Chance doesn't exist But the path of life is not totally so predestined And time and chronology show us how all should be In the ways of existence To find out why we are here
Being consciousness is a torment The more we learn is the less we get Every answer contains a new quest A quest to non existence, a journey with no end
No one surveys the whole, focus on things so small But life's objective is to make it meaningful Searching only for this That which doesn't exist Although our ability to relativize remains unclear
I'm not afraid to die I'm afraid to be alive without being aware of it
I'm so afraid to, I couldn't stand to Waste all my energy on things That do not matter anymore
Our future has already been written by us alone But we don't grasp the meaning Of our programmed course of life Our future has already been wasted by us alone And we just let it happen and do not worry at all
We only fear what comes And smell death every day Search for the answers that lie beyond
Follow your common sense You cannot hide yourself behind a fairytale forever and ever Only by revealing the hole truth can we disclose The soul of this bulwark forever and ever Forever and ever
Indoctrinated minds so very often Contain sick thoughts And commit most of the evil they preach against
Don't try to convince me with messages from God You accuse us of sins committed by yourselves It's easy to condemn without looking in the mirror Behind the scenes opens reality
Eternal silence cries out for justice Forgiveness is not for sale Nor is the will to forget
Virginity has been stolen at very young ages And the extinguisher loses it's immunity Morbid abuse of power in the garden of eden Where the apple gets a youthful face
You can't go on hiding yourself Behind old fashioned fairytales And keep washing your hands in innocence
Feint The very brightest candle of all has been extinguished Smothered by those who could not bear to face reality
Every beat of your heart tore the lies all apart Made foundations quiver Every wave in the lake caused the porcelain to break And I shiver...
The leftover tallow just doesn't contain All the right answers Under a sea of dust lies a vast wealth of wisdom
An untuched snow turns red Innocence dies
This black page in history is not colourfast, will stain the next All that remains is just a feint of what was meant to be This black page in history is not colourfast, will stain the next And nothing seems in life, in dreams like what was meant to be
Macula aeterintatis Numquam detergenda Quisnam surget et deteget Imaginem veritates ?
People created religious inventions To give their lives a glimmer of hope And to ease their fear of dying And people created religious intentions Only to feel superior and to have a license to kill
Our desire to die is stronger Than all your desire for life There is no getting away from it now Only true faith survives
People created religious inventions To give their lives a glimmer of hope And to ease their fear of dying And people created religious ascensions To subject the others and to enslave, just to further enrich themselves
It doesn't matter where we die It doesn't matter thet you cry We'll take you with us
A disgrace on the beyond
O servator, sempiterne Te grati coluimus, Odor atrox quo nons superfundis intolerabilis est
Deceive yourself by yielding to soft words that cause no pain Enrich yourself with different views Learned without diasdaon
A disgrace on the beyond That can never be undone Who shall rise and unveil The Facade of Reality?
Is tere still room for new dents in old wrecks? A disgrace on the beyond that can never be ondone Deceive yourself by yielding to soft words Enrich yourself by making up your own mind
Do not use the pas as an alibi For all of your deficiencies always standing by Face your negligence, do not fool yourself Shortcomings will soon appear For weakness shows itself
Blind from your success and all of the excess Deaf from the praise you had
Don't cry out of self pity in forcing your way through For I will not be vunnerable to slander made by you
In a misty veil, misplaced Where castles in the air will be no longer seen As something out of reach In time the dream will be erased So many things will never be the way they seemed And pride will have it's fall at last
Her eyes fell while the shame was written on her face When she realised that her failures could never be undone again
You did not notice the manipulated hand That overshadowed your thoughts all those years That made you insecure You did not notice the ancient shifting sand That pulls you down into an everlasting sham You will never be able to fight Never be able to hide Run for a fall, you'd better run
The origin of a dogma Placed in a new millennuim Vilified demons havw been embraced And given a warm welcome
The seif at din Hasn't got the ghost of a chance to rust Because it has always been kept in shape In serving the one almighty
The rudiments have always been misinterpreted during history, despite the good intentions many disciples who's faithful believe was strong and unswayed. Most leaders interpret the old words to their advantage in the attempt of gaining leadership and power over those unfortunate enough to fall un der their maliciousness and manipulative ways. this misuse of trust will forever stain the pages of history , echoing the exploitation and the frailty of decent men carried away by nurtured rancour...
Perpetual distrust fed by a belief In the malevolence of the others
When the beautiful unreality holds out its hand it's better not to lose yourself in blindfaith
I can't see you, I can't hear you Do you still exist?
I can't feel you, I can't touch you, Do you exist?
The Phantom Agony
I can't taste you, I can't think of you, Do we exist at all?
(II. Between hope and despair)
The future doesn't pass And the past won't overtake the present All that remains is an obsolete illusion
We are afraid of all the things that could not be A phantom agony
Do we dream at night Or do we share the same old fantasy? I am a silhouette of the person wandering in my dreams
We are afraid of all the things that could not be A phantom agony
Tears of unprecedented beauty Reveal the truth of existence We're all sadists
The age-old development of consciousness Drives us away from the essence of life We meditate too much, So that our instincts will fade away They fade away
What's the point of life And what's the meaning if we all die in the end? Does it make sense to learn or do we forget everything?
