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from Life Of Agony - Soul Searching Sun (1997)
I got the razor at my wrist
'cause I can't resist I've got this fever burnin' fist That does as I wish But when I get downtown And see what's around I just know there's got to be A better place to be found Oh, God help me The river runs red and I think I'm dyin' Well I know there'd come a day When my mind would say "Hey are you afraid" Well all I know is that I been down here tryin' Well, I'll bleed on through the night I suppose I'll be dead by the morning light So don't be suprised if you mind when you find me The river runs red and I think I'm dyin' The river runs red and I think I'm dyin' Oh, God help me |
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from Life Of Agony - Soul Searching Sun (1997)
My eyes are closed
My mouth is wide I could see her face Her beautiful hair I could recognize She looks at me cold She probably don't know who I am Mommy it's me It's Keith You had me back when But sometimes I like to pretend That she But sometimes I like to pretend That she But sometimes I like to pretend That she But sometimes I like to pretend That she holds me I quess I can't Because show doesn't know who I am My mind it's dreaming God it's so misleading Do you think it's 'cause I've grown old Is it true what I was told You cried to leave me You know I know it's not your fault You had a husband who was selfish and cold Believe me I know Believe me I know Now I hear you used to treat me cold You dissappeared and left me all alone I'm sure you didn't know right from wrong 'cause both of you were always getting Were always getting Were always getting stoned Were always getting stoned... |
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from Life Of Agony - Soul Searching Sun (1997)
Like an ever flowing stream
Like an ever flowing steam Take a bite of the fruit of life Cause the fruit of life is sweet Cause the fruit of life is sweet You're my tangerine Let the spirits speak through me Ecstasy and energy Let it come your wildest dreams A full bloom's glow melts the winter's freeze New day, stressless without disease Would you be my tangerine ? You're my tangerine I can't stop searching for more and more... Still hung over from the night before Cosmic hunger, I'm your fruitful whore Soul sun searching, let your spirit soar Still hung over from the night before You're my tangerine... |
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from Gigantour [live] (2006)
> Dear son - Daddys never comin back home
He passed on - claim him as one of your own My minds numb - Nothing has been clearer than this They found him on the rug at the Golden Gate Inn And I know - Poppa never intended for this To drag me - Down into this bottomless pit Ive been given just about - all I can chew I think back on loves empty truth And I feel like the day he died I feel like the day he died I walked in - Cops talkin standing around I kneeled down - His body lying there on the ground I begged please, please - Let me get a minute with him And they said - Dont touch anything kid It smelt like life - just exit the room I cried to - A shell of a man I once knew My minds been spinning way out of control I cant believe that its been three long years ago And I feel like the day he died I feel like the day he died And I feel like the day he died I feel like the day he died And I feel like the day he died I feel like the day And I feel like the day he died I feel like the day Dear son - Daddys never comin back home Ive gone numb - Wish I had the strength to live on I cant breathe - Is there any air left in here? I cant believe - Everything I hold disappears Has gone on - Time and time again all alone And dear Son - Daddys never comin back home And I feel like the day he died And I feel like the day he died And I feel like the day he died |
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from Gigantour [live] (2006)
Willing to start again,
Willing to give another try. Willing to pretend but still so Dead. Willing to Comprehend Willing to give up all my pride Willing to forget but still so dead And its Starting to take its toll And its starting to unwind But the quicker that things unfold The quicker that they subside And writings on the wall But the walls have all come down If u cant see past the truth I love to let you DOWN...... Willing to walk again Willing to step back in the light, Willing to forget but still so dead Willing to turn my head Willing to let my feelings slide Willing to befriend but still so dead. And its Starting to take its toll And its starting to unwind But the quicker that things unfold is The quicker that they subside And writings on the wall But the walls have all come down If u cant see past the truth I love to let you ... And its complicated And its complicated Everything that I've known What was up is now down And its overrated And its over rated Everything that I know And I love to let you.... I love to let you .......... And its Starting to take its toll And its starting to unwind But the quicker that things unfold is The quicker that they subside And writings on the wall But the walls have all come down If u cant see past the truth I love to let you And I'm willing to start again To give it another try I'm willing to Start again |
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from Keith Caputo - Died Laughing - Pure (2005)
Do you have to cry?
Were you pulling Christ? Grinding roses, flowers and servants Rubies are fine! These mutants are mine! Upsy daisy, the program this evening Your life is a crime Frogman I'm dying Arrogant hard-on borrow your own goat Your life is a crime I'm a quitter I'm a cheater I'll do the murders If you be the witness You're quitting again I'm hurting my friends I'm puzzled and senseless, reckless and peachy At zero degrees I was soft in a dream Burn, I will get you, I'm sick of the doubtful I'm joking blood jokes I'm slime from a snail Laughter and stabbing, but not to mention I'm joking blood jokes I'm a quitter I'm a cheater I'll do the murders If you be the witness Memory sweet It feels awkward to be Drowning and digging, bloody and sneaking This may be too much I think I slaughtered my touch Upsy daisy, Christ you be the angel This may be too much I'm a quitter I'm a cheater I'll do the murders If you be the witness |
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from Keith Caputo - Died Laughing - Pure (2005)
Laughing with your heroin chic
She's gonna do it again It's the turn of the century and anything goes I'm after heroin chic That junkie shit made my poor family sick Rest assured on in the art world, my past life grew old The brink of madness, life is love My head is down, somebody pick it up Saturday morning, and my tear drops fell Brandy Duval I died last year of a heroin overdose In memory to my sweet mom, she was strawberry blonde It's the turn of the century, and anything goes Sometimes light behaves like a monkey Sometimes light behaves like a torch Fashion faith is entirely striking, ode to Kate Moss The brink of madness, life is love My head is down, somebody pick it up Saturday morning, and my tear drops fell Brandy Duval My fairy tale junkie, you make me wanna cry My fairy tale freak, I think I'm gonna die We're like two cats in heat, my fairy tale junkie Can I nurse on your feet? It helps me just fine |
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from Keith Caputo - Died Laughing - Pure (2005)
Deserve to be I see you in me
Hollow waters with Catfish wings Germs spread straight from sorrow A space in a hole You're selling your soul Illusions you hold, I tell you no joke Germs spread straight from sorrow I'm chewing hate and spitting faith You're oceans are drained and the fish can't mate It's easy come, it's easy go, shouting a whisper Sex in the head So get back to New York City My heavenly home Crime can be so pretty So get back to New York City Would you bleed for me 'Cause I'll bleed for you Princess charming, where's your king? Germs spread straight from sorrow A space in a hole You're selling your soul Illusions you hold, I tell you no joke Germs spread straight from sorrow I'm chewing hate and spitting faith You're oceans are drained and the fish can't mate It's easy come, it's easy go, shouting a whisper Sex in the head So get back to New York City My heavenly home Crime can be so pretty So get back to New York City I'm chewing hate and spitting faith You're oceans are drained and the fish can't mate It's easy come, it's easy go, shouting a whisper So get back to New York City My heavenly home Crime can be so pretty So get back to New York City It's easy come, it's easy go, shouting a whisper |
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from Keith Caputo - Died Laughing - Pure (2005)
We love each other
I'm sick in the head We hate each other I'm out of my head I'm out of my head again I'm out of my head again Honeycombs and cinnamon untied again It's the greatest greatest honeycomb a child should hold What are your secrets? You make it something it's not Cast away whatever Wrapped up and tied in a knot I'm out of my head again I'm out of my head again Honeycombs and cinnamon untied again It's the greatest greatest honeycomb a child should hold |
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from Keith Caputo - Died Laughing - Pure (2005)
Paralyzed in sensitivity
I smoked a drink, humor is coming over me I sprung a leak on society Ignorance, it used to follow me Treachery and hypocrisy I figured out my crazy sexuality I'm not the way I used to be Cleanliness has thwacked me off my feet Keep on keepin' on Just walk on through And don't be scared Pollinate another sour seed Politics - it's criminal and greed They're buttered up and full of grease I know your kind, facades don't work with me It's warm inside a crucifix Narrow flow, shame on you you bitch The earth's a mess and feeling cowardly Disrespect, razzberry mockery Keep on keepin' on Just walk on through And don't be scared It's warm inside a crucifix Narrow flow, shame on you you bitch You're still the fool and your perception is bleached My chance has come to purify the weak Keep on keepin' on Just walk on through And don't be scared |
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from Keith Caputo - Died Laughing - Pure (2005)
Standing naked in front of me
Won't you sex my soul? Fortified, the joker wins I've tried to make her proud Freeze up broken character Anxiety began to creep Freeze up broken character Catastrophe in me If you dont be b't believe in heaven It won't believe in you Faces of disaster scream Sizzled like frying meat Spiteful charm I also knew But not on nationwide TV Freeze up broken character Anxiety began to creep Freeze up broken character Catastrophe in me If you don't believe in heaven It won't believe in you If you don't believe in heaven It won't believe in you Hopeful heart inside of me Ribbons cover me Break down, my views broke down Catastrophe in me Freeze up broken character Anxiety began to creep Freeze up broken character Catastrophe in me If you don't believe in heaven It won't believe in you If you don't believe in heaven It won't believe in you |
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from Keith Caputo - Died Laughing - Pure (2005)
Today is gonna go my way 'Cause the lord showed me how to play
