At last I am free I can hardly see in front of me I can hardly see in front of me
And now love please listen To what I say I can't go on living life this way I've tried and I've tried To make you see You call this love All this lying, my friend, it just can't be
At last I am free I can hardly see in front of me I can hardly see in front of me
And now love, please hold me Come closer, my dear It feels so good, just having you near But who am I fooling When I know it's not real? I can't hide All this hurt and pain inside I feel
Ik does a dashik dozen Ik does a yield gig does Ik does alone cheyenne Mad at them who tease him scrawling
And I knew deeper darlin Idiom a deus is dos Indeared look he loves it Your elan new sub dearie
Says your supper should shout As you eat up seisured Evil oh it will Evolve evil vamos a la
Ik does a dashik dozen Ik does a yield gig does Ik does alone cheyenne Mad at them who tease him scrawling
He tear them off, he tear them off He tear them off and eat the meal too Oh eat off your toe As you eat up Slow eat that meal, slow eat that meal Slow eat that meal, no way down No way down, you're close Chew too slow, you're close And how can you mock me How can you be in the nude When you're my friend When you're my friend He tear them off, he tear them off ik does Oh eat off your toe
I know I need to tell you All I've seen, all i catch Put in the poster girl And shake like dogs of tiding scholar
Ik does a dashik dozen Ik does a yield gig does Ik does alone cheyenne Mad at them who tease him scrawling
He tear them off, he tear them off He tear them off and eat the meal too Oh eat off your toe As you eat up Slow eat that meal, slow eat that meal Slow eat that meal, no way down No way down, you're close Chew too slow, you're close And how can you mock me How can you be in the nude When you're my friend When you're my friend He tear them off, he tear them off Ik does Oh eat off your toe
Suppose I should hate it so Yet I can smell saliva Palamino set afloat Yet I can smell saliva Hides it very well As a baby Has a playmate Yeah baby Yeah guess it's blown Hides it very well As a baby Telling me words in Turkish Your nosiness, your belly Frantically or mimicly Your nosiness, your belly Has your mother gone as a babyas a baby Has a playmate We are helpless as babies As a baby As a baby Hides it very well As a baby Has a playmate Has your mother gone Reach out your hand He seldom will And a memory Go out He seldom will Go out He seldom will Smart you should heal soon An eagle spares your bedroom Palominoes as we flow An eagle spares your bedroom Some forget where to go They know fear again
Here am I at a loss I Don't know what to do Feel like a waterless Nile Come here just hold me To feel safe enough to some Daring to senses sure A fable look what happens when I don't risk losing you There's no guarantee How are we to know if the response is coming I'm in the wrong place Is it like a, is it like a Is it like a dream How does it, how does it (deep background voice)Seem very untrue Is it like a, Is it like a, is it like a dream How does it, how does it (deep background voicee)Seem very untrue I feel a connection, a deep connection But it's not reflected In time spent together It's reflected cycle Clear imaginary Is it like a, is it like a, is it like a dream (this mountain of pleasure) How does it, how does it, seem very untrue (oh oh I want to get lost in it) Is it like a, is it like a, is it like a dream (sleeping like a baby) How does it, how does it, seem very untrue (still you're asleep, still you're asleep) Is it like a, is it like a, is it like a dream How does it, how does it, seem very untrue (oh until I don't know where you end and, I begin Until I just, carry it in me carry it in me carry it in me I wanna get lost)
It's an old game, my love When you can't have me you want me Because you know that you're not risking anything Intimacy is when we're in the same place at the same time dealing honestly with how we feel, and who we really are That's what grown-ups do That is mature thinking Well I'm still a junkie for it It takes me out of my aloneness But this relationship cannot sustain itself Intimacy is when we're in the same place at the same time dealing honestly with how we feel, and who we really are That's what grown-ups do That is mature thinking I just have to know how to be in the process of creating things in a better way And it hurts but it's a lie that I can't handle it I still have a world of me-ness to fulfill I still have a life, and it's a rich one even with mourning Even with grief and sadness I still care about this planet, I am still connected to nature and to my dreams for myself I have my friends My family I have myself I still have me I have my friends My family I have myself I still have me
I have to follow my path/heart Life, it, it just seems right, now
And when I had you I didn't always want you, baby I'd cry myself out But you survived and this amased me
Stiv, stiv, God made it claw (Even into) Call, call, calling to yourself (Calling to find) Then find anger's a part of me (Anger's a cannibal) You won, you'se flawless, little fell
Rilkean heart I looked for you To give me transcendent experiences To transport me out of self and aloneness And alienation into a sense of One-ness and connection ecstatic and magical I became a junkie for it I came looking for the next high And I'm sorry I've been putting the search on the wrong place I understand that you're confused Feeling overwhelmed Well that's a feeling state from then The reality, with cleaning up my emotion of life And I'm getting in touch with myself I'm beginning to ground myself In my own sense of being as an entity One entity on the planet Becoming truly self-reliant and become connected With something beyond me That is where I have to go I'm so sorry I've been putting the search on the wrong place You're lost and don't know what to do But that's not all of you That's your reality today And that is all okay I understand that you're confused, feeling overwhelmed Well that's a feeling state from then The reality You're lost and don't know what to do But it's not all of you That's the reality today And now it's all okay I understand that you're confused, feeling overwhelmed Well that's a feeling state from then The reality Rilkean heart......
