Millencolin

Do you remember Fazil's friend?
He used to live in the House of blend
He told a story of his life, about a fork and knife

He said when he was 22, he was mostly feeling blue
I wonder what he's up to now, if he's changed somehow
Did he ever find his way to the greener side?
Or did he get his dreams tonight?

I'm not the same, years have past
It kind of scares me how it went so fast
This brand new game, will I surpass?
And all I wanted was to make it last

Do you remember Fazil's friend?
He said you'd be friends 'til the end
In a soft world, but do you trust a guy who's lozin' must?

I think he's got his fingers crossed
That he got it all across
I hope he found the missing link
Did he ever stop to think?

I'm not the same, years have past
It kind of scares me how it went so fast
This brand new game, will I surpass?
And all I wanted was to make it last

It's a brand new game and not quite what I thought
I can remain the same but still achieve a lot
It's a brand new game and how will I surpass
With one foot stuck in the past, in the past
Oh can I ever make it last? (make it last)
It's all I wanted
I wanted it to last, (wanted it to last)

I'm not the same, years have past
It kind of scares me how it went so fast
This brand new game, will I surpass?
And all I wanted was to make it last, to make it last
It's all I wanted
Yeah I wanted it to last
Wanted it to last

In the middle of winter it's summer
Then in the middle of summer it's freezing cold
And I wonder who's wet behind the ears?

A broken world well ain't that a bummer
To get from mammoth to pizza took us
Twenty seven thousand well spent years

I'm gonna get out of the broken world
I'm just about to discover new land
Get out of the broken world
And start a band

Turn on the TV I see troubles of mankind
There is this weird old man who's saying:
"I'm the decider, we gotta stay the course"

All of a sudden I've got Shakespeare on my mind
All of a sudden Richard goes:
"A horse! a horse! my kingdom for a horse!"

I'm gonna get out of the broken world
I'm just about to discover new land
Get out of the broken world
And start a band

Aaaaaahhhh...

I'm gonna get out of the broken world
I'm just about to discover new land
Get out of the broken world
And start a band

I'm gonna get out of the broken world
I'm just about to discover new land
Get out of the broken world
And start a band

Get out of the broken world

There's something in the air tonight, it's hard to define.
There's green on every traffic light, like some kind of sign.
So if you're ready for a thrill, we do not have much time to kill.
Oh, it's the right time to advance, so let's take a chance.

Come on, come on, come on,
We got to make a try.
And dream on, dream on, dream on,
It's easy as pie.
We got to make a try,
So please, come on.

Let's venture out into the light, let's get up the nerve.
And gamble if the feeling's right, it's what we deserve.
You got the efforts to improve, so come on and make a move (And make a move).
In your eyes I see a spark, Worth a shot in the dark.

So come on, come on, come on,
We got to make a try.
And dream on, dream on, dream on,
It's easy as pie.
We got to make a try,
So please, come on.

Now we all long for a good distraction,
To get us through the day,
What's in the wall? We need some kind of action,
An opportunity to get away.

Now we all long for a new attraction,
Something to focus on,
To get by, to get by high so let's reach for the sky
Together we can make a try.
So come on...

There's something in the air tonight, it's hard to define.
Yeah, there's green on every traffic light, it must be a sign.

So come on, come on, come on,
We got to make a try.
(Come on, come on, come on,
We got to make a try).
And dream on, dream on, dream on,
It's easy as pie.
(Dream on, dream on, dream on,
It's easy as pie).

Come on, come on, come on,
We got to make a try.
(Come on, come on, come on,
We got to make a try).
And dream on, dream on, dream on,
It's easy as pie.
(Dream on, dream on, dream on,
It's easy as pie).

We got to make a try,
We got to make a try,
We got to make a try,
It's easy as pie.

Yeah, come on, come on, come on.
Come on, come on.
(Come on, come on, come on.
Come on, come on).
Yeah, come on, come on, come on.
Come on, come on.

I hear you dis my name when my back is turned
You have no shame but still I'm not really concerned
Oh no

Imagination it's not a think you lack
But you misguided your plan of attack
It's quite expected from a clown like you
Your sad stories always ring untrue

Where backstabbers get by and honesty don't fly
And jealousy's not something new
There's danger for strangers
And envy for changers
Where there is hate there is you

You try to steal the credit
For the things I've done
The truth in what you brag and preach
Is close to none
You're in a hopeless situation still
You stab whoever for a dollar bill
Yes, I've seen it many times before
You're no surprise
And you're best ignored

Where backstabbers get by and honesty don't fly
And jealousy's not something new
There's danger for strangers
And envy for changers
Where there is hate there is you

You sound just like a broken record
When you verbalize
Your shit goes round and round
You truly think you are
A master of disguise
But I know you by your sound

There's danger for strangers
And envy for changers

There's danger for strangers
Where there is hate there is you

Where backstabbers get by and honesty don't fly
And jealousy's not something new
There's danger for strangers
And envy for changers
Where there is hate there is you

Where backstabbers get by and honesty don't fly
There's danger for strangers
And envy for changers

Where backstabbers get by and honesty don't fly
There's danger for strangers
Where there is hate there is you.

She's saying, you're lost
She thinks it's time for you to detox
Too many tunes inside your head
Why don't you fill it up with her instead

She's not playing, but you are
She wants romance but you want guitars
Your headphone is on like you prefer
But you should have lend your ears to her

You're an addict to the audio
A chronic record lover who feeds on stereo

Just like the meat you eat
The booze you choose
The nicotine, the coffee
And the sugars that you need so

You're not ready for detox
Turn on the radio
Turn on the radio

It's not healthy, you're not fit
She says if you don't quit then she'll split
She needs silence and not your noise
Your habit's nothing she enjoys

And you're a nut for every kind of sound
A chronic vinyl player, who can't stop spinning 'round

Just like the meat you eat
The booze you choose
The nicotine, the coffee
And the sugars that you need so

You're not ready for detox
Turn on the radio
Turn on the radio

You don't know what you're looking for
You're lost in the past
You don't know who you are any more
How long will it last?

Well, it will last as long as you're gone
In the future or past
There's a crusher ahead
Make up your mind real fast
If it was yesterday I would let you go
Are you happy if the answer's no?
Then it's certainly time to make it so, yeah ...

What's done is done
You need to set your ways
And that is you
You in your future days
Mistakes and slips
Are made by everyone
So please accept
What's done is done

You don't know where you are any more
Just know where you've been
It doesn't matter how it all was before
Let the present begin
Big decision for a man in a daze
To leave the haze, yeah...

What's done is done
You need to set your ways
And that is you
You in your future days
Mistakes and slips
Are made by everyone
So please accept
What's done is done
What's done is done

Movement is a sign of life, keep moving forward, life
There is no going back from here in spite of all your fight
There is no point in blaming yourself for the wrongs you've done
The game that is really numb, no need to be on the run

What's done is done
You need to set your ways
And that is you
You in your future days
Mistakes and slips
are made by everyone
So please accept
What's done is done
What's done is done
What's done is done

So, please accept
What's done is done
What's done is done
What's done is done

So, please accept
What's done is done
What's done is done

Drop the gun, the one
That's stuck to my head
It's just begun, you're done
You get what you're fed
The machine is turning 15

No, I never thought that I invented the wheel
All I ever aimed for was something real
Creativity is still my gasoline
Ever since Goofy gave birth to this machine

Drop the gun, the one
That's stuck to my head
It's just begun, you're done
You get what you're fed
The machine is turning 15

I'm not altruistic, I don't do this for you
I'd rather paddle my own canoe
But this is not a tool or a simple device
No this is the machine 15 to be precise

Like an efficient calculation
But with a human soul
It's got a heart it's got dreams
So what's the motivation now?
Well, motion is the goal
And this has just begun
You better drop the gun

Drop the gun
Drop the gun
Drop the gun
The machine is turning fifteen
Drop the gun
The machine is turning fifteen
Drop the gun
The machine is turning fifteen
Drop the gun
The machine is turning fifteen

Drop the gun, the one that's stuck to my head
The machine is turning fifteen
It's just begun, you're gone, you came walking free
The machine is turning fifteen

The machine is turning fifteen
The machine is turning fifteen
The machine is turning fifteen
The machine is turning fifteen

I've seen it all before the people and the bars they're in
It doesn't turn me on no more it's a place already done and been
Sometimes I gotta take a stand I gotta act or I won't proceed
Which part of this don't you understand? Which part of me is hard to read?

It would kill me if I stay here, maybe kill me if I go
I rather take the road less traveled than face shit I already know
I had my share of good and bad years but I just can't stick around
It would kill me if I stay, I hope you understand me why I'm leaving town

There's no motivation here when everyday is all the same
Too much boredom too much fear and I'm sick of all this name and shame
I can't take it anymore don't like the person I've become
I need a new place to explore something different than where I'm from

It would kill me if I stay here, maybe kill me if I go
I rather take the road less traveled than face shit I already know
I had my share of good and bad years but I just can't stick around
It would kill me if I stay, I hope you understand me

But everyone's afraid of going backwards to degrade
Everyone's afraid of the strange
But if we only live life once then I've just got to live mine now
And it's gotta be a life in change... That's why I'm leaving town

It would kill me if I stay here, maybe kill me if I go
I rather take the road less traveled than face shit I already know
I had my share of good and bad years but I just can't stick around
It would kill me if I stay, I hope you understand me why I'm leaving town

Trouble down on my own street
Domestic violence on repeat
Smashed up doors and yelling again
Some say you are insane

But I don't think so I love you
When you are smiling I am too
The only toubles I have are yours
Please just make them end
Until they find you something that cures
I hide away at friends

I was saved by the bell or rather saved by hell
Because it didn't kill me, no it rather drilled me
To be doing well
I was saved by the bell or rather saved by hell
Because it didn't kill me, no it rather drilled me
To be doing well

My friends look forward to Friday night
While I am anxious for the weekend flights
In a small apartment there's nowhere to run
When chaos has begun

I hold my ears to dull the noise
But I can still hear your loud voice
I hide under my bed 'til it's gone
Why can't you get along?

