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| 1. |
| 3:28 | 
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I've been waiting for something for so long
to show me the answers that I want. a reason to believe in that's so strong but I don't think that it exists I've been waiting for something for so long to show me the answers that I want a reason to believe in that's so strong but I don't think that it exists yeah give me reason to believe this world's not a sick machine when everywhere's a dead-end in every direction yeah can you give me what I need or just sit and watch me bleed cause after all you can't get everything you want now but all I would need is one thing to keep me moving on. everybody's got a secret. can you tell me what is mine? can you tell me what you'd find? I'll tell you if you keep it, I promise not to lie well I have the fears the pain and the tears I just can't hide it all disappears cause everything passes with the time all you need is reason to believe |
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2. |
| 3:25 |
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I'm not quite myself these days I guess we all come undone from time to time in different ways But I have myself to blame Guess I don't understand I need help anyways God's got no plans for me Well I'm gonna tell you one thing I don't got the patience or the time What can I say? I'm no angel I'm not foresaken, but I bleed Tear me open I believe God will send the one to bleed And no one will deceive What it's meant to be a Bloody murder we will scream Well I guess it's time for me Tell me what I'm left to believe in? Cause I don't know the concept of the pain I don't want the fate, I'm just losing I can't prove it, watch me bleed Tear me open I believe God will send the one to bleed And no one will deceive What it's meant to be a Bloody murder we will scream God will send the one to tear me open Cause I'm not giving up your self-control Suffocate to the plug I'm my worst enemy who can't be saved I'm just His disgrace Tear me open I believe God will send the one to bleed And no one will deceive What it's meant to be a Bloody murder we will scream God will send the one to tear me open These days are strange, it's true There's not a thing that I would change No mistakes I'd undo |
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| 3. |
| 3:25 |
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Take the pictures off the wall
Erase The thoughts, forget them all The choice is yours to save yourself Or in the hands of someone else Broken thoughts and alibis Conscience disappears in time A voice is all that I can show All that I have is a soulYeah. You're set up to failure A dead-beat on parade With a foot in the gutter And the other in the grave You've cursed your silver spoon so black So die Well what can I say? Guess it's obvious you would end up this way, When you live amongst the dead. The best of luck, As the one and only resident scumfuk. A victim or just a tragedy? I hear you talk But I don't hear you speak. You don't make sense, Your mind is incomplete. I can't believe all the things that you say. You just can't get enough. We'll all be waiting here just for the day. Guess your time is up. Well what can I say? Guess it's obvious you would end up this way, When you live amongst the dead. The best of luck, As the one and only resident scumfuk. A victim or just a tragedy? All that I need is time for me to breathe. Dream little dreams that only I believe. Now that I see beyond the light, I know I'll be, I'll be alright. |
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| 4. |
| 3:02 |
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I'm going it alone
did my time and now I'm done It's so easy all the faces that I see don't mean anything at all to me but you got me going now out of my mind and it's a hell of a time I don't wanna say what I don't mean but I'm trying just to let you know that I don't wanna cause a scene but I'm sorry girl it's time for you to go I'll tell you everything that you know you never wanna hear cause it's true I'd give you all I got but there's nothing there that you could use but you got me going now out of my mind and it's a hell of a time with you now I don't wanna say what I don't mean But I'm trying just to let you know that I don't wanna cause a scene but I'm sorry girl it's time for you to go I don't wanna say what I don't mean But I'm trying just to let you know that I don't wanna cause a scene but I'm sorry girl it's time for you to go I don't wanna say what I don't mean But I'm trying just to let you know that I don't wanna cause a scene but I'm sorry girl it's time for you to go I'll tell you anything that you know you never wanna hear cause it's true I'd give you all I got but I'm the only thing you use so you got me going nowI don't wanna say what I don't mean But I'm trying just to let you know that I don't wanna cause a scene but I'm sorry girl it's time for you to goI don't wanna say what I don't mean But I'm trying just to let you know that I don't wanna cause a scene but I'm sorry girl it's time for you to go |
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| 5. |
| 2:50 |
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Oh my love how do I explain
