Disc 1 | ||||||
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1. |
| 4:11 | ||||
I was starting to shake
From the days I’ve been up There’s a lot on my plate And the ones I loved stopped answering They left me to find my self In my own hate I work all alone with a cynical taste And the day I get out Is the day I’ll be made I was cut out of stone And carved with a blade Head down with all of my hardships There’s nothing too strong That I cant face Don’t stop ‘till you finally have it It should be more like a habit Come down, All the fighting’s over I let you breathe your own air I will set my arms down in a corner When I turn around You will tell me how you’re up now From your dream of clovers Said, “not a thing will compare To the sense you give me, and disorder When you turn around And I can’t breathe” There wasn’t a trace Of the war letting up And the days went on late I struggled And I fell to solid ground It led me to my escape Now here I am outside of your gate I was hoping you could Come down, All the fighting’s over I let you breathe your own air I will set my arms down in a corner When I turn around You will tell me how you’re up now From your dream of clovers Said, “not a thing will compare To the sense you give me, and disorder When you turn around And I can’t breathe” Well, I came to say sorry I shouldn’t have left But my bitterness got to me Before you did And now I’m laying in gardens Where we start over again I know that you got me And this is it Come down, All the fighting’s over I let you breathe your own air I will set my arms down in a corner When I turn around You will tell me how you’re up now From your dream of clovers Said, “not a thing will compare To the sense you give me, and disorder When you turn around And I can’t breathe” |
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2. |
| 4:50 | ||||
Tell them all that I'm a work in progress
Pour it out and I will stay out of the way Fill it up, for what it's worth I'm harmless Cut me down and I will live with what I take I'm not saving you for myself I wanna see you and I wanna say You're what's keeping me warm You're what's keeping me safe Take my hands and keep them busy again I think I'm losing my whole belief system I get a lot of problems in my head sometimes And I keep on forgetting So take my hands and keep them busy again Save me a place inside the quiet I know hate, cause I see it in everyone around And lately I've been losing truth Faith, I have been losing too Save me a place inside the quiet I know hate, cause I see it in everyone around And lately I've been losing truth Faith, I have been losing too Take it out on all your constant losses Know it's only just a miracle to face Even death can bring a man to life When he sits right up and still nothing tastes the same Save me a place inside the quiet I know hate, cause I see it in everyone around And lately I've been losing truth Faith, I have been losing too Save me a place inside the quiet I know hate, cause I see it in everyone around And lately I've been losing truth Faith, I have been losing too Take my hands and keep them busy again I think I'm losing my whole belief system I get a lot of problems in my head sometimes And I keep on forgetting So take my hands and keep them busy again Take Take my hands Busy again Busy again Keep on forgetting |
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3. |
| 4:17 | ||||
4. |
| 3:16 | ||||
to moonnn6pence from papayeverte
I’m safe, and who ever thought that I was difficult My nerves start to feel so frayed I’ll try to turn things around, but instead I’ll say “Why do I feel so invisible Good things will come my way.” I’ll try to turn things around, and I wait ‘Till the day when I stop making big mistakes And the clouds, they roll out of this whole damn state I believe in a place that I want to go Honesty will leave me feeling livable Once I change Now that I’ve found some time, all the pain won’t bother me I’ve wanted to find why my head keeps filtering Irate, caught in the worst storm inside of me Words start to feel misplaced You can change what you want with your pen. I pray, as things start to feel much more possible This time, I’ll know what to say You can live how you want in these days When the way that you talk makes up history It’s important to know why you clench your teeth I’ll flee to a place that I wanna go With a shift in a sound that is physical Know I’ll change Now that I’ve found some time, all the pain won’t bother me I’ve wanted to find why my head keeps filtering That hole in my life and how it stayed inside my limbs Must have been caught up in my skin Now I’ve relied on that I’ve changed Now that I’ve found some time, all the pain won’t bother me I’ve wanted to find why my head keeps filtering That hole in my life, I just want it to die It must have stayed inside of my limbs Must have been caught up in my skin |
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5. |
| 3:59 | ||||
Well I lost the title, I’m gonna float away
Sad to think I’ll always understand Why you make friends with enemies You swore you’ll win the lottery I really hope it pays Everything you wanted with your mother By that place you always said you would Through the rain In the morning I see may The seasons starting over I don’t mind waking up alone As long as you’re okay As you’re okay I really lost a lot of things I can barely speak and I’m hardly sober Taking memories and wiping that slate clean I was trying to get it out and somehow, Right now I’m still standing here Through the rain In the morning I see may The seasons starting over I don’t mind waking up alone As long as you still feed that dream Of moving out to angel city No, no one’s stopping you Nothing’s holding you back honestly ‘Cause I still care Are you lying on your back, are you lying? Are you settling again Well, I’m not silent It’s not about the way we cut clean We both said a lot And even though we both may not speak You’re the song I wrote that I’ll always love And I will always know And I will never take our time for granted, honestly so And even when we’re grown, take everything we own And try to put all the pictures back inside your memory so I lost you Through the rain In the morning I see may The seasons starting over I don’t mind waking up alone As long as you still feed that dream Of moving out to angel city No, no one’s stopping you Nothing’s holding you back honestly Oh, ‘Cause I still care Not while I still care |
