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This time I'm taking it away, I've got a problem
When they getting in the way, not by my side So I take my face and bash it into a mirror I won't have to see the pain This pain is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating Anticipating I will fight the feelings again My hurt inside is fading This shit's gone way too far All this time I've been waiting Oh I cannot breath anymore For what's inside awaking I'm not, I'm not a whore You've taken everything and Oh I cannot give anymore My mind's done with this So hey, I've got a question Can I throw it all away? Take back what's mine So I take my time Driving humbly down the line Each cut, closer to the pain This pain is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating Anticipating I will fight the feelings again The hurt inside is fading This shit's gone way too far All this time I've been waiting Oh, I cannot breath anymore For what's inside awaking I'm not, I'm not a whore You've taken everything and Oh I cannot give anymore I'm here to stay (bring it down) Bring it down! Gonna bring it down Gonna break it down Gonna break it This pain is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating Anticipating I will fight the feelings again My hurt inside is fading This shit's gone way too far All this time I've been waiting Oh, I cannot breath anymore For what's inside awaking I'm not, I'm not a whore You've taken everything and Oh I cannot give anymore Give anymore |
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| 2. |
| 4:37 |
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I'm thinking of Thanking all the fucked people Thanking all the shit I love They are all the things I've made Straight from my heart Begging all the same people Burning is the same evil Somehow making me feel sane Waiting all this time I've got nothing to hold on But the faces of my life I can see before I'm gone Sometimes I feel it chasing me All the hate that's breaking me I realise I'm taking everything And the kids seem to follow This time I feel it taking me To a place I'm hate to be All along I seem to make believe And the shit seems to follow I'm thinking of Making all the fucked people Making the bitches I love Make them die and go away Pain from the start All my dreams are ripped apart Thanking all the fucked people They are all the things I've saved Waiting all this time I've got nothing to hold on But the faces of my life I can see before I'm gone Sometimes I feel it chasing me All the hate that's breaking me I realise I'm taking everything And the kids seem to follow This time I feel it taking me To a place I'm meant to be All along I seem to make believe And the shit seems to follow Your life, I hate it Oh God, can I reclaim? Stop and help me Sometimes I feel it chasing me All the hate that's breaking me I realise I'm taking everything And the shit seems to follow This time I feel it taking me To a place I'm meant to be All along I seem to make believe And the shit seems to follow The shit seems to follow |
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| 3. |
| 3:51 |
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So I think you are a fool Hanging on my every word It's getting ugly So I'm ugly Tear me from your heart Tearing me apart So I thought you disappeared Being alone is what you fear Are you lonely? Yes lonely Tear me from your heart Tearing me apart Rolling, and throwing, consoling Everything that goes this far Joking and hoping, revolting All that shit that's who you are Hoping, and scolding, revolving Peel it back, reveal the scar Loathing, exploding, controlling This is what you really are The time is coming God is saying You're really happy What a game The time is coming A bed of flames Your life is over and you're to blame The time is coming You've gone insane You're feeling happy You've won the game The time is coming A bed of flames Your life is over and you're to blame Rolling, and throwing, consoling Everything that goes this far Joking and hoping, revolting All that shit that's who you are Hoping, and scolding, revolving Peel it back, reveal the scar Loathing, exploding, controlling This is what you really are |
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| 4. |
| 4:09 |
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Beating the fall
I can't help but desire of falling down this time Deep in this hole of my making I can't escape Falling down this time We come to this place Falling through time Living a hollow life Always we're taking Waiting for signs Hollow lives Fearing to fall and Still the ground below me calls Falling down this time Ripping apart all These things I have tried to stop Falling down this time We come to this place Falling through time Living a hollow life Always we're taking Waiting for signs Hollow lives Is there ever any wonder why we look to the sky Search in vain Asking why All alone Where is God Looking down We don't know We fall in space We can't look down Death may come Peace I have found What to say Am I alive Am I asleep We fall down We come to this place Falling through time Living a hollow life Always we're taking Waiting for signs Hollow lives Is there ever any wonder why we look to the sky Search in vain Asking why All alone Where is God Looking down We don't know We fall in space We can't look down Death may come Peace I have found |