How I’ve come to feel this way I’m addicted to the pain even more than words can say Every hit hurts like your kiss like a needle to a vein My last words of this begin, I want you She said you don’t even know how Just how much I need it How far will you go I just want to feel you c*M You make me so crazy but I’m OK Just pain me and take it very slow Cause I’m in love tonight So now that it has come to this I’ll be your dirty little thrill For the world I wouldn’t miss Cause I just wanna feel you kill Self-inflicted masochist How could anyone resist My last words of this begin I want you She said you don’t even know how Just how much I need it How far will you go I just want to feel you c*M You make me so crazy but I’m OK Just pain me and take it very slow Cause I’m in love tonight Tell me the difference between love and death You fear them both as they take your breath Tell me the difference between love and death You fear them both as they take your breath And all of this comes to an end But I cannot resist your death She said you don’t even know how Just how much I need it How far will you go I just want to feel you C*M You make me so crazy but I’m OK Just pain me and take it very slow Cause I’m in love tonight |
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| 6. |
| 4:12 |
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What am I to say
I’m all wrapped up in apathy and I don’t want to stay this way There’s nothing left to do Now that I am on to you, all I want to know is the truth And I don’t want to go but I feel like I should Cause I’m falling apart and I might and I and I… How could you be the better part of me When we’re only half of what we used to be today Could you see this isn’t what we need And I’m leaving all the pieces how they fell So goodbye farewell What am I to say I still remember every day The memories don’t fade away And it all falls apart in the shadows of the past It can seem to be so hard but it’s time the feelings pass How could you be the better part of me When we’re only half of what we used to be today Could you see this isn’t what we need And I’m leaving all the pieces how they fell So goodbye farewell Pull your triggers now What you waiting for I stand accused myself sometimes I’m wrong God help me and here beneath my light What am I praying for, I don’t believe in hell but I just might be there tonight How could you be the better part of me When we’re only half of what we used to be today Could you see this isn’t what we need And I’m leaving all the pieces how they fell So goodbye farewell Goodbye farewell |
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| 7. |
| 3:47 |
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I don’t believe I think I’ve fallen asleep
Is this beginning or ending? Am I stuck in a dream? I don’t want to know what I think I suppose Out of the light into a timely demise there’s a cross on a hill the holy image of lies. I’ve opened my eyes but this dream is still real. You don’t need to worry I’m just fine. I’ve just lost my mind. Yeah, tell me it’s over cause I don’t feel A THING at all Conciseness no more senses all have disappeared Am I alright alive tonight paranoid or am I dead right Am I alright alive tonight crash and fall into this light with me Look in my eyes tell me I’m alright. I don’t know if I’m still alive If this is goodbye forever’s just a lie big enough to make you want to try In just one life how can we live enough to rest in peace? In just one life how can we live enough to rest in peace? Here now I stand head in hand and one hand on my heart As I depart it’s not so hard what a day to become a man You had your scars but I never thought that you would give me mine |
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| 8. |
| 3:05 |
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While looking for the answers only questions come to mind
Cause I’ve been lost in circles which seems now for quite some time. And I don’t know how I came here or even how I got this far All I can tell you is my fate is written in the black stars well What am I supposed to do? Bless myself this perfect hell of my own is the best I’ve ever known Tell me something I don’t want to know, cause I can’t believe it’s so. What am I supposed to do? I’ve become sick of everyone now and I don’t feel remorse for the forgotten and I don’t care at all I’ve become sick of everyone now and I’m the patron voice of all the problems and I don’t care at all Oh take me away I’m sick of everyone today I’m not OK but I’m fine this way I need no change So take me away I’m coming down, fell apart. It’s hard to keep together when you don’t know where to start I’ve become sick of everyone now and I don’t feel remorse for the forgotten and I don’t care at all I’ve become sick of everyone now and I’m the patron voice of all the problems but I’m sick of everyone |
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| 9. |
| 4:48 |
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Take my breath away I don’t need it anyway
Cause I’m fine here in my own forgotten world Where I can be myself left with the hand I’m dealt And it’s hard to get a grip when you’re holding something You just let slip away All these thoughts stuck in my mind spinning round like endless time. For once in my life I do want to feel something you’d call real But I don’t think that I’ve got time for these scars to heal And the days just go by leaving questions in my mind I guess I’ll find the answers some day in another life Here with my old friend the silence in the end And it rings so loud that I cannot pretend If I just close my eyes and ask a thousand why’s Will it change or stay the same will it ever go away The question still remains All these thoughts stuck in my mind spinning round like endless time For once in my life I do want to feel something you’d call real But I don’t think that I’ve got time for these scars to heal And the days just go by leaving questions in my mind I guess I’ll find the answers some day in another life Warning signs read desolation on the road of desperation Happiness machines I’m coming clean What can you do for me I do want to feel something you’d call real But I don’t think that I’ve got time for these scars to heal And the days just go by leaving questions in my mind I guess I’ll find the answers some day in another life |
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| 10. |
| 3:20 |
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Hold me now cause I couldn’t even if I tried
