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| 1. |
| 3:30 | 
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Are you ready?
This place inside my mind, a place I like to hide You don't know the chances Would if I should die? A place inside my brain, another kind of pain You don't know the chances I'm so blind! Another place I find to escape the pain inside You don't know the chances Would if I should die? A place inside my brain, another kind of pain You don't know the chances I'm so blind! Deeper! Deeper! Deeper inside me! To live a life that seems to be a lost reality That can never find a way to reach My inner self I stand alone! How deep can I go in the ground that I lay? If I don't find a way to see through the gray that clouds my mind This time I look to see what's between the lines! I can see, I can see, I'm going blind I can see, I can see, I'm going blind I can see, I can see, I'm going blind I can see, I can see, I'm going blind I can see, I can see, I'm going blind I can see, I can see, I'm going blind I can see, I can see, I'm going blind I can see, I can see, I'm going blind I can see, I can see, I'm going blind I can see, I can see, I'm going blind I can see, I can see, I'm going blind I can see, I can see, I'm going blind I'm blind, I'm blind, I'm blind, I'm blind |
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| 2. |
| 3:25 |
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Beating the fall
I can't help but desire of falling down this time Deep in this hole of my making I can't escape Falling down this time We come to this place Falling through time Living a hollow life Always we're taking Waiting for signs Hollow lives Fearing to fall and Still the ground below me calls Falling down this time Ripping apart all These things I have tried to stop Falling down this time We come to this place Falling through time Living a hollow life Always we're taking Waiting for signs Hollow lives Is there ever any wonder why we look to the sky Search in vain Asking why All alone Where is God Looking down We don't know We fall in space We can't look down Death may come Peace I have found What to say Am I alive Am I asleep We fall down We come to this place Falling through time Living a hollow life Always we're taking Waiting for signs Hollow lives Is there ever any wonder why we look to the sky Search in vain Asking why All alone Where is God Looking down We don't know We fall in space We can't look down Death may come Peace I have found |
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| 3. |
| 3:56 |
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Something takes a part of me. Something lost and never seen. Everytime I start to believe, Somethings raped and taken from me... from me. Lifes got to always be messing with me. (You wanna see the light) Cant they chill and let me be free? (So do I) Cant I take away all this pain. (You wanna see the light) I try to every night, all in vain... in vain. Sometimes I cannot take this place. Sometimes its my life I cant taste. Sometimes I cannot feel my face. Youll never see me fall from grace Something takes a part of me. You and I were meant to be. A cheap fuck for me to lay Something takes a part of me. Feeling like a freak on a leash. (You wanna see the light) Feeling like I have no release. (So do I) How many times have I felt diseased? (You wanna see the light) Nothing in my life is free... is free Sometimes I cannot take this place. Sometimes its my life I cant taste. Sometimes I cannot feel my face. Youll never see me fall from grace Something takes a part of me. You and I were meant to be. A cheap fuck for me to lay Something takes a part of me. Boom na da mmm dum na ema Da boom na da mmm dum na ema GO! So...fight! something on the... Fight...some things they fight So...something on the... Fight...some things they fight Fight...something of the No...some things they fight Fight...something of the... Fight...some things they fight Something takes a part of me. You and I were meant to be. A cheap fuck for me to lay Something takes a part of me. Part of me... |
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| 4. |
| 3:56 |
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Hey I'm feeling tired
My time is gone today You flirt with suicide Sometimes that's ok Hear what others say I'm here standing hollow Falling away from me Falling away from me Day is here fading That's when I would say I flirt with suicide Sometimes kill the pain I can always say It's gonna be better tomorrow Falling away from me Falling away from me Beating me down Beating me beating me Down down Into the ground Screaming some sound Beating me beating me Down down Into the ground falling away from me It's spinning round and round falling away from me It's lost and can't be found falling away from me It's spinning round and round falling away from me So down Beating me down Beating me beating me Down down Into the ground Screaming some sound Beating me beating me Down down Into the ground Pressing me they won't go away So I pray go away It's falling away from me It's falling away from me It's falling away from me Beating me down Beating me beating me Down down Into the ground Screaming some sound Beating me beating me Down down Into the ground Beating me down Beating me beating me Down down Into the ground Screaming some sound Beating me beating me Down down Into the ground |
