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| 1. |
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Last night I had a dream
I was drowning again You grabbed my hand and pulled me to safety As I looked into your eyes I saw my saviour The person that I knew had been there all along Just waiting for the chance to kill me We kissed and my mouth started to bleed Then all my teeth fell out... I hate it when that happens |
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| 2. |
| 3:41 |
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IT'S TRUE...I'VE GOT DEMONS INSIDE ME
AND SOMETIMES...THEY NEED TO SPEAK MY DARK PLACES...MAKE ME FEEL UGLY MY LIPS ARE GLOSSED BUT MY HEART IS WEAK I'M DISEASED AS SEEN ON TV PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR NOT BEING PRETTY OR SEXY BUT GOD NEVER BLESSED ME HERE'S WHAT YOU'LL FIND NEXT TIME YOU UNDRESS ME... Scars Wounds I'm BRUISED... Watch me bleed I'm your beauty Watch me bleed BEAUTY FIEND ONCE AGAIN WITHOUT PERFECT TEETH I BEGIN THE DREAM AS I SLEEP SOON I'VE SINNED MY SKIN IS STILL THICK MY MOUTH AS ALWAYS IS BRUTALLY HONEST AT MY CALMEST I'M TIRED OF EXPLAINING HOW IT FEELS TO BE EXPLOITED AND RATED NUMBER ONE, TWO OR SEVENTEEN FUCK WHAT THEY PRINT IN THOSE DAMN MAGAZINES Scars Wounds I'm USED... Watch me bleed I'm no beauty Watch me bleed Beauty queen Watch me bleed I'm your beauty Watch me bleed BEAUTY FIEND STUCK INSIDE THIS MASK OF MINE There's no place for me to hide Won't you please come suck me dry Don't touch me DON'T FUCKING TOUCH ME Don't touch me... WHY? Can't you see beyond my skin SIZE, my SHAPE, my ASS, my TITS I am not your PRETTY FACE I'm just a girl THE GIRL YOU LOVE TO HATE!!! Watch me bleed I'm no beauty Watch me bleed Beauty queen Watch me bleed I'm the beauty Watch me bleed BEAUTY FIEND Why can't you see beyond my skin SIZE, MY SHAPE, MY ASS, MY TITS I am not your PRETTY FACE I'm just a girl THE GIRL YOU LOVE TO HATE!!! Stuck inside this |
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| 3. |
| 3:03 |
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It doesn't matter what I SAY
Doesn't matter what I DO I DON'T REALLY GIVE A FUCK About you Nowadays it's all FAKE Put some MAKE UP ON YOUR FACE Lookin like a FUCKIN chick In LIPSTICK There is nothing here for me DRESSED UP in your NEW DISEASE HOLLYWOOD is FULL OF SHIT DON'T ASK ME TO SEEL MY SOUL I would rather be myself You...DO WHAT YOU'RE TOLD! STICK IT TO ME I know you want to STICK IT IN ME You know you're going to STICK IT TO ME I know you want to STICK IT IN ME You know you're going to take a picture if you need WHILE I BLEED What makes you think... THAT YOU KNOW ME Dinner and an INTERVIEW But I'm not a fan you At least ... I tell the TRUTH... Damned if I DO, damned if I DON'T Damned if I WILL ..... if I WON'T STAB ME IN THE BACK And buy me one more DRINK SUCK MY TRUST until I'm FUCKED THEN YOU CAN SAY YOU FUCKED ME! STICK IT TO ME I know you want to STICK IT IN ME You know you're going to STICK IT TO ME I know you want to STICK IT IN ME You know you're going to you're so SNEAKY with you're surprises you're so SWEET Underneath disguises I can't wait FOR YOU TO CRITICIZE THIS Don't think I don't KNOW HOW BIG YOUR KNIFE IS Stick it in me I KNOW YOU WANT TO Stick it to me YOU KNOW YOUR GOING TO Stick it in me I KNOW YOU WANT TO Stick it to me YOU KNOW YOUR GOING TO... You don't know me like I know myself AND I WILL NEVER TELL you don't know me like I know myself YOU CAN GO STRAIGHT TO HELL! |
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| 4. |
| 3:01 |
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Late night catechism speaks me to sleep
A lethal dose of narcissism conquers the beast I can't remember how I got my last scar... A prayer under pressure The bible tells us jesus... Was a rockstar A prayer under pressure Of violent anguish Of violent anguish Early morning exorcisms keep me awake I can't remember why my knees are so sore Seven stars surround me as I burn like a saint The bible tells us Mary... Was a whore A prayer under pressure Of violent anguish Of violent anguish There once was a girl, and she suffered from sickness A prayer under pressure Her mouth was distorted from razor sharp kisses Tried to pretend it was all in her mind God, are you listening? I hear you in my room But I know her voice... When I hear mine As hot as the moon on the tenth day of June Love is not safe in a world filled with hate There's no sleeping for me, I'm losing my faith Heartsick.. I'm sick.. Still sick.. My heart.. IS SICK |