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| 5. |
| 4:00 |
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It ain't fading Man I got to let it out Am I quitting? Screaming nothing ever come out I keep feeling lost I'll never find my way out I'm not thanking them Unless the truth can pour out Give me some courage Beating me down the (?) sometime Are you laughing at my body? I hate and slide I hate and slide I take this time To let out what뭩 inside Cause I will panic Sometimes I wish you'd die Full of sorrow You may bestow my pride And all this hate is bottled up inside My heart is breaking Man you really ripped it out You take pleasure watching as I claw my way out The hurt rising Soon it's going to tear my soul out It뭩 not kosher feeling like I뭢 on my way out Give me some courage Beating me down the (?) sometime Are you laughing at my body? I hate and slide I hate and slide I'll take this time To let out what뭩 inside Cause I will panic Sometimes I wish you'd die Full of sorrow You may bestow my pride And all this hate is bottled up inside Feeling the haze as they cut down my spine Peeling your flesh like the way you've cut mine Do you feel happy you fucked up my mind You뭨e going to pay this time I'll take this time To let out what뭩 inside Cause I will panic Sometimes I wish you'd die Full of sorrow You may bestow my pride. And all this hate is bottled up inside |
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| 6. |
| 4:33 |
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Going through the pages of my fantasies Pushing all the mercy down, down, down I wanna see you try to take a swing at me Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground Why are you trying to make fun of me? You think it's funny? What the fuck you think it's doing to me? You take your turn lashing out at me I want you crying when you're dirty in the front of me (?) All of my hate cannot be found I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming So you can try to tear me down Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming Come and fill the pages of my fantasies I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me And I'll pull the trigger And you're down, down, down Why are you trying to make fun of me? You think it's funny? What the fuck you think it's doing to me? You take your turn lashing out at me I want you crying when you're dirty in the front of me All of my hate cannot be found I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming So you can try to tear me down Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming All my friends are gone, they died (gonna take you down) They all screamed, and cried (gonna take you down) I got my monkey, got my monkey back against the wall (?) Gonna take you down All of my hate cannot be found I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming So you can try to tear me down Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming All of my hate cannot be found I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming So you can try to tear me down Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming |
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| 5:10 |
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Life is boring Sleep is boring Don't stop running I'm here counting The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate Really can't fuck with me There's no where else to go So I walk but seem to crawl For I'm giving in today Now I run into a wall Cause I cannot find my way You've got to come with me I can not stand this place We are crawling up the wall And I'll give in this way We had our chance to run And now I can't believe We're going all the way And now the (?) in place My life, worry, lifeless story Give up beating I'll start bleeding The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate Really can't fuck with me There's no where else to go So I walk but seem to crawl For I'm giving in today Now I run into a wall Cause I can not find my way You've got to come with me I can not stand this place We are crawling up the wall And I'll give in this way We had our chance to run And now I can't believe We're going all the way And now the (?) in place What really do I have to follow? Nothing makes sense at all Taking something for nothing Watch me as I fall I'm bringing me down You've got to come with me I can not stand this place We are crawling up the wall And I'll give in this way We had our chance to run And now I can't believe We're going all the way And now the (?) in place |
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| 8. |
| 4:39 |