I was saved by the bell or rather saved by hell
Because it didn't kill me, no it rather drilled me
To be doing well
I was saved by the bell or rather saved by hell
Because it didn't kill me, no it rather drilled me
To be doing well

I was saved by hell and now I'm doing well
It didn't kill me then it will not kill me now
I was saved by hell and now I'm doing well
It didn't kill me then it will not kill me now

No it did not kill me, then it will not kill me now
No it did not kill me, then it will not kill me now
It will not kill me now

You saw it all on TV
You read it all in magazines
No doubt that you could go on

You found a way to be free
This is what freedom really means
You found a place where that you belong

So welcome to suburban home
Welcome to a life only in chrome
For those who can't afford the market price
This is your paradise

Waiting to be found
Safe from the, far from the city
Your life when everything is pretty ** **
And you're never looking back

Faraway from problems and fights
You'll learn what life is all about
In a place where we're all safe and sound

You had it all planned out right
Already you know it will turn out
No second thoughts, you are on solid ground

So welcome to suburban home
Welcome to a life only in chrome
For those who can't afford the market price
This is your paradise

Safe from the, far from the city
Your life when everything is pretty ** **
And you're never looking back

You're never looking back

Safe from the, far from the city
Your life when everything is pretty ** **
And you're never looking back

Looking back..
Looking back...
Never looking back...

I see the sunlight on your face
I see the darkness in your eyes
In my mind, that's lover's paradox
I always try to give you space
No aim to cut you down to size
We got lost in our heart shape box

Oh, should we try to have some kids
Or should we just go separate ways?
Or best yet, why don't we move abroad?
Maybe Belgrade or Madrid
But we can get out of this maze
It sounds like we're both confused and bored

So tear me up
And knock me down
Just like a vicious circle no one gets around
I messed you up
To watch you frown
Just like a vicious circle no one gets around

You know that I depend on you
You know that you depend on love
And then love, well, love depends on me
From my subjective point of view
It never works like hand in glove
But still I, I hope you disagree

So tear me up
And knock me down
Just like a vicious circle no one gets around
I messed you up
To watch you frown
Just like a vicious circle no one gets around

And I'm tired of you being tired over me
Oh yeah, that's right, sometimes I wish we just could let it be
And I'm tired of me being tired over you
It's obvious sometimes you wish you meet somebody new
You...
Sometimes I wish that too

It's like a vicious circle no one gets around
I messed you up
To watch you frown
Just like a vicious circle no one gets around

So tear me up
And knock me down
Just like a vicious circle no one gets around
I messed you up
To watch you frown
Just like a vicious circle no one gets around
No one gets around
No one gets around

It's like a vicious circle no one gets around
So tear me up
And send me out
It's like a vicious circle no one gets around

Derided and laughed upon
The critics had their fun
But he don't mind
It will look different when he's done

A too controversial lie
And all the kids do understand
What he's about
In this moderated land

[Chorus]
But who's laughing now
And who's looking blank
Yeah who's laughing now
All the way to the bank
Who's laughing now
And who went up in rank
Yeah who's laughing now
All the way to the bank

Too old, too blind to see
The magic in this man
The jealous kind
Will never be a fan

And he never doubted
In himself for what he can
For good and worse
He always stuck to his own plan

[Chorus]

He's always been against the grain
I give him credit for staying sane
It takes a lot to go that route
He found his own way out

Fine inspiration and a cure
For anyone who's been ignored
Only for them he'll take a bow

[Chorus]

Yeah
Oh yeah
Looks who's laughing now
Looks who's laughing now, yeah
Oh yeah
Looks who's laughing now
And looks who's laughing now, ha ha!

Twenty one, feeling down
I tell you nothing with a thousand words
and I weaker get with every step
I waste my time on compact disc's and staly fish
I can't remember the last time I did something
that made me feel all right for longer than a few hours
if I only had the strength to make some muffins
then I swear that I would share them with you now

Am I odd or am I not?
that's the question I spend time analyzing
I'm so soft but still I'm not
living up to what people want me to be
cause I'm busy with me, myself and I
can't be understood by someone I don't know to well
so I'm shutting out the whole world just to play Nintendo
I've got these new games but I'm afraid you can't join me

These last few years I've been struggling
and I'm tired of keeping a low profile
so now it's time to show that I'm alive

I'm gonna change my life
change my plans
change my Vans
even start to dance now
change my thoughts
change my sox
change my moves
even change my pro fighter Q for you

No its not for you
And change mine just for me
And change mine just for me
Bullion

His name is Tony
As young he was uncool
But he always laughed at all the tough guys who ruled the school
But he's a phony
And I will tell you why
Because his biggest wish to be the hard-knocks a lie

Phony Tony's in disguise
What he wants to be he will despise
And he currently takes the prize
But Phony Tony's no surprise

Yeah little Tony grew up and finished school
And what he meant to his that he is no longer a fool

Phony Tony's in disguise
What he used to be he now despise
And he currently takes the prize
But Phony Tony's no surprise

Now he's a big man
And he's far away from school
Now he's the one who's bullying others calling them fools

He's no longer a fool
He's far away from school
Tony went cool

Phony Tony's in disguise
Phony Tony's no surprise
Phony Tony takes the prize
But phony Tony will capsize

Hey, what the hell do you want me to do?
Hey, does it look like I'm steady to you?
You might look twice, 'cause I'm moving

Okay, you see that I can walk which is good
But still you're trying to make me talk like you would
Your intention's nice, you're improving

For all you know, you're doing fine
But I guess it shows
That even jewelery that's fake does shine

[Chorus]
So shut your mouth now, big boy
I'm just myself, not your toy
It's in my nature to be changing
Now is it so hard to see
You can not make me to be
Someone who never will be changing?

So what the hell do you want me to say?
Another half-ass rhyme, another cliche?
You might be right for this one time

You take for granted I'm your servant subdued
It doesn't make sense to me, but to you
So here's one last bright make-shift rhyme

For all you know I'm just a fool
But I guess that shows
You can not judge a dog just by it's drool

[Chorus]

And I'm losing you,
With a big smile on my face
You're nothing new,
Not hard to replace

I'm losing you,
But I'm not loosing ground
So peek-a-boo,
And you won't be around
You won't be around

No, you won't be around

[Chorus]

'Cause I change with time
And that's not a crime
Someone like you cannot derange me
Yeah, I change with time
And that's not a crime
Its in my nature to be changing
Changing

Even the smallest thing could be enough for you,
Still it was too hard for me to give.
Even the smallest thing could break your heart in two,
No wonder why its hard for you to live.

Just like I turned you down,
I always shut you out.
No matter who I blame you're not around,
I cannot turn back time, I cannot change a thing.
No matter what they say, I shut you out.

Even the smallest thing can make your day complete,
I've never seen a bigger smile that yours.
Even the smallest thing can wipe you off your feet,


When no ones catching you, you hit the floor.

Just like I turned you down,
I always shut you out.
No matter who I blame you're not around,
I cannot turn back time, I cannot change a thing.
No matter what they say, I shut you out.

Just like I turned you down,
I always shut you out.
No matter who I blame you're not around,
I cannot turn back time, I cannot change a thing.
No matter what they say, I shut you out.

Can you pass me the black gold
I want to know how many shirts got sold
I'm gonna beat you in soccer
we bought our Juve-shirts in an Italian footlooker
we saw the real world today
our swedes were afraid
left France behind us
broke some fingers of Magnus'

like it or not, I always say that I'd rather go home
like it or not, this time I never wanted to go home

Ingredients is a big thing
we crown Stavanger to king
want to see more of Moulder
at night the buss is getting colder
we saw the real world today
did you know it's in Brussels
now we hope that you missed us
we'll be home to X-mas

want to see you again someday soon, it'd be great
you're totally o.k

its over now, it's December
like a friend once said, it's times to remember

When I was a kid I thought that I could fly
throw myself out of a widow, right out into the sky
now when I am older I know that I could die
die from a depression, I would learn my lesson well

Life's so normal, nothing's shocking
Boring planet, cause no one here is rocking
Life's so tragic, nothing's clocking
Boring planet cause no one here is rocking hard

When I was a kid I thought that I was strong
the girls in school got beaten up by me every day long
now when I am older I know that it was wrong
to deal with girls in the first place, cause a broken heart is now the case
I'm broken hearted in disgrace

It's a boring planet, we're just lying to ourselves
It's a boring planet, thank's to us and no one else

The joy and the pain, it's all in the game
but right now the joy's far away
we're gonna take it back to how it was before now
so what if we're last, so what if we're gone
you're waiting for that day, but I know it won't come
we've reached the bottom and now we're just looking forward

For twelve years I've been down
but I'm not whining, I'm still smiling
I'm still around every night

every Sunday or Wednesday I'll be there
with all the other folks biting those nails
and some of us I know that we would die for you
maybe you think it's just cause I have my smartcard
but forget that pall, tell you what
we're in it and we're in it to win it

so many hours spent in that building
and all the memories divine
just a few more seasons, then we'll be back
ready to attack, ready to take on the top again

so what if we're last, so what if we're last again
so what if we're last, we can't stay last forever

for twelve years i've been down, but I'm not
whining, I'm still smiling, and I'm still around
every night

Looking back with anger, looking back with joy and laughs
Don't ask me all those questions, cause I don't have the answers now
I tried to hold back all my thoughts and all my dreams
Just to make things better, I was using myself past my means

But all those days are gone
And I can't find the path that I should follow
I'm walking unknown land
Mile after mile I search the way back to my mind
And I can not believe how hard is to find
When I'm down

I used to make things easy, I used to be a happy guy
But now things seem so different, that I can't even play the game
I got to try to find the way through all this now
So what I need now, is someone to read the map cause I don't know howBut all those days are gone

But all those days are gone
And I can't find the path that I should follow
I'm walking unknown land
Mile after mile I search the way back to my mind
And I can not believe how hard is to find
When I'm down


I fell ashamed and I'm to blame
Cause I tried to be, I tried to see things from my side
And I also bleed, I also need some space
It's time to close this case

But all those days are gone
And I can't find the path that I should follow
I'm walking unknown land
Mile after mile I search the way back to my mind
And I can not believe how hard is to find
When I'm down

I don't know what to say, cause I don't feel that good today
I don't know what to do, I left my mind in all that glue
if I try to think or if I do something about this mess
then I will find myself in a situation I can't deal with now
my head it start to pound
my thoughts are flying around
and my body hits the ground.