I'll dance with the insects in the breeze And suck the sap from all trees I am sunshine- I am winter's freeze I am autumns leaves What is normal and what do you expect from me? What do you expect from me? The path I chose I had to follow The path I chose I had to follow The path I chose I had to follow If there's no road, there's no tomorrow Hold on for as long as you can see It doesn't matter, nothing matters For it's only make believe now Today was gonna go my way But the Lord laughed and said "no way" I am gloomy and I am dismal, stained I'm coming down on heads with sour pain I miss my smile, I miss my soulful swing A fit of weeping lingers inside of me What is normal and what do you expect from me? What do you expect from me? The path I chose I had to follow The path I chose I had to follow The path I chose I had to follow If there's no road, there's no tomorrow Hold on for as long as you can see It doesn't matter, nothing matters For it's only make believe now |
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from Keith Caputo - Died Laughing - Pure (2005)
Sister-step love I torn equal Filter and refine my black holes
What a day to spend the day within To all the heartjack aborted people When cunnilingius keeps your mouth full Take this b-side song and throw it out the door The girl I love don't love me anymore The girl I love don't love me anymore Take this b-side song and throw it out the door The girl I love don't love me anymore Accident inside your car crash I'm out of place today, I can't stand I'm unaware and tangled, I'm out to lunch I'm doubled, face the show pushover Hornet's nest is a fixed compulsion The girl I love don't love me anymore The girl I love don't love me anymore The girl I love don't love me anymore Take this b-side song and throw it out the door The girl I love don't love me anymore The industry has sucked my soul dry I'm crying out my eyes, I can't cry What a way to spend the day within The girl I love don't love me anymore The girl I love don't love me anymore Take this b-side song and throw it out the door |
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from Keith Caputo - Died Laughing (2007)
Paralyzed in sensitivity
I smoked a drink, humor is coming over me I sprung a leak on society Ignorance, it used to follow me Treachery and hypocrisy I figured out my crazy sexuality I'm not the way I used to be Cleanliness has thwacked me off my feet Keep on keepin' on Just walk on through And don't be scared Pollinate another sour seed Politics - it's criminal and greed They're buttered up and full of grease I know your kind, facades don't work with me It's warm inside a crucifix Narrow flow, shame on you you bitch The earth's a mess and feeling cowardly Disrespect, razzberry mockery Keep on keepin' on Just walk on through And don't be scared It's warm inside a crucifix Narrow flow, shame on you you bitch You're still the fool and your perception is bleached My chance has come to purify the weak Keep on keepin' on Just walk on through And don't be scared |
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from Keith Caputo - Died Laughing (2007)
Destined to be everything
A wilderness of despair I see a true heart in clumsiness So are you fit to be scared? I need to touch, I'm the whore out of luck, and I don't know what to say to you, and I'm selfish with myself Hope passes, hope looks, can you cope, do you suffer, do you suffer, and I'm selfish with myself I'm selfish with myself I'm selfish with myself What comes around goes back round I was rejected today I came from nowhere, smell it in the air? So can you live with yourself? I need to touch, I'm the whore out of luck, and I don't know what to say to you, and I'm selfish with myself Hope passes, hope looks, can you cope, do you suffer, do you suffer, and I'm selfish with myself I'm selfish with myself I'm selfish with myself Lights are out now Shout it loud now Memories they fade I'm selfish with myself |
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from Keith Caputo - Died Laughing (2007)
Deserve to be I see you in me
Hollow waters with Catfish wings Germs spread straight from sorrow A space in a hole You're selling your soul Illusions you hold, I tell you no joke Germs spread straight from sorrow I'm chewing hate and spitting faith You're oceans are drained and the fish can't mate It's easy come, it's easy go, shouting a whisper Sex in the head So get back to New York City My heavenly home Crime can be so pretty So get back to New York City Would you bleed for me 'Cause I'll bleed for you Princess charming, where's your king? Germs spread straight from sorrow A space in a hole You're selling your soul Illusions you hold, I tell you no joke Germs spread straight from sorrow I'm chewing hate and spitting faith You're oceans are drained and the fish can't mate It's easy come, it's easy go, shouting a whisper Sex in the head So get back to New York City My heavenly home Crime can be so pretty So get back to New York City I'm chewing hate and spitting faith You're oceans are drained and the fish can't mate It's easy come, it's easy go, shouting a whisper So get back to New York City My heavenly home Crime can be so pretty So get back to New York City It's easy come, it's easy go, shouting a whisper |
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from Keith Caputo - Died Laughing (2007)
Take me away, take me away
I don't want to stay, I don't want to stay I hate what you say, I hate what you say Hopefully I never slip inside a sky that's gray Your holiness bled, your holiness prays Your holiness bled I'm sick in the head in a number of ways I recommend a psychotherapist to clean up your brain If your heart is broken Let your heart be broken Do you know the sunshine I love you more, I do, I want to come home to you It's what my soul has spoken Around my throat, I'm choking Do you know the sunshine? My beautiful dove, my beautiful dove Floating high up above, floating high up above I'm swallowing stars and shitting out love I love you more, I do, I want to come home Pure heart and soul, the treasures I own Where did you go and how have you grown? I'm sick in the head in a number of ways I recommend a psychotherapist to clean up your brain If your heart is broken Let your heart be broken Do you know the sunshine ? I love you more, I do, I want to come home to you It's what my soul has spoken Around my throat, I'm choking Do you know the sunshine? Pure heart and soul, the treasures I own Where did you go and how have you grown? I'm sick in the head in a number of ways I recommend a psychotherapist to clean up your brain If your heart is broken Let your heart be broken Do you know the sunshine I love you more, I do, I want to come home to you It's what my soul has spoken Around my throat, I'm choking Do you know the sunshine? I love you more, I do, I want to come home to you |
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from Keith Caputo - Died Laughing (2007)
I used to be so serious
I used to be such a fool Rediscover a sweet blend hunger Did I do something wrong? Screaming people enjoying funny Who got their piece of the pie? Romantic love, hot suicidal Cobain was murdered by you Cobain was murdered by you Cobain was murdered by you Cobain was murdered by you Cobain was murdered by you Rainbow deadhead knew nothing Chasing glass, the ground is kicking You get me really sick, really sick Run away and save the earthlings So wound up within you We talked about growin' up with some comfort The crow is eating my eyes Deadhead blew me some pink and some yellow Cobain was murdered by you Cobain was murdered by you Cobain was murdered by you Cobain was murdered by you Cobain was murdered by you Rainbow deadhead knew nothing Whatever kind of sex you're into I was screwing in the zoo Romantic love, hot suicidal Cobain was murdered by you Cobain was murdered by you... Rainbow deadhead knew nothing |
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from Keith Caputo - Died Laughing (2007)
I feel unworthy
My body feels dirty I spit up your thoughts on my breakfast plate I'm a neurotic Murder inside me I'm a neurotic Murder inside me I'm feeling ragged Torn in my cellar Infection has grown into body art I'm a neurotic Murder inside me I'm a neurotic Murder inside me The coffin hole's your special friend Death is wonder, the restful end Muddy waters up to my neck Wretched weeper needle head Wretched weeper, syringe me with addiction Syringe me, syringe me, syringe me with addiction Syringe me with addiction I'm feeling lonely Without my injection I'll smash all your brains with the Christmas tree I'm a neurotic Murder inside me I'm a neurotic Murder inside me The coffin hole's your special friend Death is wonder, the restful end Muddy waters up to my neck Wretched weeper needle head Wretched weeper, syringe me with addiction Syringe me, syringe me, syringe me with addiction Syringe me with addiction |
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from Keith Caputo - Died Laughing (2007)
Standing naked in front of me
Won't you sex my soul? Fortified, the joker wins I've tried to make her proud Freeze up broken character Anxiety began to creep Freeze up broken character Catastrophe in me If you dont be b't believe in heaven It won't believe in you Faces of disaster scream Sizzled like frying meat Spiteful charm I also knew But not on nationwide TV Freeze up broken character Anxiety began to creep Freeze up broken character Catastrophe in me If you don't believe in heaven It won't believe in you If you don't believe in heaven It won't believe in you Hopeful heart inside of me Ribbons cover me Break down, my views broke down Catastrophe in me Freeze up broken character Anxiety began to creep Freeze up broken character Catastrophe in me If you don't believe in heaven It won't believe in you If you don't believe in heaven It won't believe in you |
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from Keith Caputo - Died Laughing (2007)
Touch me rosy gay
Harmonious drifting soul Hindrance is getting old Seasoning everything in front of me Lust may be a mistake Sever me in little parts Oh the guilt it breaks my heart Numbskull you are hemorrhaging Ups and downs infecting me Broken down and flickering Rendering a secret friend Schizophrenia is settling in Extra sensory ways, waves Devious and torn apart Crackling twist right from the start Weightless bliss is tickling Just be or not to be I'm just being |
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from Keith Caputo - Died Laughing (2007)
Here's a message to the souls that rust and rot
Take a hard long look at whatcha got Let's create a change, yourself, and how you see Darksides once more, I won't attack Lollipop she tastes like butterscotch... Here's a message to the souls that rust and rot Lollipop she tastes like butterscotch Break on through, is it existence that you fear? Another cultural revolution is headed near Let's create a change, yourself, and how you se e I can't be dragging all you people around with me Lollipop she tastes like butterscotch... Here's a message to the souls that rust and rot Lollipop she tastes like butterscotch Frozen solid. Only Zamp could set Zamp free... |
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from Keith Caputo - Died Laughing (2007)
Do you have to cry?
