Jukka Koskinen

Surrounding endless darkness Screaming echoing silence Embraced by shadows They tear me apart. I'm nothing, that's all I am I dwell in me, in the core of my agony Within myself, think I'm lost again, Feels like I'm fading away Close my eyes, a sudden change into a state Where life is dust and everything flows Circling above around Something grabs me, pulling me down I'm falling Falling further down, Falling down, down in black! Falling further dwon, No way out, no way back! Disintegrated, bleached out of reality My scattered bits, transparent remains I'm a thought repressed, I'm swallowed into myself Drowning into my cell, destination nothingness Falling further down. Falling down, down in black, Falling further down, No way out, no way back Falling further down. Devil down, fall in black Falling further down, No way out, no way back!

You have told a thousand lies
Told them a thousand times
Your words are full of lies
No one will symphathize

Recognize that trust in you has died
You just don't realize 'cause you're dead inside

Maliciously you deceive, cunningness as your, salvation
Broken promises you've made, empty words you've said
You care for none but your own, just for your own
The nothing you've become!, the nothing you've become

My anger is aimed at you
Eternally I hate you
My rage is aimed at you
I really love to hate you

You are straying
Been excelling in failing
You fake it, mistake it

Can't stand the ways you mess with your life
Can't stand the person you've become
You're living in a life, there's nothing inside

Maliciously you deceive, cunningness as your, salvation
Broken promises you've made, empty words you've said
You care for none but your own, just for your own
The nothing you've become, the nothing you've become

Remember you used to stand by my side
But since you've been gone I've been lost inside
I feel I've lost the light of my life
It feels so empty and cold inside

And tonight my head is filled with memories
Broken memories full of her
Tonight I drink, I feel so weak
Yeah I know we're never gonna meet

In my dreams I can see you, and tell you how I feel
In my dreams I can feel you, and it feels so real
In my dreams I can see you, and tell you how I feel
In my dreams I can hold you, and I wake so alone

If this time is the last time
Could I hold you the last time?
Last time
Since this is.. the last time
Lay your head down for the last night
Last night...

Remember we made love in the moonlight
I felt you shake so deep inside
Seemed like everything was all right
We made a blaze so high it lit up the night

And tonight my head is filled with memories
Broken memories full of her
Tonight I drink, I feel so weak
Yeah I know we're never gonna meet


If this time is the last time
Could I hold you for the last time?
Last time
Since this is.. the last time
Lay your head down for the last night
Last night...

In this place tattered and torn there's
Nothing to hold on to
The end has been in sight for so long
Nothing is going to change it I know
No hope is left anymore

Our days are running out
The voices scream
To let us now it's time to die
And just let it be
Reaching the end of the rope
Running out of hope


Now it's time to die
This is the end of our lives

Nothing's gonna save this world
It's slipping through our fingers
Trapped in this downward spiral destroying all
We're marching the path to oblivion
The end is coming now for all

I've been destroyed by the perfection that is you
Telling me your lies, think you can fool me too
Fuck you! I'm leaving soon

Why the hell should I stay, getting nowhere day by day
Can't stand what you say, throwing my life away

Dead as a dead can be, screaming the pain away, that you spread to me
another dead day with you, I see, you have turned to my perfect enemy

Why the hell should I stay, getting nowhere day by day
Can't stand what you say, throwing my life away
Why the hell do I stay, falling further down day by day
This is more than I can take, throwing my life away

Solo: P. Lindroos | Solo: K. Ranta

Throwing my life away, no way I won't stay
Throwing my life away, can't stand your fucking ways
Throwing my life away, you fucking disappoint me
Throwing my life away, throwing my life away