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| 1. |
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A blackout in the room again a busted lip and broken skin. I wake up in the bathroom and dare not bother asking why the mirror's craked and all I see are shards of glass inside of me. There's voices there to dare me, my father's here to scare me. and My mother she sits beyond the door she's curled up crying on the floor, look at what her son's done. When the weight of all the world's gone wrong. wrong again. Gone fucking wrong again. Well liars they leave a guilty trail. let me tell you I've been lying for years. That must be why I'm standing in this space. constantly over and over Im Disregarding that I've created these monsters that are on both of my sides, So I wipe the blood from both of their eyes. From all four of their eyes. And while I wait for wounds to heal I see you by the window sil, your heart's torn out a plastic spoon when honesty lit up that room so I stole the pillowcase to clean this mess I've made of someones dream. Now you've seen what I've done, when the weight of all the world's gone wrong again gone fucking wrong again. This room is old and wise and I fall onto the bed and wonder, "How did I get here?" I was a little boy who would argue with a tree go ahead thump his head he'll turn back to normal. Now why is that what I see? Don't bother trusting me don't bother waiting don't bother changing things that won't give into changing just let me go away. I'm packed down whenever. Let's go. Let's really really go. |
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| 2. |
| 3:38 |
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It's all about steam, it's all about dreams
It's all about making the best out of everything You'll know when you're fine, 'cause you'll talk like a mime You'll fall on your face, you get back up Man, you're doing fine A considerate clown, a preachy preaching machine is one of the sweetest things you would say about me But I don't have the time for your distorted esteem Why are you toying with my... mind? I don't wanna hear you say-say-say-say-say-say-say-say it I don't wanna hear you say-say-say-say-say-say it I don't wanna hear you say-say-say-say-say-say-say-say it Now you're messing with my... pride Look - you think you're smarter than me Well, everyone knows You will never be smarter than me That's how it goes I gained forty pounds because of you Was there an "S" on my chest? Well I confess you were too much stress I'd have a heart attack at best So now I breathe it out, I breathe it out and I spit it on the crowd As they lift me up, they lift me up They lift me up when I'm feeling down What am I spitting out, spitting out, Something we never talk about? It's called my... mind I don't wanna hear you say-say-say-say-say-say-say-say it I don't wanna hear you say-say-say-say-say-say it I don't wanna hear you say-say-say-say-say-say-say-say it Now you're messing with my... pride Well, I'm sick of standing in your line So now you'll have to take it Take this to heart I will never let you fuck me over Stop talking down to me Your war is old, your game is over So here's my coldest shoulder I don't wanna hear you say-say-say-say-say-say-say-say it I don't wanna hear you say-say-say-say-say-say it I don't wanna hear you say-say-say-say-say-say-say-say it Now you're messing with my... pride My pride... Oh... Something we don't talk about! Something we don't talk about. |
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| 3:25 |
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I'm like a ghost
I'll be living in a dirt room Waiting for the day to be closer To the window in your home I'll be standing by your back door Reaching for the knife in my coat I'm gonna put it to your throat You sweaty piggy, you're a bad man What a fucking sad way to go Your mother raised you as a joke I should've wiped away her burden Used the curtain in the kitchen to choke you You think you own me You should've known me You took the future and the food off my family's plate You think you'll use me I'm stronger than you You take my money but it's useless When you see what I do to you (What I'm doing to you) Oh God, then you awoke You start screaming through the duct tape Don't ever think I'm letting you go I'm busy digging you a hole Now you'll be living in a dirt room Breathing through the straw of your own (come on!) I really think that this is fun for the money I'll make you comfy for the time wasted making you rich I want to cover you in ants, bees and honey Then take a picture for the cover of our album You think you own me You should've known me You took the future and the food off my family's plate You think you'll use me I'm stronger than you You take my money but it's useless When you see what I do to you You think you own me You should've known me You took the future, the food off my family's plate You think you'll use me But I'm stronger than you You take my money but it's useless When you see what I do to you And now I see it all ‘Cause your back's against the wall And finally you're mine You're mine (Come on!) You think you own me You should've known me You took the future and the food off my family's plate You think you'll use me I'm stronger than you You take my money but it's useless When you see what I do to you I really think that this is fun for the money I'll make you comfy for the time wasted making you rich I want to cover you in ants, bees and honey Then take a picture for the cover of our album |
