Seether

Steal my sight and then
Fill my mind with foreign words
to keep me wanting

And speak now child
And chill my heart
with all the hurt and keep me suffering
All these promises
Lectures and bold face lies
All these promises
Born of a shameless mind

Leave me to heal on my own
With those empty cool promises
You stole my dreams
Yeah all my dreams I'm dead inside
Please let me feel my way home without reason or compromise
You stole my dreams
Now all I believe is dead inside

Be quick now child
And soil my bed with all your dirt
Just keep me suffering
All these promises
Lectures and bold face lies
All these promises
Born of a shameless mind

Leave me to heal on my own
With those empty cool promises
You stole my dreams
Yeah all my dreams I'm dead inside
Please let me feel my way home without reason or compromise
You stole my dreams
Now all I believe is dead inside

Don't let me sleep
Take me back
But don't let me be comfortable
If you get too weak
Cut no slack
But don't me be comfortable

Don't let me sleep
Take me back
But don't let me be comfortable

Leave me to heal on my own
With those empty cool promises
You stole my dreams
Yeah all my dreams I'm dead inside
Please let me feel my way home without reason or compromise
You stole my dreams
Now all I believe is dead inside

If you say you're alive
When you pray you're a liar
Oh you'll hate when I'm right
And you lay in the fire

Well, I can't stand to look at you now
This revelation's out of my hands
Still I can't bear the thought of you now
This complication's leaving me scared
Stay when you think you want me
Pray when you need advice
Hey, keep your sickness off me
Trying to get through
Blame all your weakness on me
Shame that I'm so contrived
Hey, keep your fingers off me
Why can't I get through?
You think you have the best of intentions
I cannot shake the taste of blood in my mouth
I keep on thinking that it's all done and all over now
You keep on thinking you can save me, save me
My ship is sinking, but it's all good and I can't go down
You got me thinking that the party's all over
Well, I can't stand to be with myself
This liberation's seemingly rare
And I can't stand the taste of your mouth
This sublimation's out of my hands
You stay 'cause you think you want me
Pray when you need advice
Hey, keep your sickness off me
I'm trying to get through
Shame you could take this from me
Bane on an empty mind
Hey, keep your fingers off me
Why can't I get through?
I keep on thinking that it's all done and all over now
You keep on thinking you can save me, save me
My ship is sinking, but it's all good and I can't go down
You got me thinking that the party's all over
Lay down
Just stay down
Lay down
Because I'm trying to get through
Say what you want
But you're not gonna win this time
Take what you want
But just leave me alive
Say what you want
But you're not gonna win this time
Take what you want
But just leave me alive
I keep on thinking that it's all done and all over now
You keep on thinking you can save me, save me
My ship is sinking, but it's all good and I can't go down
Still you believe that we can start all over
Lay down
Just stay down
Lay down
Because the party's all over
Lay down
Just stay down
Lay down
Because I'm trying to get through

This fear has me chilled
Down to the bone
And I have been haunted by
These things I still have left to say
I'm weary of fighting this alone
So tired of holding on to
Strings much better left to fray
And I said
Hear me now here and now I'm calling
Memories wear me down and this
Seems so complicated
When all I want is just the truth
I'm wilted and faded after all
Too strung out and burnt out to be
Half the man that I could be
I'll never belong inside your world
So black out the sun and leave me
To play out the same old tragedy
And I said
Hear me now here and now I'm calling
Memories wear me down and this
Seems too complicated
When all I want is just the truth
Hear me now here and now I'm calling
Memories wear me down and this
Seems too complicated
When all I want is just the truth
You're my savior after all
Use your flame to guide me home
And then lay your hand on me
And I said
Hear me now here and now I'm calling
Memories wear me down and this
Seems so complicated
When all I want is just the truth
Hear me now here and now I'm calling
Memories wear me out and this
Seems too complicated
When all I want is a part of you

I'm doing fine
Even though you preyed upon my mind
Been living a lie
Seems every day it eats me

Yeah and there's no resolution
Yeah but it makes me think twice
Yeah and I need retribution
You don't get it man I'm your pollution

I'm breathing sigh
In passing away I'll take my time
I'm still getting high
I love the way it feeds me

Yeah and there's no resolution
Yeah but it makes me think twice
Yeah and I need retribution
Just don't get it man I'm the solution now

You can't keep me down my friend
You can't keep me down my friend

I'm doing fine
Even though this hatred plagues my mind
I'm living a lie
But I love the way you need me

Yeah and there's no resolution
Yeah but it makes me think twice
Yeah and I need retribution
You don't get it man I'm your pollution

