Alpha

Here's only so much more
The day is full
To reach
Understanding
And all at once I knew
I fan the truth over to you

Excused
Your flame
Sold us
I look away (?)
There's only so much more
There's only so much more

Hey lonely
Still looking for perfection
Bleed and hold it
Miss the moment

When there's only so much more
Discover it all
All wonders be like you do

Simply comply
With the restlessness I hurt
Takes hold
A touch, a sigh with

Hey, lonely
Still looking for perfection
Bleed and hold it
Miss the moment

There's only so much more
There's only so much more
You'll find in me
Gave everything

Maybe you will
But maybe you won't
The impossible thrill
That lives only once
I rest my case
My weary face
Grey is sad (?)

Anytime now
You will see me
I'm trembling when you smile
And pick me up right off the floor
I hope so

How could you know?
Let me see your eyes
It's been awhile
Should i
Act surprised

How could I come
'till I'm at your house
Too honest for this

Will you dare light me more than
Sunlight ever could

Anytime now
Pick me up right off the floor
I hope so
I hope so

*** thanx a lot to amanda for this one ***

Fort

Here's only so much more
The day is full
To reach
Understanding
And all at once I knew
I fan the truth over to you

Excused
Your flame


Sold us
I look away (? )
There's only so much more
There's only so much more

Hey lonely
Still looking for perfection
Bleed and hold it
Miss the moment

When there's only so much more
Discover it all
All wonders be like you do

Simply comply
With the restlessness I hurt
Takes hold
A touch, a sigh with

Hey, lonely
Still looking for perfection
Bleed and hold it
Miss the moment

There's only so much more
There's only so much more
You'll find in me
Gave everything

Maybe you will
But maybe you won't
The impossible thrill
That lives only once
I rest my case
My weary face
Grey is sad (? )

So some say somehow
Who was high stays down
I don't think you understand me
I don't see your fault lies
I just wanna talk for now

And though the way I struggle
It grab and take hold of me
Always the one
And always enough to be
The ultrasound strike in the sea
Let me open
That I'll crash sometime
I'm lucky for now

Stir me round
He's spawned a war
So run from him
It's something in his blood
It's all because of a rushing heart
Of course, he's made a plan
His sailor wants clear sky

Droop just now
Has the face of calm
And you're on top of the world
The planet didn't know
That Earth will forever be forgot

Until you dared know
Someone will win to better things
No one told me
I'm glad you're told
I don't strike alot
And say only
Your moment here
Is slowing up

It's raining
My mood is grey
I would exchange
Some sunny days

I lost the smile
Lost the knack
Lost my mind

Read my book
Sin paid again
Lost my concentration then

Lost the plot
Lost the track
Lost my mind

Won't come back
Won't be back

It's raining
My mood is grey
I would exchange
Some sunny days

Say it as I dance
Say will you dance
Falling wonderful love
She says that's enough
The plane is a bird
The final wish absurd
To fly on the wings I feel
Can make her so real
Then I'll manage it
One thing of us is done
Burn little fire above it
Underneath it all
There's a modern world
That's all (old?)
Unstoppable

The face talks down to the river
The special world of you
The mind all returns to the river
The same thing said to you

This gun is offed
His thought has gone
Good morning touch her
How time's flow
And all signs of madness
Struck by sadness
Burn in a fire above my
Underneath it all
She complicates the river in us
Says to me
It's time for all things
Just fly

(Is a mirror)

I've end in you
I've envied you
Everywhere I go
Doesn't matter all
Pray your sun sets
And your sun's rays
Say not a look
And bade, wait
The sun, our world
Say was it all
Say was it all
Guess I've needed you, you

It's really good
That we struggle
Really struggle
That something

Think about it
Take your time
Doesn't matter
Not a crime

Almost there

There I was
Flesh and bone
Only human

Lost from home
Lost from home

Happy ending
Right this way
Take the journey
Round again

Steal another
Glance a kid
Almost there
Round again

Think about it
Take your time
Doesn't matter
Not a crime

Couldn't happen
Not this possible
Take your time

Who could be
Take the journey
Find a way
In a hurry

Who's the fool
Could lose it all
Took a chance
Broke the pact
Lost my way
Then did again
Who could be
Someone like me
Caught my breath
Then died the dead
Who could be
Someone like me