I can't hear a sound and I feel fine
I can see what's wrong
I'm alone and strong.

I keep my eyes on you, just to make myself sure
I don't know why I care, cause it makes me feel so poor
and I must try to leave all this stuff behind me now
I feel fine today, but tomorrow, I don't know what I will say
cause my head will start to pound
and my thoughts will fly around
when my body hits the ground.

Then I won't hear a sound and I feel fine
I can see what's wrong
I'm alone and strong.

When I am lozin' must in a conversation
it makes me use my imagination
start to think that they're after me
cause I'm as shore as those monkeys hope
the chat goes on and I feel smaller
the guys in front of me they get taller
when,when I open my mouth again to tell them something more
they answer me with a hockeyscore

Must be strong, can't be wrong
lozin' must,
yeah loozin' trust in yourself(x2)

Well, I have this girl and I make here crazy
when I'm gone she's bored and lazy
I get a kick from pushin' her
but I'm not sure about how she feels about it
my favorite hockeyteam are strugglin'
it makes my stomach bubblin' bad
their hard time really makes me sad
we had some fucked up years
now it's time to whipe away those tears
(chourus)
It's been a tough time for me this past year
lots of questions who I am or what I want to be
I also found some answers the fog is gone
I feel better every day and now the feeling is here to stay
(chourus x2)

A snake, a fake, he's lame, he's in this game
for the money and for the fame
a spin, a grin, he's on and then we yawn
steals the credit then he's gone
he's the man with a plan and first he'll seem helpful
to make sure that you're on the hook
he's so full of bull and he sure will pull
some strings to make things go his way
everything will go his way

We're in the monkey biz
the monkey boogie is nothing new
and he'll be doin' the dance with you

Humble, mumble, stumble don't think so
that is not the way to go
connect, collect, correct, what did you expect?
did you think that he seriously cares for you?
do the monkey boogie, orangu-tango, baboon!

I remember when this was different then a job
for friendship and for fun, in harmony we got it done
we had a good scene going in our hometown Pennybridge
Most of those bands are gone, it can be tough to stand alone
so many times it has been shown

But it looks good, just as it should
feels good, not for me I can't say that yet

You were my girl until this day
I can't understand you're not anymore
more than two years shared with you
all the things that we've been through
In my memory forever, you'll be there until I die
and though this is the end, I love you more then as a friend
doesn't matter it's the end

But it looks good, just as it should
feels good, not when you're filled up with regret

Everything has it's time and I will sure have mine
so many things that we start almost tear us apart, eventually
everyone has their own way they got to go
so many things that we start with people who breaks our heart
one time, then do the same to another one

But it looks good, just as it should
feels good, not for me I can't say that yet
But it looks good, just as it should
feels good, not when you're filled up with regret
feels good, not for me I can't say that yet
feels good,
if I felt good today you know that I would stay

Here we are again with another bunch of soft songs
maybe you are wondering why why it took us so long
with a schedule tight, studiotime in sight
we have mostly been out touring
inspiration has been hard this time and honestly
I've had some problems with all these rhymes

We're under stress again, but it has always been that way
and once we get it right, then I know it's there to stay
We're under stress again, but we're used to all that now
it's always tough at first but somehow we always end up fine

Third album, less of ska and not so many fast ones
more of poppy, pushy songs, those that we do best now
nine to five at Unisound in January '97
we had the greatest time, with Dan as engineer
now the outcome is what you hear

If you're lonely or if you're happy
feeling swell or feeling blue, we might have a tune for you
it's about half of an hour, maybe less or maybe more
whatever it might be it's still softcore

Every morning, it's a new surprise
don't know who I am before I roll the dice
the options is the only thing that I decide
you see, I live for the moment now
I never did before, with all and everything I sweap the floor
random I am, I never give a damn about what's gonna happen next
my wife and kids they left me and my job is just a memory
but that's the kind of price you've got to pay
if you're gonna go your own way

solving problems can be done in many ways
I don't care, I don't care, I don't care
I don't care, I don't care, I don't care
I just roll the dice.

Get rid of all the habits now that's the plan
come on and try it and you'll feel grand
the first step is the hardest step to take
imagination is the only brake
just roll the dice and everything will turn out nice
you can be who you want to be
do what you want to do and do it how you like

this is my way of getting through the day
I don't care, I don't care, I don't care
I don't care, I don't care, I don't care
It's okay, cause I just have to pretend
It's okay, cause I just have to pretend
that I am someone else

Woah, Whoah

Trendy winds are blowing through my hair
the punk-elite are checking everything I wear
I'm tired of their endless whine, why can't they mind their own
cause what I am is what I will be

Don't need you or your crew
to tell me what to do
everyday when you try to waste my time
I waste a rhyme

Sometimes I can't understand what's wrong
cause this scene is filled with people who's bad and nong
you're an idiot and looser if you go their way
cause you don't need no one-track crew now

sometimes I can't understand what's wrong
to all you suckers we dedicate this song

I'm one year older now since last time I saw you
in case you wanna know, I'm about to say what I'm up to
first of all I'm a sluggard movin' slow in a clumsy way
some peace of mind is what I want, but that will be the day
I've been going with the flow for too long now, this must end
running 'round in circles, I've been so far away from myself
searching for the energy and the time to make a change in my life
instead of watching it pass by, get something done while I'm alive.

I'm twenty two, don't know what I'm supposed to do
or how to be, to get some more out of me.
I'm twenty two, so far away from all my dreams
I'm twenty two, feeling blue.

I try to activate myself the best I can
so that boredom won't catch up with me, i've my daily plan
wake up late, then rehearse a bit with the band, I guess it's cool?
Later when I'm home again I boil a note or two
then I go to bed that's what I do.

Afraid that I will be weak forever
I can't stay in this shape any longer
my life's just another cliche.

I'm holding you as you feel scared and small.
You've lost someone you love
and it's her you're thinking of.
It's all that matters to you right now
and it will be like this for long.
I'll be close to you, won't hide
'cause I know you need me by your side.

You wanna see her back again.
You wanna see her back into this world.

The past few months have been the
toughest of your life.
You've lost someone you love
and there's no greater pain above.
I know how close you were you two
and the joy and love you shared.
It was sweet for me to see,
but now it's aching inside me.

If only she could see you now.
Deep inside I think she can somehow.
She'd be the happiest mom, she'd be so proud.
She'd laugh and smile.
-Shut up you're dreaming!
You're screaming at me loud.
And that's the way you really feel.

Back into this world...

Yes, I'm Yugoslav, indeed a Swede.
Got two brothers, girlfriend, dad and mom.
Good boxershorts I need, lots of maps I read.
I would love to run my own farm.

I like the Beatles, funk and punk.
I watch hockey, basketball, play chess.
I eat veggie-junk and I love Superchunk.
To boule and travel I say yes.

All this I adore at the same it's just me.
It's what I care for, it's what I want to be.

I want it all, I want it all to stay right here.
I want it all to be a part of Slick Nick's sphere.
I want it all to be sincere where ever I go.

Lisa, Madonna are girls who knows where it's at
and Dr. Kris is a favorite rocker.
My main star is Miat, we have a car, a Fiat.
Yeah, still my dearest sport is soccer.

I'm not an ace on bass, it's what I face.
But yeah, I think it's king to sing.
Sailingboats I chase, I'd like to go into space.
Riding my silverfox is the real thing.

I want it all, I want it all to stay right here.
I want it all to be a part of Slick Nick's sphere.
I want it all to be sincere where ever I go.
Where ever I go, where ever I go, where ever I...
All around the world I go, Pennybridge, Belgrade and even T.O.

Everybody is leaving from this town and from me.
They've got the burning flame, they sure achieve their aim.
You know that's tough for me to see.
Oh, how I wish I could do the same as them and go.
Just pack my bags and good-bye,
get out fast or fade away real slow.

What you see is what you get right here,
where a change is nowhere near.
What you see is what you get from me.
In this duckpond, leave me be.

I pretend my life is perfect like the faces on TV.
Yeah, that's the only way to face another day,
try to deny the misery.
But those are the ways of lonely's and like a clown,
yeah, I do act.
No matter where I could be or would like to go,
I'm stuck here. That's a fact.

I'm too weak I'm down on my knees.
Too feeble for something new.
Feels like there's nothing I can do.
Keep on laughing 'bout me,
keep on doing your own,
But someday I will be that one.

Be that one.
Yeah, someday I will be that one...

I met a fox the other day.
When I asked how much she cost, I had to pay.
All of a sudden I'd brought her home.
She's one hundred kilos dressed in silverchrome.

She's my world, she's so rad.
She's the best ride I've ever had.
She's my world, she's so bad.
She's the best ride I've ever had.

When I imagine me and her.
You know that I get a stand-up fur.
I give her oil, I give her gas,
And get her seat beneath her ass.
Then the turtledoves drive away.

She's secondhand, so what? She's true, she's by my side.
For all I care she's hot, she's a real good ride.
When we go out people stop and stare with jealous minds.
It's OK for me as long as they let her be...
To prevent something like a theft I got her locked around a tree.

No matter what I feel for you,
those three words I can't say.
I regret the times I used the word OK.
I know how much it means when people
show they really care.
Of the value in honesty, I'm quite aware.
But still there's much in me that I don't share.