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Always it's coming And here starts the game Why can't this puzzle be solved? Each time it happens it's always the same I look down and it starts to fell And all I see It burns my eyes Burning all inside Caught in the corners of my mind Beginning over one more time Taking me over Taking all that's mine One more time Always this teasing Sometimes I lose faith Where is my strength to hold on? Facing existence How can I relate? Do I stand here or move on? And all I see It burns my eyes Burning all inside Caught in the corners of my mind Beginning over one more time Taking me over Taking all that's mine One more time Falling through this space and time Buried in this hurt of mine Falling slowly like a dream Falling through a world unseen Why can I not break this spell? I'm in darkness Is this hell? Falling towards this hole I see This is how it has to be Caught in the corners of my mind Beginning over one more time Taking me over Taking all that's mine One more time One more time |
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| 9. |
| 4:16 |
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Pick me up
been bleeding too long Right here, right now I'll stop it some how I will make it go away can't be here no more Seems this is the only way I will soon be gone these feelings will be gone these feelings will be gone Now I see the times they change leaving doesn't seems so strange I am hoping I can find where to leave my hurt behind All this shit I seem to take all alone I seem to break I have lived the best I can Does this make me not a man? Shut me off I am ready, Heart stops I stand alone Can't be on my own I will make it go away can't be here no more Seems this is the only way I will soon be gone these feelings will be gone these feelings will be gone Now I see the times they change leaving doesn't seems so strange I am hoping I can find where to leave my hurt behind All this shit I seem to take all alone I seem to break I have lived the best I can Does this make me not a man? Am I going to leave this place? What is it I'm running from? is there nothing more to come? (am I Gunna leave this place?) Is it always black in space? Am I going to take it's place? Am I going to leave this race? (Am I going to leave this race?) I guess god's up in this place? what is it that I've become? is there something more to come? (more to come) Now I see the times they change leaving doesn't seems so strange I am hoping I can find where to leave my hurt behind All this shit I seem to take all alone I seem to break I have lived the best I can Does this make me not a man? [x2] |
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| 10. |
| 4:26 |
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My life is such a waste Begging on something to work this time But why can't I relate? Feeling all like who is scared? What's mine Holding on to faith Never gave me nothing but despair So why do I create just to be swallowed? I can't take We have a star I can't take We got a fantasy Come what may We are the stars I can't wait I뭠l take what's mine Believing all this time, before a crowd could side Believing all the basics of everything that I could find Believing all this time, too far to cross the line Believing all the basics of everything that I could find I cannot leave this place Burning up inside this space of mine Why can't I replace feelings I find hard to really find? I try but I can't taste Memories they always fuck with me So why do I create just to be swallowed? I can't take We have a star I can't take We got a fantasy Come what may We are the stars I can't wait I뭠l take what's mine Believing all this time, before a crowd could side Believing all the basics of everything that I could find Believing all this time, too far to cross the line Believing all the basics of everything that I could find All my feelings have been eating all of me Feed inside Is there something wrong with me? I can't take We have a star I can't take We got a fantasy Come what may We are the stars I can't wait I뭠l take what's mine Believing all this time, before a crowd could side Believing all the basics of everything that I could find Believing all this time, too far to cross the line Believing all the basics of everything that I could find |
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We got a fucked up reason to live Who really gives a fuck? We're gonna wake up hate We're gonna fuck you up I wanna break everything I wanna make it sting We're gonna wake up hate We're gonna wake it up You gotta get it straight We're gonna give it up We're gonna wake up hate We're gonna fuck you up I wanna break everything I wanna make it sting We're gonna wake up hate We're gunna wake it up I am the burden of my everything And of its scar I'll be reborn in hatred Feeling I can't love no more I've had to suffer I cannot wait for more No loving and no praying All my hate is for the taking We got a fucked up reason to live Who really gives a fuck? We're gonna wake up hate We're gonna fuck you up I wanna break everything I wanna make it sting We're gonna wake up hate We're gonna wake it up You gotta get it straight We're gonna give it up We're gonna wake up hate We're gonna fuck you up I wanna break everything I wanna make it sting We're gonna wake up hate We're gunna wake it up I am the falling of my happiness It is no more Stop loving I뭢 still hating Till I can not hate no more I've had to suffer I cannot wait for more No loving and no praying All my hate is for the taking I'm, I'm filthy Wasted piece of shit I am disgusting Take me away We got a fucked up reason to live Who really gives a fuck? We're gonna wake up hate We're gonna fuck you up I wanna break everything I wanna make it sting We're gonna wake up hate We're gonna wake it up You gotta get it straight We're gonna give it up We're gonna wake up hate We're gonna fuck you up I wanna break everything I wanna make it sting We're gonna wake up hate We're gunna wake it up |
