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We are just a moment in time
A blink of an eye A dream for the blind Visions from a dying brain I hope you don't understand |
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| 2. |
| 5:32 |
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Countless times I trusted you
I let you back in Knowing... Yearning... you know I should have run... but I stayed Maybe I always knew My fragile dreams would be broken for you Today I introduced myself To my own feelings In silent agony after all these years they spoke to me After all these years Maybe I always knew My fragile dreams would be broken For you |
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| 3. |
| 3:01 |
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Empty vessel under the sun wipe the dust
From my face another morning black sunday Coming down again, coming down again Empty vessel empty veins, Empty bottle wish for rain that pain again Wash the blood off my face the pulse from My brain and I feel that pain again I'm looking over my shoulder coz millions Will whisper I'm killing myself again maybe I'm dying faster but nothing ever lasts I Remember a night from my past when I was Stabbed in the back and its all coming Back and I feel that pain again I abhor you I condam you coz this pain Will never end you got away without a Scratch and now youre walking on a lucky Path i have to laugh but you 'd better watch Your back There's pathetic opposition they're the Cause of my condition I 'll be coming back For them I've a solution for this sad Situation nothing left but to kill myself Again because I'm so empty! |
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| 4. |
| 5:50 |
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Life... has betrayed me once again,
I accept that some things will never change. I've let your tiny minds magnify my agony, and it's left me with a chemical dependency for sanity. Yes, I am falling... how much longer till I hit the ground? I can't tell you why I'm breaking down. Do you wonder why I prefer to be alone? Have I really lost control? I'm coming to an end, I've realized what I could have been. I can't sleep so I take a breath and hide behind my bravest mask, I admit I've lost control. |
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| 5. |
| 3:52 |
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The fragments of connection died
Some things just won't fade with time Hide behind a transparent eye You can't see me but I can you... Betray withouta moment's thought Regret nothing but getting caught Your time has come and here I stand Why should I hold out my hand to you... I could never turn to you Silenced by that look in your eye Feel I'm slipping back again Black cold night I toss and turn I'm sinking, feel so ...drained Shroud me, blind me sick, week, empty, drag me ...into pain I tried so hard, don't drown me, bound to me, self indulgently ...crazed Black as coal, my sunken soul, will it ever be ...saved? Come on and twist that knife again Well I'd like to see you fucking try Never going back again An anwer won't come from me Confront your own worst enemy What does your mirror see Is it time to face up to me? |
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| 6. |
| 3:08 |
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When the silence beckons,
And the day draws to a close, When the light of your life sighs, And love dies in your eyes, Only then will I realise, What you mean to me |
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| 7. |
| 6:18 |
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It's killing you, you're killing me,
I'm clinging on to my sanity, All I need is a short term remedy Come and hide me from this terrible reality... Dreaded memories flood back to me But there's still a wilful mind behind these cold, psychotic eyes, Now I tread this path so differently, I've opened my mind and darkened my entire life. I'll dance with angels to celebrate the holocaust, And far beyond my far gone pride, Is knowing that we'll soon be gone, Knowing that I'll soon be gone... |
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| 8. |
| 7:58 |
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As I drift away... far away from you,
I feel all alone in a crowded room, Thinking to myself "There's no escape from this fear regret loneliness... " Visions of love and hate A collage behind my eyes Remnants of dying laughter Echoes of silent cries I wish I didn't know now what I never knew then... Flashback Memories punish me once again. Sometimes I remember all the pain that I have seen. Sometimes I wonder what might have been... Visions of love and hate A collage behind my eyes Remnants of dying laughter Echoes of silent cries And sometimes I despair At who I've become I have to come to terms With what I've done The bittersweet taste of fate We can't outrun the past Destined to find an answer A strength I never lost I know there is a way, My future is not set, For the tide has turned But still I never learned to live without regret. |
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| 9. |
| 5:28 |
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I've a feeling I wont be coming down from this,
I was searching through the heavens and somehow I slipped, I feel, I'm seeing so clear Trying to forget tomorrow and all that's happened. This is not the way, the way I meant to be. I feel, I'm seeing so clear, I thought I was never going to die I feel, I'm seeing so clear, We need more time. Slipping away, I think I'm gonna crack, Misplaced trust, loyalty stabbed in the gut. I feel, I'm seeing so clear, I thought I was never coming back I've been down for a while And now I'm coming back.... |
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| 10. |
| 2:15 |
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I tried to murder the lonely,
Contemplate our mortality. Into infinity, Frozen memory Wipe the tears from yesterday, A time for change, take the pain away. Angel, my destiny, Can you feel me? |
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| 11. |
| 4:29 |
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They flutter behind you, your possible pasts
Some brighteyed and crazy, some frightened and lost A warning to anyone still in command Of their possible future, to take care In derelict sidings the poppies entwine With cattle trucks lying in wait for the next time Do you remember me? How we used to be? Do you think we should be closer? She stood in the doorway, the ghost of a smile Haunting her face like a cheap hotel sign Her cold eyes imploring the men in their macs For the gold in their bags or the knives in their backs Stepping up boldly one put out his hand He said, "I was just a child then, now I'm only a man." Do you remember me? How we used to be? Do you think we should be closer? By the cold and religious we were taken in hand Shown how to feel good and told to feel bad Strung out behind us the banners and flags Of our possible pasts lie in tatters and rags Do you remember me? How we used to be? Do you think we should be closer? |
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| 12. |
| 1:52 |
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When you're one of the few to land on your feet
What do you do to make ends meet? Make them mad, make them sad, Make them add two and two, Or make them me, or make them you, Make them do what you want them to. Make 'em laugh, make 'em cry, Make 'em lie down and die. |
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| 13. |
| 4:23 |
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I'm sorry about the sun
How could I know that you would burn? And I'm sorry about the moon How could I know that you'd disapprove? And I'll never make the same mistake So, next time I create the universe I'll make sure we communicate at length Oh, yeah... But until then you're better off dead A smile on the lips and a hole in the head Better off dead, it's better than this Take it away 'cause there's nothing to miss I'm sorry about the world How could I know you'd take it so bad? And I'll never make the same mistake So if you're looking for a fantasy Why not try the entire human race? Just to play it safe Until then you're better off dead A smile on the lips and a hole in the head Better off dead, better than this Take it away 'cause there's nothing to miss Better off dead, better off dead Why don't you try pushing daisies instead? Better off dead, better off dead A smile on the lips and a hole in the head And I'll never make the same mistake The next time I create the universe I'll make sure you participate Oh, yeah... And I'll never make the same mistake The next time I create the universe I'll make sure we communicate at length Just in case |
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| 14. |
| 1:41 |
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Goodbye, cruel world,
I'm leaving you today. Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye. Goodbye all you people, There's nothing you can say, To make me change my mind. Goodbye. |
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