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Broken home, all alone Broken home, all alone I can't seem to fight these feelings I'm caught in the middle of this And my wounds are not healing I'm stuck in between my parents I wish I had someone to talk to Someone I could confide in I just want to know the truth I just want to know the truth Want to know the truth! Broken home All alone I know my mother loves me But does my father even care? If I'm sad or angry You were never ever there When I needed you I hope you regret what you did I think I know the truth Your father did the same to you Did the same to you! I'm crying day and night now What is wrong with me? I cannot fight now I feel like a weak link Crying day and night now What is wrong with me? I cannot fight now I feel like a weak link (Push it back inside) 4X A weak link Broken home, all alone It feels bad to be alone Crying by yourself living in a broken home How could I tell it? So all y'all could feel it Depression strikes hard just like my old earth would tell it To me, her son, she told me I'm the one Pain bottled up, 'bout to blow like a gun Stories that I tell Are nonfiction And you can't take it back cuz it's already done BROKEN HOME! BROKEN HOOOOME! Can't seem to fight these feelings Caught in the middle of this My wounds are not healing Stuck in between my parents BROKEN HOME! BROKEN HOOOOME! |
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| 2. |
| 3:21 |
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Cut my life into piecesthis is my last resortSuffocation no breathingDon't give a fuckif I cut my arm bleedingThis is my last resortCut my life into piecesI've reached my last resortSuffocation no breathingDon't give a fuckif I cut my arm bleedingDo you even careif I die bleedingWould it be wrongWould it be rightIf I took my life tonightChances are that I mightMudilation out of sightand I'm contimplating suicideCause I'm losing my sightlosing my mindWish somebody would tell me I'm fineLosing my sight losing my mindWish somebody would tell me I'm fineI never realizedI was spread too thinTill it was too lateand I was empty withinHungry feeding on my chaosand living in sinDownward spiral where do I beginIt all started when I lost my motherNo love for myselfand no love for anotherSearching to find a loveupon a higher levelFinding nothingbut questions and devilsCause I'm losing my sightlosing my mindWish somebody would tell me I'm fineLosing my sight losing my mindWish somebody would tell me I'm fineNothing's alright nothing is fineI'm running and I'm cryingI'm crying I'm cryingI'm crying I'm cryingI can't go on living this wayCut my life into piecesthis is my last resortSuffocation no breathingDon't give a fuckif I cut my arm bleedingWould it be wrong Would it be rightIf I took my life tonightChances are that I mightMudilation out of sightand I'm contimplating suicideCause I'm losing my sightlosing my mindWish somebody would tell me I'm fineLosing my sight losing my mindWish somebody would tell me I'm fineNothing's alright nothing is fineI'm running and I'm cryingI can't go on living this wayCan't go on living this wayNothing's alright
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| 3. |
| 2:59 |
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Yes I did it and I'll do it again
It doesn't matter if I am your best friend I don't think so You're not that smart Over and over it breaks my heart The cycle continues time for your crime The pain comes back in an ugly design Her makeup smears The tears that she cries Over and over every night Emotional swords slash my soul And now the pain takes control I think about you I think about me Think about the way that it used to be I need a bottle I need some pills I need a friend I need some thrills A shoulder to cry on a friend to depend on When life gets rough Time and time again You think about yourself before you think about me Time and time again You think about yourself before you think about me It's like a fight every single day It's always easy when you have it your way Deep in my heart In the depths of my soul My selfish ways are out of control I'm sorry that it comes down to this I punch through the wall as I break my fist The makeup smears Tears that we cry Over and over every night You're so selfish You're making me want to end this relationship You're making me want to end this Loving ties unwind Lost time behind Loving ties unwind Lost time behind |
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| 4. |
| 3:31 |
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When I see her eyes
