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from Desultory - Into Eternity (2002)
I never thought that it would be
Something like this, something I can't believe Life slips away, I'm begging for it to stay Desperate to stay alive Not ready for death, not ready for afterlife My struggle for life devours my everything Towards the light I strive Towards my death I fly A light in front of me appears I'm at the end yet here it begins Slowly I crawl away from the shining light But something seems to hold me back Halfway to death, into eternity The light feels so warm, embraces my dying soul My dying soul will enter the unknown Harmony, this fear will disappear The longing in my eyes for peace eternally Tearing my soul in two, tears me apart Eternity in front of me the light is all I see Eternity devours me, will I be free A doubt inside of me arise Return to life, or facing my destiny I feel myself drawn to the other side Entering a world of light Relief in my my mind, relieves my entire soul At last I let go, I flow into emptiness The passage to eternity So here I stand In this rain of falling tears Time stands still Everythig around is dead I cannot see I'm embraced by nothingness But do I want To find the passage back to life |
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from Desultory - Into Eternity (2002)
Depression touch me, deep inside
Emptiness fills my mind Loss of lifelust, loss of tears Veils of sorrow ending nears Loss of feelings, loss of trust All my visions turns to dust No one hears my cries Loneliness arise Trying to break free Severe reality Confusion rules me, leads astray Happiness so far away Loss of interest, loss of hope Life pass by far too slow Loss of senses, apathy Shades of black blindfolds me Causing wounds That time won't heal A grim reality Will now reveal Now life seems to cease Nothing will be the same again No one hears my cries Loneliness arise Trying to break free Severe reality Illusions leads me to agony Trapped inside, disharmony Loss of lifelust, loss of tears Veils of sorrow, ending nears Loss of feelings, loss of trust All my visions turns to dust |
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from Desultory - Into Eternity (2002)
Tears from my eyes
Burning my skin, down on their way Bitter tears Filled with dreams, they flow away I had it all Like water it slipped between my hands It disappeared Lonely and cold, abandoned I stand All I was living for Now suddenly is gone All my hopes and thoughts That I had were wrong Dreams made my world I raised a wall, with visions filled Before my eyes It turned to dust, this lie I've built I lay myself down I close my eyes, and resign Feelings die I leave my past far behind So now it seems Like my tears will never stop to fall With tearfilled eyes I watch my dreams just slip away Let me pass Away into eternal sleep Greeted by silence Embraced by darkness, by arms so deep I let it go I'm falling weightless, emotion flies I fade away The wind softly moves me as I die... |
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from Desultory - Into Eternity (2002)
You yearn for the sleep that will never come
You cry out for relief Visions of a future that you'll never see Memories of the past Traces of sanity is soon to be gone Confusion is all around Truing to seek new ways out of this Only to fail once again [Chorus:] The illumination is a false betrayal You fall deep into the mind that will destroy you Dying seems to be the only way to end it Try to clear your blurry sight but there is no use Suffer day and night Slowly my mind will collapse Fearing the last day of life Darkness is falling inside your mind Loosing your last hope You'll have to go far beyond the veils of life To find the truth You stare into the past and try to understand The answers disappear Lost in yourself there's no way to get out Slowly you'll fade away [Chorus] Suffer day and night Fearing the last day of life |
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from Desultory - Into Eternity (2002)
Visions sweeps across my mind
The final call I hear Darkness falls eternally Inside embraced with fear Breeding fear comes over me Scared of what I'll find Darkest recollections Death intrudes my mind With open eyes I shall behold I'm not afraid to see What will I find, who will I meet What visions will I see Chaos sinks into my mind What will become of me Descend into another world The place of final peace A new dimension far away Where everything will cease Now, silently I'll march towards the end Life is hidden well beyond the veils of pain Go beyond, experience What no one did before To the place where time is dead And stay forever more Darkest place, emptiness No visions left to see This is the place where I will spend Eternal destiny |
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from Desultory - Into Eternity (2002)
As the moon lays its veil
