Delerium

Unbidden shadows of you formed yesterday
I ran away to a room here on the bay
Interrupted life again, another new beginning
Where the silence echoes you're no longer with me

Here and now, I feel that I'm embracing freedom
Even though I may be alone, but that's okay

Through the darkness I would walk in the streets
Confessions never seemed to provide me with a release
Held me down and tried to cure me, tried to give me reason
But nothing could separate this burdened mind from me

Here and now, I feel that I'm embracing freedom
Even though I may be alone, but that's okay
And looking out to a different sky will disengage me
Absence is never the answer, I know, but it serves as my shade

I do not seek and do not intend to find
A calmer ocean or a sun that will never rise
My world will never change and time will bring you to my thoughts
And I'll move on and then forget you all over again
Moving on, I can forgive you all over again

Here and now, I feel that I'm embracing freedom
Even though I may be alone, but that's okay
And looking out onto a different sky, it seems so easy
Absence is never the answer, I know, but it serves as my shade

If you can believe you're turning
all the world that broke your mind
Then I can do something for you
even though you're lost in time
You won't have to be my heaven
I won't have to be your friend
Daylight, daylight, comes every time it's calling
Daylight, daylight, it goes away again now
Don't let go, don't let go of your heart
Don't let go, don't let go of your heart
Feel like your skin is burning
into many drops of rain
But it's doing nothing to me
drowning in a sea of pain
You won't have to be my heaven
I won't have to be your friend
Daylight, daylight comes every time it's calling
Daylight, daylight it goes away again now
Don't let go, don't let go of your heart
Don't let go, don't you know who you are
Don't let go, don't let go of your heart
Don't let go, don't let go of your heart

(lyrics written and sung by Jenifer McLaren)

in a dark woods paved with snow living all alone
i forgot long ago what I'm looking for
firecracker lightening seed is coming back to me
this is how
this is how
you made my heart a hunter
this is how
this is how
you made my heart
made my heart a hunter
I remember my little seed louder than a dream
I let my golden arrow fly to the bottom of the night
no hounds to guide me no army at my back
I'm gonna stand up
firecracker lightening seed closer to me
this is how
this is how
you made my heart a hunter
this is how
this is how
you made my heart
made my heart a hunter
you made my heart
made my heart a
sunrise burns my fortress down crumbling to the ground
I found my arrow my lightening spark buried in my heart
no hounds to guide me no army at my back
I'm gonna stand up
firecracker lightening seed it was always in me
this is how
this is how
you made my heart a hunter
this is how
this is how
you made my heart
made my heart a hunter
this is how
this is how
you made my heart a hunter
this is how
this is how
you made my heart
made my heart a hunter
(...heart a hunter...)

You can't see my eyes
You can't see my eyes
They don't see yours
Hear me when I say
I don't mind at all

It's the rain that I hear coming
Not a stranger or a ghost
It's the quiet of a storm approaching
That I fear the most
It's the pain that I hear coming
The slightest crystal tear, drops to the ground
In silence, when my love is near
Darling, when did you fall? When was it over?
Darling when? When did you fall? When was it over?

It's marching through my door now
The stony cold of lonesome
A bell tolls for my heart and then my lonesome song begins
It's marching through my door now
The stony cold of lonesome
A bell tolls for my heart and now my lonesome song begins

Darling, when did you cry? I couldn't hear you
Darling when? When did you cry? I couldn't hear you

I suppose it is the price of falling in love
I suppose it is the price of falling in love

It's the rain that I hear coming
Not a stranger, not a ghost
Of the quiet of a storm approaching
That I fear the most
It's the pain that I hear coming

The slightest crystal tear drops to the ground
In silence when my love is near
It's marching through my door now the stony cold of lonesome
A bell tolls for my heart and now my lonesome song will end

Darling when did we fall? When was it over?
Darling when? When did we fall? When was it over?

I suppose it is the price of falling in love
I fear that it's the price of falling in love

It's a weird game
I'm lonely without skin
No end to begin and only
Your mind to hide in
I nudge life
Like an unborn child. a dream
Inside but now I live behind your eyes
I'm uninvited. and I'm only
A memory that comes through

I'm living in your dreams
I'm where you cannot be
I'm way out of your reach

I'm living in your dreams
I'm where you cannot see
Is it you or is it me?

I can't protect what you can't forget
But now I live behind your eyes
You recognize me as only a memory
That comes through

I'm living in your dreams
I'm where you cannot go
Beyond everything you know
I'm living in your dreams
You won't find me anywhere
I've vanished in the air

Moon beauty to live and to love
In delirious bitter gardens
The vision floods under the mind sky
Night breaths, whispering symphony
After a blood sun storm
Love light relieves

With a goddess and a dream
In sleep's misty shade
With a goddess and a dream
I lie beneath imaginary worlds

Sing a true moment, recall a trip
No language can heave through life
Like an ache, a sense, the blinding wind
Making believe that if there's a sandstorm
You'll come and rescue me
Help me find my way back to the waking world

With a goddess and a dream
In sleep's misty shade
I lie beneath worlds imaginary
With a goddess and a dream
In sleep's misty shade
I'm going out to meet an old friend

The desert knows we are strangers
Until the sands of time see through our eyes
We could be lost perhaps forever
But there's space in the air
And it's ages till sunrise