You listen hard Fear of flying Fear of flying With our love
Now I am sure You and I will(the lips, the heart) And you and I yeah Illuminated
The lips, the heart Illuminated Fear of flying(the lips, the heart) Fear of flying Fear of flying(the heart, the soul, illuminated, illuminated)
The lips the heart The heart the soul illuminated
Heart-shaped chews and traps Treasure hiding Scared of temptress skill Love I'd sold, I was trying Deep without us Down down and further- tears Collective in try and stop Fire is out Not ready focus Life places scars Purify them Constancy Purifies new skins In excelcius Glee she'll use as fire Lips spread the fire Your heart And you are ready
The lips, the heart You're the fire, you're the flame The heart, the soul Hand in hand, hand in hand
Breeze by gracefully Your love as big as a risk fills you up And I get with one The breath of God in my mouth A love I can taste God get some paste He and I Breath to breath Close saliva, heated through your own I can't stop hungering for otherness I forgot the use, My head fell out of the sky and crashed into my palms Jesus sky valentine Love we're on the tip of it They open us like a mother- sweet sex Some see You are a woman just as you are a man Tripping on gas Is a magic lovely Like a flight, clotted peak I was choking on the blood It camoflauges lack of soul Boost messy frames of soul Kneeling by the pond Which is froze anyway His poor essence under the truth Mud and heart polish itself I slid my heels and swear you will Soon send Lucifer into hell Love On the tip of it You open us like a woman split sex Some see You are a woman just as you are a man Love On the tip of it You open us like a woman split sex Some see You are a woman just as you are a man
It seems things are indictive to A distinct desire to Observe such Heal such Behave such that makes this hard for me I'm not real and I deny I won't heal unless I cry I can't grieve, so I won't grow I won't heal 'til I let it go I'm not real and I deny I won't heal unless I cry It seems things are indicative to A distinct desire to Observe such Heal such Behave such that makes this hard for me I'm not real and I deny I won't heal unless I cry I can't grieve, so I won't grow I won't heal 'til I let it go Cry, cry, cry 'til you know why I lost myself, identify I'm not real and I deny I won't heal unless I cry I can't grieve, so I won't grow I won't heal 'til I let it go
Evangeline 작곡:Simon Philip Raymonde,Simon Philip Raymonde
A song For remembering someone else You find you know who you are at every age Find Treasure, and I will make it I see me as other people see me There is no going back I can't stop feeling now I am not the same, I'm growing up again I am not the same I'm growing up again There's no going back I can't stop feeling now I Pledge to fantasize There was a priceless moment that I couldn't keep I Pledge to hide from feelings I see me as other people see me There is no going back I can't stop feeling now I am not the same, I'm growing up again I am not the same I'm growing up again There's no going back I can't stop feeling now Feeling now - 간 주 중 - There is no going back, and I can't stop feeling now I am not the same, I'm growing up again I am not the same I'm growing up again There's no going back I can't stop feeling now I had to fantasize Just to survive There was a fear being silenced Everybody took me seriously Even those who didn't Were not close me I had to fantasize Just to survive
Bluebeard 작곡:Simon Philip Raymonde,Simon Philip Raymonde
A love means(means?) Exploration A love means Energy Are you the right man for me? Are you safe? Are you my friend? Are you the right man for me? Are you safe? Are you my friend? A love means It may be diverting Exploration For s Fulfillment It may be diverting Creativity For some part of him Are you the right man for me? Are you safe? Are you my friend? Or are you toxic for me? Will you betray my confidence? You made me feel so safe again I doubt this will become ordinary to myself in your life Hide this energy How I feel dependence Are you the right man for me? And how I feel independence Are you safe? Are you my friend? And how I feel assurances Or are you toxic for me? This love's not a nameless dream Will you mistreat me And how I feel bound of dreams Or betray all my confidence? And how long would you miss me (x3
