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| 1. |
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GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH
YEAH GO, YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT CONFIDENCE GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH YEAH GO, SPIT OUT ALL REASON, YEAH I'm tired of holdin' up the weight, the weight of the motherfuckin' world. All I want is to just get right HERE RIGHT NOW !!! We struggle and fight just to get in the grave That's overflowing. Clock's ticking on my 15 minutes of fame Come on now 1 2 3... GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH YEAH GO, YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT CONFIDENCE GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH YEAH GO, SPIT OUT ALL REASON, YEAH I'm flushing the trust of everyone, stabbing in the back and thinkin' they can break me. Set my sight can't die until I'm done MIND ENDURANCE !!! Never wanted any more than what I deserve, better bring it I'm takin' it all. Fuck an inch 'cause I'm bringin' a mile, It's on now 1 2 3... GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH YEAH GO, YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT CONFIDENCE GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH YEAH GO, SPIT OUT ALL REASON, YEAH This fire, is growing, it's burning, deep inside of me. Focused, driven, certain, the way it's got to be FIRE, GROWING, BURNING, DEEP INSIDE OF ME !!! FOCUSED, DRIVEN, CERTAIN, THE WAY IT'S GOT TO BE !!! CROOKED (No Trust) LIAR (Conman) DRUNK WITH (Power) MENTOR (Taught me everything that I know) SO WRONG, WRONG WRONG WRONG 1 2 3 !!! GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH YEAH GO, YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT CONFIDENCE GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH YEAH GO, SPIT OUT ALL REASON, YEAH GO, I'M FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH YEAH GO, YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT CONFIDENCE GO, I'M FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH YEAH GO, SPIT OUT ALL REASON, YEAH |
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| 2. |
| 3:28 |
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Rip the womb
Feeling so sorry Selfish and sore WISH I WASN'T BORN Piece by piece I can carry it all Strength to be driven So unforgiving anything is possible Like leaving you all I'm turning my back on this killing so small Step by step I'm pushing through this (All of you get away from me) Eye for an eye I'm pushing through this My law Step by step I'm pushing through this (All of you get away from me) Tooth for a tooth I'm pushing through this Through you Salt the wound Cut through a conscience I've failed to explore The calm before the storm Speak your peace and prepare for the fall Words have been chosen Tainting the gift Lying truth's so incredible So fuck you all I'm turning my back on this killing so small Step by step I'm pushing through this (All of you get away from me) Eye for an eye I'm pushing through this My law Step by step I'm pushing through this (All of you get away from me) Tooth for a tooth I'm pushing through this Through you Spread the word The killing is over Spread the word The killing is over Severed, more than I am, more than I ever was, Blindside, threatened, my worth, sequestered Deliverance You stoned a part of me You've taken a part of me Try You wanted to be Wanted to have a life You wanted to fight Wanted the right...Your lies Spoken to me without a conscious No right Why Breaking a mold Breaking the trust A child Innocent lost Ultimate cost The loss Life so undone Deserted the seed You've buried the bottle Step by step I'm pushing through this (All of you get away from me) Eye for an eye I'm pushing through this My law Step by step I'm pushing through this (All of you get away from me) Tooth for a tooth I'm pushing through this Through you Step by step I'm pushing through Eye for an eye I'm pushing through Tooth for a tooth I'm pushing through Pushing through Pushing through Pushing through Pushing through Pushing Pushing Pushing Pushing through |
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| 3. |
| 3:36 |
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In this hole
That is me The dead are rolling over In this hole Thickening Dirt shoveled over shoulders I feel it in me So over whelmed All this pressure centerizing My life overturned Unfair the despare All these scars keep ripping open Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rind Does it make you happy now Tear me from the bone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy now In this hole That is me A life that's growing feeble In this hole So limiting The sun has set all darkens Buried underneath Hands slip off the wheel Internal path way to contention Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rind Does it make you happy now Tear me from the bone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy now Are you HAPPY Are you HAPPY Are you feeling happy In this hole That is me Left with a heart exhausted What's my release What sets me free Do you pull me up just to push me down again Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rind Does it make you happy now Tear me from the bone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy now Peel me from the skin Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rind Does it make you happy now Tear me from the bone Tear me from the bone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy Does it make you happy Are you feeling happy Are you fucking happy Now that I'm lost left with nothing Does it make you happy Are you feeling happy Are you fucking happy Now that I'm lost left with nothing |