Over the blanket of snow The dark and ice-cold water Swirling by deep below I stare with absent eyes Into foam so white Water now in furious rage I'm paralyzed by this sight Waves storms as if in dance Making a living bed They climb and rise so high Only to fall down dead Chaos strikes my mind A dreamlike battle inside And though my conscience shivers My body wants to fly So fragile is it, the flame of life That burns within us, so deep inside It is so easy for me to fall It is so easy to lose it all So close now, so easy I want to see, yet stay alive Emotions frustrate me Too scared to see what dwells behind My twisted mind-cries This weird emotion-I defy Just a single step And into the end I'll fall Life is just a shadow It's so easy to lose it all I silently sigh and turn, around and walk away I've finally decided to live another day So close now, so easy I want to see, yet stay alive Emotions frustrate me Too scared to see what dwells behind |
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from Desultory - Into Eternity (2002)
Why tell me why, we all have to die
Pain and sorrow, inside of me Resurrection, will never be No holy father, no holy son Can bring you back now, forever gone Deathly loss rips apart everything that once was living Nevermore happiness, hopeless thoughts overwhelms me Sorrowfilled, agony, die inside, deadly silence Desperate cries inside no one can ease my sorrow Open your eyes and you will see Nothing will remain eternally Apathy arise inside of me Forced into this new reality Silence surrounds me, mind filled with fear Darkness approaches, death calls I hear [Repeat 1st verse] |
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from Desultory - Into Eternity (2002)
Soon after you finally passed away
Your body will rot, start to decay No way to stop this repulsive destiny Maggots will devour what's left of you and me Intrude the inner organs, the flesh will not be saved The putrid stench surrounds the place where you are laid The veins that once was filled with blood so strong and red Has now been dried up, such a shame it's to be dead Now you have become a gruesome picture of yourself Bacteria will revel, infesting every cell Your eyes has been consumed, not much remaining of your face You'll slowly disappear, death has no feeling for disgrace Even though your life has ceased the abscess will arise Cover all your body, grow to extensive size The sight of you is now enough to drive a mind insane Blanked bones and rotten flesh is all that will remain Flesh begins to rot Limbs are falling of Bones begins to show Skin has been dissolved Should have done as they said Choosed the flames instead Disappearing like millions before Unavoidable fate Don't wanna end in disgrace But now it's too late Passed away Passed away (Repeat second verse) All that will remain |
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from Desultory - Into Eternity (2002)
Asleep again
Darkness is ruling Within my mind I feel I'm flying slowly A dream so real Alive and frightening A grotesque sight My senses shiver deep inside These nightly scenes Now twisting my eyes I see it clear Painted up before me Forgotten place Buried beneath sea Mountain high The lord of evil I behold In silence I dream Of things yet unseen Through aeons I see With closed eyes, in dreams Deep in me, cries Terrified Lame inside, dead Cannot fight Awake at last I'm cold and shaking So terrified I stare at my own hands I have created Deep in my sleep A sick reflection Of the horrid things I've seen |
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from Desultory - Bitterness (2002)
Dying days of despair
Are the mirrors of pain The glass in which I stare Are slowly building a palace in my mind Where the memories breeds my fear With halls of mourning and with walls of bitter loss The world around me dies As the seasons change The water turns to ice And another year will push the past Further back into forgetfulness Among the moments never to return again Lives are spread by the wind Growing further apart Can't return what has been I will never again touch those winters Or the shadows of the fall Never the innocence, the light of each day Tell me now, where's the end to our strive Shattered life, the point where freedom dies Behold my eyes, can't you see I'm terrified Desperate holding on to a distant time Life Shatters Lives are spread by the wind Growing further apart Can't return what has been I will never again touch those winters Or the shadows of the fall Never the innocence, the light of each day So paint the edge with tears Of a perished emotion A wound so severe And much too deep to be erased By the healing hands of time That life has withered, and is gone forevermore |
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from Desultory - Bitterness (2002)
Dead light is shining through
Spreading the years of grey Leaving our past behind Faces are turned away I watch you spread your wings With eyes of apathy You're carried by the winds Unchained and living free Castle of dying life Home of security Within the heart of silence I'm living in a dream Inside my world of envy Days filled with emptiness Trembling in fear of facing My growing loneliness Lies now comes alive Dead dreams flows away Just fear for me to find Pain lives, I'm left behind The shades upon my face Can't keep the pain inside Hear cries beneath my laughter See tears in every smile I've always felt so clear It had to end one day But dreams could never tell That it would hurt this way |
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from Desultory - Bitterness (2002)
Fumbling in frustration, inside soul torn apart