It’s over now I guess it really is my time I don’t wanna go but it’s time I gotta say goodbye So hold me now because this will be our last time I’m slowing down and I don’t think that I can fight I know somehow you’ll find a way to live your life Remember just to live every day like it’s your last And hold me now because I think it’s time for me to pass I don’t wanna die I don’t know why this kinda fate was meant for me You gotta be strong gotta move on it’s not how it was supposed to be What do I say it was never supposed to end this way What do I have to do Was supposed to grow old with you But that ain’t gonna happen No that ain’t gonna happen Hold me now cause the time I’ve got is running out No tears allowed even though we’ve become without I just wanna feel your head laying on my chest So hold me now as I take my last breath I don’t wanna die I don’t know why this kinda fate was meant for me You gotta be strong gotta move on it’s not how it was supposed to be What do I say it was never supposed to end up this way What do I have to do Was supposed to grow old with you But that ain’t gonna happen No that ain’t gonna happen |
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| 11. |
| 4:17 |
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I don’t believe in the secrets you keep
But I do wanna know How do you sleep at night And I’m over you, congratulations Thank you for all the pain Cause it made everything so much more fun There’s nothing to say now The feelings are already dead (they’re dead) And I don’t believe there’s a way now All that is said has been said (has been said) I’m waiting for another day, another way I don’t believe that you can make all the pain go away So I’ll leave it all behind, but I’m leaving with blood in my eyes Seen through the lines, while believing the lies For too long a time And I still don’t know, how I did And now war’s declared, drawing the battle lines And I can’t see straight anymore With all of this blood in my eyes There’s nothing to say now The feelings are already dead (they’re dead) And I don’t believe there’s a way now All that is said has been said (has been said) I’m waiting for another day, another way I don’t believe that you can make all the pain go away So I’ll leave it all behind, but I’m leaving with blood in my eyes There’s nothing to say now The feelings are already dead (they’re dead) And I don’t believe there’s a way now All that is said has been said (has been said) I’m waiting for another day, another way I don’t believe that you can make all the pain go away So I’ll leave it all behind, but I’m leaving with blood in my eyes |
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| 12. |
| 3:35 |
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I don’t know what you want and I don’t want to know
I’ve got you where I want and I won’t let go So get your kicks out quick while you still got time And that’s fine I know just what you’ve done I need no alibis I hope you had your fun you sure know how to lie Cause you’re just a drag and you just ran out of time Well… Well do what you want but don’t be proud Cause baby you don’t wanna know What I’m gonna do when you’re not around No baby you don’t wanna know. I’ve got you right where I want and bet you I’m gonna set you off And I’ll tell you anything you want but baby you don’t wanna know Baby you don’t wanna know It beats me black blue but I can’t resist dragging myself through This kind of masochist But I’ll be fine like this til the end of time And that’s quite alright Well do what you want but don’t be proud Cause Baby you don’t wanna know What I’m gonna do when you’re not around No baby you don’t wanna know I’ve got you right where I want and bet you I’m gonna set you off And I’ll tell you anything you want but baby you don’t wanna know Baby you don’t wanna know It’s alright I don’t mind Cause you just might be outta time Well do what you want but don’t be proud Cause baby you don’t wanna know What I’m gonna do when you’re not around No baby you don’t wanna know I’ve got you right where I want and bet you I’m gonna set you off And I’ll tell you anything you want to hear but baby you don’t wanna know Baby you don’t wanna know Baby you don’t wanna know |
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| 13. |
| 3:42 |
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Got my back against the wall
Tried to scream there's no sound at all I'm stuck with nowhere to turn but I'm trying Trying hard not to be the one Left behind to become undone You can't stop what's already begun Hear the turning on I'm not giving up I won't let go Cause I am here till I'm done This time I've hard enough I'm on my own But I am back where I belong You stand closer but you're far away Seems like it's further everyday The feelings never go away but I'm trying At the end of a losing race Time passes me without a trace Trying hard just to find a place Now that I'm onto you I'm not giving up I won't let go Cause I am here till I'm done This time I've hard enough I'm on my own But I am back where I belong Memories, they hold a place Just in time to go to waste And they all become replaced I'm not giving up I won't let go Cause I am back where I belong I'm not giving up I won't let go Cause I am here till I'm done This time I've hard enough I'm on my own But I am back where I belong |
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| 14. |
| 1:42 |
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There's nothing left to say
Cause you don't want to try And I don't want the pain There's nothing left to do Well I don't want the lies And you don't feel the same It's time to let you go And bow out of the game And maybe we will find The answers through the blame It's time for me to go It's time for me to go, oh |
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