Don't have the guts to say what I think.
I'm too scared, don't have the guts to say what I think.
I'm too scared, don't have the guts to say what I think.
I'm too scared to say what I think of you.

The other way around I'd say
I function the same way.
The darker sides of me I underplay.
Afraid to get into conflicts,
afraid to tell you, NO.
Though I know this weakness keeps me low.
There's so much inside me, that I don't show.

Don't have the guts to say what I think.
I'm too scared, don't have the guts to say what I think.
I'm too scared to say what I think of you.

Somethings I can never show.
Why I don't know...

Don't have the guts to say what I think.
I'm too scared, don't have the guts to say what I think.
I'm too scared, don't have the guts to say what I think.
I'm too scared to say what I think of you.
I'm too scared of what I really think of you.

When I was younger I did not know how to be.
I lived my own lie and I never asked the questions why.
I always talked and dressed like everyone 'round me.
Where were my own view and my own thoughts?
I don't have a clue.

Insecurity, no confidence that was my style.
I did some false things,
you'd say I was playing the wrong strings.
To realize and see how lost I was, it took a while.
But it was worth it
'cause now I'm much more confident and fit.

I'm not going down the highway,
'cause I had the might to stop
and turn around before it was too late.
Instead I'm slowly going my way
and if I don't reach the top,
I still got loads here I appreciate.

Just because I'm older now
does not mean I'm complete.
Yeah, I still have got fear,
it's not as strong but it's still here.
And I'm confused at times,
but now I know where to put my feet.
Right in my own trail,
that's the only place if I don't wanna fall.

Millencolin - Material Boy lyrics

I'm leaving the Wat. To Buddhism no longer loyal.
I'm breaking my heart, as my compassion to the third world
turned to greed.
Bye bye, real McCoy, no ideals as if I was royal.
Now, I'm a material boy.
There's nothing in this world I don't think I need.

Now I'm shopping, I'm not stopping.
There'll always be new stuff to buy
and I'll expand my needs somehow.

I bought an iMac and mouse, a phone to go with my new spirit.
Next step might be a house, six bedrooms and a pool just for me.
I will live like a Tsar, the beggars chant won't hear it.
I'll have a boat, new TV and car.
And in my mouth a fat Cuban cigar.

Now I'm shopping, I'm not stopping.
There'll always be new stuff to buy
and I'll expand my needs somehow.
I'll expand my needs somehow I swear.

Tell us where you're from
What you want to become
And we'll say if you're OK
Where did you go to school?
Right answer and you're cool
Yeah, you're the kid the whole day

You get a sticker in your face
Information about the case
So you know your potential
Don't think you can extend
Don't think you can extend, just comprehend
But I don't wana hear it
No, it's more than I accept

'Cause I don't care where I belong no more
What we share or not I will ignore

We will shut you out
We'll put you in doubt
If you think that you're special
We'll tell you who you are
We'll tell you that you're close but no cigar
But I don't wana hear it
No, it's more than I accept

'Cause I don't care where I belong no more
What we share or not I will ignore
And I won't waste my time fitting in
'Cause I don't think contrast is a sin

What they say is...
Go back, where you came from
They'll tell you that, I don't want to hear
No, I don't want to hear
No, I don't want to hear it
No, it's more than I accept

'Cause I don't care where I belong no more
What we share or not I will ignore
And I won't waste my time fitting in
'Cause I don't think contrast is a sin
No, it's not a sin

I don't want you to know too much about me, oh no.
'Cause I know you'll take advantage of the words that I say.
You're looking for a way to depress me, make me pay.

You don't want me to be,
too close around you 'cause I would see.
All the weak sides that you got, bout which you're trying to hide.
You know that I would nail you if I could nurse my pride.

You're on the top when I'm low.
As soon as you're fading I will grow.
I don't like you. You don't like me.
We're lacking energy. Yeah, we're lacking energy.

It's a mindgame we play.
Rule the roost, major cliche.
While one of us is fit the other's going insane.
And every time we think the positions will remain.

You're on the top when I'm low.
As soon as you're fading I will grow.
I don't like you. You don't like me.
We're lacking energy. Yeah, we're lacking energy.
So you got me up against the wall
and I'm only waiting for your fall.
I'll get back on top and be carefree.
It's not the end for me, no It's not the end for me.

I know we're thinking the same
and our opponent's the one to blame.
Thinking this way is not something we both longed for.
Living this way is never something we did plan.
But I don't think we will change.
'cause we're stuck in roles as other's antipoles.

So you ain't got all your chickens home
But from what I do recall
You don't have incurable syndromes
So don't you worry 'bout a single thing
Don't you hurry, you're a future king

I know it's all in you
Just gotta find out what you want to do
I know it's all in you
And deep inside you feel it to

They say you're lazy and you don't want to work
It's not too crazy not to want to slave, you're not a jerk
So don't you doubt about your future plan
You're a knockout and I'm your biggest fan

You know it's up to you, you always have an option
To choose what you want to do, take control or run and hide
It's OK to take a fall, if you have good intentions
As long as you give it all, you'll feel good inside

I know it's all in you
Just gotta find out what you want to do
I know it's all in you
And deep inside you feel it to
I know it's all in you
The common sense, splendid point of view
I know it's all in you
All your dreams they can come true

I gotta get me a grip and be strong.
Gotta show I can rip, moving on.
As I'm trembling, it's not ending.
Gotta avoid to make slips and meet nongs.

'Cause I want it, yeah I wanna live my life.
I wanna live my life in this world.
And I need it. Yes, I need it.
Yeah, I need to spend my days on this earth.

I gotta learn to say NO, disallow.
Well, it's my turn to go pro, right about now.
I've been fading for too long, degrading.
I gotta earn me some dough, this is how.

At 23, I was far from feeling free.
At 24, my life was a big bore.
Now I'm 25 and I'm still not high,
yeah, I'm 25 but still alive.
I'll never give up and I'll reach my goal,
until I reach my goal... Controlling body and soul.

You never wanted to go.
You didn't dare to let me know.
The luck could turn back to my side.
I knew my washes qualified,
so why won't you let me show who I am.

I'm not doing this because of you.
And I, I'm not here because you want me to.
I know you're feeling you can see me through.
Well, it's all lost the moment I stop to think.

Now I'm leaving you in fear,
but I will come back every year
to be the fifth wheel you don't need.
I'll be a reason for you to speed.
So why won't you let me show who I am.

The moment I stop to think,
same moment as I start to sink.
Sometimes I wish I were like you,
so why won't you let me show who I am.

The last selection in the ballgame.
Does never get a pass.
"Not appreciated's" just his first name.
He's the scapegoat of the class.
There are no friends to cheer him up and
no girls, no sweet romance.
It's impossible to expand,
when you never get a second chance.

Do you know, who's that guy, who's all alone?
Do you care enough to see? He's in pain and misery.

He's not going to the school-prom.
He said he had the flu.
Trumped-up excuses he told his mom.
-I'm safer here with you.
She told her son. -Someday, they'll all be
sorry for mistreating you.
Don't be afraid my son and trust me.
-You'll be someone they will look up to.

Do you know, who's that guy, who's all alone?
Do you care enough to see?
He's in pain and misery... Do you care enough to see?

Do you know, who's that guy, who's all alone?
Do you care enough to see? He's in pain and misery.

Everything's complete,
the newly wed syndrome.
The mayfly hit the street,
everybody in plus.
Burnt out as can be,
watching you go home.
It's crystal clear to me,
you no longer need us.
It's OK, we'll come around.

Now there's nothing left for us,
we're packing up, saying goodbye.
To a place no one can trust.
To a scene based on a lie.
I truly hope we won't retreat.
The same mistake we won't repeat.
The bond was stabile as a shed.
Love is mutual, love is dead.

Everythin went great
with lot's of beginners luck.
The mayfly on a skate,
timing in perfection.
Bored out as can be,
monkey's getting stuck.
The four of us agreed,
we need to follow the action,
where ever that might be...

Here I go,
I'm tired about what all you say.
-Just one show, you owe it to the kids, so play!
That's all bull,
the main thing's that we're having fun!
Said and done, said and done,
I don't owe a shit to anyone.

I had a dream last night
A dream about a bear
Dancing in a trench-coat, hat, and vest
It didn't take me long to get me well aware
Who's hiding underneath that dress

For 26 long years i've known that guy
And I would say his limit is the sky
and I know he would say that its no big deal
Humbleness is not needed, you're for real

tonight
yeah you turned into supernova
The pepper will soon be in clover
You got your signs right down at rover
yeah you turned into supernova

he'll show you how to pull a trigger on a gun
I heard that he is such a rage
he'll show you more cause his career has just begun
so watch out for when he will hit the stage

for 26 long years i've known that man
and I'm proud to say that we're from the same clan
A third one just like me and that's alright
A star like supernova is way more bright

[repeat chorus]

I wouldn't say its over
You got you're signs at Rover
and soon you'll be in clover

That dude is out there tonight?
They call him supernova
That dude is out there tonight?

Everything is up to you, oh that you aware
yeah you know just what you gotta do, the heart must be fare
you got your advance
forget about your worries now, we all make mistakes
you gotta make it anyhow 'cause you got what it takes right

now here's your big chance
you gotta make a move now

'Cause you're free to be all that you want to
So never let the days pass by
There's not a thing in this world that you can't do
All you gotta do is try
And you want to, yeah, we all want to

You know you gotta have a goal, before it's too late
So come on, you just have to be careful
just make your own fate now
You gotta make an effort, you gotta make your move now

'Cause you're free to be all that you want to
So never let the days pass by
There's not a thing in this world that you can't do
All you gotta do is try
And you want to, yeah we all want to learn to fly

Yeah I know it's not an easy mission
To keep your goals up and so high
'Cause I know you've got ambition
So don't deny, now all you gotta do is try

'Cause you're free now
Yeah, you're free to be all that you want to
But let it be now
So never let the days pass by
'Cause you're free to be all that you want to
So never let the days pass by
There's not a thing in this world that you can't do
now all you gotta do is try, and you want to
yeah we all want to

Everything will soon turn black,
so here's my letter.
To get it off my chest.
Promise fater, don't look back,
it's not for the better.
I know you tried your best.

