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| 1. |
| 4:32 | 
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Trapped in a ceaseless fever of spite
An unending fit of resentment and anger Caught in a moment of unforgiveness In the snapshot of a hate filled second The speechless flickering of uncomprehending eyes Dilated in disbelief Your vacant gaze distorted Twisted in its accusing glare Teeth glimmering in emotional rage Spit of hate suspended mid-air Bodies strained in fury Devoured by jaws of despair One single image frame I wish to forget Now replayed in succession of millions The one second I will always regret My hell found in its reiteration Held within the visualization The continuous rerun of my own violence A fraction of time perpetuated By my regretful soul animated Please forgive the evil in me The darkness within Ferocious, inherent demon Adrenaline gland resident Threatened subconscious snake Repressed into striking coil Surfacing that black second Ascending with the boil |
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| 2. |
| 6:02 |
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Humanity peeled from our bones
Deprived of integuments that make us real Shadows of flesh to maintain the system Our own blood splashes as we kneel So meticulously machined Into these obedient devices Puppets, fine-tuned submissive drones Replicas of each other, clones We're dormant accumulations of flesh In a crimson filtered twilight Mute witnesses to the game Wrenches to keep the bolts of lies tight We're the fabric concealing the stains, The red tainted existence The gullibles to bless your sins away Rags to wipe your blooded trails We give in to the atrophy, To the twining of self-thought knowledge The purpose of the human mind reviled Everlasting ignorance realized The scarlet flood inundates our powerless thoughts Defenseless minds with lies overfed Every thought stained, defiled Painted the color, the shade of electric red |
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| 3. |
| 5:35 |
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Squint your eyes to see clearly. Blur reality to make
it real Let focus go from your deceiving eyes to know what's been concealed We've all been blinded - Subjects to visual misinformation A systematic denial of the crystalline To see the fine grain, to read the hidden words The context of parallel truth - Devoid of fragmentation Our light-induced image of truth - Filtered blank of its substance As our eyes won't adhere to intuitive lines Everything examined, Separated, one thing at a time The harder we stare the more complete the disintegration. -Dissolution Eyes re-opened, Reasoning focalized, Receptors activated Perspectives distorted The ladder beyond our grasp The twin-headed serpent forever hidden Where's the true knowledge - Where engines of the sane |
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| 4. |
| 5:21 |
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Drooling floods of Led
Armed with distorted belief Sharp munition spat from our minds Malignancy-rounds, automatic fire Black, acidic bile Seeping wounds of shattered souls Still not pissing out fast enough To quench our thirst for it to bleed us dry Vile, ever-menacing intent Repulsive belligerence shot from toxic minds Blatant disregard for all but self Proudly flaunting the depravity of a race condemned, malign Iterate, repeat these my words Recite the mantra of late I will corrupt and impair Vitiate, dispirit, debase, violate Souls born with hateful intent The deceitful spawn, descendants of lies By the poisoned nails of history stung If granted the will to injure If granted the will to harm The blades of hurt inexhaustibly swung |
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| 5. |
| 5:52 |
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The void clenches its determined jaws
A lethargic, careless motion to kill Monstrous, prodigious, indifferent Slow and deliberate its torturous skills Its molars grind and shatter Onerous, leaden bringers of hurt Unhurried in its deadly intent The undoer of all, dense and inert Its design perfected through aeon's Pure, immaculate, clean, homicidal god-machine Calm, precise ambition Untroubled by the roar of unending screams, The droning blare of absolute doom The down-pitched moan of collapsing dreams Composed, cold, unconditional Uncompromising till all is death Extinction, ruin, its malicious cause Till the last exhalation of human breath |
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| 6. |
| 4:16 |
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No more ifs, no bias, no ambiguity
No wondering whether this is it Clarity to brightly shining The images so painfully absolute No edges blurred on this awareness No unknown weights to tip the knowledge scales Eyes dilated to grasp it all As ever illusion of what we are fails An unquestionable picture, determined, complete Its crystalline lines untouched by doubt So vivid, so deprived of hesitation Shining in its evil splendor The burning hatred of ma A million degrees on display Human voracity delineated The demons in us all by fumes portrayed Stare, see, take in, grasp Comprehend, assimilate, behold your reflection Its framing, gold plated lies The canvas, hurting souls caught and weaved The artist, the human dream Incinerated, devoured, deceived |
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| 7. |
| 5:05 |
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What solace lies in the arms of fate
The ill embrace of uncertainty When did I leave this in other hands To be pulled down at chance Ripped away by destiny-claws Am I another of fate's possessions Dwelling the lie of freedom Just another straw pulled at random Reclaimed by deceiving time A silent judgment I can not overrule Drawn back into the origin-vortex Uprooted and ground to dust Retracted into anti-existence A magnet repelled by life's polarity Denied the self control of fate We flow suspended in semi-life Until the ever imminent day When oblivion claims our breath Nowhere indefinitely Not dead, not alive Existence-patterns ripped of symmetry As will and fate divide Have I appeased the gods of fate Am I allowed another day Must I die to escape The scanning eyes of death |
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| 8. |
| 4:57 |
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I'm a carnal, organic anagram. human flesh instead of written letters.
