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This time I'm taking it away, I've got a problem
When they getting in the way, not by my side So I take my face and bash it into a mirror I won't have to see the pain This pain is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again My hurt inside is fading This shit's gone way too far All this time I've been waiting Oh I cannot breath anymore For what's inside awaking I'm not, I'm not a whore You've taken everything and Oh I cannot give anymore My mind's done with this So hey, I've got a question Can I throw it all away? Take back what's mine So I take my time Driving humbly down the line Each cut, closer to the vein This pain is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again The hurt inside is fading This shit's gone way too far All this time I've been waiting Oh, I cannot grieve anymore For what's inside awaking I'm not, I'm not a whore You've taken everything and Oh I cannot give anymore I'm here to stay (bring it down) Bring it down! Gonna bring it down Gonna break it down Gonna break it This pain is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again My hurt inside is fading This shit's gone way too far All this time I've been waiting Oh, I cannot grieve anymore For what's inside awaking I'm not, I'm not a whore You've taken everything and Oh I cannot give anymore Give anymore |
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| 2. |
| 4:37 |
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I'm thinking of
Thanking all the fucked people Thanking all the shit I love They are all the things I've made Straight from my heart Begging all the same people Burning is the same evil Somehow making me feel sane Waiting all this time I've got nothing to hold on But the faces of my life I can see before I'm gone Sometimes I feel it chasing me All the hate that's breaking me I realise I'm taking everything And the kids seem to follow This time I feel it taking me To a place I'm meant to be All along I seem to make believe And the shit seems to follow I'm thinking of Making all the fucked people Making the bitches I love Make them die and go away Pain from the start All my dreams are ripped apart Thanking all the fucked people They are all the things I've saved Waiting all this time I've got nothing to hold on But the faces of my life I can see before I'm gone Sometimes I feel it chasing me All the hate that's breaking me I realise I'm taking everything And the kids seem to follow This time I feel it taking me To a place I'm meant to be All along I seem to make believe And the shit seems to follow Your life, I hate it Oh God, can I reclaim? Stop and help me Sometimes I feel it chasing me All the hate that's breaking me I realise I'm taking everything And the shit seems to follow This time I feel it taking me To a place I'm meant to be All along I seem to make believe And the shit seems to follow The shit seems to follow |
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| 3. |
| 3:51 |
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So I think you are a fool
Hanging on my every word I'm getting ugly, So I'm ugly.. Tear me from your hearttttttlllliiifee Tearing me apart. So I thought you'd disappear Being alone is what you fear Are you lonely? Yes, lonely. Tear me from your hearttttttlllliiifee Tearing me apart. Rolling, and throwing, consoling Everything that goes this far Joking and hoping, revolting All that shit that's who you are Holding, and scolding, revolving Peel it back, reveal the scar. Loathing, exploding, controlling This is what you really are. The time is coming Gone Insane Your really happy You've won the game The time is coming A bed of flames Your life is over And you뭨e to blame The time is coming You've gone insane Your really happy You've won the game The time is coming A bed of flames Your life is over And you뭨e to blame Blame [x4] Rolling, and throwing, consoling Everything that goes this far Joking and hoping, revolting All that shit that's who you are Holding, and scolding, revolving Peel it back, reveal the scar. Loathing, exploding, controlling This is what you really are. [x2] |
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| 4. |
| 4:09 |
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Beating the fall
I can't help but desire of falling down this time Deep in this hole of my making I can't escape Falling all this time We come to this place Falling through time Living a hollow life Always we're taking Waiting for signs Hollow lives...(lives [x7]) Fearing to fall and Still the ground below me calls Falling down this time Ripping apart all These things I have tried to stop Falling all this time We come to this place Falling through time Living a hollow life Always we're taking Waiting for signs Hollow lives... Is there ever any wonder why we look to the sky? Search in vane? Asking why? All alone? Where is God? Looking down? We don't know? We fall in space, We can't look down, Death may come Peace I have found What to say? Am I alive, Am I asleep? Or have I died (Wanting Peace) We fall in space (Wanting Peace) We can't look down, Death may come, (Something takes a hold of me) Peace I have found (Something takes a hold of me) I want to say my whole life, Am I asleep? We fall down. We come to this place Falling through time, Living a hollow life, Always we're taking Waiting for signs, Hollow lives... Is there ever any wonder why we look to the sky? Search in vane? Asking why? All alone? Where is God? Looking down? We don't know? [x2] We fall in space We can't look down Death may come. Peace I have found |
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| 5. |
| 4:00 |
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It aint fading
