what I forgot back then,
I'll do now..
I'll show you how, I've calmed down..
Im calm now..

Right this way.., Ill lead the way.
Don't be afraid and dont you tell, dont mind the dark.
Just close your eyes, dont be afriad I'll lead the way..
I won't tell, wont be afraid, right after you.., just lead the way.
I'll close my eyes, and let you lead, wont be afraid, and I wont tell.
All this time, spent time on spendig time with you, spent time on being bound for you..
I was there for you..
All this time, spent time on spending time, spent time on being bound for you..
I was there for you..
All will break, I swear that it'll break.
And no one told me it will break.
So down we fall.
Fall through it all.
To reach for you, is to let you win..
All this time, spent time on spendig time with you, spent time on being bound for you..
I was there for you..
All this time, spent time on spending time, spent time on being bound for you..
I was there for you..

Electricity is hanging over me.. over me.
Rain brings memories that I had set to sleep, set to sleep..
You just slow down you moving way to fast, please slow down, please slow down..
Please slow down, please slow down..
I knew that stillness would bring.
To whom I would sing almost anything.
Sit down next to me, with rats and dust i share almost everything..

Just nothing
will fix this
I messed up and you took off from here
to where you know that we won't make up

(Repeat)

At your most beautiful
Oh god how I hate that you're so pretty now
Honey, when your eyes have dried
Will there be no more tears to waste on me,
tears to waste on me

Just nothing
will fix this
I'm sorry, so damn sorry
Apologies won't easily ease heartache

So far, so far from now
Honey you're so far, so far from I, from I

If you'd only take some time tonight
To my name
Then maybe I'd reach to grab
Or throw a hand out to you

And even though it'll cause you more pain
To look back
You ask...
That's part of the past

You ask...
To live the past

Live the end again
Live the end again
Live the end again

If you ask me, I would love to follow
I'd help you pack
Or would the things I pack
Be might too much aghast

And then everything you ask forever never last
So you ask...
To live the past...
Live the end...
The end again

Live the end again
Live the end again
Live the end again

Live the end again
Live the end again
Live the end again

Moving fast, so fast
The snowflakes won't stick
Just left your room now I'm moving too fast to be seen
And all things you craved for
I brought to your door
In hope that I'd be the last one you ignore
Wish there'd be more
But I have to go away
Moving fast, so fast
The snowflakes won't stick
Just left your room now I'm moving too fast to be seen

the wave has left the shore. the storm has left nothing behind. a man is out there searching. for something he can't find. the shepherd has found his one lost sheep. got back and found the other thousand gone. so hard to stand up straight. see life in the eye without being someone else. so hard to stand up straight. she always walked the line. one day found a track. made of tiny stones. her candle was lit. but the storm will blow it out. the stones will close her eyes. from what she wants to see. she won't see me. no. so hard to stand up straight. see life in the eye without being someone else. a girl was found but it wasn't hers. try not to fail out. you said you would be with me until the end