Moist

five o'clock and the day begins
to watch it sink or swim
i drown my head
coming down from yesterday
we might get through
then you weigh your friends
you weigh the truth
weigh yourself
ill give it up in an hour or two
you feel it slipping in
well be back soon

its getting better every day
i live my life
i dont feel quite right
its getting better every day

and it comes and goes by now
well it comes and goes but now its
yes it comes and goes by now
getting better every day
trick myself just to pass the time

to kill the day
its starting to unwind
we came unglued
sinking fast in the morning light
another drink just for yesterday
to stem the tide
i feel it slip away
another trip just to drown my head

well be back soon
i live my life
its getting better every day
i dont feel quite right
its getting better every day

and it comes and goes by now
yes it comes and goes by now

well it comes and goes but now its
getting better every day
satans on the line
santas on the line
ice creams on the line
major barbaras on the line
if god is on the line
then guilt is on the line
i got you on the line
jealousies on the line

well be back soon
well be back soon
well be back soon
well be back soon
and it comes and goes by now

yes it comes and goes by now
well it comes and goes but now
now its getting better every day

You came to rape me of my intellect
I give you pieces off my pride
Lay down naked and play with you
Posing quietly looks a lot like me

Your fucking pistols not so dangerous
Rip me open cause you're dead inside
Stick it any place you please
And you believe
What you thought you'd it looks a lot like me

That I'll believe in
But it was lost on me
All she said one little trick she said
Machine punch through
But it was lost on me
All she said one little word she said
Machine punch through
Punch through
Another schoolboy goes to hell for it

Sell my soul out one nickel at a time
Believing everything he reads
Turn the last page down I'm not far behind

Your cigarettes become a torch for me
Watch the welts rise come blistering through
Burning deep into arm
What you thought you'd see it looks a lot like you
And you believe

But it was lost on me
That I'll believe in
All she said one little trick she said
Machine punch through
All she said one little word she said
But it was lost on me
Machine punch through

Punch through
Desperate to whine
I'm bent out of shape
Strung out on speed
Screamin so loud that I don't make a sound
Maxed out on lies
I know you're to blame but I can't see why
You believe that I'll believe in you
And its not so hard
And you believe that I'll believe in you
And its not so hard
And you believe
That I'll believe in
All she said one little trick she said
But it was lost on me
But it was lost on me
All she said one little word she said
Machine punch through
Machine punch through
Punch through

I came screaming down the highway
Looking for a place to fly
Its only in the blood
Stopped outside the window

Into the kitchen
Found you lying on the floor
I can't feel you anymore
There I tied you up with wire

I offered you to god
You gave yourself to me
Wrapped the curtains round your body
Its only in the blood
This shrieking love

This shrieking love

Comes crashing down
Oh its only in the blood
A body breath away
Is not the one you thought you'd found
Its a deadly clear addiction
Its only in the blood
A long hot bath in acid fast

On down the highway
Looking for a place to fly
Outside the window
Its only in the blood

Comes crashing down
This shrieking love
This shrieking love
Is not the one you thought you'd found
Oh its only in the blood
Nauselbaum

Who better than me
Draw fire and then
Fall into be seen
Pray quiet

I'm too low
Stay down stay down
Cold earth to the ground
Too late to be
So real but

Too low now
I'm too low now
And if I ever wanted you back to me
Too low low
And if I ever wanted you back to me
Spread gently for me
Too hard to be heard

With better words I'm better than

Too low low
Stay on stay on
With better words I'm better than
Too late to be gone

Too low low
Too low now
And if I ever wanted you back to me
And if I ever wanted you back to me
Too low low

save save me from this wandered around the town all the thousand things i might miss and you think well suffer much think well close our eyes pass us by just to see the light with tomorrow coming hope that i dont said im so glad to be here let you down again does it mean a thing what you breathe if only i could breathe if only i could see what you see sit well take our time all the friends weve known say watching the flowers grow goodbye did you suffer much and you rush on by just to see the night did you close your eyes let you down again hope that we dont gathered all around you does it mean a thing i said im so glad to be here if only i could breathe what you breathe if only i could see what you see said im so glad to be here does it mean a thing if only i could breathe what you breathe if only i could see what you see if only i could just believe a thing

Sitting by a judas mental
Underneath where i cant tell
Found the pieces im destroying
Only hoped youd be there still
I dont even mind this time
Could not find a way to be it
Here wed like to get things over
Life love anything at all

And when the morning comes
Well sit here and when the atom
Breaks well just stare
And my life goes underground
And my life goes underground

Sitting by a judas mental
Test out anything you will
Underneath well ive been there
Could not right
The only pieces

And when the morning comes
Well site here and when the atom
Breaks well just stare
And my life goes underground

Sitting by a judas mental
And my life goes underground
Very well what we define
Counted up the broken pieces
All dementia memory brought for
Here we want to redefine
Understood that i discover
All the weakness we cant tell

Right here everything is well
Well sit here
And when the morning comes
And when the saddle breaks
And my life goes underground
I'll stand still
If i left it all the same well it

And my life goes underground
Doesnt mean that its
Not personal
And i never understood why the
Faces faded its so irrational
As the atoms start to phase and
I knew it couldnt mean that
And i never understood where
Much to me
The friends all go its
Not personal now

Push
A little bit more than I ever wanted

A little bit more than you could ever say
Did you really think that I'd forgotten?
Kicked out the windshield, water coming in
Fade away, fade away
Is this what you want? What you need?