[Chorus:]
Everybody seems so happy like they all share
something I haven't felt for years.
For long I've tried to just hold on but now I don't care
I'm closing down my thoughts and fears.
Forgive me, life is cruel.
I'm leaving you.

Hear you little brother me,
you know I'm sorry,
for every high hand.
Give my love to mother,please
tell her not to worry.
I hope she'll understand.

So long, don't wait for me in vain.
What's wrong with being free from pain?
Be strong and live your lives like I never could.
Farewell, let the memories be nice.
To hell!? Don't think you go there twice.
I'm well off right here, it's more than good.
So Farewell...

When you are winning,
when you are winning I'm with you.
I'm sun and springing, yeah,
sun and springings what I do.
And I'm your best friend,
I'm your best friend, I pretend,
just like a new trend.
You know this friendship will soon end.

Cause when the hard times are coming
my true colors show.
And what I give you is nothing,
I say you're on your own.
Cause when the hard times are coming,
I'm the first to run.
So for the hard times,
you know you're on your own.

You made a bad stroke.
You made a bad stroke you should have known,
cause I'm all for smalltalk.
If you want smalltalk then pick up the phone
and I'll be your best friend.
Well, at least now for a little while,
but don't go around the bend,
cause I can only stand you when you smile.

Cause when the hard times are coming
my true colors show.
And what I give you is nothing,
I say you're on your own.
Cause when the hard times are coming,
I'm the first to run.
So for the hard times,
you know you're on your own.
Just like a sinking stone.

A friend in need is a friend indeed
that's what I've been told,
but a friend in me lacks that heart of gold.

Take warning, Boxer, I threw it all away.
She, Tag's along, I'm only sleeping, Can't make me, Stay.
Time of her time, Bob, Get it rite.
Let's go, Duncan, Dress you up, Blindfold.
Talk to me, Shandi, The first part, As we're told.
Oh sister, Panic, One more night, Rip it out.

[Chorus:]
Cause I believe in Kingwood days.
Help me hold my feelings longer.
Kingwood days, make me stronger and alive.

Down in the valley, Old friend, Microphone.
Change of ideas, My poor brain, Monochrome.
Rats in the hallway, Soul on ice.
Only in dreams, Mindgames, Live to tell.
There'll be no teardrops tonight, Wheeler, Sliverbells.
Ten minutes, Welcome to paradise, Paralysed.

So all these words do they have a meaning?
It's all in vain to try to read between the lines.
But here's a hint, S-T-E-are-E-O.
From all in print I guess threre are one or a few you know.

I thought the hard times were well over now
Brighter days would come and stay
I guess I'm just not that lucky somehow
'Cause you are standing in my way

No matter how well I do
I know I'll never be good enough for you

You want to watch me breakdown
Yeah, you want to watch me go insane
You want to watch me breakdown
Why I'm a fool and I remain the same?

Yeah, my name is Golden, but you call me Bill
Your heart will never let me in
I know you curse, but smile inside when I fail
Jealousy is kept within

No matter how good I play
You only focus on the blunders I say

You want to watch me breakdown
You want to watch me go insane
Yeah, you want to watch me breakdown
Why I'm a fool and I remain the same?

Yeah, I remain the same
You hate me 'cause I'm strange
But I remain the same
And I will not change

I thought the hard times were well over now
Brighter days would come and stay
I guess I'm just not that lucky somehow
'Cause you are standing in my way

You're standing in my way
You're standing in my way
You're standing in my way
You're standing in my way

You want to watch me breakdown
Yeah, you want to watch me go insane
You want to watch me breakdown
Why I'm a fool and I remain the same?

You want to watch me breakdown
You want to watch me breakdown
You want to watch me breakdown
Yeah, you want to watch me breakdown

Looking back on what I've done
Regret is all I see
I miss you
And the way it used to be

My selfish ways have put me here
Alone I feel ashamed
And I know
That I am the one to blame

I know you feel the same
I don't believe that a future day
Will make it go away
I don't believe that a single try
Will make me see the light

I start again back on square one
Forgot what I've become
Now I am looking back on what I've done

I have to trust my guts this time
To believe that I'll be fine
I have to trust myself
I'll be okay

But I was fine today
Because I believe that a future day
Will make it go away
And I believe that a single try
Will help destroy the light

A single try
A single try
A single try

Will make me see the light

Because I believe that a future day
Will make it go away
And I believe that a single try
Will help destroy the light

Because I believe a... (future day)
Yeah I believe in a future day
Will make it go away (future day)
Yeah it helps it go away

Destroy the...
Destroy the light
Destroy the light
Destroy the light

Hey, what the hell do you want me to do?
Hey, does it look like I'm steady to you?
You might look twice, 'cause I'm moving

Okay, you see that I can walk which is good
But still you're trying to make me talk like you would
Your intention's nice, you're improving

For all you know, you're doing fine
But I guess it shows
That even jewelery that's fake does shine

[Chorus]
So shut your mouth now, big boy
I'm just myself, not your toy
It's in my nature to be changing
Now is it so hard to see
You can not make me to be
Someone who never will be changing?

So what the hell do you want me to say?
Another half-ass rhyme, another cliche?
You might be right for this one time

You take for granted I'm your servant subdued
It doesn't make sense to me, but to you
So here's one last bright make-shift rhyme

For all you know I'm just a fool
But I guess that shows
You can not judge a dog just by it's drool

[Chorus]

And I'm losing you,
With a big smile on my face
You're nothing new,
Not hard to replace

I'm losing you,
But I'm not loosing ground
So peek-a-boo,
And you won't be around
You won't be around

No, you won't be around

[Chorus]

'Cause I change with time
And that's not a crime
Someone like you cannot derange me
Yeah, I change with time
And that's not a crime
Its in my nature to be changing
Changing

Even the smallest thing could be enough for you,
Still it was too hard for me to give.
Even the smallest thing could break your heart in two,
No wonder why its hard for you to live.

Just like I turned you down,
I always shut you out.
No matter who I blame you're not around,
I cannot turn back time, I cannot change a thing.
No matter what they say, I shut you out.

Even the smallest thing can make your day complete,
I've never seen a bigger smile that yours.
Even the smallest thing can wipe you off your feet,


When no ones catching you, you hit the floor.

Just like I turned you down,
I always shut you out.
No matter who I blame you're not around,
I cannot turn back time, I cannot change a thing.
No matter what they say, I shut you out.

Just like I turned you down,
I always shut you out.
No matter who I blame you're not around,
I cannot turn back time, I cannot change a thing.
No matter what they say, I shut you out.

I'm on the bottom, deep down. Yeah, in fear is where I stay,
cause penalization and bullying have made me what I am today.
For too long I've been pushed around and my scars still burn.
Now look at my reaction, for the worse I'm gonna take a turn.

So here I come with violence and me you can not stop.
Get out of my sight cause it's time for payback.
I'll fight whoever, yeah, I'll hit them 'til they drop.
Cause this time I'm gonna be on top. Yeah, I'm gonna be on top.

It's bottles up inside of me, I gotta let it all out.
Since the day that I was born I've taken shit, so I'm mad no doubt.
But I'm a victim, you see. It's always been my role.
But things are gonna turn around cause now I'm gonna lose control.

You say you want to leave me,
say you want to be free
from everything you hate.
Get yourself together,
we'll always be together.
Love, you just can not rate.

Been so long since we hooked,
been so long since we took
time to get things right.
But I'll be here forever,
I'll lie to you forever.
Now, it doesn't look bright.

[Chorus:]
Nobody is killing more time than you and I.
Everybody's willing somehow to say goodbye.

I think we're getting used to,
used to be abused to.
Doubt is all there is.
We can not spread out wings out,
can not do a new thing.
Drought on what we miss.

When everything is falling,
it's like we both are crawling
around and around again.
Every fight is too long,
every word is too strong
Bound to end it all, but when?

The stalemate's on and what we had is dead and gone.
It's like we just don't care. We're going nowhere.

I want to say goodbye. Yeah, I want to say goodbye.
Goodbye to our big life lie, nothing's gonna be alright.
You know this is our best white lie. Nothing's gonna be alright.
Doesn't matter how we try, I want to ask you why we can't let it die?
Even though we both have tried, you know I always question why.
Why we just can't let it die?

It's our big life lie.

you think you're cool cause you know every girl in town, but you don't do
cause when you're out at night they don't look your way
you've got all that trendy shit and a jolly air for brains
and you are busy to watch out for that ugly girl you know

you think girls like that will ruin your style
cause a perfect guy like you need something more
you're so cool, your'e so cool, you've got everything a girl desire
you're so cool, your'e so cool, with a perfect butt you can go far

you're telling me that I am thinking way to small to understand
that you have reached your goals and I am far away
and all the things you say that you know I don't want to hear
so throw your empty words away and listen to what I say

I'm not jealous in all the lies you tell,
just take it easy you might end up in hell

you're so cool, your'e so cool, you've got everything a girl desires
you're so cool, your'e so cool, with a perfect butt you can go far

you're so perfect, you've got everything and you are way to cool
to understand that you are out of line

she said so, she said so, you've got everything a girl desires
she said so, she said so, with a perfect butt you can go far

you're so cool, your'e so cool, you've got everything a girl desires
you're so cool, your'e so cool, with a perfect butt you can go far
you're so cool, your'e so cool, you've got everything a girl desires
you're so cool, your'e so cool, with a perfect butt you can go far

(fading...)
you're so cool, your'e so cool,
you're so cool, your'e so cool,

You think you're not cool cause you know every girl in town, but you don't do,
cause when you're out at night they don't
look your way, you've got all that trendy shit and a jolly air for brains
and you are busy to watch out for that ugly girl you know.