Were you pulling Christ? Grinding roses, flowers and servants Rubies are fine! These mutants are mine! Upsy daisy, the program this evening Your life is a crime Frogman I'm dying Arrogant hard-on borrow your own goat Your life is a crime I'm a quitter I'm a cheater I'll do the murders If you be the witness You're quitting again I'm hurting my friends I'm puzzled and senseless, reckless and peachy At zero degrees I was soft in a dream Burn, I will get you, I'm sick of the doubtful I'm joking blood jokes I'm slime from a snail Laughter and stabbing, but not to mention I'm joking blood jokes I'm a quitter I'm a cheater I'll do the murders If you be the witness Memory sweet It feels awkward to be Drowning and digging, bloody and sneaking This may be too much I think I slaughtered my touch Upsy daisy, Christ you be the angel This may be too much I'm a quitter I'm a cheater I'll do the murders If you be the witness |
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from Keith Caputo - Died Laughing (2007)
Laughing with your heroin chic
She's gonna do it again It's the turn of the century and anything goes I'm after heroin chic That junkie shit made my poor family sick Rest assured on in the art world, my past life grew old The brink of madness, life is love My head is down, somebody pick it up Saturday morning, and my tear drops fell Brandy Duval I died last year of a heroin overdose In memory to my sweet mom, she was strawberry blonde It's the turn of the century, and anything goes Sometimes light behaves like a monkey Sometimes light behaves like a torch Fashion faith is entirely striking, ode to Kate Moss The brink of madness, life is love My head is down, somebody pick it up Saturday morning, and my tear drops fell Brandy Duval My fairy tale junkie, you make me wanna cry My fairy tale freak, I think I'm gonna die We're like two cats in heat, my fairy tale junkie Can I nurse on your feet? It helps me just fine |
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from Life Of Agony - Soul Searching Sun (1997)
I'm feeling like I'm still in the same old situation
I'm speaking but no one's listening, it's the same old conversation But I know there's no hope But I know there's no hope I'm waiting for something, something to happen I'm hating procrastinating but I can't find the motivation But I know there's no hope But I know there's no hope And you can't believe you're walking through this hell Cause all you wish to be - wish you were someone else And all hope's lost again I'm seeing but not believing, is it just my imagination ? I'm dreaming of devastationof this whole entire generation But we know there's no hope But we know there's no hope |
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from Life Of Agony - Soul Searching Sun (1997)
I want you all to know
That I loved you all, you're beautifull And I had myself a ball I've wasted so much precious time Been skating along these fine lines Now these weeds have grown where the sun once shown And my life has passed me by And my life has passed me by And I don't know why I keep searching for something that I never found While these weeds get deeper as I turn around And time growns older and I've grown colder So long has passed that I forgot to count These weeds have grown where the sun once shown And I can feel it Today I cut off all the ties Been led blind for all this time But somewhere in between the lies Are the hearts and minds of those who tried And although I've heard your lies... This space between us... |
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from Life Of Agony - Soul Searching Sun (1997)
Humble prostitution
Sanitizing crush Sesame hallways Yourself is priceless with yourself is in Lust Mushy me, mushy me, mushy me, bite Gently sentimental Mushy me, mushy me, mushy me, bite Gently sentimental Found your future, felt your fight And I found yours, and you found mine Mockinngbird, mockingbird Translucent sea Mockingbird, mockingbird Please come rescue me Mushy me, mushy me, mushy me, bite Gently sentimental Mushy me, mushy me, mushy me, bite Gently sentimental Found your future, felt your fight And I found yours, and you found mine Mockingbird, mockingbird Mockingbird, mockingbird Gently sentimental Found your future, felt your fight And I found yours, and you found mine... Mockingbird, mockingbird Mockingbird, mockingbird |
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from Life Of Agony - Soul Searching Sun (1997)
Funnel down straight through the clouds
Like an ever flowing stream Like an ever flowing steam Take a bite of the fruit of life Cause the fruit of life is sweet Cause the fruit of life is sweet You're my tangerine Let the spirits speak through me Ecstasy and energy Let it come your wildest dreams A full bloom's glow melts the winter's freeze New day, stressless without disease Would you be my tangerine ? You're my tangerine I can't stop searching for more and more... Still hung over from the night before Cosmic hunger, I'm your fruitful whore Soul sun searching, let your spirit soar Still hung over from the night before You're my tangerine... |
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from Life Of Agony - Soul Searching Sun (1997)
I look in the mirror and guess what I see
A baby blue eyed spirit who seeks your everything My mind is chaotic, unless I choose to be free Sometimes I just can't help myself, sometimes I just can't help myself My mind dangerous, that's who I'll always be My mind dangerous, that's who I'll always be Hideous devastations, lifeless serenity My abstract emotions, somehow, get the best of me Lord take away my sorrow, Lord take away my pain Erasing life tomorrow, ain't the motive to the game My mind dangerous, that's who I'll always be My mind dangerous, that's who I'll always be Erasing life tomorrow ain't the motive to the game Erasing life tomorrow ain't the motive to the game |
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from Life Of Agony - Soul Searching Sun (1997)
Sea shells raise hell to the soles of my feet
Why don't you open your minds to the sweet? I tripped and fell down... Falling down deeper, down deeper within Love me and I'll love you so make love to me I tripped and fell down... Falling down deeper, falling down deeper, deeper There's only one way to fall Life's an illusion, lost in seclusion Life can be groovy tasty to all I tripped and fell down... |
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from Life Of Agony - Soul Searching Sun (1997)
You give what you get
Nothing more and nothing less Smile when needed to Speak when spoken to I won't lead you astray I won't lead you astray Candyman... Take what, what you need As long as it's free Come run away with me We'll run far away I won't lead you astray I won't lead you astray Candyman... Let go of what's real Show me what you feel Don't you be afraid I won't lead you astray Candyman... I won't lead you astray... |
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from Life Of Agony - Soul Searching Sun (1997)
And it was never enough
And it was never enough now That heroin stuff Traveling through Daddy's arm now Cuffed in that junk who knows if I would survive Once you start shooting, forget living life Lost in your shadows, no soul, no backbone Sucked in, locked down, spinning breakdown, heroin whores Everybody's talking about heroin dreams... What the fuck you gonna do with the rest of your life? Scream at me, back slap me, chew off my ears And I can't stop this sickness, I've been trying for years Deeper and deeper lies, sensational fears They're here just to guide you as we age through the years Everybody's talking about heroin dreams... What the fuck you gonna do with the rest of your life? What the fuck you gonna do with the rest of your time? I'm lost in your shadows... |
