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where do i begin
i remember the first night we met it was 1996 at the splash club in London and i had a huge crush on you over the years i've grown to love you for so many reasons Manchester Bristol Exeter and Nottingham to name a few you've watched me bleed bruise sweat and scream and you've never been afraid of me i don't blame you for what they've written about us or our relationship no one really understands it not even me i love it when that happens' |
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| 2. |
| 3:49 |
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IT'S TRUE...I'VE GOT DEMONS INSIDE ME
AND SOMETIMES...THEY NEED TO SPEAK MY DARK PLACES...MAKE ME FEEL UGLY MY LIPS ARE GLOSSED BUT MY HEART IS WEAK I'M DISEASED AS SEEN ON TV PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR NOT BEING PRETTY OR SEXY BUT GOD NEVER BLESSED ME HERE'S WHAT YOU'LL FIND NEXT TIME YOU UNDRESS ME... Scars Wounds I'm BRUISED... Watch me bleed I'm your beauty Watch me bleed BEAUTY FIEND ONCE AGAIN WITHOUT PERFECT TEETH I BEGIN THE DREAM AS I SLEEP SOON I'VE SINNED MY SKIN IS STILL THICK MY MOUTH AS ALWAYS IS BRUTALLY HONEST AT MY CALMEST I'M TIRED OF EXPLAINING HOW IT FEELS TO BE EXPLOITED AND RATED NUMBER ONE, TWO OR SEVENTEEN FUCK WHAT THEY PRINT IN THOSE DAMN MAGAZINES Scars Wounds I'm USED... Watch me bleed I'm no beauty Watch me bleed Beauty queen Watch me bleed I'm your beauty Watch me bleed BEAUTY FIEND STUCK INSIDE THIS MASK OF MINE There's no place for me to hide Won't you please come suck me dry Don't touch me DON'T FUCKING TOUCH ME Don't touch me... WHY? Can't you see beyond my skin SIZE, my SHAPE, my ASS, my TITS I am not your PRETTY FACE I'm just a girl THE GIRL YOU LOVE TO HATE!!! Watch me bleed I'm no beauty Watch me bleed Beauty queen Watch me bleed I'm the beauty Watch me bleed BEAUTY FIEND Why can't you see beyond my skin SIZE, MY SHAPE, MY ASS, MY TITS I am not your PRETTY FACE I'm just a girl THE GIRL YOU LOVE TO HATE!!! Stuck inside this |
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| 3. |
| 3:09 |
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It doesn't matter what I SAY
Doesn't matter what I DO I DON'T REALLY GIVE A FUCK About you Nowadays it's all FAKE Put some MAKE UP ON YOUR FACE Lookin like a FUCKIN chick In LIPSTICK There is nothing here for me DRESSED UP in your NEW DISEASE HOLLYWOOD is FULL OF SHIT DON'T ASK ME TO SEEL MY SOUL I would rather be myself You...DO WHAT YOU'RE TOLD! STICK IT TO ME I know you want to STICK IT IN ME You know you're going to STICK IT TO ME I know you want to STICK IT IN ME You know you're going to take a picture if you need WHILE I BLEED What makes you think... THAT YOU KNOW ME Dinner and an INTERVIEW But I'm not a fan you At least ... I tell the TRUTH... Damned if I DO, damned if I DON'T Damned if I WILL ..... if I WON'T STAB ME IN THE BACK And buy me one more DRINK SUCK MY TRUST until I'm FUCKED THEN YOU CAN SAY YOU FUCKED ME! STICK IT TO ME I know you want to STICK IT IN ME You know you're going to STICK IT TO ME I know you want to STICK IT IN ME You know you're going to you're so SNEAKY with you're surprises you're so SWEET Underneath disguises I can't wait FOR YOU TO CRITICIZE THIS Don't think I don't KNOW HOW BIG YOUR KNIFE IS Stick it in me I KNOW YOU WANT TO Stick it to me YOU KNOW YOUR GOING TO Stick it in me I KNOW YOU WANT TO Stick it to me YOU KNOW YOUR GOING TO... You don't know me like I know myself AND I WILL NEVER TELL you don't know me like I know myself YOU CAN GO STRAIGHT TO HELL! |