You think girls like that will ruin your style,
cause a perfect guy like you need something more
you're so cool, you've got everything a girl desire,
you're so cool, with a perfect but you can go far.

You're telling me that I am thinking way to small to understand
that you have reached your goals and I am far away
and all the things you say that you know I don't want to hear,
so throw your empty words away and listen to what I say
I'm not jealous in all the lies you tell, just take it easy, you might end up in hell,
you're so perfect, you've got everything and you are way to cool
to understand that you are out of line.

Twenty one, feeling down
I tell you nothing with a thousand words
and I weaker get with every step
I waste my time on compact disc's and staly fish
I can't remember the last time I did something
that made me feel all right for longer than a few hours
if I only had the strength to make some muffins
then I swear that I would share them with you now

Am I odd or am I not?
that's the question I spend time analyzing
I'm so soft but still I'm not
living up to what people want me to be
cause I'm busy with me, myself and I
can't be understood by someone I don't know to well
so I'm shutting out the whole world just to play Nintendo
I've got these new games but I'm afraid you can't join me

These last few years I've been struggling
and I'm tired of keeping a low profile
so now it's time to show that I'm alive

I'm gonna change my life
change my plans
change my Vans
even start to dance now
change my thoughts
change my sox
change my moves
even change my pro fighter Q for you

No its not for you
And change mine just for me
And change mine just for me
Bullion

Take your silly words and listen to yourself
Cause I'm living my life tonight
And nothing's gonna hurt me
Can't you understand that I can be myself
Without everything, without anything, without any help from you

We're not having fun, we never really laughed
We have to get things before we end ourself

What about me?
Do you care enough to see that
I can't live my life this way and that you don't understand?
What about me?
Am I the one who's going down
Cause sometimes I can't find myself
And I'm wondering if this is really me?

I remember those days when we first met
How simple things were then
With no heartache and no pain
Now things change so fast
that we must take the time to talk things over and
Listen to our mind

On your knees cause you??쨈re not wanted,
Your life is a chaos and you wonder will it ever end
And all these feelings they??쨈re for real keep you down
Just the way it??쨈s planned out today, today you??쨈ve lost your way

People grin, behind your back they are talking
They are say you??쨈re doing it the wrong way once again
All these relations you believed in seem to brake up
And it drives you crazy

Any day you??쨈ll feel ok, your shoes will get you anywhere
Just be patient cause soon you??쨈ll have your fun

Staying in, hide away from problems,
Imagination??쨈s playing games with you again
It??쨈s no illusion, it??쨈s just confusion
But when the fog??쨈s gone you??쨈ll come out strong
There??쨈s no time to be feeling down

First words you say in tears
complaining how I'm never near
I know I'm lost sometimes
cause I'm grounded in my mind
it's like this, it's like this all the time
first I say you're ok then I go my way
and you're desperate, so desperate when you're down

Here I stand, take my hand
and I'll try to understand you right
understand you right in the best way that I can
cause after all I am your friend

Last words you scream to me
you don't expect too much of me
cause I could give you anything if I just could be myself
It's like that, it's like that that all the time
first I say that you're ok then I go my way again
you're so desperate, you're so desperate but still mine

Here I stand, take my hand
and I'll try to understand you right
understand you right in the best way that I can
cause after all I am your friend

Now the girl is working, now the girl feels fine
now the girl is working, and I am the one who feels down
yeah the girl is working, yeah the girl is right
but if she'll be working until the end of time

And I hope that she will understand me then
in the best way that she can
cause after all I'm her friend

And I hope that she will understand me then
in the best way that she can
cause after all I am her friend until the end

you know the times when I'm lost and confused,
I lose control, and I find you to abuse,
I feel like shit now cause it's getting to me,
I treat you like someone I don't want to be
I talk to myself and say that you're outstanding,
then you call me up and I explain how I'm sorry again

It's not the first time our love seems to be fading,
but we're still here and same things we're defending,
you leave me now and there will be no happy ending,
we can at least try to pretend

we share my bed when we could share so much more,
if we just could talk things out I'd sleep on the floor,
I want to give you all respect that I can
it can be hard cause I'm just a boy not a man
you have a point when you suggest it's not that simple,
I guess you're right cause there is many things on a plow

I need a rest right now, from myself and everyone,
I got to focus my mind on you, you're the one I love

I wonder what the best thing is
To have a face or to have charm?
Well, my girl's twofaced and she's a fartalarm
I'm not blind and I do have nose
But I don't want to use it now
I rather try to follow my heart this time
Good looks, it makes me nervous
I need someone who's not perfect

It's you, you're overweight and lovely
Yes, it's true, a pig in walking shoes
You drool every time we kiss, I must say you rule
I'm falling in love with you

I know that all those trendy girls
Would leave me when I'm broke
And also be disgusted when I smoke, no joke
I don't want no model
Unless she has a major body

Just an ounce of human touch, I realize it's a killercrush
I'm dancing, I'm overjoyed
I took a chance on you cause I wanted some romance
To and now I'm happy as can be
Cause this supersized woman means all to me

When you've been pushed to the side
you feel kind of useless
it feels like something left inside
so do it right this time and leave that stuff behind
stop thinking about it, you have to get away right now.

So move your car, I think it's best for you right now,
move your car, you have to get on with your life
so do it now!

You don't deserve to feel this way
cause you're not a loser,
you have to clear up your mind and see that it was not your
fault and you're not the one to blame,
you can put it away now, so take some time to change
your life.

I guess thats best for you to move that car
it will take some time, but in the end you'll find
that you are worth a better life than this.

Could it be I'm a lonely one that made everything
so upside down now?
Could it be all the lies
I told that gave nightmares to me after an olympic day?
You said everything was fine.
But I saw you through and I knew
that I was just as bad as you.
Never said I would give you up.
But if I must then tell me why now.
Never said I believed in all those things
I've heard about you from those rumours now.
I thought everything was fine.
But you proved me wrong and I was taken by surprise.
Don't like me, don't like me.
Don't you know I'm good for nothing.
Don't like me, was what you told me when I called you up.
Don't like me, don't like me.
Don't you know I'm good for nothing.
Don't like me, whatever I may say to make you feel that way.
Could it be I'm a lonely one that turned everything
so upside down now?
Could it be that you told me
that you still loved me that made me change so quickly now?
I heard me when you called.
Don't like me, don't like me.
Don't you know I'm good for nothing.
Don't like me, was what I told you when you called me up.
Don't like me, don't like me.
Don't you know I'm good for nothing.
Don't like me, eventhough inside I know I want you too.
Didn't want to tell you what to do.

One step forward two steps back
we're the masters of disaster
pillowpride and shumway lies isn't what you expected
a solid demon crawls in you, at least that's what they're
saying, but we don't care we're just launging now and
got to keep our pinegalic post

in a softworld, from AMF to earl grey
in a softworld, it's softcore, but don't ask me now what
it's all about

next stop is looking good
cause you don't know what it offers
the treasurehunt was ment to be something ultra clean
munkers say it's not ok
cause you're lost in what you're doing
but this is it when softcore's lit
and we won't change a shit

take time to wonder if it's really worth it
so many broken kinder eggs
so many stolen lipton bags
do we really give something back

The story of my life, well let's just say it's a fork and a knife
there is one thing on my mind, one thing all the time, I got to fill my mouth
got no favorite meal, I say every meal is clean if it fills me up for real
my belly's big and it's just a start, my appetite is my heart
and when I had enough I just through up and laugh.

This time, it's not a cow, it's kind of personal, can't explain to you why
this time, it's not a cow, so Mr. PC are you ready to bow.

Breakfast in bed, the bed's in the kitchen so it's easy to be fed
and when I'm fed, yes, when I'm fed, I go right back to bed
food and sleepwatch, the thing should keep me from having too much
sometimes it feels that I could kill for desert.

The story of my life, a big fork and the sharpest knife
I guess this solid bridge leads me on to the nearest fridge
not a pig, sheep, chicken, moose, duck, snake, horse or a frog.

In a tiny spaceship
With four legs a pillow and some sheets
that's where my idols always meet
I'd like to be there now

Trying every night to see a UFO
But in case I don't, just in case I won't
I've got my fantasy to lean on

(Chorus)
Vulcan eyebrows, vulcan ears
That's what I dream of
No more sorrow, no more tears
Can't you get me beamed up?
Vulcan logic, vulcan needs
Quite bizarre but still a dream
As I'm waiting for that beam

Bullshit is all we talk on this planet we call earth
Since I'm tired of that I'll take a further step
I think I'll find my way in space

(Chorus)

Maybe just because I was newly washed like Barandon Walsh
you took notice of me, you thought I was a rockstar some gangster
or a bowling star I don쨈t belive you babe

you're not the only one who think I am a chiquita dude
well I'm afraid i'm not that rude

I took you to the A-house and even to the punk-palats
those trips made you throw up and after a few nights you took off
to the holm of asp's that's where you belong

When it comes to you it's hard to have an open mind
so I just have one advice, to say....

Walt Jabsco, Walt Jabsco now that's what I call rude
he's the man he's a super dude.

You strike get pissed that is just the way it is use your
nose to the melancholy funk sound we are just a couple
of local bowlers hangin' out tonight leavin' all the girls
behind.

So what's a girl compared to a perfect game I guess a lot
if you find the right one if I had to choose between a bowl
and you I'm not tellin' you you're taking it the wrong way

I love the feeling that I get when I strike thats the only
time I feel alive don't need you babe just need to strike I
love the feeling that I get when I strike

You are in trance when you slick into the area you pass
the sa when you're taking off your pumas the way we
bowl is cleaner then the other styles it's pro but they say
we're doin' it the wrong way.

So I guess you must be crazy to be bowlin' like we do it's
cool we're doin' it our own way no fools no girls just the
rude boys from the south kickin' it slickin' it trickin' it
again.