Man i got to let it out Am i quitting? Screaming nothing ever comes out I keep feeling lost I'll never find my way out Im not thanking them Unless the truth can pour out Give me some courage Beating me down the (?) sometime Are you laughing at my body? I hate and slide I hate and slide I take this time To let out whats inside Cause i will break Sometimes i wish you'd die Full of sorrow You begged and stole my pride And all this hate is bottled up inside My heart is breaking Man you really pipped it out You take pleasure watching as i claw my way out The hurt rising Soon its going to tear my throat out Its not kosher feeling like im on my way out Give me some courage Beating me down the (?) sometime Are you laughing at my body? I hate and slide I hate and slide I take this time To let out whats inside Cause i will break Sometimes i wish you'd die Full of sorrow You begged and stole my pride And all this hate is bottled up inside Feeling haze as they cut down my spine Peeling your flesh like the way you've cut mine Do you feel happy you fucked up my mind? You're going to pay this time I take this time To let out whats inside Cause i will break Sometimes i wish you'd die Full of sorrow You begged and stole my pride And all this hate is bottled up inside |
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| 6. |
| 4:33 |
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Going through the pages of my fantasies
Pushing all the mercy down, down, down I wanna see you try to take a swing at me Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground Why are you trying to make fun of me? You think it's funny? What the fuck you think it's doing to me? You take your turn lashing out at me I want you crying when you're dirty in the front of me (?) All of my hate cannot be found I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming So you can try to tear me down Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming Come and fill the pages of my fantasies I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me And I'll pull the trigger And you're down, down, down Why are you trying to make fun of me? You think it's funny? What the fuck you think it's doing to me? You take your turn lashing out at me I want you crying when you're dirty in the front of me All of my hate cannot be found I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming So you can try to tear me down Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming All my friends are gone, they died (gonna take you down) They all screamed, and cried (gonna take you down) I got my monkey, got my monkey back against the wall (?) Gonna take you down All of my hate cannot be found I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming So you can try to tear me down Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming All of my hate cannot be found I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming So you can try to tear me down Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming |
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| 7. |
| 5:10 |
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My life is such a waste
Begging on something to work this time But why cant i relate? Feeling all i do is get whats mine Holding onto faith Never gave me nothing but despair So why do i create just to be swallowed I cant take We have a star I cant take We got a fantasy Come what may We are the stars I cant wait I'll take whats mine Believing all this time, before a crowd could side Believing all the basics of everything that i could find Believing all this time, too far to cross the line Believing all the basics of everything that i could find I cannot leave this place Burning up inside this space of mine But why cant i replace feelings i find really hard to find? I try but i cant taste Memories they always fuck with me So why do i create just to be swallowed? I cant take We have a star I cant take We got a fantasy Come what may We are the stars I cant wait I'll take whats mine Believing all this time, before a crowd could side Believing all the basics of everything that i could find Believing all this time, too far to cross the line Believing all the basics of everything that i could find All my feelings have been eating all of me Feed inside Is there something wrong with me? I cant take We have a star I cant take We got a fantasy Come what may We are the stars I cant wait I'll take whats mine Believing all this time, before a crowd could side Believing all the basics of everything that i could find Believing all this time, too far to cross the line Believing all the basics of everything that i could find |
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| 8. |
| 4:39 |
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Always its coming
And here starts the game Why cant this puzzle be solved? Each time it happens its always the same I look down and it starts to fall And all i see It burns my eyes Burning all inside Caught in the corners of my mind Beginning over one more time Taking me over Taking all thats mine One more time Always this teasing Sometimes i lose faith Where is my strength to hold on? Facing existence How can i relate? Do i stand still or move on? And all i see It burns my eyes Burning all inside Caught in the corners of my mind Beginning over one more time Taking me over Taking all thats mine One more time Falling through this space and time Buried in this hurt of mine Falling slowly like a dream Falling through a world unseen Why can i not break this spell? Im in darkness Is this hell? Falling towards this hole i see This is how it has to be Caught in the corners of my mind Beginning over one more time Taking me over Taking all thats mine One more time One more time |
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| 9. |
| 4:16 |
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Pick me up