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| 4. |
| 2:57 |
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Late night catechism speaks me to sleep
A lethal dose of narcissism conquers the beast I can't remember how I got my last scar... A prayer under pressure The bible tells us jesus... Was a rockstar A prayer under pressure Of violent anguish Of violent anguish Early morning exorcisms keep me awake I can't remember why my knees are so sore Seven stars surround me as I burn like a saint The bible tells us Mary... Was a whore A prayer under pressure Of violent anguish Of violent anguish There once was a girl, and she suffered from sickness A prayer under pressure Her mouth was distorted from razor sharp kisses Tried to pretend it was all in her mind God, are you listening? I hear you in my room But I know her voice... When I hear mine As hot as the moon on the tenth day of June Love is not safe in a world filled with hate There's no sleeping for me, I'm losing my faith Heartsick.. I'm sick.. Still sick.. My heart.. IS SICK |
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| 5. |
| 3:08 |
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Sick with it
Sick with disease Deny addiction DOWN ON MY KNEES Feed my affliction SCARED TO BELIEVE My own decisions EAGER TO PLEASE Destroyed visions BREED LIFE NEED LIFE BREATH LIFE KEEP LIFE LIE AND DECIEVE With no emotion FALSE PROMISES Loss of devotion SCARRED BY DECEIT My self destruction LOVE OBSOLETE Live in dysfunction BREED LIFE NEED LIFE BREATH LIFE KEEP LIFE BLEED LIFE HEAL LIFE FEEL LIFE THE SWEET LIFE Is all I want... CAN I BLEED FOR THE RITUAL? Bleed for it GOT A NEED FOR THE RITUAL.... CAN I BREATH FOR THE RITUAL? Breath for it GOT A NEED FOR THE RITUAL? SICK WITH IT. Sick with it. SICK WITH IT, sick with it... (repeat) IT'S INSIDE ME I feel it growing NOWHERE TO HIDE My anger's showing Repeat chorus And on this DARK NIGHT OF MY SOUL I will continue to PRAY FOR US And try to remember only the good things... THE SWEET LIFE |
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| 6. |
| 3:48 |
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BLASPHEMOUS GIRL
DRUNK with SIN SHE sits in her SKIN Filled with ANGER FUELLED by LIQUER DROWNS in DREAMS With no SAVIOR From the TRUTH NONE can SAVE HER HE is HER own PERSONAL JESUS And HE will not be HER last GOD wants a piece of HER ASS GOD WANTS A PIECE OF MY ASS... I AM... A BLASPHEMOUS GIRL I AM... A BLASPHEMOUS GIRL I AM... A BLASPHEMOUS GIRL I AM... A BLASPHEMOUS Girl MAGNUM MOUTHED I shoot to KILL You MURDER ME with LEGS and GUILT STRANGLE ME... with TRAGIC HANDS GOD wants a piece of HER ASS GOD WANTS A PIECE OF MY ASS... I AM... A BLASPHEMOUS GIRL I AM... A BLASPHEMOUS GIRL I AM... STAB ME...like a STALKER RAPE ME... like a HERO STAB ME... like a STALKER RAPE ME...and BE MY HERO BLESS ME DARLING and I will FORGIVE YOU ELOQUENT and FULL OF GRACE You SPEAK IN TONGUES behind my back A DRY LUNG VOCAL MARTYR I will SUFFER for my LOVER I will SUFFER for HIS SINS I will SUFFER for my LOVER I AM SUFFERING FOR HIM TORTURE ME with TIMELESSNESS WORSHIP my first with every KISS RESURRECTION of my PAIN Drag me down OUR MEMORY LANE INTRODUCE me to DEVOTION Leave me NUMB with no EMOTION STARS SURROUND YOU when I feel you YOU look better when I cannot see... you HONESTY... looks good to you But LIAR should be your tattoo |
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| 7. |
| 4:17 |
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We're going to a nice place..