Yes thats right bowlin' is allright the only time I feel alive
is when I'm hangin' at the A-house that's right pass me
those shoes I'm ready for the perfect game so watch me
shoot.

If you get upset and you don't understand it's quite
allright just follow your instincts physical activity is the
way to free your mind so get on your feet and bowl to the
funky beat.

I'm In the bar when I should be in front of you
I play the pinball when I really should be skanking
it dosn't matter how many times you ask me up
I appreciate it but it's complicated, I just can't dance baby
I just can't loose myself

I've got an image and I have to live up on to the latest trend
so nowdays I'm macho and have you ever seen a macho
shake or twist his butt, I know your not so I'm not lickin' In on the spot
'cause I can't dance baby, I just can't get in trance

someone told me bad boys don't know why they쨈re not dancing
someone told me what they say is their only way to slip away

You've got so many things going your
way today but still you are lonely and
no one listens to the things that you say
depresson is a lesson that you really
gotta hold on to or is it fucked up
anyway for you.

You've got so many things to say
but that won't help you anyway
because you're messed up and you're
lost on other peoples thoughts.

Tough situation you believe that you're
afraid of yourself you're looking around
for directions and clues but you should
look somewhere else 'cause
somewhere inside you you can find
the strength that you're searching for
or is it fucked up anyway for you

Do it for yourself today
you have got to find a way
so do it for yourself.

One day slackin' with no one doing nothing the best way that I can
searching through my records looking for that hero song
I take my slippers and put them on.

In my bed I spend most of my time way to tired to write down a clean rhyme
I say that bed skating is cooler when the trucks are on
please tell me am I right or wrong?

Fazil's friend is here to let you know what it's like when you want to be the O.S
slackin' on the phone slackin' all alone I'll be nr. one, when I turn O.S

Hila zako hasara kwangu don't know what it means but it's your job to find out
call me up when you got something bad to say and I will listen in my own way.

Try to be someone the best way that I can bothering no one only what's inside me

I haven쨈t much to say today because the nowhere
album쨈s on thinking to much about tomorrow and
the insperation쨈s gone good times bad times
seem to be the same when I쨈m doing something my
mind is always somewhere else

All the talk about the one day plan has쨈nt got
to me only my memories can make me feel free

Anything I can do anything in the house of
blend is where I find my energy

I쨈m too occupied with my own dreams a numskull
in a bed you tried to dissapoint me with the
things you said but now I쨈m busy maybe in a
month wake me up and fill my empty mind with
doubts

Give me something to hate cause I can쨈t go on
hating me give me someone to blame and tell me
there쨈s nothing wrong with me eject me if you
can reject me if I come again consciousley I
will run into more fun...

We lost our luggage we
lost our smiles we've been
the melancholy brothers
so many times and when
we went down
to a unknown club she did the best
she could to cheer us up

<i>[Chorus:]</i>
Leona said we could go in for free,
Leona was so pretty indeed.

Infected by Madonna she was number one
haven't met a girl this clean in a long
long time damn we had to leave I swear
we had no choice but one thing to
remember is her tiny voice.

<i>[Chorus]</i>

Sometimes when you're all alone you're
not expecting much from anyone
maybe that's the reason why she was
so lovely to me but if I get a super job
then I will work work really hard to get
some money and go somewhere and
find a girl like her.

Mr. Clean tell me is that really you, I wonder what you've done
to become so big and dumb
but I know you can change your lifestyle once again

It쨈s cool to be clean, if you know what I mean, yeah
when I gave you my favourite Chiquita shirt I gave it to a guy
who is cruel to everyone he meets and who shows the world he's incomplete

(Chorus)
Mr.Clean tell me is that really you
I wonder what you've done to become so big and dumb
last time we met you beat me up that was no surprise
though I miss the days when you where nice, yeah

It's hard to believe that you don쨈t owe me shit
I'm well aware of what is yours and where to draw the lines
at least I have the right to write anything I think is right

Looking back at the days when we were friends
together as one we followed all the trends
but now a friend is less worth than a neggy trend.

You say that most things in life is for free
but I doubt you can be so stupid that you never see.
I say that you and I will neer be the same
but you you never listen to what I have to say
so take my piece of advice, always be nice.

And you always said I'm sorry,
I wonder why you always felt so sorry

You always lie and never do talk clean you say that I am such a fake
I never asked you to ever be with me I hope that you can see
what you have changed me to I'll never smile again
I'll never talk to you, I hope that you can see
that I don쨈t want you here that I don't want you.

And you never said I'm sorry,
I wonder why you never said I'm sorry

Not even close to magic and a failure can't be a star
take a piece of madness and a bit of mystique
pinegals are hard to find,
can you believe it? Do you want to believe in nerds?
the decision is easy, just follow the yellow bird..

Take it or leave it, the chicken way is here to stay
You better believe it, so watch out for Audeen today..

Try to chew a rat nut, break a leg and smile
want to be a looser and want to be odd
businessmen don't care too much

Do you know about the Einstein crew?
And do you know what they just want to do?
They're always drinking, never thinking
just looking for someone they can take and beat down
they say they hate that guy, but when I ask howcome they don't know why
they're so damn full of hate, but do you think they're
smart enough to hate themselves too?
So now you got your crew behind and behind you even left your mind
come on and step to me.

Kick me, and I'll kiss you back.
Kick me, after three six-packs.
kick me, hope it feels allright.
kick me, before I get chance to ask you why.
(you're so messed up....)

Do you know about the Einstein crew?
I hope you do cause they hate you too, next they'll be kicking you
just because you're smarter then the whole crew
some of them where bugging me when I asked them about their history
do you really believe these guys they're stereotypes so stereotype.
But who am I to say, who am I to judge
who would ever listen to a guy called Fudge.

The Einstein crew, I could be your role model.
The Einstein crew, one or to got their own pro-model.
The Einstein crew, we feel sorry for you.
The Einstein crew, You're one big problem
and some day you'll be sorry too....

Just like the children's sandpit
Just like the wild wild west
At random choose a target
It's not enough to be second best

So you wanna fight them
The weaker one is always wrong
Yeah now you wanna fight them
A real man's gotta show the world he's strong

Stuck up, abuse of powers
It's a part of a leader's role
"We only take what's ours"
A slick line to stay in control
Hate breeds more hate it's easy to understand
To retaliate and to be a true macho man
Goes hand in hand

So show the world you're strong
The weaker one is wrong
And I know it won't take long
Until they're dead and gone

Just like the children's sandpit
Just like the wild wild west
At random choose a target
It's not enough to be second best

So you wanna fight them
The weaker one is always wrong
Yeah now you wanna fight them
A real man's gotta show the world he's strong

Stuck up, abuse of powers
It's a part of a leader's role
"We only take what's ours"
A slick line to stay in control
Hate breeds more hate it's easy to understand
To retaliate and to be a true macho man
Goes hand in hand

So show the world you're strong
The weaker one is wrong
And I know it won't take long
Until they're dead and gone

Walkin around the streets of Linn?
Reloading batteries in my own way
Nobody around here would know who I am
That's o.k.
I really wanna do something new
Just anything different to get into
It's all up to me to give it a try
That it's all up to me is making me terrified
It looks like I'll be waiting for moments
That will never arrive

When will I live my live for me?
When will I do what I want to?
When will I let myself be free
And take care of things that I value?
So when will I live my life just for me?

Hitting P.B. drivin E20 north
Future olans being made
Going back and forth
Remain passive
I do got dreams on my mind
And I really should be taking a chance
Risk my safety just for once advance
The one who is trying
Is the one who succeeds
I should be following
My heart and my needs
But I know it's a problem for me
To translate words into deeds

Please say you feel the same way
Just say you know exactly how I feel
So say you feel the same way
And I will do it for real

When will I live my live for me?
When will I do what I want to?
When will I let myself be free
And take care of things that I value?
It's true. I need to forgive myself and see
It's not too late for something new
So when will I live my life just for me?
Yeah when will I live my life just for me?
Yeah maybe I'll live my life just for me?

Walkin around the streets of Linn?
Reloading batteries in my own way
Nobody around here would know who I am
That's o.k.
I really wanna do something new
Just anything different to get into
It's all up to me to give it a try
That it's all up to me is making me terrified
It looks like I'll be waiting for moments
That will never arrive

When will I live my live for me?
When will I do what I want to?
When will I let myself be free
And take care of things that I value?
So when will I live my life just for me?

Hitting P.B. drivin E20 north
Future olans being made
Going back and forth
Remain passive
I do got dreams on my mind
And I really should be taking a chance
Risk my safety just for once advance
The one who is trying
Is the one who succeeds
I should be following
My heart and my needs
But I know it's a problem for me
To translate words into deeds

Please say you feel the same way
Just say you know exactly how I feel
So say you feel the same way
And I will do it for real

When will I live my live for me?
When will I do what I want to?
When will I let myself be free
And take care of things that I value?
It's true. I need to forgive myself and see
It's not too late for something new
So when will I live my life just for me?
Yeah when will I live my life just for me?
Yeah maybe I'll live my life just for me?

So now I got a black eye
Even though I never got smacked
But if I get a retry
Then I will try to give back
You were the one who got jacked
And i hope that you will forgive me for whenever I capsize

I know that you can see it in my eyes
I'm not myself right now
My biggest problem is to compromise
but I'm sure I would know how
I show my tragedy with my black eye

I've been the one to deny
Everything that you do
I said it's all a big lie
Always questioning you
Even though you've been true
And i know that i've been nothing more than just a jealous guy

I know that you can see it in my eyes
I'm not myself right now
My biggest problem is to compromise
but I'm sure I would know how
I show my tragedy with my black eye

But everybody's talking about you
All the time about things you do
And that's the only time i do realize
That i do love being close to you
And everybody's laughing with you
Guess that's the thing that i just can't stand

I'm selfish more than i am a man...

