Korn

Are you ready?

This place inside my mind,
a place I like to hide,
you don't know the chances,
what if I should die?
A place inside my brain,
another kind of pain you don't know the chances,
I'm so blind.

Another place I'll find,
escape to pain inside,
you don't know the chances, what if I should die?
A place inside my brain, another kind of pain.
You don't know the chances, I'm so blind.

Deeper and deeper and deeper is all
I'm turning to living a life
that seems to be, a lost reality,
I can never find a way to reach
my inner self esteem is low,
how deep can I go in the ground that
I lay if I don't find a way to sleep in the grave
I crowd my mind this time I looked to see what's between the lines.

I can see, I can see I'm going blind.

I'm blind.

There you are alone,
with no hope of ever having something to
be proud of, something earned without begging.
Yes, I know you're a person, a person close to me.
Who do think you are? You know that you won't fool me.

Ball Tongue.

Why are you at home buried in your self-pity?
Why do you insist on making a mockery out of me?
Yes, I know you're the person,
the person that took time with me.
Does it give you the right
to expect your life revolves around me?

Ball Tongue.

You were my problem (Where does our friendship end?)
You were my problem (Where does our friendship end?)
You were my problem (Where does our friendship end?)
You were my problem (I'm not gonna give in)

How can you fucking doubt me? But not again

I, I am confused, fighting myself
Wanting to give in, needing your help
Skin cold with fear, fear lives when we touch
Outside I don't know you, but inside I'm fucked

Can you see it in me, skin cold from touch
Each turn confronted with what I have done
You pull me closer, I push you away
You tell me it's okay, I can't help but feel the pain

I hate you Why are you taken?
I love you I feel so helpless
Why is it you?
ripping my insides each time I'm with you
why do I cry/try?
why do I really need to?
Why!
Fuck you, bitch!
need to . . . fuck . . .
slut

Life is within my body
four clicks . . . alright go

four I just said,
you faggot piece of shit on the ground
ahh! four? four. four?

Noooo!
Oh, hey, what are you talking about Ross?
hey Ton Ton
Ern!...Ern!...Ern!...
hey, are you saying so there's no clicks
hey, we're recording, now start
Just fucking do it damn it!

I wanna get a twist
I wish we could put twist
on a fucking tape . . .
stupid Wanna hear it?
Fuck you! Fuck you!
Huh Heuh
Goooo!
Okay . . . piece of shit!

Anger inside builds within my body
Why do you hate me? What have I done?
You tried to hit me!

The pain will begin, if you like
Throw your hate at me with all your might
Hit me 'cause I'm strange, hit me!
You tell me I'm a pussy and you're harder than me
What's with you boy? Think hard.
A tattooed body to hide how you are
Scared to be honest, be yourself
A cowardly man!

I don't run around trying to be what's not within me
Look into my eyes, I am free
You're just a wanna-be

To come out

Hit me clown because I'm not from your town,
now hit me clown

Clown you ain't shit.
Turn around and get your face split.

I'm just too fucking little!
I'm just a fucking mental!

I hide, only to defy you
Take away the only love inside you
I see the face through everyone
Inside I've just begun!
You think I'm out to scare you
I'm only out to prepare you for
when you stop and turn around
Your body's going down!

You're gonna waste your time,
Your life will soon be mine,
You're definitely one of a kind,
You're suffering 'cause of me it's divine

Tell me why you never liked me
Tell me why it's you fight me
Pull down and wait for the perfect
time to take what's rightfully mine
You think they're dumb to defy me
You said you don't want to defy me
You wait, to dumb run anyone
Oh well . . .

You know what, Fuck you!
I'm fed up with you!
I'm not as good as you?!
Fuck no! I'm better than you!

Did you really think you'd beat me at my own game?!
You try to see what you got
Me ripping at your brain!

Him!

Here I am different in this normal world
Why did you tease me? Made me feel upset
Walking stereotypes feeding their heads
I am ugly. Please just go away

Him!
I can see inside you fine
This blessing in disguise
Him!
Why you treat me this way?
Made to hate to stay

A cell locked,
I can never seem to escape all the laughing, all the pain
If you were me, what would you do?
Nothing, probably. You'd just go on your way

Faget!

I'm just a pretty boy, whatever you call it
You wouldn't know a real man if you saw it
It keeps going on day after day, son
you fake, if we don't want none
I'm sick and tired of people treating me
this way everyday Who gives a fuck?!
Right now I got something to say to
all the people that think
I'm strange and I should be out of here
locked up in a cage
You don't know what the hell is up now anyway
You got this pretty-boy feeling
like I'm enslaved to a world that never
appreciated shit
YOU CAN SUCK MY DICK AND FUCKING LIKE IT!!!

