3rd Strike

Resist one more time walked the line
burning through the pages of my life
cuz i cant help myself decide
if i wasnt to live or die
try to understand why i'm killing myself with my own hand
no solution
mass confusion
that situation that i'm facing
can't stop chasing memories
i can't ignore these casualties
fallacies come with ease off the tongue of the enemy
that voice keeps telling me

gotta find myself
cant keep living off and on
turn my head and all is gone
can't let it get the best of me no
time keeps ticking on and on
turn my head and all is gone

night falls no sleep
start to flow heat
straight to my veins
eliminate the pain
the warm feeling healing my soul
dealing control
sanctuary necessary to let go
and before i die heal myself inside
and before i die kill myself insice

gotta find myself
Repeat

cant let go
no way stay clear never back trak
keep you head on straight
know where your hearts at
stay real to yourself
never give up you get up find yourself inside
youself
time marches on and on
and still the same old song
boredom perpetuates stagnation which creates
confusion in you head
depression that you dread
so check that mental health
you got to gree yourself now

gotta find myself
repeat
cant let it get the best of me no

"Lies"

Catholic faith, American pride, marital vows, the perfect bride
Fallin' in love, trust in man, someday you'll understand
Blood runs deep, equal rights, follow me your safe tonight
Plastic smile, her tear filled eyes
All of these are fucking lies

Everything that I have seen in my life leaves me blind
All are fucking lies
Everything that I have seen in my life leaves me blind

Knight in shining armor karma
Dishonor heaven and hell and nirvana
Promises, protect and serve
Believe in me, you have my word
A.D.D. Covering up assassinations beginners luck
Brotherly love
Caucasian christ
All of these are fucking lies

Everything that I have seen in my life leaves me blind
All are fucking lies
Everything that I have seen in my life leaves me blind

Fallacies have blackened my soul
And i burn because I feel controlled
So I do what I gotta do
Voice my hatred
Love is faded
Jaded by the world that I'm living in
Fuck no, I ain't that model citizen
Just a hood trying to get that dividend
Seeing right through those
They just want to keep us down in this life
So we have no insight to what the fuck is really going on, on the inside
Desensitized to neutralize
So there'll be no resistance aimed at their existence
For instance, nine to five slave persistence
Brainwashing billboards make for big business
Subliminal visuals, criminal individual
Suits and ties disguise the lies that they advertise
I'm checking the damage that they've done
It's like I'm starin' at the sun
Burnin'
Turning my heart to stone
Left me alone in this battle zone
There ain't no way out
You gotta pay out
With damnation or pacification


Catholic faith, American pride, marital vows, the perfect bride
Fallin' in love, trust in man, someday you'll understand
Blood runs deep, equal rights, follow me your safe tonight
Plastic smile, her tear filled eyes
All of these are fucking lies

Everything that I have seen in my life leaves me blind
All are fucking lies
Everything that I have seen in my life leaves me blind

Everything that I see are lies
Everything that I see are lies
Everything that I see are lies
Everything that I see are lies
Everything that I see are lies
Everything that I see are lies
Everything that I see are lies

the past is gone
fading like the sunset
fills me up inside
dropping like a death threat
well i'm a lover
and then a fighter
no easy rider
just like my fallen brothers
watchin' over me
hip to the game
but the game brought the pain
starin' at the walls
i'm wondering how i'm gonna make it out
destiny to victory
you gotta run before you crawl
you must rise above it
listen up to our life
all your dreams are misgueided
hang on
holding on to your pride
but it wont get you what you want
life will bring you up
life will put you down
life will build you up
and then burn you down
life will bring you up life will put you down
life will build you upand then burn you down
step inside and testify
you're starin' at you death
but you won't stop to catch you motherfucking breath
petty bangsters playin' up the pranksters
runnin' from the officer
city executioner
come alive dont dive into the violent life
so leave the light on
cause i'll be coming right on up
quick fast
as i dash for the cash
i'm leaving all those other motherfuckers in the past

Finished with my woman
'cause she couldn't help me with my mind
People think I'm insane because I am frowning all the time

All day long I think of things but nothing seems to satisfy,
Think I'll lose my mind if I don't find something to pacify
Can you help me occupy my brain? Oh yeah

I need someone to show me the things in life that I can't find,
I can't see the things that make true happiness, I must be blind

paranoid the walls are closing in i cant breathe cant sleep
afraid to live another day too late to bow my head and prey
hate flowing through my veins i cant change re-arrange
just a victim a casualty war waged on humanity
lost my way in the darkness of the daylight
cant run cant hide no love no fight
brought to my knees by this fate i cant avoid
scared of my own shadow its a battle living paranoid
make a joke and i will sigh and you will laugh and i will cry
happiness i can not feel so love to me is so unreal

and so as you hear these words telling you now of my state
i tell you to enjoy life i wish i could but its too late