Yeah and there's no resolution
Yeah but it makes me think twice
Yeah now I need retribution
You don't get it man I'm the solution now

It's all too revealing, your words are deceiving,
I can't let you get in my way
I sense all your actions are meant as distractions,
You must know I won't play your game

Fake, you're more than I can take, and something's gonna break
Get out of my head
No shame, you're passing all the blame, and nothing's gonna change
Get out of my head

You've made me realize that it's all a lie and it comes as no surprise
Stay for a while, stay cause you make me smile
There's no compromise

I'm sick of pretending the thoughts are unending,
I can't let you get in my way (there's no way home)
I'm no longer bending my mindset is mending,
And now I have something to say (deny me)

Fake, you're more than I take, and something's gonna break
Get out of my head
No shame, you're passing all the blame, and something's gonna change
Get out of my head

You've made me realize that it's all a lie and it comes as no surprise
Stay for a while, stay cause you make me smile
There's no compromise

Fake, you're more than I take, and something's gonna break
Get out of my head
Shame, you're passing all the blame, and nothing's gonna change
Get out of my head

You've made me realize that it's all a lie and it comes as no surprise
Stay for a while, stay cause you make me smile
I see no compromise
Stay for a while, stay cause you make me smile
I see no compromise
Stay for a while, stay cause you make me smile
There's no compromise

Fake, you're passing all the blame, and nothing's gonna chance
Get out of my head

Who's to know if your soul will fade at all
The one you sold to fool the world
You lost your self-esteem along the way
Good god, you're coming up with reasons
Good god, you're dragging it out
Good god, it's the changing of the seasons
It feels so raped, so follow me down

Fake it if your out of direction
Fake it if you don't belong
Fake it if you feel like infection
Whoa, your such a fucking hypocrite

You should know that the lies won't hide your flaws
No sense in hiding all of yours
You gave up on your dreams along the way
Good god, you're coming up with reasons
Good god, you're dragging it out
Good god, it's the changing of the seasons
It feels so raped, so follow me down and just...

Fake it if your out of direction
Fake it if you don't belong
Fake it if you feel like infection
Whoa, your such a fucking hypocrite

I can fake with the best of anyone
I can fake with the best of them all
I can fake with the best of anyone
I can fake it all

Whose to know if your soul will fade at all
The one you sold to fool the world
You lose your self-esteem along the way
Good god, you're coming up with reasons
Good god, you're dragging it out
Good god, it's the changing of the seasons
It feels so raped, now follow me down and just...

Fake it if your out of direction
Fake it if you don't belong
Fake it if you feel like infection
Whoa, your such a fucking hypocrite

Here I stand before myself
I see somethings out of place
You tasted all my purity
Now there's nothing left to waste
The feeling gets so in my way
It's getting lost in my delivery
The feeling gets so in my way
I'm getting lost in your periphery

And you sold me up the river again
(I don't wanna be alone again)
And you made me start it over again
(I don't wanna be alone again)
And you moved me, and you soothed me, and you fought me
(I don't wanna be alone again)
And you left me wondering what the hell
What is wrong with me?

I never felt like i had felt
Until the day you came undone
I never felt like I was lost
Until the day you killed me again
The feeling gets so in my way
It's getting lost in my delivery
The feeling gets so in my way
I'm getting lost in your periphery

And you sold me up the river again
(I don't wanna be alone again)
And you made me start it over again
(I don't wanna be alone again)
And you moved me, and you soothed me, and you fought me
(I don't wanna be alone again)
And you left me wondering what the hell
What is wrong with me?

Are you stronger
For cutting me open
Are you stronger
For leaving me broken

And you sold me up the river again
(I don't wanna be alone again)
And you made me start it over again
(I don't wanna be alone again)
And you moved me, and you soothed me, and you fought me
(I don't wanna be alone again)
And you left me wondering what the hell
What is wrong with me?

to moonn6pence from shootingstar




I am a plastic man, wish I can be the one you could be proud of.
I'm losin heart again, wish I could show you what you think I'm made of.
Someday I know I'll find my place, someday I know this pain will fade.

I am a perfect sell, just wrap me up with a bow and flowers.
I will neglect to tell, I'll sell your story that we love each other.
Someday I know I'll find my place, someday I know this pain will fade.
Someday I know I'll find my place, someday I'll sing my last refrain.

Why don't you let me be, and I'll pretend I'm well.
Cuz you're blind to see, and I'm too tired to tell.
And in your apathy, your head begins to swell.
Another tragedy, but you're too cold to feel.