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| 4. |
| 5:51 |
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Suicide
Don't give a fuck about this My life or any other Just go away and let me hang Impossible to forgive, forget it, murderer I'm in control Living a lie Make you pay at all cost for this Love sick Bullshit Bring it Decisions making themselves I don't need you Thorns in my side So I die No one No one could ever understand My life's exhausted No one No one could ever understand This life IMN Determined To bring you all down with me Break you Beat down No more fucking empathy From me, for you Fed up i've had enough Duality My war Existence Instigated controversy Lay down Sell out So wrong Drag the blade and go away I stand, cold cruel and lost Take me I'm ready No one No one could ever understand My life's exhausted No one No one could ever understand Pressure constricting So hard Like a stone Fight hard Break bones break No one No one could ever understand This life IMN Your pressure My time Eroding My life Fight for your honesty Fight for integrity All work and no play All work and no play All work and no play waiting All work and no play All work and no play left me Sick! I want to eat a bullet Carve myself Beat my face Catotonic Dig my brain No pain! suffocate! Stomach aches Don't give a fuck I'm out, I'm done Fuck this shit You've dug the hole I'm lying in No one could ever understand No one could ever understand Fight for your honesty Fight for integrity No one No one could ever understand My life's exhausted No one No one could ever understand Pressure constricting So hard Like a stone Fight hard Break bones break No one No one could ever understand This life, IMN My world My rules My noose My world My rules Fuck you My world My rules My noose My world My rules Fuck you |
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| 5. |
| 3:51 |
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Dreams of earthquakes
Dreams of hurricanes Dreams of pouring rain Dreams of tidal waves to wash us all away Dreams of guns blazed Dreams of fire rage Dreams of swollen graves Dreams of hollow pain All gone No more fallen No more enemy No more casuality No more dream Fall into sleep Fall into me I have a dream But nobody cares Nobody wants to listen Fall into sleep Fall into me Hang on to a dream that nobody wants Nobody cares anymore Dreams of mourning grief Dreams of disbelief Dreams of tragedy Dreams of our disease to take us all away Dreams of fidelity Dreams of inner peace Dreams of loyalty Dreams of unity All gone All gone Fall into sleep Fall into me I have a dream But nobody cares Nobody wants to listen Fall into sleep Fall into me Hang on to a dream that nobody wants Nobody cares anymore The angels are injured Fall with broken burning wings Are we dead inside Are we blind We can't keep moving forward Backwards with closed eyes We're losing sight All lost inside No more fallen No more enemy Fall into sleep Fall into me I have a dream But nobody cares Nobody wants to listen Fall into sleep Fall into me Hang on to a dream that nobody wants Nobody cares Nobody wants Nobody cares anymore All gone All gone All gone All gone |
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| 6. |
| 4:35 |
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So far, left with nothing, hanging by a memory,
No stars, to give me one wish, so lost in the dark, Feels like I’m caving in from the outside All right, all wrong, see you again, so long Nothing matters anymore at all, Nothing matters anymore Life’s not meant to be disposable Lost. Found. Dead. Ready, and willing, can’t stop the bleeding Life's not meant to be expendable Rain. Sun. Gone. Left robbed unwilling, can’t fight the feeling So low, overwhelming, clinging to a tragedy So clear, hear weeping voices, tears fall in the dark Feels like I’m carving in from the outside So lost, so gone, so wrong, Life’s not meant to be disposable Lost. Found. Dead. Ready, and willing, can’t stop the bleeding Life’s not meant to be expendable Rain. Sun. Gone. Left robbed unwilling, can’t fight the feeling It’s never ending, Never goes away, But you did... It’s never ending, Never goes away, But you did Why.... The body’s just a vehicle to hold, until we find Another space, Find another place, to start this over, The enemy, the action I can’t condone, do you suffer with me, Can I give you my loss, to feel, to hold close, Can I give you my pain, to feel, to be eaten alive by Conscience Suffer, fucking suffer, suffer like me Life’s not meant to be disposable Lost. Found. Dead. Ready, and willing, can’t stop the bleeding Life’s not meant to be expendable Rain. Sun. Gone. Left robbed unwilling, can’t fight the feeling |
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| 7. |
| 8:05 |
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Leaders are guilty of nothing