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| 5. |
| 3:51 |
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When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye You are just like an angel Your skin makes me cry You float like a feather In a beautiful world And I wish I was special You are so very special But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell I'm doing here I don't belong here I don't care if it hurts I want to have control I want a perfect body I want a perfect soul I want you to notice When I'm not around You're so very special I wish I was special But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell I'm doing here I don't belong here She's running out again She's runing out run run run run run run Whatever makes you happy Whatever you want You're so very special I wish I was special But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here I don't belong here I don't belong here |
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| 6. |
| 3:51 |
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Mother
You're holding my heart screaming Mother You're left me broken bleeding Son of The man you loved and left for The son of a bitch Who tried to show me death's door Everything's eliminated Everything is dedicated My belief destroyed my hated Never get what's over rated Love song for the dear departed Head stone for the broken hearted Arms to kill Or flowers to steal Head trip for the mortal earthbound One sip of the blood that I found Lying here I'm dying here As in Obituaries rain down It's ok We're lying naked face down Wasn't it decapitated Can you see me fascinated Your the only thing I've damaged What you get to be mis managed Love song for the dear departed Head stone for the broken hearted Arms to kill Or flowers to steal Head trip for the mortal earthbound One sip of the blood that I found Lying here I'm dying here Don't bring me daffodils Bring a Boquet of Pills See some geranium Cracked to the crainum Protect me when you can Respect me when I am Dying Love song for the dear departed Head stone for the broken hearted Arms to kill Or flowers to steal Head trip for the mortal earthbound One sip of the blood that I found Lying here Im dying here Love song for the dear departed Head stone for the broken hearted Arms to kill Or flowers to steal Head trip for the mortal earthbound One sip of the blood that I found Lying here I'm dying here |
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| 7. |
| 3:48 |
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Hate something, sometime, someway,
something kicked on the floor for me. Something, inside. I'll never ever follow. So give.me.some.thing.that is.for... real. I'll never ever follow. Get your boogie on. Hate something, somewhere, each day, dealing without forgiveness. Why? This shit inside. Now everyone will follow. So give... me... noth... ing... just... feel. And now this shit will follow. God begs me, the more I see the light he wants to see. God told me, I've already got the life, oh I say... God begs me he'll never see the life, he wants to see. God told me, I've already got the life, oh I say... Each day I can feel it swallow, inside something took from me. I don't feel your deathly ways. Each day I feel so hollow, inside I was beating me. You will never see, so come dance with me. Dance with me ME! God begs me, but now I see the light, he wants to see. God told me, I've already got the life, oh I say... God begs me, the more I see the life, he wants to see. God told me, I've already got the life... Got the life. Got... the... life. |
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| 8. |
| 3:01 |
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Hey you hey you
Devil's little sister Listening to your Twisted Transistor Hold it between your legs Turn it up turn it up Low end is coming through Can't get enough A lonely life where no one understands you But don't give up because the music do Music do Music do Music do Music do Music do Music do Because the music do And then it's reaching Inside you forever preaching Fuck you too Your scream's a whisper Hang on you Twisted Transistor Hey you hey you finally you get it The world ain't fair eat you if you let it And as your tears fall on Your breast your dress Vibrations coming through You're in a mess A lonely life where no one understands you But don't give up because the music do Music do Music do Music do Music do Music do Music do Because the music do And then it's reaching Inside you forever preaching Fuck you too Your scream's a whisper Hang on you Twisted Transistor Music do Music do Music do Music do Music do Music do Music do Music do Hey you hey you this won't hurt a bit This won't hurt a bit this won't hurt Says who Says who Anesthetize this bitch Anesthetize this bitch anesthetize just let Between me and you and we are friends Music do And then it's reaching Inside you forever preaching Fuck you too Your scream's a whisper Hang on you Twisted Transistor |