Been bleeding too long Right here, right now I'll stop it somehow I will make it go away Can't be here no more Seems this is the only way I will soon be gone These feelings will be gone These feelings will be gone Now I see the times they change Leaving us, it seems so strange I am hoping I can find Where to leave my hurt behind All the shit I seem to take All alone I seem to break I have lived the best I can Does this make me not a man? Shut me off I'm ready Heart stops I stand alone Can't be my own I will make it go away Can't be here no more Seems this is the only way I will soon be gone These feelings will be gone These feelings will be gone Now I see the times they change Leaving us, it seems so strange I am hoping I can find Where to leave my hurt behind All the shit I seem to take All alone I seem to break I have lived the best I can Does this make me not a man? Am I going to leave this place? What is it I'm hanging from? Is there nothing more to come? (Am I gonna leave this place?) Is it always black in space? Am I going take its place? Am I going to leave this race? (Am I going to leave this race?) I guess God's up in this place? What is it that I've become? Is there something more to come? (More to come) Now I see the times they change Leaving us, it seems so strange I am hoping I can find Where to leave my hurt behind All the shit I seem to take All alone I seem to break I have lived the best I can Does this make me not a man? |
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| 10. |
| 4:26 |
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Blood is boring
Sleep is boring Dont stop running Im here counting The lies, the hurt, the pain, the hate The lies, the hurt, the pain, the hate The lies, the hurt, the pain, the hate Really cant fuck with me Theres no where else to go So i walk but seem to crawl For im giving in today Now i run into a wall Cause i cannot find my way You've got to come with me I cannot stand this place We are crawling up the wall And i'll give in this way We had our chance to run And now i cant believe We're going all the way And now the plans in place My life, worry, lifeless story Give up beating I'll start bleeding The lies, the hurt, the pain, the hate The lies, the hurt, the pain, the hate The lies, the hurt, the pain, the hate Really cant fuck with me Theres no where else to go So i walk but seem to crawl For im giving in today Now i run into a wall Cause i cannot find my way You've got to come with me I cannot stand this place We are crawling up the wall And i'll give in this way We had our chance to run And now i cant believe We're going all the way And now the plans in place What really do i have to follow? Nothing makes sense at all Taking something for nothing Watch me as i fall Im bringing me down You've got to come with me I cannot stand this place We are crawling up the wall And i'll give in this way We had our chance to run And now i cant believe We're going all the way And now the plans in place |
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| 11. |
| 4:16 |
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are you ready for a good pounding baby (get down)
are you ready to get it on (get down, get down) dont pretend your not fucking freaky baby (get down) i will spank that ass just for fun (get down on the ground) ass up high make a motherfucker cry its so good that i could die help me stay alive the time is right i want to feel it good tight im down to do this all night im gonna beat it upright ill behave oh my god make me beg my god yes im ready for a good plugging baby (get down) come on beat my ass just for fun dont let up till my ass is bleeding baby (get down) dont let up until you are done (get down on the ground) ass up high make a motherfucker cry its so good that i could die help me stay alive the time is right i wanna feel it good tight im down to do this all night im gonna beat it upright were gonna ride i got my tongue inside and outside now dont try to run and hide yes its true what they say about my kind are you ready for a pounding baby (get down) are you ready to get it on (get down get down) dont pretend your not fucking freaky baby (get down) i will spank that ass just for fun (get down on the ground) ass up high make a motherfucker cry its so good that i could die help me stay alive the time is right i wanna feel it good tight im down to do this all night im gonna beat it upright |
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| 3:13 |
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We got a fucked up reason to live
who really gives a fuck? we're gunna wake up hate we're gunna fuck you up I wanna break everything I wanna make it safe we're gunna wake up hate we're gunna wake it up You gotta get it straight we're gunna give it up we're gunna wake up hate we're gunna fuck you up I wanna break everything I wanna make it safe we're gunna wake up hate we're gunna wake it up I am the burden of my everything, an open scar I'll be reborn in hatred, feeling I can't love no more I've had to suffer I cannot wait for more. No loving and no praying All my hate is for the taking We got a fucked up reason to live who really gives a fuck? we're gunna wake up hate we're gunna fuck you up I wanna break everything I wanna make it safe we're gunna wake up hate we're gunna wake it up You gotta get it straight we're gunna give it up we're gunna wake up hate we're gunna fuck you up I wanna break everything I wanna make it safe we're gunna wake up hate we're gunna wake it up I am the falling of my happiness it is no more Stop loving, I뭢 still hating till I can not hate no more I've had to suffer I cannot wait for more. No loving and no praying All my hate is for the taking I'm, I am filthy wasted piece of shit I am disgusting take me, away We got a fucked up reason to live who really gives a fuck? we're gunna wake up hate we're gunna fuck you up I wanna break everything I wanna make it safe we're gunna wake up hate we're gunna wake it up You gotta get it straight we're gunna give it up we're gunna wake up hate we're gunna fuck you up I wanna break everything I wanna make it safe we're gunna wake up hate we're gunna wake it up We got a fucked up reason to live who really gives a fuck? we're gunna wake up hate we're gunna fuck you up I wanna break everything I wanna make it safe we're gunna wake up hate we're gunna wake it up |