Push just a little too late
Is this what you wanted me to be?
Always loved me strapped to you
Lock it down and drive me through

Taking more than you could ever say
You knock me down I ripped the handle off again
I tried to give more than you thought I'd take now
Push come to shove you kicked me in the head
Fade away, fade away
Is this what you want? What you need?
I wanted more than this, wanted more than this

Push just a little too late
Is this what you wanted me to be?
Lock it down and drive me through
Always loved me strapped to you
Hands gripped to the wheel held too tight to feel

Face pressed to the glass, please don't ask
One more breath, one more, it's alright
I could never give enough, have enough, be enough
Only only only, fade away, fade away
You could never stand to stay there

Push just a little too late
Is this what you want? What you need?
Is this what you wanted me to be?
Lock it down and drive me through
Always loved me strapped to you
Push just a little too late
I expected more than thisI wanted more than this

packed a lunch of tea and
five and dime
orange at mercedes
now im slipping out the back
camero think ill
door and im feeling alright
cross teh world to california
found the bosses gold
take it for a ride

she picks me up like ive never
where i know shes waiting
been down before
i cant believe while these
and its hard to think you got
the best of me yet
you came to take apart
dogs are at the door honey
whats left of me

120 down the freeway about
cross the border to resida
a thousand miles to go
outskirts on the avenue
california here i come
cant escape the operator
groves are passing by the way
and i know its waiting
she picks me up like ive never
been down before
dogs are at the door honey
and its hard to think you got
the best of me yet
i cant believe while these
you came to take apart whats
left of me

pileup on teh berkshire turnstile
bout a thousand miles to go
madonnas on the radio
there the feelin faded quickly
orange think ill take it for a ride
packed a lunch of tea and
cross the world to california
where i know shes waiting

been down before
she picks me up like ive never
and its hard to think you got
the best of me yet
i cant believe while these
dogs are at the door honey
left of meyou came to take apart whats

save save me from this wandered around the town all the thousand things i might miss and you think well suffer much think well close our eyes pass us by just to see the light with tomorrow coming hope that i dont said im so glad to be here let you down again does it mean a thing what you breathe if only i could breathe if only i could see what you see sit well take our time all the friends weve known say watching the flowers grow goodbye did you suffer much and you rush on by just to see the night did you close your eyes let you down again hope that we dont gathered all around you does it mean a thing i said im so glad to be here if only i could breathe what you breathe if only i could see what you see said im so glad to be here does it mean a thing if only i could breathe what you breathe if only i could see what you see if only i could just believe a thing

you can barely harm yourself you
very rarely temporarily climb
you overwhelm me
blind you humble dog youre mine
if you see the consequence youre

you overwhelm me in time
in the sea completely real you
and hide yourself
can always swim from the fish
you try every night
get high every night
to arm yourself
prepare yourself to fly

take a walk on the astro turf its
you can put me
you overwhelm me
rolling foaling temporarily brown
on a shelf for hours
a dreadful thirst and flowers
you overwhelm me in time
in the sea completely real you

can always swim from the fish
and hide yourself
to arm yourself
you try every night
get high every night
in the sea completely real you
prepare yourself to fly
can always swim from the fish

and hide yourself
you try every night
pre arm yourself
prepare yourself to flyget high every night

She breathes through the book
Measures a picture there
Cuts it to wallet size
Picks up the knife

Now she has lived
Now she has breathed
Now she's tasted heaven but the trip doesn't sting
And all she wanted was a photograph

Rain on my tongue
Feels like I'm tasting god
Drinking the riches up
Silver and gold
Back to the night

And if I died
And all she wanted was a photograph

I'm going to ask my questions on the other side
Mask of the city hangs in mock deliberation
I step outside the wire while the sun strips off my cocaine
Bent like a banshee while my cup is overflowing

And she breathes through the book
Another brutal ending I know I'm an animal story telling
Said that she never knew
But answer is hard to take
Question is easy