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| 4. |
| 4:21 |
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I dreamt you seduced me
Just to walk away I dreamt you inspired Then rewired what I say I dreamt you spread your bottom wings And pulled me to the bed But then I woke up feeling nauseous You danced around my head [Chorus:] So tell me How long, how long have you been down? How long, how long have you been down? How long, how long have you been down? Down I dreamt you burned my fingers An automatic sting I dreamt you called me beautiful But asked to hear me sing I dreamt you sat, invited me To crawl within your space But then I woke up feeling nauseous Girl, you danced around my head [Chorus:] So tell me How long, how long have you been down? How long, how long have you been down? How long, how long have you been down? Down, down Why can't we work when we both try? We try, we try, we try Why can't we work, we both try? Why can't we work when we both try Try, try, we we we try I dreamt you seduced me Just to walk away I dreamt you inspired Then rewired what I say I dreamt you spread your bottom wings And pulled me to the bed But then I woke up feeling nauseous Girl, you danced around my head [Chorus:] Tell me How long, how long have we been down? How long, how long have we been down? How long, how long have we been down? Down, down, yeah So don't, don't get so far Oo, say again Oh, we been down How long have we been down? How long have we been down? How long have we been down? How long have we been down? How long have we been down? Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh Yeah yeah |
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| 5. |
| 3:47 |
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Will you think about me, in time? It`s never my luck, So nevermind. I wanna say your name, But the pain starts again, It`s never my luck, So nevermind. Chorus: I had a dream that you where with me , And it wasn`t my fault, you roll me over, flipped me over, like a summersault. And that doesn`t happen to me I`ve never been here before I saw forever in my never, And i stood outside her Heaven. Will you wait for me, In time, It`s never my luck, So I`ll say: never mine. And i lost a lot of what i never expect to ever return I tend to push it `till the pushing turns from hurting to burn, I always take them to the place they always wanted to go, Then end up dancing `round this clown commands, applause at a show... Chorus: I had a dream that you where with me , And it wasn`t my fault, you roll me over, flipped me over, like a summer salt. And that doesn`t happen to me I`ve never been here before I saw forever in my never, And i stood outside her Heaven heaven, inside her heaven, heaven And i could only dream of you and sleep, but i won`t see sunlight again, i can try to be with you , but some how i`ll end up just losing a friend, And i can only reach for you relate to you, I`m losing my friend... Where did she go? where? Chorus: I had a dream that you where with me , And it wasn`t my fault, you roll me over, flipped me over, like a summer salt. And that doesn`t happen to me I`ve never been here before I saw forever in my never, And i stood outside her Heaven I stood outside her heaven(3x) Will you let me into your heaven? |
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| 6. |
| 4:03 |
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Stop staring, you're the reason I feel so unhappy all the time look
I've given you everything I know how You're standing on the top of my shoe You're keeping me from gaining ground yeah Look I'm sorry if you feel like I let you down Can you tell me what have I done so wrong To you Tell me what am I supposed to do I should be loved by you That I know is true I cant breathe when you're around! I should be held at night That I know is right I cant breathe when you're around! You're too scared, Scared of all of it …I get that feeling I'm talking to the wall Can you hear me at all Look my world was shaking my mind was quaking, my heart kept breaking I threw it against the wall Can anyone feel me at all Can you tell me what have I done so wrong To you Tell me what am I supposed to do I got a feeling, you're falling out of love With me Tell me who am I supposed to be I should be loved by you That I know is true I can't breathe when you're around! I should be held at night That I know is right I can't breathe when you're around Yeah I can't breathe when you're around Look I can't breathe Whoa whoa whoa Whoa whoa whoa (papayevert) I should be loved by you That I know is true I can't breathe when you're around! I should be held I should be held I can't breathe when you're around! No I can't breathe when you're around No I can't breathe |
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| 7. |
| 4:53 |
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Losing my control