He had my gun but he had to find the money any say
He might come, but he has a body mighty anyway
He had my gun but he had to find the money don't wanna say
He might come, but he has a body mighty anyway


This part is rumored to just be reggie gibberish,
from the mouth of Jonathan

I'm just a pretty boy, I'm not supposed to fuck a girl
I'm just a pretty boy, living in this fucked up world

All my life, who am?

I'm just a faget!
Faget!
I'm a faget!
Faget!
I'm not a faget!
What am I?
Faget!
I'm not a fucking queer!

Ring-a-round-the-rosies.
Pocket full of posies.
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down.

*Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head.
Into my childhood,they're spoon fed.
Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real.
Look at the pages that cause all this evil.

One, two - buckle my shoe.
Three, four - shut the door.
Five, Six - pick up sticks.
Seven, Eight - lay them straight

London Bridge is falling down, falling down, falling down.
London Bridge is falling down my fair lady.

*Repeat

Knick-knack paddywhack, give a dog a bone.
This old man came rolling home.

Mary had a little lamb, it's fleece was white as snow.
(Baa Baa Black have you any wool?
Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full)

Ring-a-round-the-rosies.
Pocket full of posies.
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down.

*Repeat

Knick-knack paddywhack, give a dog a bone.

Go!

I can, in every way
Distinct the pain I feel inside
It comes to me
Evil thoughts is creeping through my mind
Who are you to see that I can't speak what's on my mind?
It runs away
It's so predictable

I can, in every way
Illustrate this thing that's left inside
Too blind to see, emptiness and sorrow of their lie
You run away to the cover of their pointless ties
You ask me?
It's so predictable

I'm gonna try
-Should I? fuck! (while Jonathan is speaking)
I'm gonna die
I'm gonna try

-Another day
Silence overwhelms my mind
-Who is to say
If I have the time, oh why
-Should I pray
for all the hate to go away
-Another day
I can never break free
You wait for me
I call out to you
Another day
I'll live forever!

I can't stand the sight of you
I can't stand what you put me through
Your life's a lie, but you hide
Is it that terrible being you inside?
I can't stand all the thought of you
I can't stand all the things you do
What do you try to justify?
You were just too scared to be you inside

Let!
It all go

I look at you, all I see, is a man too afraid to really be
I look at you, all I see, is a man too afraid to ever be

I can't stand what you put me through
I can't stand even the thought of you
Your secret lies that you hide
Is it that terrible being you inside?

You try so hard to be wanted
False emotions tells you fronted
I think being a person relies on one thing:
Be yourself, let you come through
You're too afraid to really be
Someone who has the thoughts who doesn't care to be
Be yourself, let you come through!

Fake!
You'll regret it, you'll regret it

I would like to search inside for all
of the things that you will hide What's the problem?
Can't you seem to search through these problems
that haunt and taunt you

I smile, while you're afraid
You run, while you're so in pain

Do you ever see outside you fears
Thinking about your life
Thinking about your inner fears

I would like to search inside for all
of the things that you will hide What's the problem?
Can't you seem to open your body and let me touch you

I want you to see the life you have disguised
The world of things that hurt you
Kept all these useless lies
I want you to fear the you wound up inside
Once I took you in, I'll throw you out next time

I tried, you win
My life is ripping your heart
out and destroying my pain!
Go

Ello, esta Caco et eres Caco
Well, you know, you fuck'n call me the Caco, okay?

I keep asking, what's your lie?
It is disturbing
This isn't mine
Why Days keep passing
A lot at a time me?
I don't feel right
Please God let me sleep tonight

Everyday confronted sick of friends giving in
I just wanna know why!

Don't give it up
Don't get my stiff

I keep asking
Well, again, please try [...can we please try]
It is haunting
This takes my mind
Why
Days keep passing Line after line me?
I don't feel right
Please God don't let me die tonight,
die tonight, die tonight, die tonight

Please God
Please God help me
Please God free me
Please God help me from my painful situation
Please God help me
Please God free me
Please God save me from my painful situation

Please God don't let me slip in tonight, please God
Oh, please God don't let me chip in tonight, please God
Oh, please God don't let me slip in tonight,
don't let me die
Please God don't let me give in tonight,
don't let me die

Mother, please forgive me.
I just had to get out all my pain and suffering.
Now that I am done,
remember I will always love youI'm your son.
Little child, looking so pretty.
Come out and play, I'll be your Daddy.
Innocent child, looking so sweet.
Rape your mind, and now your flesh I reap
You raped. I feel dirty.
It hurt. As a child.
Tied down. That's a good boy.
And fuck. Your own child.
I scream. No-one hears me.
It hurt. Not a lot.

