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Don't settle for letting someone else define you
Know who you are at every age What impression am I making? I see me as other people see me There is no going back I can't stop feeling now I am not the same, I'm growing up again I am not the same I'm growing up again There's no going back I can't stop feeling now I had to fantasize I was a princess, Mum and Dad were Queen and King I ought to have what feeling? I see me as other people see me There is no going back I can't stop feeling now I am not the same, I'm growing up again I am not the same I'm growing up again There's no going back I can't stop feeling now Feeling now There is no going back, and I can't stop feeling now I am not the same, I'm growing up again I am not the same I'm growing up again There's no going back I can't stop feeling now I had to fantasize Just to survive I was a famous artist Everybody took me seriously Even those who did Never understood me I had to fantasize Just to survive |
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Echo fell in love with the handsome Narcissus
Narcissus saw nymphs who adored him And wasn't ever raised to their affection "Is anyone here?" "Here here!" "Come!" "Come!" "I will die before I give you power over me!" "I give you power over me!" All that remains of Echo is her voice in caves (all that remains of Echo is her voice in caves) Still repeating only what others have said (still repeating only what others have said) Naricissus leaned over a clear pool For a drink and fell hoplessly In love with his own reflected image Cursed through thought of futile desire to have his own affection In turn Narcissis slowly wasted away And didn't continue to love me All that remains of Echo is her voice in caves (all that remains of Echo is her voice in caves) Still repeating only what others have said (still repeating only what others have said) All that remains of Echo is her voice in caves (all that remains of Echo is her voice in caves) Still repeating only what others have said (still repeating only what others have said) And death, eventually, overtook him as he stared He's found a finger for you; "Why would you be so mean?" And she repeated these same words to him And Echos fleshes all were scattered about And her bones turned to stone Today, all that remains of Echo is her voice in caves "Is anyone here?" "Here, here!" "Come!" "Come!" "I will die, before I give you power over me!" "I give you power over me." REPEAT LYRICS "interpreted" and contributed by CocteauBoy aka Troy Tolley |
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Ooh, you have
Ooh, you have Ooh, you have Ooh, you have How do I feel About myself? I try I am resourceful I contribute I belong when I contribute I don't have to Be perfect I'm accepting myself as I really am I'm feeling love for my successes Thank you for showing me respect I think, "Yes, I'm doing a fine job" The foundation of my self-respect I think, "Yes, I'm doing a fine job" I'm accepting myself as I really am I'm feeling love for my successes Thank you for showing me respect I think, "Yes, I'm doing a fine job" The foundation of my self-respect Thank you for your encouragement I think, "Yes, I'm doing a fine job" For my efforts and improvements Ooh, you have Ooh, you have Ooh, you have Ooh, you have Ooh, you have Ooh, you have Ooh, you have Ooh, you have I think, "Yes, I'm doing a fine job" Thank you for showing me respect I think, "Yes, I'm doing a fine job" The foundation of my self-respect Thank you for your encouragement I think, "Yes, I'm doing a fine job" For my efforts and improvements |
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Sleigh bells ring, are you listening
In the lane, snow is glistening A beautiful sight, we're happy tonight Walkin' in a winter wonderland Gone away is the bluebird Here to stay is a new bird He sings a love song as we go along Walkin' in a winter wonderland In the meadow we can build a snowman Then pretend that he is Parson Brown He'll say, "are you married?" We'll say, "no man", "But you can do the job when you're in town!" Later on we'll conspire As we dream by the fire To face unafraid The plans that we made Walkin' in a winter wonderland, Walkin' in a winter wonderland, Walkin' in a winter wonderland |
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Frosty the snowman was a jolly happy soul
With a corn cob pipe and a button nose And eyes made out of coal Frosty the snowman is a fairy tale, they say He was made of snow, but the children know That he came to life one day There must have been some magic in that old silk hat they found For when they placed it on his head, he began to dance around Frosty the snowman was as live as he could be And the children say he could laugh and play Just the same as you and me Frosty the snowman knew the sun was hot that day So he said 'Let's run and have some fun, now Before I melt away.' Down to the village with a broom stick in his hand Running here and there all around the square Saying, 'Catch me if you can!' He led them down the streets of town right to the traffic stop He only paused a moment when he heard them holler 'Stop!' Frosty the snowman had to hurry on his way But he waved goodbye saying, 'Don't you cry I'll be back again, someday.' Frosty the snowman was as live as he could be And the children say he could laugh and play Just the same as you and me Frosty the snowman knew the sun was hot that day So he said 'Let's run and have some fun, now Before I melt away.' |