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from Life Of Agony - Soul Searching Sun (1997)
We once were one but now we just are over
We'll talk things out, perhaps I'll lend my shoulder Now none is waht we have become, we're falling Where nobody knows, inside the unknown, still falling I'm shivering and shaking life a leaf within I'm shivering and shaking like a leaf within In this life I've naturally grown bolder In this life, desperation's frozen As desperate as we are they see no movement Stagnant situations can be fuming I'm shivering and shaking life a leaf within I'm shivering and shaking like a leaf within... And now we're none... I'm shivering and shaking life a leaf within I'm shivering and shaking like a leaf within... And now we're none... |
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from Life Of Agony - Soul Searching Sun (1997)
I used to spend my time thinking I'll be fine
Murder isn't crime, I witnessed you commit and smile Rusty breeze, let me in your casualty Mellow leaves, you're falling from an angry tree An angry tree And everybody is slipping over the edge And everybody is And everybody is slipping over the edge And everybody is Everyday that's slipping, come closer, the quicker to death Drink up the magic potions, now you see me in your head Rusty breeze, let me in your casualty Mellow leaves, you're falling from an angry tree An angry tree Can you see the world I see? Everybody slips including....me |
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from Life Of Agony - Soul Searching Sun (1997)
Used memories are blasphemy
Vulgar show offensively Hemophiliac in me Sacred blessings, blessed me Hemophiliac in me... Shallow persons hollow you Here my heart is pumping glue I'm running away, away from you Hemophiliac in me... Smoke tracks in my fingers So ease the speed back... Hemophiliac in me... |
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from Life Of Agony - Soul Searching Sun (1997)
Forget everything I've said before, I don't feel that way today
Forget everything I've felt before, I felt it come yesterday I'm comfortable feeling miserable And I never want to change Forgive me for I know not what I've done or what I'll do Forgive us all cause we have all begun to do as we choose Never again will I trust a friend Cause I know I'll always lose... No desire to live No desire to change No desire to try Cause it always stays the same No desire Disregard all of my words, I don't feel that way today Disregard everything I've done, it meant nothing anyway I'm comfortable feeling miserable And I never want to change... |
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from Life Of Agony - Soul Searching Sun (1997)
You probably heard all about it
You probably heard every word It didn't take long for them to spread it It didn't take long to spread the word You can whisper if you want to You can call me shat you will You can cower in your corner Or you can say it to my grill Smiles come from the fake ones They'll pretend to be your friend They'll cut you down just to have fun Then kiss your ass to make amends And I wish I may and I wish I might... You never know who really starts it You never know who's talking shit In the end it doesn't matter Cause in the end, they're all on your list And I wish I may and I wish I might... |
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from Life Of Agony - Unplugged At The Lowlands Festival '97 (2007)
I wonder how it would be if my mother was still around
The types of talk The relationships we could have had The three of us Me, you and dad My mouth went dry My stomach felt queasy too So empty and scared It's all because of you A dead body that turned out not to be dead No one understands Wish I really knew what happened to my mom Because my family they told me nothing but lies They figured if they just told me the truth I'd break down and cry Feel betrayed and hurt Profoundly insecure Want to knock ten times on heaven's door Still suffering from old emotional wounds I was getting worse Can't depend on them and their lies Why did see leave? How did she die? And when it gets colder outside I'll be back next year With that feeling to make me cry Wanna go visit her grave Because it's been a long, long time Want to pick a peach rose And rest it on it's side Say a prayer eventhough I don't believe And say goodbye Don't get me wrong I have a mind to keep me strong But there's this feeling of not knowing what went wrong And how she's dead and gone Don't think anyone thinks Of you as much as I do |
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from Life Of Agony - Unplugged At The Lowlands Festival '97 (2007)
I used to spend my time thinking I'll be fine
Murder isn't crime, I witnessed you commit and smile Rusty breeze, let me in your casualty Mellow leaves, you're falling from an angry tree An angry tree And everybody is slipping over the edge And everybody is And everybody is slipping over the edge And everybody is Everyday that's slipping, come closer, the quicker to death Drink up the magic potions, now you see me in your head Rusty breeze, let me in your casualty Mellow leaves, you're falling from an angry tree An angry tree Can you see the world I see? Everybody slips including....me |
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from Life Of Agony - Unplugged At The Lowlands Festival '97 (2007)
If tomorrow never shows
I want you all to know That I loved you all, you're beautiful And I had myself a ball I've wasted so much precious time Been skating along these fine lines Now these weeds have grown where the sun once shown And my life has passed me by And my life has passed me by And I don't know why I keep searching for something that I never found While these weeds get deeper as I turn around And time grows older and I've grown colder So long has passed that I forgot to count These weeds have grown where the sun once shown And I can feel it Today I cut off all the ties Been led blind for all this time But somewhere in between the lies Are the hearts and minds of those who tried And although I've heard your lies This space between us |
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from Life Of Agony - Unplugged At The Lowlands Festival '97 (2007)
Forget everything I've said before, I don't feel that way today
Forget everything I've felt before, I felt it come yesterday I'm comfortable feeling miserable And I never want to change Forgive me for I know not what I've done or what I'll do Forgive us all cause we have all begun to do as we choose Never again will I trust a friend Cause I know I'll always lose No desire to live No desire to change No desire to try Cause it always stays the same No desire Disregard all of my words, I don't feel that way today Disregard everything I've done, it meant nothing anyway |
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from Life Of Agony - Unplugged At The Lowlands Festival '97 (2007)
I look in the mirror and guess what I see
A baby blue eyed spirit who seeks your everything My mind is chaotic, unless I choose to be free Sometimes I just can't help myself, sometimes I just can't help myself My mind dangerous, that's who I'll always be My mind dangerous, that's who I'll always be Hideous devastations, lifeless serenity My abstract emotions, somehow, get the best of me Lord take away my sorrow, Lord take away my pain Erasing life tomorrow, ain't the motive to the game My mind dangerous, that's who I'll always be My mind dangerous, that's who I'll always be Erasing life tomorrow ain't the motive to the game Erasing life tomorrow ain't the motive to the game |
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from Life Of Agony - Unplugged At The Lowlands Festival '97 (2007)
In the stilness of the night my eyes are closed.