They're perfectly insane But if they'd point the finger at themselves Who would be left to blame Lead into grace Lead to corruption Ini-Mini-Miny-Mo A truth or lie has to be spoken Ini-Mini-Miny-Mo King or con has to be chosen Ini-Mini-Miny-Mo Way of life complete or broken...broken Choices No more...choices No more...choices No more...choices Leaders are guilty of nothing They're perfectly insane But if they'd point the finger at themselves Who would be left to blame Follow truth or stutter through a lie Ini-Mini-Miny-Mo Will to push or give up and fall behind Ini-Mini-Miny-Mo Live with peace or nurture your tragic life Ini-Mini-Miny-Mo Bite the bullet or swallow it whole Leaders are guilty of nothing They're perfectly insane But if they'd point the finger at themselves Who would be left to blame Point the finger at yourself There's no choice Anymore anyway... We don't have a choice Anymore anyway We don't have a voice Anymore Anyway There's no choice in freedom There's no voice in freedom We don't have a choice Anymore anyway We don't have a voice Anymore anyway There's no choice in freedom There's no voice in freedom Leaders are guilty of nothing They're perfectly insane But if they'd point the finger at themselves Who would be left to blame They're lost system of destruction Flush all hope down the drain But if they'd point the finger at themselves Who is left to blame Who is left to blame We don't have a choice Anymore anyway We don't have a voice Anymore anyway There's no choice in freedom There's no voice in freedom We don't have a choice Anymore anyway We don't have a voice Anymore anyway There's no choice in freedom There's no voice in freedom We don't have a choice Anymore anyway We don't have a voice Anymore anyway We don't have a reason Anymore anyway We don't have control Anymore anyway We don't have opinions Anymore anyway There's no choice in freedom There's no voice in freedom Freedom, buy in Freedom, sell out Freedom, betray Freedom, lay down Freedom, corrupt Freedom, opinion Freedom, give up Freedom, give in |
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| 8. |
| 3:35 |
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What have I done
Where have I come from When I burnt the backs with the sun through a glass did I seal the loss that's become me Feeling undone What have I become When I turned my back on you I turned my back on myself and became this machine Thoughtlessness Selfishness Hopelessness Arrogant I feel it on the inside Twisting and contorting Memory has shaped me once again Still feel you on the inside Biting through and stinging Will I ever forget to remember Shadows in the sun Filter through us Still wrestle the demons that arrested me as a child Confession rejected We grow up To give up People step on the cracks for wounds owed paid back Through the words of surrender Emptiness Loneliness Listlessness Worthless I feel it on the inside Twisting and contorting Memory has shaped me once again Still feel you on the inside Biting through and stinging Will I ever forget to remember O Can you save me From myself From these memories O Can you save me From myself From these memories Surrender To the shadows Haunting inside Bleed through you Surrender to the secrets inside Lies within you I feel it on the inside Twisting and contorting Memory has shaped me once again Still feel you on the inside Biting through and stinging Will I ever forget to remember Can't feel you on the inside Set down the bag and left it Lost memory has left me One again Open up the inside Admission for the cleansing Now that I've forgotten to remember Surrender To the shadows Haunting inside Bleed through you |
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| 9. |
| 3:26 |
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You incomplete me
You tune me into Whitewash Spoon fed Brain dead Sloth I'd watch the paint dry before giving in Black out Stupor Inferior Insignifigant False stars above keep us sedated Satellite Astronaut Spaceship The Government I'm overdosing on reality Don't stop the feed No don't touch the feed I don't wanna wanna be Wanna wanna be I don't want to be here Wanna wanna be here so let's go Turn off the radio Turn off the TV I don't wanna be Wanna wanna be I don't want to be here so let's go Turn off the radio Turn off the TV Eliminate me you turn me into Lifeless Cliche' Thoughtless Unbelievable So bored with my life Entertained me with normal Usual Average It's so typical Artists traded in for the talentless Spoiled kid Wife swap Tycoon The has-beens So entertaining it makes me sick Don't stop the feed Don't No don't touch the feed I don't wanna wanna be Wanna wanna be I don't want to be here Wanna wanna be here so let's go Turn off the radio Turn off the TV I don't wanna wanna be Wanna wanna be I don't want to be here Wanna wanna be here so let's go Turn off the radio Turn off the TV I'm so uninterested So unamused Dissapointed in yourself To be so consumed I'm so uninterested So unamused Dissapointed in yourself To be so consumed Buy nothing Nothing Buy nothing Nothing I don't wanna wanna be Wanna wanna be I don't want to be here Wanna wanna be here so let's go Turn off the radio Turn off the TV I don't wanna wanna be Wanna wanna be I don't want to be here Wanna wanna be here so let's go Turn off the radio Turn off the TV I don't wanna wanna be Wanna wanna be I don't want to be here Wanna wanna be here so let's go Turn off the radio Turn off the TV I don't wanna wanna be Wanna wanna be I don't want to be here Wanna wanna be here so let's go Turn off the radio Turn off the TV |