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| 3:57 |
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Maybe im insane
Walking on a wire Maybe im the same Nothing to take me higher Tell me where to start Think im at the end Right now feeling pain Make it go away Maybe im to blame Maybe im a liar Maybe we're the same Nothing can start the fire I cant feel my heart But i feel the shame Nothing left to say Soon i'll fade away These places all i ever think about is lost in time These faces haunting me Im looking back and they are mine Im hiding from the things they say Doing time and lead astray Thinking back to times of yesterday I could fly Im trying to find a better way But im trapped Cant get away All i think about is yesterday I could fly Maybe im insame Walking on a wire Maybe im the same Nothing to take me higher I cant feel my heart But i can feel the shame Nothing left to say Soon i'll fade away These places all i ever think about is lost in time These faces haunting me Im looking back and they are mine Im hiding from the things they say Doing time and lead astray Thinking back to times of yesterday I could fly Im trying to find a better way But im trapped Cant get away All i think about is yesterday I could fly |
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| 14. |
| 5:01 |
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You and me
We have no faces Soon our lives they'll be erased Do you think they will remember? Or will we just be replaced Oh i wish that i could fly All the things that hang above me To a place where i can cry So why can it be? No one hears because Echoes back at me No Ones there To all these meaningless feelings I cant deal with in my life To all these greedy people Trying to feed on whats mine You've got to feel your hunger And stop fucking with my mind I know its time to leave these places far behind You and me We have no faces Soon our lives they'll be erased Do you think they will remember? Or will we just be replaced Oh i wish that i could fly All the things that hang above me To a place where i can cry So why can it be? No one hears because Echoes back at me No ones there To all these meaningless feelings I cant deal with in my life To all these greedy people Trying to feed on what is mine You've got to feel your hunger And stop fucking with my mind I know its time to leave these places far behind Where are all these feelings hiding? Dancing in and out my mind Burning up all that i long for Feeding me till my decline Where are you? My soul is bleeding I am searching Am i blind? All alone and bound forever Trapped inside me all the time To all these meaningless feelings I cant deal with in my life To all these greedy people Trying to feed on what is mine You've got to feel your hunger And stop fucking with my mind I know its time to leave these places far behind |
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| 1. |
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This time I'm taking it away, I've got a problem
With me getting in the way, not by my side So I take my face and bash it into a mirror I won't have to see the pain This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again My hurt inside is fading This shit's gone way too far All this time I've been waiting Oh I cannot breath anymore For what's inside awaking I'm not, I'm not a whore You've taken everything and Oh I cannot give anymore My mind's done with this So hey, I've got a question Can I throw it all away? Take back what's mine So I take my time Driving humbly down the line Each cut, closer to the vein This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again The hurt inside is fading This shit's gone way too far All this time I've been waiting Oh, I cannot grieve anymore For what's inside awaking I'm not, I'm not a whore You've taken everything and Oh I cannot give anymore I'm here to stay (bring it down) Bring it down! Gonna bring it down Gonna break it down Gonna break it This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again My hurt inside is fading This shit's gone way too far All this time I've been waiting Oh, I cannot grieve anymore For what's inside awaking I'm not, I'm not a whore You've taken everything and Oh I cannot give anymore Give anymore |
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Hate something, sometime, someway,
something kicked on the floor for me. Something, inside. I'll never ever follow. So give.me.some.thing.that is.for... real. I'll never ever follow. Get your boogie on. Hate something, somewhere, each day, dealing without forgiveness. Why? This shit inside. Now everyone will follow. So give... me... noth... ing... just... feel. And now this shit will follow. God begs me, the more I see the light he wants to see. God told me, I've already got the life, oh I say... God begs me he'll never see the life, he wants to see. God told me, I've already got the life, oh I say... Each day I can feel it swallow, inside something took from me. I don't feel your deathly ways. Each day I feel so hollow, inside I was beating me. You will never see, so come dance with me. Dance with me ME! God begs me, but now I see the light, he wants to see. God told me, I've already got the life, oh I say... God begs me, the more I see the life, he wants to see. God told me, I've already got the life... Got the life. Got... the... life. |
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