I know that you can see it in my eyes
I'm not myself right now
My biggest problem is to compromise
but I'm sure I would know how

I know that you can see it in my eyes
I'm not myself right now
My biggest problem is to compromise
but I'm sure I would know how
I show my tragedy with my black eye
With my black eye

So now I got a black eye
Even though I never got smacked
But if I get a retry
Then I will try to give back
You were the one who got jacked
And i hope that you will forgive me for whenever I capsize

I know that you can see it in my eyes
I'm not myself right now
My biggest problem is to compromise
but I'm sure I would know how
I show my tragedy with my black eye

I've been the one to deny
Everything that you do
I said it's all a big lie
Always questioning you
Even though you've been true
And i know that i've been nothing more than just a jealous guy

I know that you can see it in my eyes
I'm not myself right now
My biggest problem is to compromise
but I'm sure I would know how
I show my tragedy with my black eye

But everybody's talking about you
All the time about things you do
And that's the only time i do realize
That i do love being close to you
And everybody's laughing with you
Guess that's the thing that i just can't stand

I'm selfish more than i am a man...

I know that you can see it in my eyes
I'm not myself right now
My biggest problem is to compromise
but I'm sure I would know how

I know that you can see it in my eyes
I'm not myself right now
My biggest problem is to compromise
but I'm sure I would know how
I show my tragedy with my black eye
With my black eye

All I wanna do
Is live my life with you
Talk you've gotta grow
I'll give you H2O
All I want to do
Is live a simple life here with you

I felt like Travis Bickle, tyrannical, lonely and blue
I don't know why I went to Botanical but there I met you
You made me go from blue to green just in time
Before I get mohawk
When we're together I'd say we look like brooklime
And you can't talk or walk but I love your leafstalk

All I wanna do
Is live my life with you
Talk you've gotta grow
I'll give you H2O
All I want to do
Is live a simple life here with you

Your way! I'll send no billet-doux!
If you rather want me to I'll buy a green house for you
You'll always be on the sunny side of my heart
I hope you don't dry out at times when we're apart
Hope you don't leave me in the cart!

As I said
I really hope that you don't leave me in the cart
Coz if you do dry out then that will truly break my heart
And I'll feel like Blickle once more
And maybe I will loose it
Go insane and start a gun war?!

All I wanna do
Is live my life with you
Talk you've gotta grow
I'll give you H2O
All I want to do
Is live a simple life here with you

I felt like Travis Bickle, tyrannical, lonely and blue
I don't know why I went to Botanical but there I met you
You made me go from blue to green just in time
Before I get mohawk
When we're together I'd say we look like brooklime
And you can't talk or walk but I love your leafstalk

All I wanna do
Is live my life with you
Talk you've gotta grow
I'll give you H2O
All I want to do
Is live a simple life here with you

Your way! I'll send no billet-doux!
If you rather want me to I'll buy a green house for you
You'll always be on the sunny side of my heart
I hope you don't dry out at times when we're apart
Hope you don't leave me in the cart!

As I said
I really hope that you don't leave me in the cart
Coz if you do dry out then that will truly break my heart
And I'll feel like Blickle once more
And maybe I will loose it
Go insane and start a gun war?!

I alway knew you were a keeper
Maybe not exactly from day one
Guess I never wanted it to be overdone
And even though you are a sleeper
Well, to me that's never been a crime
And after all you woke up in time

So now you're back on your feet again
Now you're back to compete with men
Now you're back and it took some time
To get from misery to prime
Now you're back onto change the world
Now you're back and I say : Go, Girl!
Now you're back and you do just fine
'Coz after rainy days the sun will shine

I know I've been part of reasons
Why you sometimes felt so sore
And I'm sorry I didn't give you more
But now you're heading better seasons
And your mom she's watching you
From above with fingers crossed for everything you do

So now you're back on your feet again
Now you're back to compete with men
Now you're back and it took some time
To get from misery to prime
Now you're back onto change the world
Now you're back and I say : Go, Girl!
Now you're back and you do just fine
So don't resign
'Coz after rainy days the sun will shine

It doesn't matter what others say
Even those you call friends
Don't leave it out for another day
This might be your big chance

You're the one always beside me
When I'm lost you're always to guide me
It's about time I give you something back
I'm the one selfish and greedy
Never care enough what you needed
But even still you had the strength to get back in the end

I alway knew you were a keeper
Maybe not exactly from day one
Guess I never wanted it to be overdone
And even though you are a sleeper
Well, to me that's never been a crime
And after all you woke up in time

So now you're back on your feet again
Now you're back to compete with men
Now you're back and it took some time
To get from misery to prime
Now you're back onto change the world
Now you're back and I say : Go, Girl!
Now you're back and you do just fine
'Coz after rainy days the sun will shine

I know I've been part of reasons
Why you sometimes felt so sore
And I'm sorry I didn't give you more
But now you're heading better seasons
And your mom she's watching you
From above with fingers crossed for everything you do

So now you're back on your feet again
Now you're back to compete with men
Now you're back and it took some time
To get from misery to prime
Now you're back onto change the world
Now you're back and I say : Go, Girl!
Now you're back and you do just fine
So don't resign
'Coz after rainy days the sun will shine

It doesn't matter what others say
Even those you call friends
Don't leave it out for another day
This might be your big chance

You're the one always beside me
When I'm lost you're always to guide me
It's about time I give you something back
I'm the one selfish and greedy
Never care enough what you needed
But even still you had the strength to get back in the end

When I met you I said
We would hang out everyday
Now I upset you
From a payphone on Queens West and Bay

She's saying:
The words i'm saying have lost their meaning
When I'm so far from my aim
But trying to tell me I'm only dreaming
Is like adding fuel to the flame

When I told you I'd buy a brand new car, first rate
That was a lie to you when I got a Civic from '88

Even though I upset you
I think we make a really good team
I think it's cause I love you
That I've been living in a dream
And it's you who are that dream
And you've already come true

When I met you I said
We would hang out everyday
Now I upset you
From a payphone on Queens West and Bay

She's saying:
The words i'm saying have lost their meaning
When I'm so far from my aim
But trying to tell me I'm only dreaming
Is like adding fuel to the flame

When I told you I'd buy a brand new car, first rate
That was a lie to you when I got a Civic from '88

Even though I upset you
I think we make a really good team
I think it's cause I love you
That I've been living in a dream
And it's you who are that dream
And you've already come true

I'm not harmonic
I can't reach self-esteem
That's quite ironic
Coz I thought I'd be living my dream
I don't feel supersonic
I don't drive in the lane of whipped cream
I'm more like a chronic
Ignorantly swimming upstream

What can I do to be happy?
I have problems to decide
When it looks to me the grass is greener
On the other side

How do I live for the moment
When I always wanna be else where?
How do I reach fullfilment
When I'm crashed and got parts to repair?
Why is my only amusement
Giving other people my despair?
Why do I give jealous judgement
On another's affair?

I wanna get satisfaction just like
The Stones and Manu Chao
Gotta ignore all rejection
I gotta keep trying anyhow
I wanna be close to the action
I wann live my life now
For htis correction I need direction
Gotta find it within myself somehow

So maybe one day I'll be happy?!
But until then I have to realize
That the grass is not always greener
It's only up to me to recognize
That the grass is not always greener
It's in your head it might look grenner
Coz the grass will never be greener
On the other side

I'm not harmonic
I can't reach self-esteem
That's quite ironic
Coz I thought I'd be living my dream
I don't feel supersonic
I don't drive in the lane of whipped cream
I'm more like a chronic
Ignorantly swimming upstream

What can I do to be happy?
I have problems to decide
When it looks to me the grass is greener
On the other side

How do I live for the moment
When I always wanna be else where?
How do I reach fullfilment
When I'm crashed and got parts to repair?
Why is my only amusement
Giving other people my despair?
Why do I give jealous judgement
On another's affair?

I wanna get satisfaction just like
The Stones and Manu Chao
Gotta ignore all rejection
I gotta keep trying anyhow
I wanna be close to the action
I wann live my life now
For htis correction I need direction
Gotta find it within myself somehow

So maybe one day I'll be happy?!
But until then I have to realize
That the grass is not always greener
It's only up to me to recognize
That the grass is not always greener
It's in your head it might look grenner
Coz the grass will never be greener
On the other side

I think I've been wrong in this family affair
It's been too long that we got used
To everything unfair
I'm out there trying to put on the charms
But inside I'm crying
When I remember how you cut your arms

Here comes happiness for dogs like us
And I just hope it's gonna last
The drugs they give you
Are something I don't trust
At least when side effects come fast
Just like in the past

Everyone is not stable
We all got our ups and downs
They gave you a albel
And pills to make you drowse
I do not trust them coz I've seen you fall
What's to discuss
When you almost lost the will to live at all

Here comes happiness for dogs like us
And I just hope it's gonna last
The drugs they give you
Are something I don't trust
When side effects come fast
Just like in the past
When side effects came fast
Happiness it never lasts

Almost twenty years of fighting
For your health not too exiting
And I know there's so much more that I could do
But you just never give up
Hope that one day you will live up
And regain what belongs to nobodoy else but you

I think I've been wrong in this family affair
It's been too long that we got used
To everything unfair
I'm out there trying to put on the charms
But inside I'm crying
When I remember how you cut your arms

Here comes happiness for dogs like us
And I just hope it's gonna last
The drugs they give you
Are something I don't trust
At least when side effects come fast
Just like in the past

Everyone is not stable
We all got our ups and downs
They gave you a albel
And pills to make you drowse
I do not trust them coz I've seen you fall
What's to discuss
When you almost lost the will to live at all

Here comes happiness for dogs like us
And I just hope it's gonna last
The drugs they give you
Are something I don't trust
When side effects come fast
Just like in the past
When side effects came fast
Happiness it never lasts

Almost twenty years of fighting
For your health not too exiting
And I know there's so much more that I could do
But you just never give up
Hope that one day you will live up
And regain what belongs to nobodoy else but you