My mouth is wide. I could see her face. Her beautifull hair I could recognize. She looks at me cold. She probably don't know who I am. Mommy it is me, it's Keith. You had me back when... But sometimes I like to pretend, that she knows me, that she holds me. Sometimes I like to pretend, that she knows me, that she holds me. I guess I can't, 'cause she doesn't know who I am. My mind it's dreaming, God it's so misleading. Do you thing it's 'cause I've grown old. Is it true that what I was told? You cried to leave me? You know I know it's not your fault. You had a husband who was (now you're ?) selfish and cold. Believe me I know. And now I hear you used to treat me cold. You disappeared and left me all alone. I'm sure you didn't know right from wrong. 'cause both of you were always getting stoned. But sometimes I like to pretend. But sometimes I like to pretend, that she knows me Sometimes I like to pretend, that she holds me. Sometimes I like to pretend, that she knows me. Sometimes I like to pretend, that she holds me. I guess I can't, 'cause she doesn't know who I am. |
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from Life Of Agony - Unplugged At The Lowlands Festival '97 (2007)
I got the razor at my wrist
'cause I can't resist I've got this fever burnin' fist That does as I wish But when I get downtown And see what's around I just know there's got to be A better place to be found Oh, God help me The river runs red and I think I'm dyin' Well I know there'd come a day When my mind would say "Hey are you afraid" Well all I know is that I been down here tryin' Well, I'll bleed on through the night I suppose I'll be dead by the morning light So don't be suprised if you mind when you find me The river runs red and I think I'm dyin' The river runs red and I think I'm dyin' Oh, God help me |
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from Life Of Agony - Unplugged At The Lowlands Festival '97 (2007)
There's blood on the floor
And you're not even moving Don't really know if it's mine or yours But you aint moving Eyes are ide as you grin at me You know there's a place that you'd rather be But if you should die and I survive How could I go on knowing that I am still alive Here breathing There's a beast that's living deep within me Forcing me to feed all my needs Yeah he's in me And he brought us here to end our fears To wave goodbye to all of the tears To start a new life on the other side of the river Well my world would be over Hold on, hold on, I won't be long Wait for me, man, I won't ne long You were such in a rush to reach the other side Look at yourself with that look in your eye Smilimg wide and pre-occupied with that river Well my world would be over |
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from Life Of Agony - Unplugged At The Lowlands Festival '97 (2007)
It disturbs me to see that you're gorwing old
It concerns me to be the one you want to hold Too busy running on fuel Thand God you made it through Let's spend the times we've missed and turn these days to gold Lost as father and son Bring us back together as one Seasons change and so did your son Strife with emotions that can't be one Too busy running on fuel Thank God you made it through Let's spend the times we've missed and turn these days to gold Want to hand you a piece of my delicate heart This song is to uplift you and not to tear you apart Father's lost in the mountains But no mountain I can't see But if that mountain should crumble come crumble on top of me |
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from Life Of Agony - Unplugged At The Lowlands Festival '97 (2007)
From day one I could not comprhend
Was it us, was it me, or was it them? Friends will come and go as it seems And now I have no shoulder on which to lean Still I do not understand You break your back for something Well where's the fans? Show me - respect And I'll Show me - Show you right back I see the boys that I once called my friends They'll fake a smile and then they'll shake your hand When will this ever end? I look around at my brothers My only true friends You got a lot to learn my friend You've got a lot to learn about respect! |
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from Life Of Agony - Unplugged At The Lowlands Festival '97 (2007)
When all is said and done
I'll always be your son But all is not forgiven Well I'm on my knees pleading Just 'cause I'm grown you think I don't need Much more than what you've ever given me [Chorus] So when we gonna get together Seems there's no time for me You act like you got forever You've got time, but you ain't got time for me You said you've got time But you ain't got time for me Now that you've gone and tossed The bottle away now will ya Start a new life with the new wife Well she'll never be my mother I suppose that you know you oughta Remember the ones you left behind [Chorus] You're just letting it slip away now You act like things are fine I know you think you've been born again But this time You're leaving your son behind This time This time This time |
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from Life Of Agony - Unplugged At The Lowlands Festival '97 (2007)
We've got the method of groove that grabbed your attention
Now that you're aware we're gonna give you the message My father taught me many things Living deaf, dumb, & blind will get you nothing So listen up and hear what I have to say It's never too late to learn in this day and age We'll point you in a new direction Passed down to this generation If you've hread anything from me It would be to hold on to your dreams Learn from my mistakes And it will take off some weight He said "You got your whole life to live, And so much more to give, Never compromise and you will never live a lie" He said "Son, remember where you came from" We never doubted ourselves for a minute Ah they may criticize and compromise, but we were always in it So come on down and see what this is all about It's in our soul, on the road, wherever we may go So wake up, nothing can stop us, We got the chaos so just let us Provide the lines that make your mind spend the time Think before you sink to the bottom He said "Son, remember where you came from" |
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from Life Of Agony - Unplugged At The Lowlands Festival '97 (2007)
A little older, little wiser
With every breath I learn just a little more And with all I've seen, I've finally made up my mind Enough of this world Enough blood in these eyes So, so, so sick of this life Chorus It's about time I realized Release this hate from inside Enough blood in my eyes Call it what you will Call it suicide Disregard how you feel I'm just freeing my mind Clench my teeth as I sleep So, so, so sick of this life Cannot take, cannot fake Can't shake this blood from these eyes Chorus All I have and all I will be Nevertheless I'll live for all eternity 'cause you can't erase my words, can't erase my mind You can't wipe out my thoughts Can't shake this blood from my eyes So, so, so don't even try Chorus Just give me one good reason to live I'll give you three to die Let's leave this world behind |
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from Life Of Agony - 1989-1999 (2007)
(spoken) Hang out dick
I'm dieing I'M trying I'm crying 'cause i aint got nothing so Dont bother trying to stop me I'm drowning in my own self pity so Stop preaching 'bout livin for a brighter day You know as well as i do Praying never stopped the rain I'ts still rainin on me Im drownin I'm drownin 'cause i aint got nothin so Dont bother tryin to stop me Im drownin in my own self pity so Dont bother wiping these tears away 'Cause at the end of the rainbow it still rains It still rains on me I'm drowning I'm drowning 'cause i aint go nothin so Dont bother trying to stop me Im drownin in my own self pity so Dont bother wiping my tears away 'Cause at the end of the rainbow it still rains Its still rainin on me The hand on the clock keep pointing at me The remote control has a mind of its own I forgotten how long it has been This razor blade feels closer then my own skin Wont someone wipe these tears away It dont matter cause nothing can stop the rain It still rains on me I'm drownin I'm drowning cause i aint got nothin so Dont bother tryin to stop me Im drowning in my own self pity so Dont bother wiping my tears away Cause at the end of the rainbow it still rains Its still raining on me Im Drowning Im drowning cause i aint got nothing so Dont bother trying to stop me Im drowning in my own self pity so Dont bother wiping my tears away Cause at the end of the rainbow it still rains |
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from Life Of Agony - 1989-1999 (2007)
The most comfortable place isn't comfortable anymore
I feel so out of place No one knows me for sure I have this guilty conscience And made an effort not to be me I feel like a certain somebody But I know I can be me Too many people try to put me down Not accept me for me I was insulted the other night ..... it's not me ... I try to sing my songs But I have trouble with that too The hardest thing to imagine Is what comes next Don't have strength don't have courage When you're lacking confidence I won't let this feeling end 'cause it might not come again ... and you know it's not you I try to sing my songs But I have trouble with that too The most comfortable place isn't comfortable Did you ever feel out of place? 'cause you're not comfortable? I won't let this feeling end 'cause it might not come again |
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from Life Of Agony - 1989-1999 (2007)
Oh pirates, yes they rob us
Sold I to the merchant ships Minutes after they took i From the bottomless pit But my hand was made strong By the hand of the almighty He fought in this generation Triumphantly (chorus) Won't you help me sing These songs of freedom 'cause all I ever had Redemption song Emancipate yourself from mental slavery None but ourselves can free our minds Have no fear for atomic energy 'cause none o' them can stop the time How long will they kill our prophets While we stand around and look? Some say it's just a part of it We got's to fulfill the book (chorus) |
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from Life Of Agony - 1989-1999 (2007)
Funnel down straight through the clouds
Like an ever flowing stream Like an ever flowing steam Take a bite of the fruit of life Cause the fruit of life is sweet Cause the fruit of life is sweet You're my tangerine Let the spirits speak through me Ecstasy and energy Let it come your wildest dreams A full bloom's glow melts the winter's freeze New day, stressless without disease Would you be my tangerine ? You're my tangerine I can't stop searching for more and more... Still hung over from the night before Cosmic hunger, I'm your fruitful whore Soul sun searching, let your spirit soar Still hung over from the night before You're my tangerine... |
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from Life Of Agony - 1989-1999 (2007)
If I knew what to do I'd do it.
If I knew where to go I'd get there someday. If I knew where to fly I'd fly away, forget about life for a while. But it never is that easy to just pick up and go and do as you're told like. 'cause life never works out that way. If it were true the skies would be full everyday. If I knew how to fly, I'd fly away. If I knew how to fly, I'd fly away. If I knew how to fly, I knew how to fly away. Well I'm lost at 22 and I've got no fucking clue. No I don't know if things will work out right. I'm lost and confused. I'm lost at 22 and I don't know if my life's gonna end up right. 'cause they keep on telling me that I'm young, dumb and naive. But that's just what they want me to believe. Well I'd rather be lost at sea than become part of this society. Where the grass is always green and the air is always clean. At least that's what they want me to believe. At least that's what they want me to believe. I'm lost at 22. I'm lost at 22. I'm lost. |
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from Life Of Agony - 1989-1999 (2007)
I know my days are numbered
I've been in and out of phase But these days keep passing me by Good never comes my way Try to sit back and relax Try and think of something good Something else Something pure I can't but know I should Things I should have said Things that I regret And I regret No more waiting for something better to come along It's much easier to change me than it is to change them all Things I should have said and things that I regret Need to shed all my skin and start again Every turn I make is wrong I haven't smiled in so long Shed my skin and start again The memories that I once had of the good time We all used to have Shed my skin and start again |
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from Life Of Agony - Ugly (2007)
It disturbs me to see that you're gorwing old
It concerns me to be the one you want to hold Too busy running on fuel Thand God you made it through Let's spend the times we've missed and turn these days to gold Lost as father and son Bring us back together as one Seasons change and so did your son Strife with emotions that can't be one Too busy running on fuel Thank God you made it through Let's spend the times we've missed and turn these days to gold Want to hand you a piece of my delicate heart This song is to uplift you and not to tear you apart Father's lost in the mountains But no mountain I can't see But if that mountain should crumble come crumble on top of me |
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from Life Of Agony - Ugly (2007)
I know my days are numbered
I've been in and out of phase But these days keep passing me by Good never comes my way Try to sit back and relax Try and think of something good Something else Something pure I can't but know I should Things I should have said Things that I regret And I regret No more waiting for something better to come along It's much easier to change me than it is to change them all Things I should have said and things that I regret Need to shed all my skin and start again Every turn I make is wrong I haven't smiled in so long Shed my skin and start again The memories that I once had of the good time We all used to have Shed my skin and start again |
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from Life Of Agony - Ugly (2007)
If I knew what to do I'd do it.