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| 5. |
| 3:37 |
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I feel
The skies open wide See your blue eyes When worlds collide Sometimes Your'e by my side I've cried Wished it was me Wished it was me who died I can see you where i stand I can see you in the sunshine I can see you in the bright lights Let your light surround me I feel you hold my hand I loving memory Let your love surround me Shine down on me Shine on me Something... so deep inside me Swore that I'd keep it Binds me with you Told me a secret Someday my friend So until then I'll keep our secret safe We'll meet again I can see you in the moonlight I feel you when i sleep I can see you on those dark nights I feel your arms around me Let your light surround me Let your love surround me In loving memory Shine down on me Shine on me We will always be bound Rockstar.. We will always be bound We will always be down We will always be down I feel you when i scream I am just a girl, that hurts Feel me when i scream Your words These words I am just a girl, that hurts I feel you when i scream your words I am just a girl that hurts I am just a girl that hurts... I am just a girl that hurts I am just a girl that hurts I am just a girl THAT HURTS |
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| 6. |
| 3:19 |
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DIS...HONEST
You came with your first kiss Blue eyes sold me your HEAVENLY PRESENCE Something was SUFFOCATING me...couldn't breath Had no idea that you would ever DECEIVE I tried to BELIEVE all the things that you TAUGHT ME CHRIST LIKE IMAGES OF TRUTH...they straight got me Now watch me DROWN IN SADNESS My lungs gasp for air cause I let you STAB THIS... HEART...and rip apart WOUNDS that exist Deeper and darker than any words I could SPIT ALL IS SHIT And it will NEVER be well Because the fires that burn Are my never ending .... HELL IS THIS WHAT YOU CALL GOD? Your faith is lost IS THIS WHAT YOU CALL GOD? Get off your cross GET OFF... BRIDGES Connect each other for necessity LIFELINES SCAR MY HANDS like the rest of me Asked me to TRUST you and yes I TRIED to CONSTANT APOLOGIES caused me to LIE too Tried to MEDICATE MY HATE with YOUR MAGIC How could something so SWEET end up so tragic RESSURECT me from this abyss IN DEATH EVERY BODY FUNCTION FAILS TO EXIST False commitments TONGUES twisted with RELIGION A HEART SHAPED ROCK of the same size incision OBSOLETE With no RELIEF or RELEASE Just INSOMNIA filled nights Of never ending...SLEEP IS THIS WHAT YOU CALL GOD? Your faith is lost IS WHAT YOU CALL GOD? Get off your cross Split a piece of wood and I am there Lift a stone and you will find me ARE YOU STILL SCARED? SANCTUARY SANCTUARY SANCTUARY There's no SANCTUARY IS THIS WHAT YOU CALL GOD IS THIS WHAT YOU CALL... GOD Is this Is this Is this WHAT YOU CALL LOVE Get off Get off Watch me Get off Get off Watch me Get off Get off NOW WATCH ME FALL...-acapo |
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| 7. |
| 3:22 |
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you're so pretty when you lie
lovesongs always make me cry i dont think you have a choice there no truth left in your voice remember when we used to laugh just try to forget all that wear my heart upon your lips i hope it tastes just lke shit! you're so pretty when you die just call me me, miss ann thrope lovesongs always make me cry i don't think you realise theres no blue left in your eyes remember when we used to sing just try to forget those things fill your hole inside with dirt just call me miss ann thrope i hope that it fucking hurts you have left a trail of deceit assault an flattery blasting through my wounds imprisoned me in god and poetry a ritual to mend my angry heart a bredding ground for your untruth if god created man in hisown image then fuck you ashes to ashes, dust to dust my hate for you defines my lust bridges to bridges your nothing to me welcome world miss ann thrope fuck cunt miss ann thrope miss ann thropefuck cunt |