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| 9. |
| 3:35 |
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Keep holding on
When my brain's tickin' like a bomb Guess the black bots have come Again to get me Sweet bitter words Unlike nothing I have heard Sing along mocking bird You don't affect me That's right Deliverance of my heart Be straight Be deliverance Wait I'm coming undone Unlaced I'm coming undone Too late I'm coming undone What looks so strong So delicate Wait I'm starting to suffocate And soon I anticipate I'm coming undone What looks so strong So delicate Choke choke again I find my demons are my friends Getting me in the end They're out to get me Since I was young I've tasted sorrow on my tongue And this sweet chugga gun Does not protect me That's right Trigger between my eyes Please strike Make it quick now Wait I'm coming undone Unlaced I'm coming undone Too late I'm coming undone What looks so strong So delicate Wait I'm starting to suffocate And soon I anticipate I'm coming undone What looks so strong So delicate I'm trying to hold it together Head is lighter than a feather Looks like I'm not getting better Not getting better Wait I'm coming undone Unlaced I'm coming undone Too late I'm coming undone What looks so strong So delicate Wait I'm starting to suffocate And soon I anticipate I'm coming undone What looks so strong So delicate |
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| 10. |
| 5:36 |
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I am watching the rise and fall of my salvation,
There's so much shit around me, Such a lack of compassion, I thought it would be fun and games (would be fun and games), Instead it's all the same (it's all the same). I want something to do, Need to feel the sickness in you, I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not again (Make me bad) Its quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh make me bad (Make me bad) I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not again (Make me bad) Its quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh make me bad (Make me bad) Yesterday I got so old, I felt like I could die. Yesterday i got so old, it made me want to cry. Go on, go on, just walk away, go on, go on, your choice is made. Go on, go on, and disappear, go on, go on, away from here. And I know I was wrong, when I said it was true, that it couldn't be me, and be her, inbetween without you... Without you... Yesterday I got so scared, I shivered like a child. Yesterday away from you, It froze me deep inside. Come back, come back, Don't walk away, Come back, come back, Come back today. Come back, come back, Why can't you see, Come back, come back, Come back to me. And I know I was wrong, when I said it was true, that it couldn't be me, and be her, inbetween without you... Without you... All I do is look for you. I need my fiction, need you, too. Just to get some sort of.. attention. Attention. What does it mean to you? (does it mean to you?) For me its something I just do. (I just do) I want something. I need to feel the sickness in you. I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not again. (make me bad) Its quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh make me bad. (make me bad) I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not again. (make me bad) Its quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh make me bad. (make me bad) Come back, Come back... Make me bad... Come back, Come back, back to me.. Make me bad... C'mon why can't you see? Make me bad... Come back, come back come back to me.. Without you... Make me bad... Without you... Make me bad... Without you... Make me bad... |
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| 11. |
| 6:20 |
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Flesh wound flesh wound
With medication it will fade Should I assume That someone hears me when I pray Love full of hate Don't you love how I break Don't let them throw me away Ah Ha Keep me and I'll be okay Ah Ha Skipping a beat but it plays Ah Ha Don't let them throw me away Ah Ha Don't let them throw me away Screwed up used up Crumpled lying on the floor up shut up All you did back then was score I'm feeling weak Missing parts incomplete Don't let them throw me away Ah Ha Keep me and I'll be okay Ah Ha Skipping a beat but it plays Ah Ha Don't let them throw me away Ah Ha Don't let them throw me away Don't let them throw me away Don't let them throw me away Hold me up into the light Fix the cracks and fix them right Keep the pieces in the drawer Keep them there forever more May come in use for some day Recycle this shit in some way And all that I have to say Please let them throw me away Don't let them throw me away Ah Ha Keep me and I'll be okay Ah Ha Skipping a beat but it plays Ah Ha Don't let them throw me away Ah Ha Don't let them throw me away |
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