If I knew where to go I'd get there someday. If I knew where to fly I'd fly away, forget about life for a while. But it never is that easy to just pick up and go and do as you're told like. 'cause life never works out that way. If it were true the skies would be full everyday. If I knew how to fly, I'd fly away. If I knew how to fly, I'd fly away. If I knew how to fly, I knew how to fly away. Well I'm lost at 22 and I've got no fucking clue. No I don't know if things will work out right. I'm lost and confused. I'm lost at 22 and I don't know if my life's gonna end up right. 'cause they keep on telling me that I'm young, dumb and naive. But that's just what they want me to believe. Well I'd rather be lost at sea than become part of this society. Where the grass is always green and the air is always clean. At least that's what they want me to believe. At least that's what they want me to believe. I'm lost at 22. I'm lost at 22. I'm lost. |
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from Life Of Agony - Ugly (2007)
There's blood on the floor
And you're not even moving Don't really know if it's mine or yours But you aint moving Eyes are ide as you grin at me You know there's a place that you'd rather be But if you should die and I survive How could I go on knowing that I am still alive Here breathing There's a beast that's living deep within me Forcing me to feed all my needs Yeah he's in me And he brought us here to end our fears To wave goodbye to all of the tears To start a new life on the other side of the river Well my world would be over Hold on, hold on, I won't be long Wait for me, man, I won't ne long You were such in a rush to reach the other side Look at yourself with that look in your eye Smilimg wide and pre-occupied with that river Well my world would be over |
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from Life Of Agony - Ugly (2007)
In the stilness of the night my eyes are closed.
My mouth is wide. I could see her face. Her beautifull hair I could recognize. She looks at me cold. She probably don't know who I am. Mommy it is me, it's Keith. You had me back when... But sometimes I like to pretend, that she knows me, that she holds me. Sometimes I like to pretend, that she knows me, that she holds me. I guess I can't, 'cause she doesn't know who I am. My mind it's dreaming, God it's so misleading. Do you thing it's 'cause I've grown old. Is it true that what I was told? You cried to leave me? You know I know it's not your fault. You had a husband who was (now you're ?) selfish and cold. Believe me I know. And now I hear you used to treat me cold. You disappeared and left me all alone. I'm sure you didn't know right from wrong. 'cause both of you were always getting stoned. But sometimes I like to pretend. But sometimes I like to pretend, that she knows me Sometimes I like to pretend, that she holds me. Sometimes I like to pretend, that she knows me. Sometimes I like to pretend, that she holds me. I guess I can't, 'cause she doesn't know who I am. |
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from Life Of Agony - Ugly (2007)
Have you ever woke up screaming?
Have you ever woke alone? When the walls around you won't stop laughing Where do you go? Sweat seeps in your eyes at night And you realize That no one understands you at all Well I was bound to have a nervous breakdown Should've seen it coming from miles away So I packed my bags and started running My brains been shaking since yesterday But there's only so far that you can run boy There's only so far to leave your problems behind 'cause when the problem's yourself you start thinking No matter how far You'll never leave it behind No one uderstands me at all Now I'm 22 with still no clue Of who I am or show I'm supposed to be I know it to you it sounds funny You've got it worked out like it's a fuckin' disease Started asking myself do I fit in? Where I belong Could this really be me? Been feeling downright ugly Tell me is this the way it's supposed to be? So what's the difference? You're doing fine The clock keeps ticking as you lose your mind The one you need to call you Never calls Sweat seeps in your eyes at night And you realize That no one understands you at all |
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from Life Of Agony - Ugly (2007)
They'll make you or break you
They'll swallow you whole They'll find you and bind you To every word that they own But you know yhat you need them So you continue to feed them So I hope that you're in this For all the right reasons They can't make you feel something you don't believe in But they can threaten your future And everything in it When you fail to remember just where you've been When you can't tell up from down How do you write from within? And all I know is that they're They're trying to squeeze me dry They told me They own me And all I know is that they're They're trying to squeeze me dry I look in the mirror and what do I see? A man staring back at me who used to be me He looks so familiar He once had big dreams But I can't see that he's been drained of his soul and inte- grity |
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from Life Of Agony - Ugly (2007)
I wonder how it would be if my mother was still around
The types of talk The relationships we could have had The three of us Me, you and dad My mouth went dry My stomach felt queasy too So empty and scared It's all because of you A dead body that turned out not to be dead No one understands Wish I really knew what happened to my mom Because my family they told me nothing but lies They figured if they just told me the truth I'd break down and cry Feel betrayed and hurt Profoundly insecure Want to knock ten times on heaven's door Still suffering from old emotional wounds I was getting worse Can't depend on them and their lies Why did see leave? How did she die? And when it gets colder outside I'll be back next year With that feeling to make me cry Wanna go visit her grave Because it's been a long, long time Want to pick a peach rose And rest it on it's side Say a prayer eventhough I don't believe And say goodbye Don't get me wrong I have a mind to keep me strong But there's this feeling of not knowing what went wrong And how she's dead and gone Don't think anyone thinks Of you as much as I do |
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from Life Of Agony - Ugly (2007)
This cancer is killing me
As much as it's killing you If it takes you away from me I don't know what I would do Just try for some peace of mind But it's so hard to find It's so hard to just sit and wait And wait some more Staring at the door Skim through the magazines Pretend like everything's gonna be alright Although you know it won't be Unstable It's hard to be the one who's strong Who's always got a shoulder to cry on Who's got a shoulder for me? When I'm about to breakdown You're never around But maybe it's better that way You've got enough to worry about You've got your hands full don't you Don't you see? This cancer is killing me Like it's killing you Mentally Unstable And all I really want to know is if she's going to be alright 'cause she's benn in there a long, long time And I've been out here losing my mind You're scared You're frightened You're so afraid of what he may say But you try and be brave For me sitting impatiently In the lobby of emergency You burst on through that door with this look on your face I've never seen before You explode into endless tears Whisper in my ear Baby Baby I've only got one more year Unstable |
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from Life Of Agony - Ugly (2007)
Why do I feel so alone in a crowd of people I know
Is it wrong to feel so insecure so unappealing? Why walk around in disquise with a fake grin on my face? What would it prove? What would I gain? I'd still feel so out of place Damned if I do Damned if I don't But I won't turn out like you Midlife crisis at age 22 Who knew? I need some answers Cross the street and down the avenue I stopped for the woman Paid five bucks and got my palm read And she said You shouldn't be smiling boy This life line ays you're already dead Just keep on moving forward never turning back But with every step ahead I take they pull me two steps back They pull me two steps back |
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from Life Of Agony - Ugly (2007)
No one knows what it's like
No one knows how it feels Nothing else could compare to the fears I fear And I've never been on my own Struggling all alone And all I have are these clothes on my back and this song I never had much I never believe I could be Someone, somehow, somebody Said goodbye to all my childhood hopes and dreams Time to grow up and accept real life responsibilities Listen Won't you listen to the things I have to say 'cause it just might affect the way that you think about How you live from day to day It may be easy for you But it seems like hell to me |
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from Life Of Agony - Ugly (2007)
Won't you come see about me?