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| 3:58 |
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Maybe I'm insane Walking on a wire Maybe I'm the same Nothing to take me higher Tell me where to start Think I'm at the end Right now feeling pain Make it go away Maybe I'm to blame Maybe I'm a liar Maybe we're the same Nothing can start the fire I can't feel my heart But I feel the shame Nothing left to say Soon I'll fade away These places all I ever think about is lost in time These faces haunting me I'm looking back and they are mine I'm hiding from the things they say Doing time and lead astray Thinking back to times of yesterday I could fly I'm trying to find a better way But I'm trapped Can't get away All I think is about yesterday I could fly Maybe I'm insane Walking on a wire Maybe I'm the same Nothing to take me higher I can't feel my heart But I feel the shame Nothing left to say Soon I'll fade away These places all I ever think about is lost in time These faces haunting me I'm looking back and they are mine I'm hiding from the things they say Doing time and lead astray Thinking back to times of yesterday I could fly I'm trying to find a better way But I'm trapped Can't get away All I think is about yesterday I could fly |
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| 0:52 |
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You and me We have no faces Soon our lives they뭠l be erased Do you think they will remember? Or will we just be replaced Oh I wish that I could see How I wish that I could fly All the things that hang above me To a place where I can cry So why can it be? No one hears because Echoes back at me No one's there To all these meaningless feelings I can't deal with in my life To all these greedy people Trying to feed on what is mine You뭭e got to feel your hunger And stop fucking with my mind I know it's time to leave these places far behind You and me We have no faces They don뭪 see us anymore Without love as they had promised And no faith for what뭩 in store Oh I wish that I could see How I wish that I could fly All the things that hang above me To a place where I can cry So why can it be? No one hears because Echoes back at me No one's there To all these meaningless feelings I can't deal with in my life To all these greedy people Trying to feed on what is mine You뭭e got to feel your hunger And stop fucking with my mind I know it's time to leave these places far behind Where are all these feelings hiding? Dancing in and out my mind Burning up all that I long for Feeding me till my decline Where are you? My soul is bleeding I am searching Am I blind? All alone and bound forever Trapped inside me all the time To all these meaningless feelings I can't deal with in my life To all these greedy people Trying to feed on what is mine You뭭e got to feel your hunger And stop fucking with my mind I know it's time to leave these places far behind |
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| 4:23 |
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This time I'm taking it away, I've got a problem
When they getting in the way, not by my side So I take my face and bash it into a mirror I won't have to see the pain This pain is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating Anticipating I will fight the feelings again My hurt inside is fading This shit's gone way too far All this time I've been waiting Oh I cannot breath anymore For what's inside awaking I'm not, I'm not a whore You've taken everything and Oh I cannot give anymore My mind's done with this So hey, I've got a question Can I throw it all away? Take back what's mine So I take my time Driving humbly down the line Each cut, closer to the pain This pain is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating Anticipating I will fight the feelings again The hurt inside is fading This shit's gone way too far All this time I've been waiting Oh, I cannot breath anymore For what's inside awaking I'm not, I'm not a whore You've taken everything and Oh I cannot give anymore I'm here to stay (bring it down) Bring it down! Gonna bring it down Gonna break it down Gonna break it This pain is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating Anticipating I will fight the feelings again My hurt inside is fading This shit's gone way too far All this time I've been waiting Oh, I cannot breath anymore For what's inside awaking I'm not, I'm not a whore You've taken everything and Oh I cannot give anymore Give anymore |
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