Feel the loss of paradise, leave an empty heart Closing eyes will shut out, the warm light of a life Grip is fading slowly, for each day passing by The soul is bleeding from thorns inside Red blood is flowing in waves of tide Shades of lies are playing, on pale and stone cold face Eyes reflects compassion, take the empty space Down on knees I'm weak, don't turn your back on me Lips are full of lines, which only I can see It hurts so bad, I cannot breathe So lonely so lost, in misery Breathing a lie, I am denied Blindfold my eyes, I am to die Push away in anger, a disappointed mind The streak of truth I seek, It touch so deep inside Illusions has been washed, away like grains of sand In endless waves of sea, the shore of unknown land |
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from Desultory - Bitterness (2002)
Into the void of
Accusation Into the point of No return Give me a shelter From your rain The fall of anger Storm of pain Our surface breaks in Agony Your bitter voice tastes Tragedy So here's the frozen silence The shadow of our lives The space between two spirits A child of our lies Turn away Two shattered eyes in pain Life betrays Frustration of a dying flame Mind decays Words swallowed by the blame Fall astray Our feelings slowly fades The taste of tragedy engulf The feelings that no longer lives The thorn of disbelief Raping souls Our web of trust now Filled with holes Cold chains of everyday Bleeding scars Different living minds Drifting apart So here's the frozen silence The shadow of our lives The space between two spirits A child of our lies |
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from Desultory - Bitterness (2002)
Stare into the unknown
See the truth reveal Turn away in helplessness Gaze upon the future Gaze into the black My bitter eyes reflects the pain Tear down the images Of what lies ahead When sadness rules my every move Tear down your hopeful thoughts Try to realize That no one ever guides your way And I bleed Bleeding Blood from my soul It drains away And I bleed I bleed for you And I bleed for me Just give me a reason not To paint the future black When all my hope just fades away, just fades away I can see no future Here in front of me What's the point of living When I could be free Bleeding Blood from my soul It drains away And I bleed I bleed for you And I bleed for me |
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from Desultory - Bitterness (2002)
I rise again, I am immortal
I race through time, I live and breathe only fear My time is here, Mortals suffer for me I rule your fate, I decide what will be I'll devour you all You're mortal and weak I'll take your soul Domination I seek Follow me now, Follow me human fool I stand above, Among mortals I rule I stand above you I seal your fate With rage and anger I rise in hate Release the fury Upon you all My words are eternal I rise, You fall I'll devour you all You're mortal and weak |
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from Desultory - Bitterness (2002)
Marching through reality
With a lie before your eyes Adapt and die In the endless maze of life Embedded in apathy See the future in the past Too weak to try To break the chain at last I stare into your eyes And I watch something die I turn away and run Into oblivion Softly I buried now Buried into the grey Be silent, be dead Just do what others say I look at you You strive to find the way You're silent, you're dead You do what others say I can see right through you You're not in harmony Not in harmony with life Just like me Alive but dead Alive but dead Search for nothing In this life that I abuse A race against time That I'm about to lose I can read your mind You think we've just begun My friend you're lost Towards the end we run |
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from Desultory - Bitterness (2002)
The cold cleanses my soul
And reveal to me The harmony that long was lost It sets my spirits free At last I feel, I feel at ease The winter cold just grants me peace The bitter cold is here Light dies, I hear you cry A dismal life appear I live while others die Softly caressed by silence And by the darkest night I make my way through shadows Into the dying light The pain inside, it withers away The silence is here, it leads me astray In the cold dead winter My mind is free In the grip of silence Life is burning in me At last I feel, I feel at ease The winter cold just grants me peace The bitter cold is here Light dies, I hear you cry A dismal life appear I live while others die I live while others die |
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from Desultory - Bitterness (2002)
Dead lines my view
A hollow gaze in black Reflecting bitterness In sadness life is wrapped Eye's veil conceal Our pain that roam inside Days gone forever The years has drowned in time Life flows away before my eyes Waiting for light, another day dies Searching a time Beneath the nameless days Echoes of weeks The void that builds our way Open your mind, and see things through my eyes Their dead, lost eyes, and all the bitter lives Cold reality Is the bitter veil Which divides our lives From our dying dreams Moments in flight Light as the winds caress Memories, whiter Into forgetfulness Life flows away before my eyes Waiting for light, another day dies |
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