The man is an offender He took my value And I give back his shame And I take back my power My body is my own My body is mine alone And I deserve protection And I can create it for you Is this what my body said? Use me Drain me Fall around me Is this what my body said? Engulf me I’m already dead I have a feel of things Cry and shakes the wall for you And I am moving to poison love And drown the stars above you My body is my own My body is mine alone And I deserve protection And I can create it for you Is this what my body said? Use me Drain me Fall around me Is this what my body said? Engulf me I’m already dead Keep cutting myself on the edges of reality.. (x2) Is this what my body said? Use me Drain me Fall around me Keep cutting myself on the edges of Is this what my body said? Engulf me Reality I’m already dead
Oil Of Angels 작곡:Simon Philip Raymonde,Simon Philip Raymonde
First He's inched her latch down Anxious Her hand begs And now my distraction Distraction I will learn To focus on Oh, you hoo hoo... Cause you won't Recognize it Stablize it Things take- take me To exception look for respect Respect Down- down there You're not a nice track footfall Round Will we still hold Rain Things we couldn't do Strive For me to leave Rights of her Rights Treasure her Treasure Her freshness First He's inched her latch down Anxious Oh, her hand begs And my distraction Distraction I will learn to I will learn Focus on you To focus on You hoo hoo... Cause you won't Recognize it Recognize Stablize it Stablize it He even finds a way Supreme, man improves Lkie what might see Her life for everyone Will it still hold Rain Things we couldn't do Strive For me to give Rights of her Rights Treasure her Treasure Her freshness I will learn To focus on you You hoo hoo... Cause you won't (fade out
Squeeze-Wax 작곡:Simon Philip Raymonde,Simon Philip Raymonde
There is a wait and th Makes it happen, fill the gap It spreads her hair all about My steps If I do it slow No, no threats No, no fights No fantasies Lucy I hurry back to make him feel Lucy, Lucy, Lucy I have to make him feel better Lucy, Lucy, Lucy And oh, I know, no I can't Freshness You amaze me No, no threats No, no fights No fantasies Lucy How he'll never come to freshness You amaze me How he'll never come to freshness You amaze me How he'll never come to freshness You amaze me Looking at love as faces I could give this You amaze me No threats, no fights, no fantasies You amaze me No, no threats No threats, no fights No, no fights No threats, no fights No fantasies No fights, no fantasies Lucy No, no, no threats No, no threats No fights, Lucy, Lucy, Lucy, Lucy No, no fights No fantasies No threats, no fights Lucy No fights, no fantasies Lucy, Lucy, Lucy
My Truth 작곡:Simon Philip Raymonde,Simon Philip Raymonde
You become a world for his New heart, accepting And you can work Through the pain Or enjoy the pleasure Commit to the work of both If your love has energy You have chemistry And you can work Through the pain Or enjoy the pleasure You can you can you can work Through the pain Or enjoy the pleasure You can you can you can work Through the pain And come to peace It's frightening Exciting Something shakes of forlorn understanding The truth is not perfect But it fools and confuses Every moment vaguely You can you can you can work Through the pain Or enjoy the pleasure You can you can you can work Through the pain And come to peace I remember my secret I write it down and then I tell you it It's not harm free Outside of myself What has saved me? C-c-c-c-can work through the pain Or enjoy the pleasure You c-c-c-c-c-c-can work through the pain And come to peace You can work through the pain Or enjoy the pleasure