I'll be alone, dancing you know it baby Tell me your troubles and doubts Giving me everything inside and out Love's strange so real in the drak Think of the tenfer things that we were working on Slow change may pull us apart When the light gets into your heart, baby Don't You Forget About Me Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't You Forget About Me Don't you try to pretend It's my feeling we'll win in the end I won't harm you or touch your defenses Vanity and security Don't you ferget aboyt me I'll be alone dancing, you know it baby Gong you take you apart I'll put us back together at heart, baby Don't You Forget About Me Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't You Forget About Me Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't You Forget About Me Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't You Forget About Me Will you stand above me? Look my way, never love me Rain keeps falling, rain keeps falling Down, down, down Hey, hey, hey, hey Ohhh... Don't You Forget About Me Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't You Forget About Me But you walk on by Will you call my name? As you walk on by Will you call my name? As you walk on by Will you walk away? Will you walk away? Come on, baby - call my name Will you call my name? I say... La la la |
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from Life Of Agony - River Runs Red (2007)
When all is said and done
I'll always be your son But all is not forgiven Well I'm on my knees pleading Just 'cause I'm grown you think I don't need Much more than what you've ever given me [Chorus] So when we gonna get together Seems there's no time for me You act like you got forever You've got time, but you ain't got time for me You said you've got time But you ain't got time for me Now that you've gone and tossed The bottle away now will ya Start a new life with the new wife Well she'll never be my mother I suppose that you know you oughta Remember the ones you left behind [Chorus] You're just letting it slip away now You act like things are fine I know you think you've been born again But this time You're leaving your son behind This time This time This time |
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from Life Of Agony - River Runs Red (2007)
If you don't walk with me, I will walk alone
Hard enough to believe in myself When I know they don't believe in me Unwilling to change for society I'll be who I want to be I want to tear it up, tear it out Get my aggression out This is what we're here for, control the dance floor This is why we're here I said, this is why we're here So when will it end, when will it end When will they comprehend, comprehend That we will overcome this system I said this is why we're here They keep on kicking me down, kicking me down Tryin' to keep me underground, underground But did I mention we were paving the way For the new breed of bad seed We'll never let up until we hear every voice scream Screamin' these words, screamin' these words 'Til every voice is heard, voice is heard They keep on screamin' these words, screamin' these words 'Til every voice is heard... Calling from the underground! I can feel it in the air I breathe! I can see we all agree Unwilling tochange for society We'll be who we want to be We are the underground We are the underground |
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from Life Of Agony - River Runs Red (2007)
(Street sounds; door opens; sound of television, crying baby and mother in
the kitchen) [MOTHER:] Yeah, sure, now you walk in! You walk in now, four o'clock! You're one hour late for dinner! You know, the school called me today and told me you'd been playing hooky. Do you know that? Who do you think you are? Don't walk away from me! Don't walk away from me! (Door opens and closes; Mother's voice muffled; Kid takes off coat, rewinds tape on answering machine.) [GIRLFRIEND:] Hi. It's me. I just wanted to tell you that, I don't know if you know this, but we haven't really been gettin' along lately. And, I just don't feel the same anymore. And, I hope we can still be friends and all, but I don't want to go out with you anymore. Sorry. (Long silence; Beep) |
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from Life Of Agony - River Runs Red (2007)
I got the razor at my wrist
'cause I can't resist I've got this fever burnin' fist That does as I wish But when I get downtown And see what's around I just know there's got to be A better place to be found Oh, God help me The river runs red and I think I'm dyin' Well I know there'd come a day When my mind would say "Hey are you afraid" Well all I know is that I been down here tryin' Well, I'll bleed on through the night I suppose I'll be dead by the morning light So don't be suprised if you mind when you find me The river runs red and I think I'm dyin' The river runs red and I think I'm dyin' Oh, God help me |
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from Life Of Agony - River Runs Red (2007)
You got that look in your eye again
It's working overtime Worried about where I'm gonna spend my life But it's much too late, I said it's much too late I said it's much too late to start picking fights You said: Where ya been, where ya going Where ya going to, where ya going to, where are ya going? 'Cause I'll be right here, yeah Can it wait, can't you wait, can't you wait Just a minute now, just a minute now, come on I need some air to breathe I need some space, just leave 'Cause I'm colder than ever colder than ever I said I'm colder than ever I'm empty empty through and through Someday they'll see, someday I'll be Unwanting of somewhere to hide But for now I'll take shelter Deep in the back of my mind Can it wait? Can't you wait? Can't you wait? 'Cause I ain't ready to lay it on the line I still shake, I still shake I still shake And from this chill in my spine I've got this chill oh yeah In the back of my spine Baby all the time now Chilling my bones, chilling all alone now Find a way, find a way, I've found a way To cope with the everyday now Raise your hands if you understand 'Cause I'm colder than ever colder than ever I said I'm colder than ever I'm empty empty through and through Smiling's just a phrase yeah And nothing can phrase me Smiling's just a phrase yeah And nothing can phrase me Come on |
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from Life Of Agony - River Runs Red (2007)
Is there something wrong with me?
Ripping through the walls Tearing at the doors of education Not that it's my fault I just can't help but sort Through the pieces Secluded from the whore I focus at the board - I'm out of focus There must be a way There's got to be a way to overcome this It's these words and music That keeps me living, keeps me breathing It may not be much But this is all I got And I'm smiling It all seems so pointless The hours seem so endless And for what? I'd rather be working Breaking my back doing someting At least I have my brothers, my band and my lover What more could I need? I buried my friend the other day And I saw my life in a different way It was a cold afternoon for a funeral I did not shed a tear as I watched the snow fall Is there something wrong with me? When did I become this empty? As I gazed down at his grave I knew someday I'd end up This way! |
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from Life Of Agony - River Runs Red (2007)
[MOTHER:]
Eh, back so soon? You know, don't you have a decent pair of pants you can put on? You look like a...a PIG walking in the street! Your hands, your face-filthy! You disgust me! I can't believe you live in this house! You repulse me. I want to throw up! (Phone rings) Goddamn kids! (Door opens and closes) [MOTHER:] Right! Slam the door again on me! You know, you're just like your father! (Voice becomes muffled; sound of answering machine tape rewinding) [BOSS:] Yeah, I'm callin' 'em now...Hello? Hello? Pick up the phone! Where the fuck are you? What's the matter, you just decided not to come to work today? What the fuck is wrong with you? Ya fuckin' lowlife! Hey, you know what? Don't even bother coming in anymore. I've had enough with you and your shit. That's it, you're fired. You understand me? Fired. Don't come back here, fuck you, and goodbye. (Silence on machine; sound of cigarette lighter; beep) [MRS. GLICKER:] Hello, this is Mrs. Glicker. I'm calling to reach you about, to let you know, that, uh, you, you're not graduating this year because you are failing two subjects and I need to see you as soon as possible. Be in my office on Monday at 8:30 a.m., promptly, and we'll discuss this matter further. Thank you. Bye. (Phone hangs up; silence; beep; shuts off machine) |
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from Life Of Agony - River Runs Red (2007)
Am I to blame?