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6. |
| 4:24 | ||||
I’ve seen my words carved
In the arms of a stranger as they let me know They watched their love die But picked it up later when they found that rope Some say you need to bleed to believe in hurt Some say you have to scar to belong to her I’ll live alone and find my peace I will slip into a coma Found somewhere north of Florida But just south of Tennessee ‘Cause the sun I finally reached it Give me reason to move on now But there’s something in this heart I lost Somehow I’ll set it down for you I wouldn’t lie to you, now would I I built that road from the beginning with my hands When you decided to take it What did you take from it? Was it worth the heart involved The obstacles, the chemicals I need to know what you’re trying to see I’ll live alone and find my peace I will slip into a coma Found somewhere north of Florida But just south of Tennessee ‘Cause the sun I finally reached it Give me reason to move on now But there’s something in this heart I lost Somehow Are they slipping through All those messages I sent I will cart across to every single city and their states When you hardly have a heart But you need it just to break When I haven’t let my guard down Just give my time to think Well does it start to murmur? It just needs some time to breathe And in the light of murder What if it carried me Just to find that water (I found the patterns release in me) Just to find that water (I found the patterns release in me) Can I find that water? (I found the patterns release in me) Can I find that water? (I found the patterns release in me) I’ll live alone and find my peace I will slip into a coma Found somewhere north of Florida But just south of Tennessee ‘Cause the sun I finally reached it Give me reason to move on now But there’s something in this heart I lost Somehow I’ll live alone and find my peace I will slip into a coma Found somewhere north of Florida But just south of Tennessee ‘Cause the sun I finally reached it Give me reason to move on now But there’s something in this heart I lost Somehow |
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7. |
| 4:05 | ||||
“Are you serious?” She said
“I never should have let you in my head Who the hell do you think that you are? I see you climbing over innocent hearts. I’ll say exactly what I feel; “I’m not impressed at all” You really want to know just what I think? You’re lost. I’m tired of always being second best. Get out, and find that pseudo comfort Somewhere else.” We fall to miscommunication And in that moment I might die I’ll let you go; if you really mean it All this time, but you didn’t know I felt misleaded in my mind We’ll take it slow Leave all the people to their lives and find our home I was tearing at the threads that you are And it never seemed to get me too far ‘til now “I’m not impressed at all” You really want to know just what I think? You’re lost. I’m tired of always being second best. Get out, and find that pseudo comfort Somewhere else.” We fall to miscommunication And in that moment I might die I’ll let you go; if you really mean it All this time, but you didn’t know I felt misleaded in my mind We’ll take it slow Leave all the people to their lives and find our home She said, “I’m tired of always being second best, Since everything this year has been a mess Half my family’s gone for good so here I sit I need a comfort in a boy that takes my hits Do you remember when we met? We were alone It was middle of the night outside my home. We stayed up late just for the start of something new I can’t believe your distance left us.” We fall to miscommunication And in that moment I might die I’ll let you go; if you really mean it All this time, but you didn’t know I felt misleaded in my mind We’ll take it slow Leave all the people to their lives and find our home We fall to miscommunication And in that moment I might die I’ll let you go; if you really mean it All this time, but you didn’t know I felt misleaded in my mind We’ll take it slow Leave all the people to their lives and find our home |
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8. |
| 3:38 | ||||
to moonn6pence from papayeverte
You should know by now What I was doing all by myself The time has worn us out I have lost my wind, roll the windows down Find me some comfort Leave me alone The one at the bottom I see, there’s nothing I wonder I see through the holes in us And I am kneeling distraught I will always feel there’s something gone I’m belittled but I find it wrong I saw breaking day and I, Saw the current state of us I should leave right now No one is keeping me on this ground Move out to somewhere south Where the weather is warm And I feel less doubt Maybe I’m running From what I know Something is different I need a new place to wander I’m leaving to grow for now And I am kneeling distraught I will always feel there’s something gone I’m belittled but I find it wrong I saw breaking day and I, Saw the current state of us Well I was dying to leave this place I know Traded it in for something I can relate to I’ll find out who I really am It takes some time but maybe that’s okay, yeah Trying to make my way past hope Do what I can with everything that I’ve been through I’ll take my chances to live again It’s all to move on To the seas if they will take you home It’s a journey just to find your own It will take your hate When you find that place Well I was dying to leave this place I know Traded it in for something I can relate to I’ll find out who I really am It takes some time but maybe that’s okay, yeah Trying to make my way past hope Do what I can with everything that I’ve been through I’ll take my chances to live again |
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9. |
| 3:31 | ||||
Take the reigns again