My God. Saw you watching.
Mommy, why? Your own child.
Little child, looking so pretty.
Come out and play, I'll be your Daddy
You raped. I feel dirty.
It hurt. As a child.
Tied down. That's a good boy.
And fuck. Your own child.
I scream. No-one hears me.
It hurt. Not a lot.
My God. Saw you watching.
Mommy, why?

It's alright
"I didn't touch you there."
Mommy said she didn't care.
"I didn't touch you there."
That's why momma stopped and stared.
Innocent child, looking so sweet.
Rape your mind, and now your flesh I reap.
You raped. I feel dirty.
It hurt. As a child.
Tied down. That's a good boy.
And fuck. Your own child.
I scream. No-one hears me.
It hurt. Not a lot.
My God. Saw you watching.
Mommy, why?

This time I'm taking it away, I've got a problem
When they getting in the way, not by my side
So I take my face and bash it into a mirror
I won't have to see the pain

This pain is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again

My hurt inside is fading
This shit's gone way too far
All this time I've been waiting
Oh I cannot breath anymore
For what's inside awaking
I'm not, I'm not a whore
You've taken everything and
Oh I cannot give anymore

My mind's done with this
So hey, I've got a question
Can I throw it all away?
Take back what's mine
So I take my time
Driving humbly down the line
Each cut, closer to the vein

This pain is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again

The hurt inside is fading
This shit's gone way too far
All this time I've been waiting
Oh, I cannot grieve anymore

For what's inside awaking
I'm not, I'm not a whore
You've taken everything and
Oh I cannot give anymore

I'm here to stay (bring it down)
Bring it down!
Gonna bring it down
Gonna break it down
Gonna break it

This pain is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again

My hurt inside is fading
This shit's gone way too far
All this time I've been waiting
Oh, I cannot grieve anymore

For what's inside awaking
I'm not, I'm not a whore
You've taken everything and
Oh I cannot give anymore

Give anymore

I'm thinking of
Thanking all the fucked people
Thanking all the shit I love
They are all the things I've made
Straight from my heart
Begging all the same people
Burning is the same evil
Somehow making me feel sane

Waiting all this time
I've got nothing to hold on
But the faces of my life
I can see before I'm gone

Sometimes I feel it chasing me
All the hate that's breaking me
I realise I'm taking everything
And the kids seem to follow

This time I feel it taking me
To a place I'm meant to be
All along I seem to make believe
And the shit seems to follow

I'm thinking of
Making all the fucked people
Making the bitches I love
Make them die and go away
Pain from the start
All my dreams are ripped apart
Thanking all the fucked people
They are all the things I've saved

Waiting all this time
I've got nothing to hold on
But the faces of my life
I can see before I'm gone

Sometimes I feel it chasing me
All the hate that's breaking me
I realise I'm taking everything
And the kids seem to follow

This time I feel it taking me
To a place I'm meant to be
All along I seem to make believe
And the shit seems to follow

Your life, I hate it
Oh God, can I reclaim?
Stop and help me

Sometimes I feel it chasing me
All the hate that's breaking me
I realise I'm taking everything
And the shit seems to follow

This time I feel it taking me
To a place I'm meant to be
All along I seem to make believe
And the shit seems to follow

The shit seems to follow

So I think you are a fool
Hanging on my every word
I'm getting ugly, So I'm ugly..

Tear me from your hearttttttlllliiifee
Tearing me apart.

So I thought you'd disappear
Being alone is what you fear
Are you lonely?
Yes, lonely.

Tear me from your hearttttttlllliiifee
Tearing me apart.

Rolling, and throwing, consoling
Everything that goes this far
Joking and hoping, revolting
All that shit that's who you are
Holding, and scolding, revolving
Peel it back, reveal the scar.
Loathing, exploding, controlling
This is what you really are.

The time is coming
Gone Insane
Your really happy
You've won the game

The time is coming
A bed of flames
Your life is over
And you뭨e to blame

The time is coming
You've gone insane
Your really happy
You've won the game

The time is coming
A bed of flames
Your life is over
And you뭨e to blame

Blame [x4]

Rolling, and throwing, consoling
Everything that goes this far
Joking and hoping, revolting
All that shit that's who you are
Holding, and scolding, revolving
Peel it back, reveal the scar.
Loathing, exploding, controlling
This is what you really are. [x2]

Beating the fall
I can't help but desire of falling down this time
Deep in this hole of my making I can't escape
Falling all this time

We come to this place
Falling through time
Living a hollow life
Always we're taking
Waiting for signs
Hollow lives...(lives [x7])

Fearing to fall and
Still the ground below me calls
Falling down this time
Ripping apart all
These things I have tried to stop
Falling all this time

We come to this place
Falling through time
Living a hollow life
Always we're taking
Waiting for signs
Hollow lives...