Here it is the day I have to go Just sit beside me I cant let this show How sick I feel to leave you so alone God I'm terrified We've lost respect for decency When one can turn our world into an ant pile We run circles, no direction do I see The dust has blinded you, the dust has blinded me I kissed her on the cheek And then I waved goodbye She had the saddest look I've seen in years A kangaroo cry A warm pathetic ocean flow we have to live by We have to live by Because we have to live And you choose to break our families Tell me you've used all precautions known And I'll stand beside the ones who stood alone How long will we have to sing until you finally bring our sons, our daughters home? Well let the prayers start healing, what times been stealing We only want to feel as close as we can be Use hands for holding on to your precious family Just believe in all who shine The light to help you see Cause if I believe in you, will you believe in me? I kissed her on the cheek And then I waved goodbye She had the saddest look Ive seen in years A kangaroo cry A warm pathetic ocean flow we have to live by We have to live by Because we have to live And you choose to break our families Tell me you've used all precautions known And I'll stand beside the ones who stood alone How long will we have to sing until you finally bring our sons, our daughters home? Well let the prayers start healing, what times been stealing been stealing Keep hanging on Keep hanging on Keep hanging on Keep hanging on Well let the prayers start healing, when times been stealing Start healing Start healing |
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| 8. |
| 4:21 |
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I really need to talk with you
I keep stepping on the vein That keeps my lifeline flowing thru I wanna be your perfect stick of glue But I don’t feel perfect at all Sad and insecure flaw I find it hard to hold conversation I get sweaty sick and I wanna walk away Its not you its strictly me in this situation I’m wondering will it ever go away…just go away sometimes I feel like weeping awake and when I’m sleeping perfecting how to put a game face on this puzzle I’ve been keeping has been in hiding creeping out the closet door spilling out onto the floor How long will I be picking up pieces How long will I be picking up my heart I’ll be as honest as I feel I’m getting more paranoid and I’m hearing things And they never turn out real It feels like my heart is made of pure steel It’s just so heavy all the time Yea I’m scared of death And I’m scared of living I gave up on the past cause it’s unforgiving I misplaced my trust I watched my word begin to rust I’m a balloon about to bust I need a place for reliving But sometimes I feel like weeping awake and when I’m sleeping perfecting how to put a game face on this puzzle I’ve been keeping has been in hiding creeping out the closet door spilling out onto the floor How long will I be picking up pieces How long will I be picking up my heart How long (in another space and time) Will I be picking up pieces in the corner of my mind How long (its getting oh so hard to find) Keep picking up pieces in the corner of my mind But I still walk on |
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| 9. |
| 3:19 |
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Remember how you used to say
u couldn`t wait till tomorrow for a brand new day And no fuss when ya had to ride the bus u just add a little blush u to paralyze ur school crush Now u`re older and the weight is on ur shoulder make the world a little colder mo more hidin in the old day Be strong don`t u give up hope It will get hard Life`s like a jump rope Up down Up down Up down Up down yeah Cause it will get hard Remember life`s like a jump rope Up down Up downUp down Up down yeah It will get hard Cause it will get hard There`ll be a bump and there will be a bruise There`ll be alarms and there will be a snooze There`ll be a path that you will have to choose There`ll be a win and there will be a lose and You got to hold your head up high and Watch all the negative go by Don`t ever be ashamed to cry u go ahead Cause life`s like a jump rope Up down Up down Up down Up down yeah It will get hard Remember life`s like a jump rope Up down Up down Up down Up down yeah It will get hard Come on I want to tell you that everything will be okay that everything will eventually turn itself to gold So keep pushing through it all Don`t follow, lead the way Don`t lose yourself or your hope Cause life`s like a jump rope Up down Up down Up down Up down yeah You stomp your feet so hard you make it pound Raise the bottom to the top n now we`re never coming down Up down stomp your feet spin around Clap hands to the rhythm Then you slip down u stomp your feet so hard you make it pound Raise the bottom to the top n now we`re never coming down Up down Up down Up down Up down yeah It will get hard Remember life`s like a jump rope Up down Up down Up down Up down yeah It will get hard Cause it will get hard Up down Life`s like a jump rope Up down Up down Up down Up down yeah Whoa oh Cause life`s like a jump rope |
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| 10. |
| 3:46 |
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Blue skies