Look into my eyes Then I realize that She could see inside my head So I close my eyes Thinking that I could hide Disassociate so I don't have to lose my head This situation leads to agitation Will she cut me off Will this be amputation I don't know if I care I'm the jefk Life's not fair Fighting all the time This is out of line She loves me not loves me not Do you realize I won't compromise She loves me not loves me not Over the past five years I have shed my tears I have drank my beers and Watched my fears fly away Then until this day she still swing my way But its sad to say Sometimes she says she loves me not But I hesatate to tell her I hate This relationship I want out today This is over I don't know if I care I'm the jefk Life's not fair Fighting all the time This is out of line She loves me not loves me not Do you realize I won't compromise She loves me not Life's not fair I'm the jerk Line for line ryhme for ryhme Sometimes I be writin' all the goddam time It's makin' me sick Relationship is gettin' ill Piss drunk stupid mad On the lil could you feel What I feel what's the deal girl tearin' up each others world We should be in harmony boy and girl That is a promise we made Back in the day You told me that things wouldn't be this way I think we should work this out It's alright baby we can scream and shout I don't know if I care I'm the jefk Life's not fair Fighting all the time This is out of line She loves me not loves me not Do you realize I won't compromise She loves me not loves me not Life's not fair life's not fair Life's not fair I'm the jerk Life's not fair She loves me not Loves me not |
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| 3:28 |
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I tear my heart open
I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much My scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel Drunk and I'm feeling down and I just wanna be alone I'm pissed cause you came around Why don't you just go home Cause you channel all your pain and I can't help to fix yourself Your making me insane All I can say is I tear my heart open I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much My scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel I tried to help you once A kiss will only vise I saw you going down But you never realized That your drowning in the water So I offered you my hand Compassions in my nature Tonight is our last dance I tear my heart open I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much My scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel I'm drunk and I'm feeling down and I just wanna be alone You shouldn't ever came around Why don't you just go home Cause your drowning in the water and I tried to grab your hand and I left my heart open but you didn't understand but you didn't understand You fix yourself I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life I tear my heart open I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much My scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel I tear my heart open I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much My scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel |
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| 6. |
| 3:11 |
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Somewhere beyond happiness and
sadness I need to calculate what creates my own madness and I'm addicted to your punishment and you're the master and I am waiting for disaster I feel irrational So confrontational To tell the truth I am getting away with murder it is impossible to ever tell the truth but the reality Is I'm getting away with murder Getting away Getting away Getting away I drink my drink and I don't even want to I think my thoughts when I don't even need to I never look back Cause I don't even want to and I don't need to because I'm getting away with murder I feel irrational So confrontational To tell the truth I am getting away with murder it is impossible to ever tell the truth but the reality Is I'm getting away with murder Getting Away getting away getting away Getting Away getting away getting away Getting Away getting away getting away Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness I need to calculate what creates my own madness and I'm addicted to your punishment and you're the master And I'm craving this disaster I feel irrational So confrontational To tell the truth I am getting away with murder it is impossible to ever tell the truth but the reality Is I'm getting away with murder Getting away getting away getting away I feel irrational So confrontational To tell the truth I am getting away with murder it is impossible to ever tell the truth but the reality Is I'm getting away with murder |
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| 7. |
| 2:56 |
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We're the gladiators
Taking my heart won't be that easy So send in your lies I'll fly so high the birds won't reach me So prepare yourself Screw everyone else Time is counting down And it looks like it's now Just go (Don't look back!) Just go (Never look back!) Kept my eyes on the prize The next step in my evilution Is to realize My life is just a crazy ride So prepare yourself Screw everyone else Time is counting down And it looks like it's now Just go (Don't look back!) It's now (Never look back!) It's now (Don't look back!) (Never look back!) |
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| 8. |
| 3:01 |
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Listen up, tu