Is there ever any wonder why we look to the sky?
Search in vane?
Asking why?
All alone?
Where is God?
Looking down?
We don't know?

We fall in space,
We can't look down,
Death may come
Peace I have found
What to say?
Am I alive,
Am I asleep?
Or have I died

(Wanting Peace)
We fall in space
(Wanting Peace)
We can't look down,
Death may come,
(Something takes a hold of me)
Peace I have found
(Something takes a hold of me)
I want to say my whole life,
Am I asleep?
We fall down.

We come to this place
Falling through time,
Living a hollow life,
Always we're taking
Waiting for signs,
Hollow lives...

Is there ever any wonder why we look to the sky?
Search in vane?
Asking why?
All alone?
Where is God?
Looking down?
We don't know? [x2]

We fall in space
We can't look down
Death may come.
Peace I have found

It aint fading
Man i got to let it out
Am i quitting?
Screaming nothing ever comes out
I keep feeling lost
I'll never find my way out
Im not thanking them
Unless the truth can pour out

Give me some courage
Beating me down the (?) sometime
Are you laughing at my body?
I hate and slide
I hate and slide

I take this time
To let out whats inside
Cause i will break
Sometimes i wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You begged and stole my pride
And all this hate is bottled up inside

My heart is breaking
Man you really pipped it out
You take pleasure watching as i claw my way out

The hurt rising
Soon its going to tear my throat out
Its not kosher feeling like im on my way out

Give me some courage
Beating me down the (?) sometime
Are you laughing at my body?
I hate and slide
I hate and slide

I take this time
To let out whats inside
Cause i will break
Sometimes i wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You begged and stole my pride
And all this hate is bottled up inside


Feeling haze as they cut down my spine
Peeling your flesh like the way you've cut mine
Do you feel happy you fucked up my mind?
You're going to pay this time

I take this time
To let out whats inside
Cause i will break
Sometimes i wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You begged and stole my pride
And all this hate is bottled up inside

Going through the pages of my fantasies
Pushing all the mercy down, down, down
I wanna see you try to take a swing at me
Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground

Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying when you're dirty in the front of me (?)

All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming

Come and fill the pages of my fantasies
I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown
I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me
And I'll pull the trigger
And you're down, down, down

Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying when you're dirty in the front of me

All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming

All my friends are gone, they died (gonna take you down)
They all screamed, and cried (gonna take you down)

I got my monkey, got my monkey back against the wall (?)
Gonna take you down

All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming

My life is such a waste
Begging on something to work this time
But why cant i relate?
Feeling all i do is get whats mine
Holding onto faith
Never gave me nothing but despair
So why do i create just to be swallowed

I cant take
We have a star
I cant take
We got a fantasy
Come what may
We are the stars
I cant wait
I'll take whats mine

Believing all this time, before a crowd could side
Believing all the basics of everything that i could find
Believing all this time, too far to cross the line
Believing all the basics of everything that i could find

I cannot leave this place
Burning up inside this space of mine
But why cant i replace feelings i find really hard to find?
I try but i cant taste
Memories they always fuck with me
So why do i create just to be swallowed?

I cant take
We have a star
I cant take
We got a fantasy
Come what may
We are the stars
I cant wait
I'll take whats mine

Believing all this time, before a crowd could side
Believing all the basics of everything that i could find
Believing all this time, too far to cross the line
Believing all the basics of everything that i could find

All my feelings have been eating all of me
Feed inside
Is there something wrong with me?

I cant take
We have a star
I cant take
We got a fantasy
Come what may
We are the stars
I cant wait
I'll take whats mine

Believing all this time, before a crowd could side
Believing all the basics of everything that i could find
Believing all this time, too far to cross the line
Believing all the basics of everything that i could find

Always its coming
And here starts the game
Why cant this puzzle be solved?
Each time it happens its always the same
I look down and it starts to fall

And all i see
It burns my eyes
Burning all inside

Caught in the corners of my mind
Beginning over one more time
Taking me over
Taking all thats mine
One more time

Always this teasing
Sometimes i lose faith
Where is my strength to hold on?
Facing existence
How can i relate?
Do i stand still or move on?

And all i see
It burns my eyes
Burning all inside

Caught in the corners of my mind
Beginning over one more time
Taking me over
Taking all thats mine
One more time

Falling through this space and time
Buried in this hurt of mine
Falling slowly like a dream
Falling through a world unseen
Why can i not break this spell?
Im in darkness
Is this hell?
Falling towards this hole i see
This is how it has to be

Caught in the corners of my mind
Beginning over one more time
Taking me over
Taking all thats mine
One more time

One more time