The binding cracks
The words will fade
And all she wanted was a photographBut she keeps the picture in the frame that she made

wasted the day
takes her life so hard
come apart in pieces as she
complete with promises
took you on a holiday

of what we lost
i didnt mean to let you wander
oh no i slipped again
took you by the hand to show
offered up as only you could
you places that
wed never been to
dressed us up in autumn blues

is easy money
but maybe someday
every day
a holiday
well you and ill find our way

afterglow we hoped to find
did i forget to mention the one
burn the night and died in the
a pleasure cruise
small thing
for only you and i

later as the ship set sail i found
the deck in easy pieces
threw out all myself to save you
hoping that one shred
might get through
oh no i slipped again
i didnt mean to let you wander

every day
is easy money
but maybe someday
a holiday
well you and ill find
well you and ill find
our way

she goes down like rain
spilling herself on your body
she goes down the hard way
just outside the dark

i wonder where you are tonight
but her mind just stays

hopin to go

she waits by the highway
i wonder where you are tonight

feel the asthma fill the afternoon
what a glorious gloom
to be making my way through
she brings
curiousities the consequence
what a slippery fish
that the way she swings
i could argue

but weve gone too far
i feel the sun
i feel the sun
but the sickly scent
you could listen
of asthma never comes
flip me over but the sickly scent
of asthmas just begun
did you ever feel the sun
just to pass the time

well she goaded me on
came together
its a hundred and three
then she blew my peace of mind
bit confused cause
its the blurriest world

but it breaks my back
i could argue
its the one that i see

i feel the sun
flip me over but the sickly scent
you could listen but the sickly
scent of asthma never comes
i feel the sun
of asthmas just begun
did you ever feel the sun

heat is rising
and the weight is on top of me
weve been smoking
and we got so high
that theres anyone stopping me
cant imagine
we got the devil in mind

already theyre all over me
cant say that i dont want it

i would do
and she cried
well what do you think
when you lied
and what did you think
it would prove
all this time
shes got the devil in mind
so we borrowed what we never

and everythings all over you
would undertake
cant imagine
what the gun was for
for one second
well i thought we might hesitate
alright now shes all over me

shes got the devil in store
cant say that i dont need it
well what did you think

and she cried
i would do

here she comes in candlelight
setting like a full moion over
summer eyes
where the waters gone
and the water says
under colden light
what water will be done
down stream and out of town
screams surrendering
and i called out her name
floating like a quick forced
when the elevator came
but its much to late
to be the same

down down never come again
overthrusted drivin rain
down down all the way up
where the river takes her
and shes running

took your love into the street
of ecstacy
and i dont know
cover of the long tall grass
but hte cities got to be my love
where the river takes you
i remember hollywood
battery of lonesome girls
who felt so good
and i swore on her name
when the elevator came
would close on blame
that the doors
setting like a full moon over
summer eyes
here she comes in candle light
a water gun
and the water says
where the cold lime like
takes a stream to centre street
what water will be done
wandering like a quick forced
screams surrendering
and i called out her name when
the elevator came
but its much to late
to take the blame

jessy is calling out from space
says that she needs me
cant replace
she comes over rips me open
just to see my special place
now she is calling out for light

of freedom will arrive
hoping the wings
she comes over
touches down here
kills forever knowing full well we
will all get by
right before my eyes
she comes over rips me open
just to see my
special little place
sorry i gave back

salt tasted
lightly wasted
time came by
here i give back
and memories brought by
all of the words
promises spoken by me

i didnt want
so much
to think about too much
to abide complain till its over

over and over again
hoping the sound of her voice
jessy is calling out from space
she comes over
will erase me
rips me open
kills forever knowing full well we
right before my eyes
will all get by
she comes over rips me open
just to see my
so sorry that you changed
special little place
but nothing stays the same

so we jump back quick so
frenzied sucking on the
cigarette in her hand
a buxom bosom wet like
waterfall it wasnt wasted
so come laugh come love
come borrow everything you
need me to be
feel it pouring in
liberation dies again

and we climbed so hard and
fast so lovely
just like it was before
emptied out her life opened up
on the opposite shore
and i cannot believe that we
conceived what we
were contemplating
its alright by me

please help me cause im lost
and i cant see
which way we go
im a victim just the backlash
of your cold philosophy if you
cant help me i will help myself
or so this story goes

undid the knot the lock the
pertenity violin in her hand
began to understand the interiors
its operatic now
so laugh and love and borrow
everything you wanted
me to be
pouring in like life
till liberation dies again
please help me cause im lost

and i cant see which way we go
im a victim just hte backlash of
our cold philosophy if you
cant help me i will help myself or
so the story goes
i got a sense that something
now im left with nothing
i had hoped to be
as broad as i can be

indivisible by me
indestructible by thee
all teh places that
i had hoped to free
and all in want of nothing
pleasure slides escapes me
undermining
by your criminality
its waht my momma told me
baby just come home
rest awhile
set you free

please help me cause im lost
and i cant see
which way we go
im a victim just the backlash
of your cold philosophy
if you cant help me
i will help myself
or so this story goes

Fell on hard times,
Purely dysfunctional,
Tried so hard to find it,
Tried so hard to find you,
It comes and goes,

Please do deliver me,
From myself,
Always forgiving me,
Someone else,
God don't know,
Time will tell,
We don't know,
Time will tell.

Rid by design,
Vigilant story lines,
Tried so hard to find it,
Been so cold beside you,
It comes and goes,

Please do deliver me,
From myself,
Always forgiving me,
Someone else,
God don't know,
Time will tell,
What we don't know,
Time will tell.

And what did you want,
And what did you need,
And what if we all came clean?
I'm questioning life,
I'm questioning you,
And what if we all came through?
And what did you want,
What did you need,
And what if we all came clean?