Calling on blue skies Don't take them away, boys Don't take them away Cause I'll never stop loving my I've been to both knees Raise my hands up to the sky, forgive me Is something out there far beyond the clouds? I'm asking help me Help me to see the world Through baby eyes and hold me closely I need a fresh start on the roller coaster Made for coasting It's time to wake up, time to make up Time to shake these memories It's time to leave the past in the past And lace up a new set of shoestrings I want the world to know I've got your back Through up and down, see So we can sit together, side by side Through amazing Blue skies Calling on blue skies Don't take them away, boys Don't take them away Cause I'll never stop So I've broken every bone And fought through what felt never-ending I thought my head was made of sadness But my heart is mending I scream at sunsets Give applause to what I can't control Then somehow laugh at how The moon divides an ocean solo I wanna be that ocean I wanna shine like that I want to smile so big my daughter jumps into my lap And I wanna tell her daddy's fine And always plans to be Then take her in my arms This is what we'll always see Blue skies Calling on blue skies Don't take them away, boys Don't take them away Cause I'll never stop loving my Blue skies Calling on blue skies Never take them away, boys Don't take them away yeah And when I'm gone I won't go screaming in the end Cause I'll give you everything my life amounts to So raise this life up with me And baby, let's go dancing Come on lets rock! Blue skies Calling on blue skies Don't take them away, boys Never take them away Oh oh oh Whoa oh oh Whoa oh oh Don't take them away no, no, no |
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| 11. |
| 3:29 |
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Blue does Everything I've never seen before Blue does Everything I've never seen before She's the answer to the prayer I hadn't found She's the answer to the silence, …she's my sound Oh what a girl Oh what a beautiful girl …she is Blue does Everything I've never seen before Blue does Everything I've never seen before She's the answer to the prayer I hadn't found She's the answer to the silence. …shes my sound Oh what a girl Oh what a beautiful girl …she is I said oh what a girl Oh what a beautiful girl …she is Oh what a girl Oh what a beautiful girl …she is |
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| 12. |
| 4:59 |
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Here alone, standing barefoot in our lawn,
Worms squeezing their way through my toes Tonight that's how it goes. I'm at your window kneeling quiet, I thought at least I'd maybe try to get your head right your heart right "Let him go!" Then through the glass I see your dress fall to the floor as he embraces every inch of you The woman I adore. I can't believe the way you're bending Can't believe this neverending moaning asking him for more Begging him for more How far will I go to make it feel right? "Come home" I have to fix this on my own Replace my heart, Cause I'm convinced mine broke the day I let us end Replace my heart, I don't wanna live by coping, I'm done with hoping.....end I creeped in close enough to see the way he touched her, From her feet across her knees, inside her sweetest spot He pleased and pleased her. I turned around and tried to take control, but no control was capable It was a centerfold of how less than low can possibly go. I squeezed the life into my brain Like pushing knives into a vein I've gotta get, I said I've gotta get inside So to the back window I crawl in silent Standing in the darkness of my living room This used to be my home How far will I go to make it feel right? "Come home" I'm moving forward to the bedroom door Replace my heart Cause I'm convinced mine broke the day I let us end Replace my heart I don't wanna live by coping, I'm done with hoping...end I turn the doorknob with two fingers to be slow enough to sneak into the room among the corner darkness gloom I had to see this happening. He pushed himself so deep inside her clapping rang and bounced off every wooden walled room And that's when all went silent blank except for the color red As I walked calmly numbing paralyzed beside the bed I said "I know I'm not allowed to be here. I just had to see how good your new man really fucks you. Cause you both been fucking me." "So now I planned the last thing you can both do as a pair I tie both blindfolds tight around your fucking eyes to blind your stare I don't want to alarm you, but I figured we could end this in what seems easy quick and painless Man, so I'll get down to business I choose you first, there's a gun, it's at your head So laugh at me one more time but keep your face inside the bed You sit and watch me while I do this shit and learn from what I've said." I cocked the pistol pulled the trigger, and all I saw was red How far will I go to make it feel right? "Come home" I have to fix this on my own Then the screaming oh the screaming It's nice to see you scared Of such a weak and stupid husband Who knows you never really cared I'll leave you with a question that I need to hear from your head Was all this worth it knowing you have just seconds left to live? Now think about your answer, as you lay face down on the bed I cocked the pistol pulled the trigger and all I saw was red I gently stroke her arm as she lies lifeless on her back Then placed the barrel in my mouth All I saw was black. |
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