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Aliveness
Exploration Aliveness Energy Are you the right man for me? Are you safe? Are you my friend? Are you the right man for me? Are you safe? Are you my friend? Aliveness Exploration Fulfillment Creativity It may be diverting For some part of him Are you the right man for me? Are you safe? Are you my friend? Or are you toxic for me? Will you betray my confidence? Are you the right man for me? Are you safe? Are you my friend? Or are you toxic for me? Will you betray my confidence? Naming things is empowering I balance, walk, and coordinate myself, alive Aliveness energy Healthy dependence And healthy independence And healthy assurances This love's a nameless dream And healthy boundaries And how long would you miss me Are you the right man for me? Are you safe? Are you my friend? Or are you toxic for me? Will you mistreat me Or betray all my confidence? Are you the right man for me? Are you safe? Are you my friend? Or are you toxic for me? Will you mistreat me Or betray all my confidence? Are you the right man for me? Are you safe? Are you my friend? Or are you toxic for me? Will you mistreat me Or betray all my confidence? |
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I am inauthentic
That's me not knowing who he is I feel understands me You don't love me I take heart Because I haven't reacted To create hurt He mocks Before me I could have done something differently You can't heal what you can't feel Half beyond the consequence and Hurt me must grieve Let betrayal in this Also I'd leave our dreams And best beyond chance What might have been I embrace my feelings Share them lonely Last the only may are these food I take heart Because I haven't reacted To create hurt You can't heal what you can't feel |
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Aliveness
Exploration Aliveness Energy Are you the right man for me? Are you safe? Are you my friend? Are you the right man for me? Are you safe? Are you my friend? Aliveness Exploration Fulfillment Creativity It may be diverting For some part of him Are you the right man for me? Are you safe? Are you my friend? Or are you toxic for me? Will you betray my confidence? Are you the right man for me? Are you safe? Are you my friend? Or are you toxic for me? Will you betray my confidence? Naming things is empowering I balance, walk, and coordinate myself, alive Aliveness energy Healthy dependence And healthy independence And healthy assurances This love's a nameless dream And healthy boundaries And how long would you miss me Are you the right man for me? Are you safe? Are you my friend? Or are you toxic for me? Will you mistreat me Or betray all my confidence? Are you the right man for me? Are you safe? Are you my friend? Or are you toxic for me? Will you mistreat me Or betray all my confidence? Are you the right man for me? Are you safe? Are you my friend? Or are you toxic for me? Will you mistreat me Or betray all my confidence? |
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Rilkean heart, I looked for you to give me
transcendent experiences To transport me out of self and aloneness and alienation Into a sense of oneness and connection ecstatic and magical I became a junkie for it I came looking for the next high And I'm sorry I've been putting the search on the wrong place I understand that you're confused, feeling overwhelmed Well that's a feeling state from then, the reality Becoming truly self-reliant and Becoming connected with something beyond me That is where I have to go I'm so sorry I've been putting the search on the wrong place You're lost and don't know what to do But that's not all of you That's the reality today And that is all okay |
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Shunning punched
All of song Will you spare Last night, till dawn Your eyes have mine At last I've got lyric The rest into A mood of dust Myself into With eyes for me My safe love Bought Showing emotions New rules Reaching out Realing with it Our mountain roses Oh in their eyes and then Little flowers in the dirt And gladness will fill me in your hand You hold and surround me in gold Myself into It finds a thread |
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He draws his horses
Pretend your anger And draws his horses Being chosen also Please get up Fall, please get up Fall, please get up Don't ruin yourself So see and hear Sultitan itan So see and hear Plain tiger iger In my heart Set you right up In my heart I sing this song Back you up How messed I am Back you up I consider So he got up I must see him I must see him And all got up Sore got he Apalled got up Apalled got up I'm in this song So see and hear Sultitan itan So see and hear Plain tiger iger Other sources say that the lyrics are a pseudo Latin as follows: Endrosis - osis Lotella - ella Endrosis - osis Vivigeossa - ossa Meliteae phoebus hyala phoebus hyala cloeyessa Meliteae phoebus hyala phoebus hyala nossinussa Sesia - ia Sultitan - itan Sesia - ia Totella - ella Hymeae saturnia hymeae nossinussa Vacua venessula vacua nekitella Tuphia vanessa venessa enovalla Sacyare oponalla oponalla hyniassa Hofamanofilla Hofamanofilla Hofamanofilla Donosialla Donosialla Donosialla Hofamanofilla Donosialla |