it up and rock it out party on, I wanna hear you scream and shout this is real, as real as it gets I came to get down to get some fucking respect taking it back to hardcore level you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal taking it back to hardcore level you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal. Go! Whoa I’ll never give in Whoa I’ll never give up Whoa I’ll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved Whoa I’ll never give in Whoa I’ll never give up Whoa I’ll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved I want domination I want your submission I see you’re not resisting To this temptation I’ve got one confession A love deprivation I’ve got a jet black heart It’s all fucked up and it’s falling apart Whoa I’ll never give in Whoa I’ll never give up Whoa I’ll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved Whoa I’ll never give in Whoa I’ll never give up Whoa I’ll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved I’ve got another confession I fell to temptation And there is no question There was some connection I’ve got to follow my heart No matter how far I’ve gotta roll the dice Never look back and never think twice Whoa I’ll never give in Whoa I’ll never give up Whoa I’ll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved Whoa I’ll never give in Whoa I’ll never give up Whoa I’ll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved Take your past and bu it up and let it go Carry on; I’m stronger than you’ll ever know That’s the deal; you get no respect You’re gonna get yours You better watch your fucking neck Take your past and bu it up and let it go Carry on; I’m stronger than you’ll ever know That’s the deal; you get no respect You’re gonna get yours You better watch your fucking neck Whoa I’ll never give in Whoa I’ll never give up Whoa I’ll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved Whoa I’ll never give in Whoa I’ll never give up Whoa I’ll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved Whaooo, Never give it on, Whaooo, (Take the past, bu it up and let it go) Never give it on, Whaooo, Never give up, Whaooo, (Take the past, bu it up and let it go) Never give it on, I just wanna be, wanna be loved |
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| 3:33 |
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Please forgive me while i turn out the lights
Watch this haunted day turn into a wasted night So cut me off-throw me down Cause i'm reckless, goddamn son of a bitch! I'm reckless So reckless God save me from this madness I'm walking on broken glass from the wreckage of my past I'm locked up in a cage 'cause i'm a prisoner of my ways So cut me off-throw me out 'cause i'm reckless, i'm a reckless goddamn son of a bitch! Thank god i've got a women with my name across her heart Loving me aint easy, loving me is hard I'm sorry about the madness but that's the way its gotta be 'cause it takes a crazy womon to love a reckless man like me |
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| 10. |
| 4:14 |
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"Had Enough"
Turn the channel on the tv Another boy shot tonight I can't believe what I am seeing A body bag, a mother cries It seems like this is never ending I've had enough so I decide The time has come for me to face it I can't refuse the war inside 'Cause we have had enough All the violence has touched every part of our lives Our innocence is gone tonight I dunnno if I can hide it I know the truth it's only lies The president will deny it The body count, a steady rise In my head there is a riot Change the world, no one dies The time has come for us to fight it You can't refuse the war inside 'Cause we have had enough All the violence has touched every part of our lives Our innocence is gone tonight 'Cause we have had enough All the violence has touched every part of our lives Our innocence is gone tonight I know that you can change the future I know that we can make it happen In my head there is a riot and i dont think that I can fight it 'Cause we have had enough All the violence has touched every part of our lives Our innocence is gone tonight 'Cause we have had enough All the violence has touched every part of our lives Our innocence is gone tonight We have had enough We have had enough We have had enough |
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| 3:39 |
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In the brightest hour
Of my darkest day I realized What is wrong with me Can't get over you Can't get through to you It's been a helter-skelter romance from the start take these memories that are haunting me of a paper man cut into shreds by his own pair of scissors he'll never forgive her... he'll never forgive her... Because days come and go But my feelings for you are forever Sitting by the fire on a lonely night Hanging over from another good time With another girl... little dirty girl You should listen to this story of a life You're my heroin- In this moment I'm lonely fullfilling my darkest dreams All these drugs, all these women I'm never forgiving... this broken heart of mine One last kiss Before I go Dry your tears It is time to let you go One last kiss. |
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| 3:56 |