We are afraid of all the things that could not be A phantom agony
Tears of unprecedented beauty Reveal the truth of existence We're all pessimists
The age-old development of consciousness Drives us away from the essence of life We meditate too much, So that our instincts will fade away They fade away
Teach me how to see and free the disbelief in me What we get is what we see, the Phantom Agony
A te spiritus noster devoratur Et nostra anima capitur
(III. Nevermore)
The lucidity of my mind has been revealde in new dreams I am able to travel where my heart goes In search of self-realisation
This is the way to escape from our agitation And develop ourselves Use your illusion and enter my dream...
When Darkness will reign and blind us all Allegiance will blind us if we do not fall
We cannot tell when morning comes Is there a choice to live another day? It’s hard to find a new direction in your fragile life
The precious time of your existence is now to come Don’t throw your life away by cheating time Sugared Placebos only fool your mind
Now I want the water to wash away all my sins The wind to blow away my thoughts without meaning The fire to burn away my thickened skin
Novas portas pandimus
What is the space, the type of dance? I cannot tell which steps I have to take I’d like to leave, just run away My feet are tangled up
So hard to face the pace of the clock What do you think; will it ever stop? So, will I fall and not get up? I take it all in stride
Everything has a reason for its happening Can’t you tell it’s your own spell and Everyone has to dance his dance like anyone Can’t break free of destiny
We should open new doors And close the ones that we’ve left behind
Novas portas pandimus, et post nos occludimus Novas portas pandimus et post nos occludimus
Living at different places Evading into various spaces My compass has broken I'm losing the way An ongoing madness has led me astray
My past breathes down my neck And it seems now that all I can do is Go back to beginnings when all lay ahead A fading illusion now plagues me instead
In me there's still a place that fulfils me A sanctity here that I call home, I run to When winter descends If I try, can I find solid ground
I follow elusive paths Oh, it seems they've been written in stone And the door to a new life is closing so fast Burning the bridges will not bring me back
I know that in me there's still a place that fulfils me A sanctity here that I call home, I run to When winter descends If I try, can I find solid ground Or am I just wasting time?
Trying to keep myself afloat upon this stream But a thought is pulling me down Pulling me all the way down
We are wandering towards a blank infinity And extinguishing will now be the only way to diminish your sins This vortex can't be filled up again A hole in space and time
Do you cry to the heaven's high when you're confined in here? Do you not ever wonder why these leaden tears will never dry? They'll leave behind so many shadows in my mind
High in the sky, all of the clouds are passing by Wait for this storm, wait for the rain, and wait for the tears to fall down on me
Do you cry to the heaven's high when you're confined in here? Do you not ever wonder why these leaden tears will never dry? They'll leave behind so many shadows Living in me, living in all the memories in my life
Do you wonder why These tears never dry Time forced into life Living in my mind
Can we ever find a way in this labyrinth without end?
Labyrinth has no end
Which turn should I take? Left or right? Should I stay? Should I be the one?
Do you cry to the heaven's high When you're confined in here? Do you not ever wonder why This leaden tears will never dry They leave behind so many shadows This substance in time forced into life Still exists because it's here living in me, living in all the memories, in my life
It always put me on the edge To think of all the spoilt lives Today I'm one step further Not sure if I've survived myself
Reality is sometimes stranger than fiction Whatever happens in my dreams And I know it can't be worse than this So I prefer to sleep
I am searching without vision For the answers in the dirt I am waiting just for nothing For the day that I'll be heard
You're the sea in which I'm floating And I lose myself in you I am feeling these sensations I communicate with you
I am looking without vision For a different kind of way I am thinking just for nothing About that specific day
You're the night so you're the dark side Of the day you'll never see You're the past but everlasting Can you share one day with me?
You're the hand that I rejected But I can't forgive myself I am selfish and not worthy To think of, even to die for
Reality is sometimes stranger than fiction Whatever happens in my dreams I know it can't be worse than this So I prefer to sleep
Tomorrow, don't know where I'll be I need some place to go now So do you know the way I feel Or shall I give up my belief?
You're the lock I've never opened ‘Cause I threw away the key I'm enclosed within my own thoughts That will never set me free
You're the hand that I rejected But I can't forgive myself I am selfish and not worthy To think of, even to die for
You're the question to the answer And without there'll never be Any thought in this direction You've created this in me
You're the hand that I rejected But I can't forgive myself I am selfish and not worthy To think of, even to die for
Serenity is taking over all I am, it gives me peace And all I see are visions of my destiny Why should I bleed and pay for others' greed?
We consciously sign our own sentence of death How can you go on, did you forget What we have learnt from the past? We can't go on killing ourselves And with us all the rest Why can't you see, don't you regret?
Reality is sometimes stranger than fiction Whatever happens in my dreams And I know it can't be worse than this So I prefer to sleep
I am alone with all my thoughts Alone without a hope and I lost the thing I needed most I feel I can't survive this fall