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It's an old game, my love
When you can't have me, you want me Because you know that you're not risking anything Intimacy is when we're in the same place At the same time Dealing honestly with how we feel, And who we really are That's what grown-ups do That is mature thinking Well I'm still a junkie for it It takes me out of my aloneness But this relationship cannot sustain itself Intimacy is when we're in the same place At the same time Dealing honestly with how we feel, And who we really are That's what grown-ups do That is mature thinking I just have to know how to be in the process Of creating things in a better way And it hurts but it's a lie that I can't handle it I still have a world of me-ness to fulfill I still have a life, and it's a rich one even with mourning Even with grief and sadness I still care about this planet I am still connected to nature And to my dreams for myself I have my friends, my family. I have myself I still have me I have my friends, my family. I have myself I still have me |
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Brush by gracefully
A love as big as a risk Fills you up And you can? look on The breath of god in my mouth A love you can taste God get some paste He and I, breath to breath Clothed in saliva Healing thru your arm I cant stop hungering for otherness. I forgot the use My head fall out the sky And crashed into my palms Jesus God valentine Love On the tip of it The old rivers lack of other sweet scents So sweet You are a woman just as you are a man Creeping on the Gas Is a magic love, like, Like a Flights, clouded peak I was choking on the blood Whose camouflages, lack of soul Whose misty fire, muses soul Kneeling by the harm Which is promising the way His poor essence, under the truth love and heart polish itself I slid my heels but slowly ran So send Lucifer into hell |
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Ik does a dashik dozen
Ik does a yield gig does Ik does alone cheyenne Mad at them who tease him scrawling And I knew deeper darlin Idiom a deus is dos Indeared look he loves it Your elan new sub dearie Says your supper should shout As you eat up seisured Evil oh it will Evolve evil vamos a la Ik does a dashik dozen Ik does a yield gig does Ik does alone cheyenne Mad at them who tease him scrawling He tear them off, he tear them off He tear them off and eat the meal too Oh eat off your toe As you eat up Slow eat that meal, slow eat that meal Slow eat that meal, no way down No way down, you're close Chew too slow, you're close And how can you mock me How can you be in the nude When you're my friend When you're my friend He tear them off, he tear them off ik does Oh eat off your toe I know I need to tell you All I've seen, all i catch Put in the poster girl And shake like dogs of tiding scholar Ik does a dashik dozen Ik does a yield gig does Ik does alone cheyenne Mad at them who tease him scrawling He tear them off, he tear them off He tear them off and eat the meal too Oh eat off your toe As you eat up Slow eat that meal, slow eat that meal Slow eat that meal, no way down No way down, you're close Chew too slow, you're close And how can you mock me How can you be in the nude When you're my friend When you're my friend He tear them off, he tear them off Ik does Oh eat off your toe |
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Beetles and eggs and blues and pour a little everything else
You steam a lens stable eyes and glass Not get pissed off through my bird lips as good news Still we can find our love down from behind Down far behind this fabulous, my turn rules Beetles and eggs and blues and bells and eggs and then blued Beetles and eggs and blues and pour a little everything else You steam a lens stable eyes and glass Not get pissed off through my bird lips as good news You'll hang the hearts black and dull as the night We hanged your pass and start being as you in ecstasty Still being cried and laughed at before Should I be sewn in hugged I can by not saying Still being cried and laughed at from light to blue And should I be hugged and tugged down through this tiger's masque And should I be sung and unbroken by not saying You mind not saying He'll hang that heart's black and dull as the night Still being cried and laughed at from behind me, from gains We hanged your pass and star being as you in ecstasy Still being cried and laughed at from behind me, from gains Should I be sung and unbroken by not saying Still being cried and laughed at from behind me, from gains Hugged and tugged down through this tiger's masque for key |
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I'm at a loss
I don't know what to do Feel like a waterless Nile Come here just hold me To feel safe enough to some Daring to senses sure A fable look what happens when I don't risk losing you There's no guarantee How are we to know if the response is coming I'm in the wrong place Is it like a, is it like a Is it like a dream How does it, how does it seem grounded and real (deep background voice)Seem very untrue Is it like a, Is it like a, is it like a dream How does it, how does it seem grounded and real (deep background voicee)Seem very untrue I feel a connection, a deep connection But it's not reflected In time spent together It's reflected cycle Clear imaginary Is it like a, is it like a, is it like a dream (this mountain of pleasure) How does it, how does it, seem grounded and real (oh oh I want to get lost in it) Is it like a, is it like a, is it like a dream (sleeping like a baby) How does it, how does it, seem grounded and real (stay close, stay close) Is it like a, is it like a, is it like a dream How does it, how does it, seem grounded and real (oh until I don't know where you end and, I begin Until I just, carry it in me carry it in me carry it in me I wanna get lost) |