I rearrange my pathetic tissue. I incise. I replace. I'm reformed. I eradicate the fake pre-present me. Elevate me to a higher human form. The characters i am, made into a word complete, then i'll be the new norm. Self inflicted fractures; I replace my bones with bars. Aluminum bleeding oxide; the drug of gods into my pounding veins. My receiving eyes exchanged with fuses; blindness induced to prevent destruction. Ceramic blades implanted past my ribs to save me from the dues of inhalation. I tear my worldly useless skin. Staples to pin it over my ears. Non-receptive of ungodly sounds - I disable the audio-generators of fear. Hexagonal bolts to fill my mouth, sharpened to deplete the creator of all violence; Without speech there will be no deceit Baptized in vitriolic acid, a final touch, a smoothing of features. Completion of the greatest art; to cast the godly creatures. Humans, once astray; made divine, stripped of congenital flaws. We're incandescent revelations in a world of darkened forms. Disciples! Come join with me to save a failed humanity. Follow the god of cyanide into the new eternity. Behold! A sacrificial race a cleansing worshipping of pain. The new millenium christ here to redeem all from lies. |
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| 9. |
| 5:56 |
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Lacerating pains of degeneration speed through your trembling mind
Still, in machine-like strife you gain another mile The temporary elusive goal. To reach the solace to feed once more Upon the synthetic reaper of loss. No matter the outcome the cost Cold and stinging needs tearing through the halls Of your defiled, flesh made temple with it's closing walls Still you claim the worshipers pose and you bow, you kneel Once superior now a docile pet at chaos feet Pulling the leash as it trails the scent to where all the hurt recedes Your past a blurry patch in mind. Your future once: now thin dreams filed Towards the lights of need you strive, To drink into your vein the shine. Beaten to the unforgiving ground. Lashed into submission, By the inner starving demon. By it's unrelenting hand Still you claim the worshipers pose and you bow. You kneel to the syringe Answering only to the authorities of sedation. Their calls the only ones heeded A worn out soldier touched by their contagion. A battered drone at their feet You're the only one betrayed. An outcast set afire by your inner war Your burning self so far astray. A combustion fanned from within your core. |
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| 10. |
| 3:25 |
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I'm The Shallow, The Superficial.
I'm The Common Man. Faithless, Narrow Minded, Indifferent, Impassive. A Sycophantic Leech. Tantamount To Disintegrity. I'm The Vulture Feeding On Malignancy. I'm The Sin, The Lecherous Sneering At Prostration. I Wallow In Disease. I Rejoice At Degradation. I Yawn At Misery. Spit At Others Happiness. An Advocate Of Manipulation. I Embrace The Sickening. I'm The Lost. I'm Average. I'm Common. I'm Infection. I'm Human. I'm Common A Worm Thriving In Seas Of Disgust. I'm Common. The Mouth Licking What You've Bled. I'm Common I'm The Pampered Degenerate. I Indulge My Inclinations The Only Words To My Attention Are Those That I My Self Create Disorder. Chaos. I Debar All Order, Repudiate All Purity. Infatuated By Contentment. I Laugh At Lies. Come Behold The Sickness In My Common Human Eyes. I'm The Greed. The Cynic. I'm The Indifferent Gaze. Mendacity, Betrayal; This Is Not A Phase Ebullient With Human Filth, Here I Am. Here I Stay. Flourishing In Our Disgrace. Blessed Be The Human Way |
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| 11. |
| 5:21 |
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I'm The Concrete Leper Sickness Repulsion
Embodied But Hear The Sermon Escaping My Vermin Mouth You Might Even Stay With Me In The Dirt I'm Soaked In Putrid Sewage Risen From Empty Words To You A Legion Of Nausea I'm Your Sins I'm Your Crown Of Thorns I've Seen The Blood Of Generations The Ravenous Mouth Called System We're All Shaped By Vulgar Hands The Grip Of Hate And Lies The Sustenance To Our Bellicose Ways An Ignorance Almost Justified As The Gap Of Humanity Fraction Grows The Skull Of Life Lobotomized Hear Me I'm Ignominy There's No Renaissance In Bleeding No I've Flown A Million Minds Black In Despair The Liquids Of Uncertainty Spit Into Their Eyes Our Flesh Embedded In Counters Of Iniquity It Seems Like We Are All Just Merchandise Not Civilized No Words We Adapt In Our Silence Paralyzed To Changes Erasing The Last Denial Lines Attitudes Crucified Still We're Going On Crawling Toward Submissive Suicide |
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| 12. |
| 7:55 |
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Beams of fire sweep through my head
Thrusts of pain increasingly engaged Sensory receptors succumb I am no one now, agony My crimson liquid so frantically spilled The ruby fluid of life unleashed Ripples ascend to the surface of my eyes Their red pens drawing at random, at will A myriad pains begotten in their wake The bastard spawn of a mutinous self The regurgitation of my micro nemesis Salivating red at the prospect of my ruin, my doom Malfunction the means for its ascent Bloodletting the stringent voice to beckon my soul So futile any resisting tension As death-induced mechanics propel its growth The implement, the device of my extinction The terminating clockwork of my gleeful bane The definitive scourge of its mockery The end-art instruments lethality attained Heed, it commands, heed my will Bleed, it says, bleed you will Falling into the clarity of undoing Scornful gods haggle for my soul Minds eye flickers and delegates as I let go Taunting whispers accompany my deletion A sneering grin, the voice of my reaper Chanting softly the song of depletion |
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