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| 8. |
| 4:15 |
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i stick my finger down your throat
explore my thoughts of murder a journey through the human heart dark places filled with terror obsession lets me have my way devotion makes you stay this mercy seat you imitate wont let you get away in praise of him i pray in praise of him i'm saved in praise of him i give myself away come kiss away my honesty exploit me with your pain learn to love this monster you created in your name confession lets you face your fear redemption leaves a stain the thought of me makes you so sick theres nothing left to hate in praise of him i pray in praise of him im saved in praise of him i gave myself away again in praise of him i've prayed in praise of him i'm saved in praise of him i gave myself away a different sort of suffering i practise what i preach aromatherapeutic death can you smell me speak if violence is religion then everyones a star it doesnt matter what youve done only who you are who you are who you are underneath the hollywood cross underneath this holy wood cross my lover let me tie you down hold your heart my hostage i promise after i am through your skin will still taste salted my mouth is not your enemy my lips are not your friend if we were still together i would torture you again in praise of him i pray in praise of him i'm saved in praise of him i give myself away in praise of him ive prayed in praise of him im saved in praise of him i hate myself today you never know what you will find until you look inside i never knew what i would find and then i looked inside let me torture you again torture you m |
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| 9. |
| 3:23 |
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You believe everything you read
You believe everything you read You believe everything you read I CAN'T BELIEVE WHAT THE FUCK I READ... SCREAM...things that I believe FRIENDS...became my enemies THINK... before you speak DON'T...think you know me My heart is an EMPTY hole HANDS WANNA WRAP AROUND YOUR THROAT Legs BRUISE everywhere you walk Mouth SPITS all the SHIT you talk SO KEEP TALKING KEEP TALKING KEEP TALKING... FIGHT...I say what's on my mind LIES...words you hide behind BE...careful what you say STAY ...stay the fuck away My heart is an EMPTY hole HANDS WANNA WRAP AROUND YOUR THROAT Legs BRUISE everywhere you walk Mouth SPITS all the SHIT you talk My heart is an EMPTY hole HANDS WANNA WRAP AROUND YOUR THROAT Legs BRUISE everywhere you walk Mouth SPITS all the SHIT you talk KEEP TALKING... [repeat chorus twice] IN A WORLD OF LIES I find myself ADVISED To just PRETEND I'M NICE And NOT to SAY WHAT'S ON MY MIND But in A WORLD OF SHIT I THINK YOU'RE JUST A BITCH Who couldn't FUCK or SUCK MY DICK Cause I'M A CHICK Don't even think I GIVE A DAMN I SAY THESE THINGS BECAUSE I CAN... HONESTY IS THE HOLIEST DISEASE Honesty Honesty Honesty Honesty |
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| 10. |
| 3:30 |
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I like the way you make me feel
SYRUPY AND CLEAN You have a STRANGE EFFECT on me LOVING EVERY SCREAM BAPTIZE this thing that burns EVERYTIME YOU BATH ME If I confess too many sins WILL YOU STILL SAVE ME? RAIN RAIN RAIN LET IT RAIN AA BEAUTIFUL AS A SCAR There's NOTHING quite like you I CUT MYSELF on your lips LET YOU LICK MY WOUNDS So SOUTHERN is my SAVIOUR So SICK inside my head But if I let you RESCUE me WILL I BE LEFT FOR DEAD? RAIN RAIN RAIN LET IT RAIN Let it rain DOWN ON ME Let it rain DOWN ON ME Let it rain DOWN ON ME LET RAIN...RAIN!!! The skys illumination comes from the city below And I can taste every inch of your kiss Every inch of your soul from over here Do you feel FAITH or do you feel FEAR? |
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| 11. |
| 3:47 |
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It seems you're always looking for a new RELIGION