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| 10. |
| 3:00 |
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Just a few seconds away from everyone
From everything Just a few seconds away A second of your time and an inch of my own space Silence Quiet Need a little peace of mind After all this After all that you do Shut it up Zip it I need a little time to think Without all this Without all that you do Keep it Don't want it Think I'll just go away Away from here From you Time out Walk it off Think I need to throw a flag Just a little break from the games that you play Just a few seconds away from everyone From everything Just a few seconds away All I want from all of you Just a few seconds away Away from this It's neverending Just a few seconds away A second of your time and an inch of my own space Beat it up Whip it out Top it with a little scream All that you are For all that you do Crush it all Kill it Calling out my enemy Don't want anything I want nothing from you Dry it up Baby Turn around and walk away Cry your tears Pussy Lift it up Destroy it Build it up to tear it down All the little things that make me run away Just a few seconds away from everyone From everything Just a few seconds away All I want from all of you Just a few seconds away Away from this It's neverending Just a few seconds away Just a second of your time and an inch of my own space Stop talking Stop bothering me Just walk away I've had enough today I have a life too I've had enough of you Feel like screaming So go the fuck away Go away Go away Go away Go away Just a few seconds away from everyone From everything Just a few seconds away All I want from all of you Just a few seconds away Away from this It's neverending Just a few seconds away A second of your time and an inch of my own space |
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| 11. |
| 6:11 |
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Repeating in my head
Betrayal Repeating in my head Insecurities Repeating in my head Dividends It's not your fault The well of thought and trust has run dry Don't be afraid to let go Don't be afraid to start over when it's over Let go Let go Let go Let go Let go of feelings Let go of compromise Hollow trunk for shelter So dark and cold inside I always seem to find myself alone Jaded shell of being Porous as a stone Calloused Rigid Empty Because of you Let go of trusting Lost thought for family Let go of living No more concerns of demise I never seem to find rhythm for life's harmony Contorted Twisted broken Without a reason Calloused Rigid Empty Because of you It's all me All you are Without me There's nothing else There's no one Brainwash All you are Without me You're by yourself There's no one Hope is out of season Lost sight No hint of light Get busy living or get busy dying Calloused Rigid Empty Because of you It's all me All you are Without me There's nothing else There's no one Brainwash All you are Without me You're by yourself There's no one Save me This loss Closure my Answer So grant it You owe me all that you are Without me You're nothing You're no one Terrified Petrified Nothing You're no one Do you care because I don't Nothing You're no one Nobody cares so just go Nothing You're no one By yourself all alone It's all me All you are Without me You're by yourself There's no one Brainwash All you are Without me You're by yourself There's no one Save me This loss Closure my Answer So grant it You owe me all that you are Without me You're nothing |
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| 12. |
| 5:05 |
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Running I'm alway running from myself
No one to help me No one knows Not that anyone who knew would care Dangling Hanging from your tree Am I an ornament of longing A seed trapped inside the shell that is me Nobody can save me From this From myself Hurricane of head space Spinning circle Stacking up the walls that hide you from yourself Crumbling pieces of me An offering to you Falling gifts from me to you Left nothing for myself You had my cake and ate it too And left nothing for me Fist For breaking These eyes For seeing Right through Heart For you to trample Confidence lost Nothing to lose Nothing to gain From this loss This right of passage denied Holding the headstone Tied to no one Loosen the knot Pulling the string Losing Feels like I'm losing all my worth No one to notice No one would care If they took the time to stop and stare Nobody has the time for me For myself Blistering pieces of me I'm giving them to you These sweet whispers are from me to you Want nothing for myself You hold my world inside your hands And leave nothing for me Fist For breaking These eyes For seeing Right through Heart For you to trample Confidence lost Nothing to lose Nothing to gain From this loss This right of passage denied Holding the headstone Tied to no one Loosen the knot Pulling the string So sorry For whatever it was I've done So I'm deserting Sincerely Me Got to just be You've got to just know I've got to leave It's time for me to go So here's the note I've left the key I hope that when you find this I've left you with a happy ending... Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye Fist For breaking These eyes For seeing Right through Heart For you to trample Confidence lost Nothing to lose Nothing to gain |
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