Someday I know I'll find my place, someday I know this pain will fade.
Someday I know I'll find my place, someday I'll sing my last refrain

Throw your dollar bills and leave your thrills all here with me
And speak but don't pretend I won't defend you anymore you see
It aches in every bone, I'll die alone, but not for you
My eyes don't need to see that ugly thing, I know it's me you fear
If you want me hold me back

Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
And so we go back to the remedy
Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
And tell yourself, 'You'll be the death of me'

I don't need a friend, I need to mend so far away
So come sit by the fire and play a while, but you can't stay too long
It aches in every bone, I'll die alone, but not for pleasure
I see my heart explode, it's been eroded by the weather here
If you want me hold me back

Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
And so we go back to the remedy
Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
And tell yourself, 'You'll be the death of me'
Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
And so we go back to the remedy
Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
And tell yourself, 'You'll be the death of me'

Hold your eyes closed, take me in
Hold your eyes closed, take me in

Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
And so we go back to the remedy
Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
And tell yourself, 'You'll be the death of me'
Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
And so we go back to the remedy
Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
And tell yourself, 'You'll be the death of me'

I`m not gonna waste this
This opportunity`s mine
I`m sick of complaining
About a beautiful life
How did we get here?
Did we forget all the things inside?
And how do we stay here?
Do we embrace all the things tonight?
I feel so alive tonight
You got me feeling sublime
I want to yell it from the rooftop down
Until it`s over and we`re older
For my entertainment
You tell a whimsical lie
To keep me complacent
You knock me down with a smile
How did we get here?
How do we pretend everything`s alright?
And how do we stay here?
Do we erase all the fear inside?
I feel so alive tonight
You got me feeling sublime
I want to yell it from the rooftop down
Until it`s over and we`re older
Like sugar and cyanide
These walls are going to collide
I want to yell it from the rooftops down
Until it`s over and we`re older yeah
So take me
But go slow
Let me hide somewhere I know
And let this
Seed grow
Until we finally call this home
So take me
But go slow
Let me hide somewhere I know
And let this
Seed grow
Until we finally call this home
If I was to die tonight
Would it tear you apart?
Would you yell it from the rooftops down?
Until it`s over and you`re older
I feel so alive tonight
You`ve got me feeling sublime
I want to yell it from the rooftop down
Until it`s over and we`re older
Like sugar and cyanide
I wasn`t meant to collide
I`m gonna yell it from the rooftops down
Until it`s over and we`re older yeah

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; Not know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

Cause Im broken when Im lonesome
And I dont feel right when youre gone away

youre gone away; you dont feel me here anymore

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
Theres so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

Cause Im broken when Im open
And I dont feel like I am strong enough
Cause Im broken when Im lonesome
And I dont feel right when youre gone away

Cause Im broken when Im open
And I dont feel like I am strong enough
Cause Im broken when Im lonesome
And I dont feel right when youre gone away

to moonn6pence from shootingstar


It seems like every days the same and I'm left to discover on my own
It seems like everything is gray and there's no color to behold
They say its over and I'm fine agian yeah
Try to stay sober feels like I'm dying here

And I am aware now how everythings gonna be fine one day
Too late I'm in hell
I am prepared now seems everyone's gonna be fine
One day too late just as well

I feel the dream in me expire and there's no one left to blame it on
I hear you label me a liar 'cause I can't seem to get this through
You say its over, I can sigh again yeah
Why try to stay sober when I'm dying here

And I am aware now of how everythings gonna be fine one day
Too late I'm in hell
I am prepared now seems everyones gonna be fine one day
Too late just as well

And I'm not scared now I must assure you you're never gonna get away
And I'm not scared now And I'm not scared now no
I am aware now how everythings gonna be fine one day
Too late I'm in hell
I am prepared now seems everyones gonna be fine
One day too late just as well

I am prepared now sees everythings gonna be fine for me
For me For myself
For me for me for myself
For me for me for myself
I am prepared now for myself
I am prepared now and I am fine again

And my words will be here when Im gone
As Im fading away against the wind
And the words you left me linger on
As Im failing again now, never to change this

And Im sympathetic,
never letting on I feel the way I do
As Im falling apart again at the seam

And it seems Im alone here, hollow again
As Im flailing again against the wind
And the scars I am left with swallow again
As Im failing again now, never to change this

And Im sympathetic,
never letting on I feel the way I do
As Im falling apart again at the seam
And Im sympathetic,
never letting on I feel the way I do
As Im falling apart again at the seam

The same old feelings are taking over
and I cant seem to make them go away
And I cant take all the pressure sober,
but I cant seem to make it go away
The same old feelings are taking over
and I cant seem to make them go away
And I cant take all the pressure sober
(I cant make it go away. I cant make it go away)

And Im sympathetic,
never letting on I feel the way I do
As Im falling apart again at the seam
And Im sympathetic,
never letting on I feel the way I do
As Im falling apart again at the seam
And Im falling, falling, falling,
falling, falling, falling, falling
Apart again at the seam.