DROWN YOUSELF IN ABSOLUTION To excuse YOUR SINS NOWADAYS it's easy to be swayed By IMAGES portrayed THERE IS NOTHING YOU WONT DO... To get PAID SO FULL OF SHIT YOU MAKE ME SICK POST NOISE REVELATION Cult of my frustration POST NOISE REVOLUTION Is there no solution? IT SEEMS YOU'RE SUCKED INTO THE SCENE Of what the LASTEST RAGE is FORCE FED MTV The NEW DISEASE that is CONTAGIOUS VIDEOS that cost a MILLION BUCKS With FAKES DEGRADING LADIES Can I be a FAN OF YOU... BABY SO FULL OF SHIT YOU MAKE ME SICK POST NOISE REVELATION Cult of my frustration POST NOISE REVOLUTION Is there no solution? Post noise revelation CULT OF MY FRUSTRATION Post noise revelation IS THERE NO SOLUTION? What seems to be the CANCER? I DON'T KNOW THE ANSWER Someone NEEDS to TELL ME WHAT THEFUCK YOU'RE TRYNA SELL ME? [Repeat] Someone needs to tell me NOW! |
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| 12. |
| 4:20 |
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I found him on a night of fire and noise
Wild bells rang in a wild sky I knew from that moment on I'll love him till the day that I died And I kissed away a thousand tears My lady of the Various Sorrows Some begged, some borowed, some stolen Some kept safe for tomorrow On and endless night, silver star spangled The bells from the chapel went jingle-jangle Do you love me? Do you love me? Do you love me? Do you love me? Do you love me? Do you love me? Do you love me? Like I love you? He was given to me to put things right And I stacked all my accomplishments beside him Still I seemed so obselete and small I found God and all His devils inside him In my bed he cast the blizzard out A mock sun blazed upon his head So completely filled with light he was His shadow fanged and hairy and mad Our love-lines grew hopelessly tangled And the bells from the chapel went jingle-jangle Do you love me? Do you love me? Do you love me? Do you love me? Do you love me? Do you love me? Do you love me? Like I love you? He had a heartful of love and devotion He had a mindful of tyranny and terror Well, I try, I do, I really try But I just err, baby, I do, I error So come find me, my darling one I'm down to the grounds, the very dregs Ah, here he comes, blocking the sun Blood running down the inside of his legs The moon in the sky is battered and mangled And the bells from the chapel go jingle-jangle Do you love me? Do you love me? Do you love me? Do you love me? Do you love me? Do you love me? Do you love me? Like I love you? All things move toward their end I knew before I met him that I would lose him I swear I made every effort to be good to him I made every effo |
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| 13. |
| 4:01 |
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THE WAGES OF SIN
HOLD MY HEART HOSTAGE MY MOUTH IS STILL CRUEL MY SKIN IS IN BONDAGE MY BODY IS SCARRED FROM LYRICS I'VE CARVED BRUISES I'VE HEALED LIPS THAT I'VE STARVED WOUNDS I'VE REPLACED WITH LOVE AND WITH HATE THE TRUTH SET ME FREE BUT MY FAITH WAS RAPED I'VE BROKEN MY SILENCE LIED TO MYSELF SPOKEN IN VIOLENCE BEEN SOMEONE ELSE SCREAMED AT MY DEMONS PRAYED TO MY GOD BEGGED FOR FORGIVENESS MY HANDS ARE STILL HOT |
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| 14. |
| 2:02 |
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You're one of them
You say that you're my friend But you're one of them You don't want to see me live You don't want me to give Cos you're one of them My war You're one of them You say that you're my friend But you're one of them I might not know what a friend is All i know is what you're not Cos you're one of them My war You're one of them You say that you're my friend But you're one of them I have a prediction It lives in my brain It's with me every day It drives me insane I feel it in my heart that if i had a gun I feel it in my heart I'd wanna kill someone I feel it in my heart The end will come Come on My war You're one of them You say that you're my friend But you're one of them Tell me that i'm wrong Try to sing me your ego song You're one of them My war You're one of them You say that you're my friend But you're one of them My war This is my war baby Go home. Get the Hell outta here. |
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