It was a pleasure to finally fall asleep without a stir Out there with tons of burns I get a lost sensation Sent through my brain and hands I know I better escape that part of me Before I learn I can’t stand the counter turn It’s still a nerve I can't figure out I will wake up fine in a place I love by myself Yeah, it took some time, but at least I’m clear out of hell I feel it coming on I parachute alone I’m a life that’s not worth saving It’s apparent I won’t slow down yet I take control of that feeling you don’t care to believe in I’m blind, but I’m still leading I’m finding modern healing is sold in the dark for some of us A strong sleep to sedatives I fear I firmly hide from it all now to quell the burn I won't take the sound I heard I’m going to find my own way to drown I will wake up fine in a place I love by myself Yeah, it took some time, but at least I’m clear out of hell I feel it coming on I parachute alone I’m a life that’s not worth saving It’s apparent I won’t slow down yet I take control of that feeling you don’t care to believe in I’m blind, but I’m still leading I’m finding modern healing is sold in the dark for some of us Hold my hands out like I’m starting to break I’m seeing now what I’m doing to the people around me I’m not supposed to care this much And I ask myself; yeah, who am I? Well, to anything, have I lost my health? I still harbor all my anger I’ve been staring at the color in my veins How they stay How I still feel I’m tired, but awake And somewhere out there there is someone thinking of what I haven’t gave them yet And feeling that I can’t in my disarray I parachute alone I’m a life that’s not worth saving It’s apparent I won’t slow down yet I take control of that feeling you don’t care to believe in I’m blind, but I’m still leading I’m finding modern healing is sold in the dark for some of us |
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10. |
| 4:21 | ||||
I ought to sink into places I find that I don’t know
Remember my old shoes Some spaces were made to be outgrown And if I fill up that table in my head I think I’ll find all of the countless ways I could make up for lost time Made to be a better thing picking up the parts It’s a long long ways away But I used to be a little bit hard to carry on I had to be out of the way But I still believe in everything Even in my flaws They’re a problem I can take But I tried to be a better thing But it’s taking me a lot Recovering all my strength In my room there’s a storm that will calm when I’m through Find my ways between lines that I drew These are my thoughts in a long form And I have the mindset to deconstruct you Filled with the clouds in my eyes that I knew I take the worst I can find and consume This is the dark, but it feels warm And I try my best to see right through you I remember none of it Taking to my thoughts It’s a solid I’ll escape Stable for a little bit only to belong But belonging gets so fake I'll slip into another place laying on the lawn Though this time feeling gray I tried to live a better way Tell me where I’m from Settled in my daze In my room there’s a storm that will calm when I’m through Find my ways between lines that I drew These are my thoughts in a long form And I have the mindset to deconstruct you Filled with the clouds in my eyes that I knew I take the worst I can find and consume This is the dark, but it feels warm And I try my best to see right through you In my room there’s a storm that will calm when I’m through Find my ways between lines that I drew These are my thoughts in a long form And I have the mindset to deconstruct you Filled with the clouds in my eyes that I knew I take the worst I can find and consume This is the dark, but it feels warm And I try my best to see right through you In my room there’s a storm that will calm when I’m through Find my ways between lines that I drew These are my thoughts in a long form And I have the mindset to deconstruct you Filled with the clouds in my eyes that I knew I take the worst I can find and consume This is the dark, but it feels warm And I try my best to see right through you |
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11. |
| 3:45 | ||||
I'll take my time and move on from all of this
It’s all about the rolling waves You leave me cold I’m wandering and positive So what if I don’t want to wait They’re not tying me off right now And though it doesn’t make sense I lost all feeling inside my mouth And I can’t handle my hands You cover the ground To everyone else it seems like nothing is sound But tell you just how far you’ll run So, keep on looking up You’ll find the courage to paint a world that burns like Hell Not for allure, but mostly for yourself Cause you needed escape in a dark kind of way It’s a sentiment you’ll never get used to And I don’t want to hear it I’ve seen soul in the nerves of every feeling you fought And maybe it’s enough to move us on From where we started off You cough up blood, but stand up to anyone But never do it out of rage Just build your home and surround it with everyone Who always seem to feel your pain If I’m finally at my doubts I take a look at my friends Don’t make a ceiling inside your clouds Just let them grow with your plans And that’s the way it ought to stay You’ll find the courage to paint a world that burns like Hell Not for allure, but mostly for yourself Cause you needed escape in a dark kind of way It’s a sentiment you’ll never get used to And I don’t want to hear it I’ve seen soul in the nerves of every feeling you fought And maybe it’s enough to move us on From where we started off I see the side of things that won't show up I’m not involved in that I see that art is making something loud When it's silent out I yell And this is in my head I don’t need a writer to tell me how I breathe This is the war to end all wars Cause some say... You’ll find the courage to paint a world that burns like Hell Not for allure, but mostly for yourself Cause you needed escape in a dark kind of way It’s a sentiment you’ll never get used to And I don’t want to hear it I’ve seen soul in the nerves of every feeling you fought And maybe it’s enough to move us on From where we started off |