This was the one and only
So pure, so pure
You named the stars and told me
They're all yours, they're all yours

And all at once I saw the sign
The very extreme of lies
And my pain
Smothering
My pain
Cover it

I can't feel your pain but
I can taste the rain I've laid

I lost my sense of wonder
There's no cure, there's no cure
I'm losing my head
Smothering
My pain
Cover it

I can't feel no pain
But i can taste the way
It touched my heart bleed

And all at once I saw the sign
The very extreme of lies
It taught me how to cry

Without my strength
I'll handle this
Over and over and I'll
Handle this
Over and over and I
Found way to blame you
Found how to blame you
I can recognize

I've lost so much
I gave so much
I've loved so much

And that's why
You took so much
And you gave so much
It's all yours

Martin Barnard :

Who begins a star ?
Who will roll far ?
Took the way I know
Move along now

So sad I lost my memory
The shape of things to come
Circus heart stops inside me
There's just no time.

Halcyon days
Pine the roadways
Got to let you know
And I walk the way the wind blows
Softly in clouds of envy
I see those eyes
Fireflies in time

Don't ask for anything more
There seem no room in my life
Don't ask for anything more
Don't know why

Talk to me
Drag my memory
Across a seashore of sin
Yes I care
I'm trying to say it
I'm getting tired, so look
I'll never
I'll never
Whenever

Hold your hand, hold the light
Indian took another butterfly
Anything cloud nor dirt
Funny bird
Burning words
Travelling
Dreams for me
In time.

Heads down
Words from an indian
Words tinny in tone
Peace signs
Hitching a ride with
Destiny on tow

Anything cloud nor dirt
Funny bird
Burning words
Travelling
Dreams for me
In time.

Heads down
Words from an indian
Words tinny in tone
Peace signs
Hitching a ride with
Destiny on tow

Opening poem by Sylvia Plath :

But toward the region where
Our thick atmosphere diminishes
And God knows what is there
A point of exclamation marks that sky
In ringing orange
Like a stellar carrot
Its round period displaced in greens
Suspends beside it a first point
The starting point of evil
Against the new moon's curve

Martin Barnard :

So that I see
And know I gave reason
The time to believe
It's all in my head
The sun that I see
Is just an illusion
And I live close to the edge

This time taking time
This sun, sun is high
Sang a tune, sang a tune, sang a tune
Everybody talks to you
Everybody talks to you
Turning like it ought to
Turning like a wise will
Saying like it hasn't
Soul see, soul set
Soul see, soul set

Calling her name
Called in nirvana
Time and again
Alone that I work
Take this and more
And time in together
And why are you close to the edge

They say just to add
The wilder world is a trap
I see just to add you to that
For he was the sun
The comet rushing along
And she, new to that
Turned her back

Does everybody talk to you
Everybody talks to you
Turning like it ought to
Taking it away
( Sample )
Soul see, soul set
Soul see, soul set
Soul see, soul set
Soul see, soul set
( Sample )

Step outside
Can feel the warmth
Much stronger than inside
Crazy path that led you here
Creates a place too high.
And I'm scared to be so heartless
I'm hoping that you'll learn
There's only one and that is you
And I'm scared to be so heartless
I'm hoping that you'll learn
There's only one and that is you
Frightened eyes taking the view
Forgetting how it feels
Look around, believe yourself
The world outside is real
And I'm scared to be so heartless
I'm hoping that you'll learn


There's only one and that is you
And I'm scared to be so heartless
I'm hoping that you'll learn
There's only one and that is you
Gave myself to you,
No one can deny
I'm still waiting 'til you be
So content to feel,
Can't despise myself
I'm still waiting 'til
Leave me break my heart
Can't control the pain
I'm still waiting 'til.

Sample : Michel Legrand from "Delaney takes a break"

I've never pretending have the truth
Anyhow I should listened to you
I'm very sorry
Is it right now.