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Hollywood whore passed out on the floor
I'm sorry but the party's over Cocaine knows and trendy clothes gotta send her to rehab She found out, she's got no soul but it really doesn't bother her White trash queen american dream oh, what a role model Throwin a fit, making a scene like no tomorrow Hollywood whore passed out on the floor Can't take it no more I'm sorry, but the party's over The talk of the town is she's going down I'm sorry but the party's over now Awake by noon, drunk by four sucked up in the showbiz You're so lame, you're such a bore I wanna kick your teeth in Plastic smile to match your style we can tell you got a face lift You're so vain, oh so vile You're a number one hit Hollywood whore passed out on the floor Can't take it no more I'm sorry, but the party's over The talk of the town is she's going down I'm sorry but the party's over The cameras are gone and nobody screams She couldn't survive her fifteen minutes of fame Her friends are all gone she's going insane She'll never survive without the money and fame It's all going down the drain Hollywood whore passed out on the floor I'm sorry but the party's over The talk of the town is she's going down I'm sorry but the party's over Hollywood whore passed out on the floor I'm sorry, but the party's over The talk of the town is she's going down I'm sorry but the party's over Wake up, the party's over Wake up, the party's over Wake up, the party's over Wake up, the party's over now [hahaha] Don't let the door hit ya where the good lord split ya hunny [hahaha] |
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| 4:28 |
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When I was a boy I didn't care 'bout a thing
It was me and this world and a broken dream I was blaming myself for all that was going wrong I was way out there on the wrong side of town And the ones that I loved I started pushing 'em out Then I realized that it was all my fault I've been looking for a lifeline For what seems like a lifetime I'm drowning in the pain, breaking down again Looking for a lifeline So I put out my hand and I asked for some help We tore down the walls I built around myself I was struck by the light and I fell to the ground I've been looking for a lifeline For what seems like a lifetime I'm drowning in the pain, breaking down again Looking for a lifeline Is there anybody out there? Can you pull me from this ocean of despair? I'm drowning in the pain, breaking down again Looking for a lifeline You know a heart of gold won't take you all the way And in a world so cold it's hard to keep the faith I'm never gonna fade away, yeah I've been looking for a lifeline For what seems like a lifetime I'm drowning in the pain, breaking down again Looking for a lifeline Is there anybody out there? Can you pull me from this ocean of despair? I'm drowning in the pain, breaking down again Looking for a lifeline |
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| 3:11 |
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I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut 내 마음을 찢어 열었고, 다시 꿰매버렸어 My weakness is that I care too much 내 약점은 너무 많이 배려 해준다는 거야 And my scars remind me that the past is real 내 상처들은 지난 일이 현실임을 일깨워줘 I tear my heart open just to feel 그저 느끼고 싶어서 내 마음을 찢어 연거야 Drunk and I`m feeling down 취하고 기분도 엉망이야 And I just wanna be alone 그리고 단지 혼자 있고 싶어 I`m pissed cause you came around 니가 오고나서 엉망이 되었어 why don`t you just go home 넌 그냥 집에 가는게 어때? Cause you channel all your pain 넌 모든 아픔을 보내버렸으니 말야 And I can`t help you fix yourself 내가 니 상처를 치료해 줄 순 없어 You`re making me insane 넌 날 미치게 만들어 All I can say is 내가 말해줄수 있는 전부는 I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut 난 내 마음을 찢어 열었고, 다시 꿰매버렸어 My weakness is that I care too much 내 약점은 너무 많이 배려 해준다는거야 And our scars remind us that the past is real 우리의 남은 상처들이 지난 일이 현실임을 일깨워줘 I tear my heart open just to feel 그저 느끼고 싶어서 내 마음을 찢어 연거야 I tried to help you once 한때는 널 도우려 노력했어 Against my own advice 스스로의 충고를 무시하면서 I saw you going down 난 무너져 가는 너를 봤어 But you never realized 하지만 넌 절대 깨닫지 못했던 거야 That you`re drowning in the water 니가 물 속에서 허우적대고 있다는 것을 So I offered you my hand 그래서 네게 손을 내밀었어 Compassions in my nature 내 순수한 연민을 담아 Tonight is our last stand 오늘이 우리의 마지막 만남이야 I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut 난 내 마음을 찢어 열었고, 다시 꿰매버렸어 My weakness is that I care too much 내 약점은 너무 많이 배려 해준다는거야 And our scars remind us that the past is real 우리의 남은 상처들이 지난 일이 현실임을 일깨워줘 I tear my heart open just to feel 그저 느끼고 싶어서 내 마음을 찢어 연거야 I`m drunk and I`m feeling down 난 취하고 기분도 엉망이야 And I just wanna be alone 그저 혼자 있고 있고 싶을 뿐이야 You shouldn`t ever come around 넌 오지 말았어야 했어 Why don`t you just go home? 그냥 집으로 가는게 어때? Cause you`re drowning in the water 넌 물속에서 허우적거리고 있잖아 And I tried to grab your hand 그래서 네 손을 잡아주려 노력했고 And I left my heart open 내 마음을 열어 두었어 But you didn`t understand 하지만 넌 이해하질 못했어 But you didn`t understand 하지만 넌 이해하질 못했지 Go fix yourself 이젠 네가 알아서 해 I can`t help you fix yourself 내가 니 상처를 치료해 줄 순 없어 But at least I can say I tried 하지만 적어도 난 노력했다고 말 할 수 있어 I`m sorry but I gotta move o
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