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Though the soul must convey
Some more tears to delete He is there to your death Burning as alcohol Must so live, flower of love So's psyche in staged Dialectics Sneaking out, suitcase shown Lover must have a man To quiz of making man This joy, pain on her heart Smooth things frame till sugared Midnight he'll sing blue Cuz he's silly What woman can sing Without loving the primitive heart Heart, heart Loving the primitive heart Strain, strain Clouding yourself by seeing strain |
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Whispers she softly, sweet songs in the bed of dreams:
No answer, sweet song light Sing? I'd love to to sunlight, a song in the bed of dreams Cover me in Sublime light, with tingles Sing, and touch me With sad lust and revealing dreams Your song light will touch me Sing nice body, passing through and over me So find me, come and answer me We find it deep, this, my minute, friend Not long before the wisps of starlight, meet the sunrise thru the window (shining) From outside, come in to toss me. Come back now, to find the sunlight. Come back now, put sunlight on, oh Be with me and dream, it's my minute, friend Come feel the deep It's love in a floodlight Come feel the deep It's love in a flood Ahhhh ahhhh oohhhh Ooohhh ahhh ahhhhh Sing and touch light, satisfying me The sunlight will touch me Sing as from me, pass it over me, sublime me and I'll... come back to you. |
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I, I will stay focused
When the thoughts do land It's positive reinforcement This sense of movement This place, enjoy it It gives me a new sense of progress Tells me I've got capacity to improve Yes, I will stay focused When the thoughts do land This place, enjoy it This place, enjoy it This place, enjoy it Enjoy it Because because Because because Because because Because because Because because The wheel turned The wheel turned The wheel turned This place, enjoy it This place, enjoy it Enjoy it Because because Because because Because because Because because Because because The wheel turned The wheel turned The wheel turned This place, enjoy it This place, enjoy it Enjoy it Because because Because because Because because Because because Because because The wheel turned The wheel turned The wheel turned |
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Ik does a dashik dozen
Ik does a yield gig does Ik does alone cheyenne Mad at them who tease him scrawling And I knew deeper darlin Idiom a deus is dos Indeared look he loves it Your elan new sub dearie Says your supper should shout As you eat up seisured Evil oh it will Evolve evil vamos a la Ik does a dashik dozen Ik does a yield gig does Ik does alone cheyenne Mad at them who tease him scrawling He tear them off, he tear them off He tear them off and eat the meal too Oh eat off your toe As you eat up Slow eat that meal, slow eat that meal Slow eat that meal, no way down No way down, you're close Chew too slow, you're close And how can you mock me How can you be in the nude When you're my friend When you're my friend He tear them off, he tear them off ik does Oh eat off your toe I know I need to tell you All I've seen, all i catch Put in the poster girl And shake like dogs of tiding scholar Ik does a dashik dozen Ik does a yield gig does Ik does alone cheyenne Mad at them who tease him scrawling He tear them off, he tear them off He tear them off and eat the meal too Oh eat off your toe As you eat up Slow eat that meal, slow eat that meal Slow eat that meal, no way down No way down, you're close Chew too slow, you're close And how can you mock me How can you be in the nude When you're my friend When you're my friend He tear them off, he tear them off Ik does Oh eat off your toe |
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Long-term scares us when we're down...
I really need to know if you are in love... Choose your way of life Choose your way of life, Damon It's your life, It's your It's your life, It's your Choose your way of life Choose your way of life, Damon |
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When I am lost in heart ache
Shudder, shatter The pale you My one and only true love Nicolo Espiritu This is the smoking gun I really want to see (Deceived me)You deceive me (With you)Erase it I will not (to stay)Finishing a halo(didn't he know alice?) ( I will plead)I will not excuse you (alice, alice, alice, alice, alice) would share, (alice, alice, alice, alice, alice) who shall (alice, alice, alice, alice, alice) replace (alice, alice, alice, alice, alice) You When I am lost in heart ache Shudder, shatter The pale you My one and only true love Nicolo Espiritu This is the smoking gun I really want to see (pushing me)Look she fell (with you)Right there on the floor (so you)Finishing with her life (not me) It hasn't even started |
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