Course Of Nature

Something has happened to your worldCan you imagine you coldThere's too much pressure on you nowWhy you wold ever throw awayWhat's been given to youWoke up and nothing's even thereNow you're falling too far awayIt is hardSit inside your wall of shameBelieving what's forgottenYou make it hard to find the worldSit inside your wall of shameAnd nothing even mattersWhat can you say but I'm to blameWhen trouble lingers on your mindYou wait; but dig in deeperThere's no more room for honestyBreathe in the vapor of your liesJust when you're choking on themThese thoughts are spinning around your head

to moonn6pence from shootingstar(papayeverte)





You're my distance, destination of choice
I'd give anything just to hear your voice
I could've passed you on the street
Without saying a word
Most times I missed the voice
That goes unheard

What if I missed you
You got caught in the sun
What if I did something
Never to be undone

People everywhere how could I be sure
Is it you that I have been looking for
What would it take for me to be comfortable
With you, with me you're the chosen one

What if I missed you
You got caught in the sun
What if I did something
Never to be undone

You are there for me this I hope and pray
You will wait for me, I wont be to late

What if I missed you
You got caught in the sun
What if I did something
Never to be undone

Will you wait for me
Or will I be to late this time
You are there for me this I hope and pray

I see my life is taking time away from me
Chains that bind the things I want to change,
I can't break free
I told you so, now I can't let go
Of the things I've strived so hard to be

I'm afraid I've come too far
My changing life's been torn apart
But I won't give up on my dreams
I don't think I'll ever see
The things you wanted me to see
I only hope we can be friends - again

Pain, the pain I"ve felt is growing deep inside of me
I can't imagine what you wanted me to be
What if I fell down; would you pick me up
Would you be there taking stabs at me

If I could help the way I feel inside
Then I could say those words to you
Now I don't mean to be unjustified
But I'm scared of losing you
You didn't think that I could change
I proved you wrong and walked away
Only I control the way that I reply
Words are only promises
That can't be kept when I make them
I only wish that I was someone else to you
I have seen the way you look at me
And I'm taken by your voice
But something pulls at me from far away
Like a noose I tied for you
Now nothing seems to be the way we want
And I'm tired of playing games
So if I drift away from what we had
It's all unjustified
I've taken away everything
I could never seem to be

I feel it coming from a far off place
I need assistance with a change of pace
In my heart now there's an empty space
But you can change it
Bring your heart my way
I've been through this alone before
I know no other way
I wish that I could have the heart to stay
Losing what we started for
Destroyed everything
Remnants of a life with you remain
Don't be alarmed now I'm not grateful
For all you're given, it's so much bullshit
Run over wisdom, headed straight for deceit
It's rather sad now, what you've done to me
I don't belong here, take me far away
But if we change now
Bring your heart my way

A selfish act of decency
I supplied you on the phone
Faded past, lost memories
You think it best if I go

I kept you around for when I fall down
I'll need you there for me
Unto you, I give my heart
But then you take it all away from me

Leave it alone while I'm pushing it away
I don't feel you close to me
Taking away what's left in me
Now I need to find a way

I don't want to lose you, not before I change
I don't need to use you, nothing more I'd gain

I think
I'm scared
Of being here
Take it all away

I wasn't sure of when but I
Knew there'd come a time when I
Would feel this way about someone
And always need them by my side

You could make me want to leave the one I'm with
And never wonder why
If I was ever given something else
I'd give it back 1000 times
There is just something hard for me to grasp
How it was I could survive
If I would have to live my life without

I've felt so strong for you ever since
The day you caught my eyes and I
Can't help but wonder if my life
Is turning upside down this time

Could I've been
Something more than what I've become
Really wonderful than some

Then today I heard a sad sad song I sang
And it was wonderful with pain
And I stop believing and I started thinking
It could be my mind
That's got me all choked up inside
With thoughts of all those fears I hide
And I stop thinking how I start believing

We could share our time that means nothing
If you aren't mine
and I knew you cared about me
Because people love to be loved too

I step aside and watch my life pass me by
You were supposed to be my wife
And stop believing, then I start thinking
And now I find that this thorn stuck in my side
Is all that's left of foolish pride
And I stop thinking now I start believing

Something says to me don't be afraid
But if I don't worry I'll surely slip away
I need to speak to you, hear what you say
But if I breathe too hard I think I'll go insane
There's a part of me so insecure
Of all that I could have and all that I've gone through
If there could be a way through a better design
I'd probably screw it up and let it slip away
Well I wonder if I stayed here would you become a better part of me
I can say now that you changed me and I've become a better part of me
I am the strongest I have ever been
The very thought of you can't even comprehend
The safest bet for me is to focus hard
And try to face myself I can't take it anymore
I hope I'm everything
That I need to be
You are my everything
So I'll just stay

I am not afraid of you
Look at me you'll see it's true
You are broken falling down
And now you're nothing, nothing

This time I want it too much
I just needed time to dust myself off
I can see much further than you
Enough to keep on trying
After the fall

I've wated time and energy
On your foolish pride you see
You will find in time from me
That you are nothing, nothing

to moonn6pence from shootingstar(papayeverte)





You're my distance, destination of choice
I'd give anything just to hear your voice
I could've passed you on the street
Without saying a word
Most times I missed the voice
That goes unheard

What if I missed you
You got caught in the sun
What if I did something
Never to be undone

People everywhere how could I be sure
Is it you that I have been looking for
What would it take for me to be comfortable
With you, with me you're the chosen one

What if I missed you
You got caught in the sun
What if I did something
Never to be undone

You are there for me this I hope and pray
You will wait for me, I wont be to late

What if I missed you
You got caught in the sun
What if I did something
Never to be undone

Will you wait for me
Or will I be to late this time
You are there for me this I hope and pray

Something has happened to your worldCan you imagine you coldThere's too much pressure on you nowWhy you wold ever throw awayWhat's been given to youWoke up and nothing's even thereNow you're falling too far awayIt is hardSit inside your wall of shameBelieving what's forgottenYou make it hard to find the worldSit inside your wall of shameAnd nothing even mattersWhat can you say but I'm to blameWhen trouble lingers on your mindYou wait; but dig in deeperThere's no more room for honestyBreathe in the vapor of your liesJust when you're choking on themThese thoughts are spinning around your head

Since the day that I was born
I've been a prisoner of the storm
But the time has come
Now I've had enough
I can't take it anymore
The blood rushes to my head
And you deserve everything you get
The love is gone
And there's nothing left here
But the love you try to hate
Tell me now who's to blame?
Will I burst from your rage?
Hear it callin' my name
Down in your anger cage
You are the cause of the fightin'
You force my rage out of hiding
Well do you stop and look at me
As you bomb the enemy
You know that you've
Crossed the line for the last time
When you trampled over me
The blood rushes to my head
And you deserve everything you get
The love is gone
And there's nothing left here
But the love you try to hate
Tell me now who's to blame?
Will I burst from your rage?
Hear it callin' my name
Down in your anger cage
You are the cause of the fightin'
You force my rage out of hiding
I started losing it
I .. I'm out of control
This rage is killin' me
Yeah, it's takin' it's toll
I'm fallin' apart from here
I can see the end
It's all so clear
I might choke - suffocate
Inside my anger cage
Tell me now who's to blame?
Will I burst from your rage?
Hear it callin' my name
Down in your anger cage
You are the cause of the fightin'
You force my rage out of hiding
Don't care what you say
I don't give a damn
You talk about me
But you don't know who I am
Don't care what you say
I don't give a damn
You talk about me
But you don't know who I am
You talk about me
But you don't know who I am
You talk about me but you don't know