If I won't speak her name, if I won't face her grave Maybe I'm to blame, maybe I'm to blame Since you're gone, I've never fealt the same Well maybe I'm just a bad seed Of the family I'll get my sleep without tear-stained sheets And I'll never come cryin' for sympathy Well I need a place to run to Yeah I need a place to hide Yeah I need a place where I don't need a smile as my disquise Am I to blame? If I won't gace your grave Am I to blame? Am I to blame? If I cannot bear to face your grave And mother please shine down on me Show me that I'm not the bad seed Maybe I'm to blame, maybe I'm to blame Since you're gone I never felt the same Well maybe my mind's deceiving me But I think you took the easy way out You left me standing there empty handed As soon as you put that gun in your mouth So please don't keep on asking If theres something wrong 'cause you know damn well if I was fine I would've never ever written this song Am I to blame? If I won't face your grave |
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from Life Of Agony - River Runs Red (2007)
A little older, little wiser
With every breath I learn just a little more And with all I've seen, I've finally made up my mind Enough of this world Enough blood in these eyes So, so, so sick of this life Chorus It's about time I realized Release this hate from inside Enough blood in my eyes Call it what you will Call it suicide Disregard how you feel I'm just freeing my mind Clench my teeth as I sleep So, so, so sick of this life Cannot take, cannot fake Can't shake this blood from these eyes Chorus All I have and all I will be Nevertheless I'll live for all eternity 'cause you can't erase my words, can't erase my mind You can't wipe out my thoughts Can't shake this blood from my eyes So, so, so don't even try Chorus Just give me one good reason to live I'll give you three to die Let's leave this world behind |
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from Life Of Agony - River Runs Red (2007)
From day one I could not comprhend
Was it us, was it me, or was it them? Friends will come and go as it seems And now I have no shoulder on which to lean Still I do not understand You break your back for something Well where's the fans? Show me - respect And I'll Show me - Show you right back I see the boys that I once called my friends They'll fake a smile and then they'll shake your hand When will this ever end? I look around at my brothers My only true friends You got a lot to learn my friend You've got a lot to learn about respect! |
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from Life Of Agony - River Runs Red (2007)
We've got the method of groove that grabbed your attention
Now that you're aware we're gonna give you the message My father taught me many things Living deaf, dumb, & blind will get you nothing So listen up and hear what I have to say It's never too late to learn in this day and age We'll point you in a new direction Passed down to this generation If you've hread anything from me It would be to hold on to your dreams Learn from my mistakes And it will take off some weight He said "You got your whole life to live, And so much more to give, Never compromise and you will never live a lie" He said "Son, remember where you came from" We never doubted ourselves for a minute Ah they may criticize and compromise, but we were always in it So come on down and see what this is all about It's in our soul, on the road, wherever we may go So wake up, nothing can stop us, We got the chaos so just let us Provide the lines that make your mind spend the time Think before you sink to the bottom He said "Son, remember where you came from" |
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from Life Of Agony - River Runs Red (2007)
Was it me? honestly
Turn away from my purity Never look back and don't look ahead At those lies that night or empty promises It's the blood in your tears The pain in your veins The lies, the cries, only the Only the stain remains Everyday-i live it Everyday-i face it Everyday-i hate it All I need is me and that's it I wish I could turn back the hands of time And maybe I would believe in a dream I cannot even see Close your ears if you don't want to hear Let me make myself perfectly clear I don't believe your dream even exists Save your prayers and solve your problems with your fist Sometimes I don't see any point in life Can't seem to break away From the pain that's here to stay All I need, set me free All I need, set me free All I need, set me free All I need...is me! |
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from Life Of Agony - River Runs Red (2007)
(Street sounds; Door opens and closes; sounds of baby crying and television)
MOTHER: That's right! That's all you do, just sit in front of the TV! FATHER: Hey, don't break my balls, shut up already! MOTHER: You're not gonna help! I gotta deal with your kids and that loser son of yours... FATHER: I work hard all day and I gotta deal with your SHIT! (Sound of glass breaking) MOTHER: What do you fuckin' think you're doing? What are you doing?! FATHER: How do you like that?! MOTHER: What do you think you're doing? FATHER: How do you like that?! MOTHER: You fucking animal! FATHER: I told you to shut the hell up! MOTHER: Don't you ruin my kitchen! I'm sick of this! I want out! I want out! FATHER: Get the fuck outta here! MOTHER: I can't stand this! You and your lousy fucking kids! FATHER: Hey, how do you like that you bitch? (More glass breaking) MOTHER: Don't you destroy my kitchen! FATHER: Hey, I'll destroy your world! MOTHER: FUCK YOU! You PIECE OF SHIT! Now get out of here you pig! FATHER: Yeah, get outta here...you! MOTHER: You and your fucking loser son! (Door slams) I'm outta here! I'm not dealing with nothing anymore! You piece of shit! I WANT OUT! I WANT OUT! (Kid breathes heavily; turns on stereo) MOTHER: Get outta here! Get outta here! I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE!! (Sound of bathroom door opening and closing; bathtub water turned on) MOTHER: I want you outta here! Right this minute! I gotta use the bathroom! Whatta you doin' in there?! You goin' through my makeup? It's my bathroom, I gotta use it! Don't touch my tampons! It's my bathroom, I work hard to keep it clean, I can use it whenever I want! (Sound of Kid slitting wrists; brief cry of pain) MOTHER: It's my bathroom! (Sound of blood dripping into the bathtub; door opens) MOTHER: Oh, oh, OH MY GOD! OH JESUS CHRIST! NO! NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! OOOOH MYYYY GOOOOD!!!! (Dripping continues) |
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from Life Of Agony - Broken Valley (2005)
Willing to start again,
Willing to give another try. Willing to pretend but still so Dead. Willing to Comprehend Willing to give up all my pride Willing to forget but still so dead And its Starting to take its toll And its starting to unwind But the quicker that things unfold The quicker that they subside And writings on the wall But the walls have all come down If u cant see past the truth I love to let you DOWN...... Willing to walk again Willing to step back in the light, Willing to forget but still so dead Willing to turn my head Willing to let my feelings slide Willing to befriend but still so dead. And its Starting to take its toll And its starting to unwind But the quicker that things unfold is The quicker that they subside And writings on the wall But the walls have all come down If u cant see past the truth I love to let you ... And its complicated And its complicated Everything that I've known What was up is now down And its overrated And its over rated Everything that I know And I love to let you.... I love to let you .......... And its Starting to take its toll And its starting to unwind But the quicker that things unfold is The quicker that they subside And writings on the wall But the walls have all come down If u cant see past the truth I love to let you And I'm willing to start again To give it another try I'm willing to Start again |
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from Life Of Agony - Broken Valley (2005)
Deathbed, I bled downhearted
Don't toss me out like your last cigarette I'm one of your own Bled my way up from under it Trying to fill that hole but down you go Hold me, brother, take your finger off the trig Let it go, oh, let it go If you don't stop shaking Soon you will be taking it off, taking it off So hold me, brother, take your finger off the trigger Deathbed, I bled downhearted Don't feel like you need to leave because You disappointed us all Self-esteem has clipped your wings and now You try and catch your fall but down you go Hold me, brother, take your finger off the trig Let it go, oh, let it go If you don't stop shaking Soon you will be taking it off, taking it off So hold me, brother, take your finger off the trig Let me know, oh, let me know If you don't stop shaking Soon you will be taking it off So hold me, brother, take your finger off the trig Let it go, oh, let it go If you don't stop shaking Soon you will be taking it off, taking it off So hold me, brother, take your finger off the trig Let me know, oh, let me know If you don't stop shaking Soon you will be taking it off |
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from Life Of Agony - Broken Valley (2005)
Sooner or later, I thought that a savior
Would come to save us all It seems that he left us to fend for ourselves Just to try to make us strong How can I face another day Knowing he's done me wrong Should've known what those wolves had wanted Neverv told, but I tried, I tried All they stole left me brokenhearted They left me there to die Seein's believing, don't know what I'm feeling Don't know who I am anymore I tried to embrace it but fell on my face It's been laughing at me all along All ends are frayed and I've been betrayed Scarred to the bone Should've known what those wolves had wanted Never told, but I tried, I tried All they stole left me brokenhearted They left me there to die, die, die, to die Sooner or later, I thought that a savior Would come to save us all I'm not afraid of wicked ways Knowing he's done me wrong Should've known what those wolves had wanted Never told, but I tried, I tried All they stole left me brokenhearted They left me there Should've known what those wolves had wanted Never told, but I tried, I tried All they stole left me brokenhearted Never told, but I tried, I tried, tried, I tried, tried, I tried |
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from Life Of Agony - Broken Valley (2005)
Bitch, bitch such a lonely bitch, bitch sitting on my bed
More lonely than you know Wish, wish - Wish i couldve been, been something more than this Something i couldve shown Missed, missed - Wish i didnt slip, slip - Wish i didnt piss-off Everyone I know Twist, twist - Twisting off my head, head - Set it on the shelf Gone as far as I can go And I was lost - All along So dont bother, so dont bother Wrists slit - think I better sit, sit - Time to catch my breath and Watch the river flow Shit, shit - think I wanna stick, stick - Dont think i wanna dismiss All that i have known Restless, look at all this mess, mess Sick of all this death - Everywhere I go Rest, rest - Think I failed the test, test Sitting on my bed - More lonely than you know And I was lost - All along So dont bother, so dont bother And I was lost - All along So dont bother, so dont bother And take me - And take me away And give me and give me And give me a place Such a lonely And I was lost - All along So dont bother, so dont bother And I was lost - All along So dont bother, so dont bother I was lost - All along I was lost - All along I was lost - All along I was lost - All along |
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