Can you remember when
when we used to live
Never in distress
or can you picture then
how we used to pride
ourselves on neatness

I can't understand, what you meant to me
You made me wild, then you tied me hands, ooh
You tied my hands, ohh

Can you remember when
when we used to laugh
at those mistakes we made
Can you picture then
how we used to drive
and never reach the end

'Cause I can't understand, what you meant to me
You made me wild, then you tied my hands, ooh
You tied my hands, ohh

Since you went away
made me find
I have nothing to say
Since you went away
made me find
I have nothing to say

'Cause I can't understand, what you meant to me
You made me wild, then you tied my hands
'Cause I can't understand, what you meant to me
You made me wild, then you tied my hands, ooh

You tied my hands, ooh
You tied my hands, ooh
You tied my hands, ooh
You tied my hands, ooh
You tied my hands, ooh
You tied my hands

[Pearl Jam cover]

Vacate is the word...vengeance has no place so near to her
Cannot find a comfort in this world
Artificial tears...vessel stabbed...next up, volunteers
Vulnerable, wisdom can't adhere...

A truant finds home...and a will to hold on...
There's a trapdoor in the sun...it's immortality...

As privileged as a whore...victims in demand for public show
Swept out through the cracks beneath the door
Holier than thou, how?
Surrendered...executed anyhow
Scrawls resolved, cigar box on the floor...

A truant finds home...and a will to hold on, to...
There's a trapdoor in the sun...

Its immortality...
I cannot stop the thought...of running out the door...
Coming up a which way sign...and all good truants must decide...
Oh, stripped and sold, mom...and an auctioned forearm...
And whiskers in the sink...
A truants finds home...and a will to hold on to..
Some die just to live...
Ohh...

If I gave you the truth, would it keep you alive?
Though I'm closer to wrong
I'm no further from right
And now I'm convinced on the inside that something's wrong with me
Convinced on the inside, you're so much more than me, yeah
No there's nothing you say that can salvage the lie
But I'm trying to keep my intentions disguised
And now I'm deprived of my conscience and something's got to give
Deprived of my conscience
This all belongs to me, yeah

I'm beaten down again, I belong to them
Beaten down again, I've failed you
I'm weaker now my friend, I belong to them
Beaten down again, I've failed you

The deception you show is your own parasite
Just a word of advice you can heed if you like
And now I'm convinced on the inside that something's wrong with me
Convincd on the inside you're so much more than me, yeah
I'm beaten down

Leave your mark under my skin
Oh my how strong you are
And feast your eyes on my disdain
And hope this one won't scar

I will never belong to you, again
I will never belong to you,
Push if you still need my pain
Cause I will never tell
And scream if you still hate my name
Cause I'll be where I fell

Come sit close to me,
Let me feel your breath
Come sit close to me
Hands around my neck
Come sit close to me,
Let me feel your breath
Come sit close to me, close to me, yeah

I will never belong to you, again
I will never belong to you

If I decide that I am alive
Than I'm diseased and ungrateful
And if I confide that I am a liar
Than I'm diseased and ungrateful
Push in 'til it breaks, if it bleeds then I'll be okay

If I decide that I am alive
Than I'm diseased and ungrateful
And if I confide that I am a liar
Than I am alive and I'm diseased and ungrateful
If I decide that I am alive
Than I'm diseased and ungrateful
If I confide that I am a liar
Than I am alive and I'm diseased and ungrateful

Come sit close to me
Come sit close to me
Come sit close to me
Come sit close to me

Do you think I’m faking
when I’m lying next to you?
Do you think that I am blind
nothing left for me to lose?
Must be something on your mind
something lost and left behind
Do you know I’m faking now?

Do you know I’m faking
when I’m lying next to you?
Do you know that I am blind to everything you ever do?
Must be something on your mind
something lost for me to find
Do you know I’m faking?

Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she’d used it once before on him
Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she’d used it once before, oh man

I guess you know I’m faking
when I tell you I love you
I guess you know that I am blind
to everything you say and do
Must be something on my mind
there’s nothing left for me to hide
Do you know I’m faking?

Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she’d used it once before on him
Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she’d used it once before, oh man

We have to succumb to the feelings we can never face
I need you. I breathe you.
I can’t go through this all again.
We have to succumb to
the feelings we can never face I need you.
I breathe you. I can’t go through this…

Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she’d used it once before

Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she’d used it once before on him
Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she’d used it once before, oh man
Then she told me she had a gun
she says she wants to use it on me now…