Sweet and full of sin I prick myself on your thorns Your mouth blooms like a cut And I bleed within And I watch you die Your leaves fade to brown In my torture garden Under black sunshine He loves me not My beautiful flower He loves me He loves me not He loves me.. Our love starts to spoil Your lips bleed like a rose Underneath the soil Is where the evil grows And the weeds attack Your petals start to fall In my torture garden The blue sky is black My beautiful flower He loves me not He loves me not He loves me He loves me Sweet and full of sin And I bleed within Your mouth blooms like a cut I prick myself on your thorns Our love starts to spoil Your lips bleed like a rose Underneath the soil I am earth.. Is where the evil grows Hear me breathe... You can feel me touch you Coz' it's my air that loves you And I am fire... You will feel me burn you Come inside... And I'll be water with you He loves me not He loves me not He loves me He loves me |
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| 8. |
| 3:01 |
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come to me
as christ redeemed your make up hides your identity but i can see you're still diseased get off your cross get off your knees dare i see the same in me never thought that i could be so you just lick your wounds but it's too late trust will lead you to your own fate masochrist what you sew is what you reap you're only sick as secrets that you keep and what you use is what you'll need but i can't stand to watch you bleed for me forgive me father for i'm not clean i'd rather be miss magdalene your vaseline won't heal my demons cause i don't talk to god i'm screaming dare i see the same in me you never thought that i would be so let me bruise my knees rape my faith scar myself with love and with hate masochrist what you sew is what you'll reap you're only sick as secrets that you keep what you use is what you'll need i can't stand to watch you bleed for me for me for me for me for me oh lord hear my prayer you look like you are scared i do what you taught me it's your turn to watch me oh lord hear my prayer pull me by my black hair stab me with your greed it's my turn to bleed what you sew is what you reap you're only sick as secrets that you'll keep and what i use is what i need can you stand to watch me as i bleed i bleed i bleed i'm bleeding for you |
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| 9. |
| 3:23 |
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One two freddy's commin' for you
Three four better lock your door Five six grab your crucifix... Something WICKED THIS WAY COMES PREMEDITATED EVIL numbs Cartoon KIDS crayola SMILES CHILDREN OF THE KORN FED STYLES But I don't buy your LIES I see through your disguise Don't feel your SCREAMS or CRIES WHY?........... chorus I'm sick of looking so sick I can't I'm SICK of the SYCOPHANT Sick of listening so sick I can't I'm SICK of the SYCOPHANT I see you BREATHLESS and DERANGED A LITTLE GIRL who's acting STRANGE Tryna SCARE us with your SCREAM But it's all ROUTINE And all you do is TAKE STEAL and IMMITAKE YOU and what YOU create YOUR FAKE!..... Repeat chorus I barely recognize... you in your new disguise COSMETIC COVERED EYES Just tell me WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? You put the MAKE UP on, take the MAKE UP off SEARCHING TO BE FOUND But you're so FUCKIN' lost.... Now THE ROAD TO HELL is paved with stones And some of them are FAKES and CLONES COUNTERFEITS which SUCK and BLEED US Wearin' FUCKIN' ADIDAS But something just ain't right, NO SUBSTANCE ONLY HYPE With FAITH you GOT THE LIFE that made you rich And a PUNK ASS BITCH!.... Repeat chorus Sick of you and anyone like you, sometimes I think I've lost my mind... or else this whole world's BLIND! |
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| 4:20 |
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i stick my finger down your throat
explore my thoughts of murder a journey through the human heart dark places filled with terror obsession lets me have my way devotion makes you stay this mercy seat you imitate wont let you get away in praise of him i pray in praise of him i'm saved in praise of him i give myself away come kiss away my honesty exploit me with your pain learn to love this monster you created in your name confession lets you face your fear redemption leaves a stain the thought of me makes you so sick theres nothing left to hate in praise of him i pray in praise of him im saved in praise of him i gave myself away again in praise of him i've prayed in praise of him i'm saved in praise of him i gave myself away a different sort of suffering i practise what i preach aromatherapeutic death can you smell me speak if violence is religion then everyones a star it doesnt matter what youve done only who you are who you are who you are underneath the hollywood cross underneath this holy wood cross my lover let me tie you down hold your heart my hostage i promise after i am through your skin will still taste salted my mouth is not your enemy my lips are not your friend if we were still together i would torture you again in praise of him i pray in praise of him i'm saved in praise of him i give myself away in praise of him ive prayed in praise of him im saved in praise of him i hate myself today you never know what you will find until you look inside i never knew what i would find and then i looked inside let me torture you again torture you m |
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| 11. |
| 3:21 |
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I feel
The skies open wide See your blue eyes When worlds collide Sometimes Your'e by my side I've cried Wished it was me Wished it was me who died I can see you where i stand I can see you in the sunshine I can see you in the bright lights Let your light surround me I feel you hold my hand I loving memory Let your love surround me Shine down on me Shine on me Something... so deep inside me Swore that I'd keep it Binds me with you Told me a secret Someday my friend So until then I'll keep our secret safe We'll meet again I can see you in the moonlight I feel you when i sleep I can see you on those dark nights I feel your arms around me Let your light surround me Let your love surround me In loving memory Shine down on me Shine on me We will always be bound Rockstar.. We will always be bound We will always be down We will always be down I feel you when i scream I am just a girl, that hurts Feel me when i scream Your words These words I am just a girl, that hurts I feel you when i scream your words I am just a girl that hurts I am just a girl that hurts... I am just a girl that hurts I am just a girl that hurts I am just a girl THAT HURTS |
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