Helen white :

Be a friend
Don't learn at my expense
So concerned
Despite your empty words
I care, be there
But leave me breathing
Don't despair
I know why
I'm so alive

Martin Barnard :

Heads, to say you have it
Tails to say you don't
Lost for words and I think
Time to take you home
Caught you up a ladder
Trying to end it all
Is it any wonder
I believe them all ?

Martin Barnard & Helen white :

You don't see it do you ?
You shouldn't play God
You got something on your mind
Just knock it off
You smile a little more
You stop saying no
You don't seem to be the trying type after all

Martin Barnard :

I break your fall and say
You could have been nothing

Helen white :

Be a friend
Don't learn at my expense
I care, be there but
Leave me breathing
Don't despair
I know why
I'm so alive
To leave me breathing
Don't despair
I know why I' m so alive

Martin Barnard & Helen white :

You don't see it do you ?
You shouldn't play God
You got something on your mind
Just knock it off
You smile a little more
You stop saying no
You don't seem to be the trying type after all

Martin Barnard :

Sight of nothing
Sight of the world
Sight of the
Sight

Helen white :

Be like everyone else
Be like everyone else
Be like everyone else

Martin Barnard :

Do you like, do you like me, let's go away

Helen white :

Be like everyone else ...

Martin Barnard :

Any day now we could leave town,
Down, take a car in London Town, take a London

Touch my hand
It's only me, listen
I'm here.

Come to stand
In sultry fields
With you.

And now
Old dummy day
I know
Is over this way.

I'm laughing
Saw you gonna kiss me
You see
Yeah as I said.

One day she won't
A lonely bird
Alone.

Judgement day
Saw the world it's gone
Unheard.

Sold the sea
A lot how it feels to me.

I hate the word it's sad to see
I take your weight
And your heart fades away
Today a renegade
To lay in woods
By the pheasants.

I mean it
You don't
Force on my head
Kill our nightmare.

A lonely bird, a lonely bird
A lonely bird, a lonely bird
A lonely bird, alone.

Colour me
Cover me in the colour that reminds you
Solemnly.

Could make the same mistake
And you would never know
That I am, that I am
Alone, now.

Something, something
Tells me that you
Have something
On, all of us now
You're heaven
Taking over me now
Colour me hate
Raw little nerve
Colour me and pull us
Only home
Me home.

Hold the sun down
Hold the sun down
Hold the moon down
Leave me to rest
Want the world man
Too the words out
Only relief is
To slip through the nets
Hold a minute
And stop a minute
And go, oh oh
Hold a minute
You said to me
Said to me and
Breath, breath, breath, breath, breath ...
You said it to me
Sometime later.

Wendy Stubbs :

I stare, I tear, I creep, sleep
I taste your breath, your lips sweet
I will be there to feel.

Tripping, falling, sailing by
Beyond the wind in the sky
I will be there to free your mind.

It's you I see in slumber
It's you I see in sleep
It's you I see in my dreams
It's you, it's you, it's me.
It's you.

Rolling on the ground with
Sailing on the sea
Tripping in the grass
Oh, to do with you
Oh well, oh well, nevermind
I wouldn't have care.

Dazing, glazing, amazing
Frozen moments
Crazy thing

Another moment to,
Know that you never
Get out of my way
I'm coming through

Wheels splayed out looking for,
Someting new,
I'm crazy guy with the missing hue.

( Sample )

Wendy Stubbs :

I defy
You to find a bluer sky
Than a summer in love
With mirth

Happy as Larry
A smile I would carry
One wondrous look
Of surprise

When I danced with you
You even made the sun change hue
Such a pity
We were pretty

When I danced with you
I always felt
As if you knew,
You were scared
Never dared

Hell to play
We showed them anyway
We shall tell you it was time to grow
'Till it was time

( Sample )

To grow

Nobody, ever find the truth in me
Or a paradise moon
In flight

Exotic, uneven
Mid-sentence reeling
A glorious passion
That night

When I danced with you,
You even made the sun change hue
Such a pity

( Sample )