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| 1. |
| 4:25 | 
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Broken doll baby
And she says that life's a waste It doesn't have to be that way Dad threw away her mom Her mom gave up his name Crucified by their words Nailed by shame She stares into the sun Self-inflicted pain She sees that they're blind Why does she take all the blame The rhyme has changed compulsion rules Mary's little lambs are now raised by wolves A voyeur with wings flashes a cure She knows forbidden things they have a lovely lure It's alright it's ok Welcome to this life Killin' time Just watchin' the grass grow It's alright it's ok Welcome to this life Don't worry sweet baby Cuz it's over before you know Persecuted she's not normal I envy her strange ways Seven deadly sins Seize the hour seize the day Her ideas need expression Her wounds never bleed Her beauty lives in my eyes Too bad she can't see She doesn't try I watch her spirits die But giving up the ghost would feel so good A voyeur with wings flashes a cure She knows forbidden things they have a lovely lure It's alright it's ok Welcome to this life Killin' time Just watchin' the grass grow It's alright it's ok Welcome to this life Don't worry sweet baby Cuz it's over Chorus 2x Crumbling Camelot idle teardrops Cloudy diamonds freebase funhouse Expecting to fly but she's just standing still Every time she gets it up she just can't close the deal So she gives herself another way out Walks her dog for the 50th time and Files her nails till they bleed and she cries now She doesn't have to try It's alright, it's okay, it's alright. |
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| 2. |
| 3:55 |
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You're nice and warm
The water's deep I'm kicking while you sleep Muffled words I don't understand But it sounds like talk is cheap You're pushing hard It's cramped in here Is this what warps my head The lighting's red, the pressure's high Is it birth or is it death Made in your image, are you prepared You are what you conceive You're my first love I know you inside out And what you already ate I'll eat Naked and lonely Will somebody hold me The deed is done Let's start day one You're stuck with me Ahhhh happy birthday This bloody maze is puzzling me I can't find my way out Should I turn back, is it too late Do second thoughts count If I can't speak who'll speak for me Can't even stand on my own two feet I'm not afraid to ask, will you hold my hand Leaving here's kind of bittersweet Naked and lonely Will somebody hold me The deed is done Let's start day one You're stuck with me Finally I'm safe, home sweet home Flesh of my flesh and bone of my bone So many people, so much love Hip hip hip hooray, I'll never be alone Noah's ark didn't show up here Holy water, I guess I'm blessed What's the buzz, why the sweat What's the hold up, why the mess Soon I'm yours and you're all mine I hope I'm all you planned Deliver me, believe in me Salvation's in your hands |
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| 3. |
| 3:58 |
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Mother tongue
I speak that language There are no words but there is meaning My secret love song My eyes swell I'm free Mother tongue Never betrayed me Inhale your life One more breath, I'm dancing Lacking wings, still I can fly from you I could lose everything Surrendering to you Like praying to a god above Who doesn't even want to know you Mother tongue Today I curse you Where's my voice Have I lost my virtue How much more can I sacrifice for you I could lose everything Surrendering to you Like praying to a god Who doesn't even want to know you Down on my knees for you Your hands crawling through my hair I forgot to be cautious here Finally I cry, I cry I could lose everything Surrendering to you Like praying to a god above Who doesn't even want to know you |
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| 4. |
| 5:18 |
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Whispering you stare
Wanting you don't care Kiss me make me cry How did I wind up here Wishing you were dead Why are you in my bed Ignore what's jeopardized It's only me denied Ohh I'm dizzy hazy Ohh can someone save me Ohh hypnotize me Anesthetize the pain You speak my name I hear nothing You share your dreams I see nothing Unconscious suicide aren't you gone yet You make me remember things I want to forget Walk in the park fresh air I shoot my drink you're still here Inside a child asks why Who used to bring me here Ohh I'm dizzy hazy Ohh can someone save me Ohh hypnotize me Anesthetize the pain You speak my name I hear nothing You share your dreams I see nothing Unconscious suicide aren't you gone yet You make me remember You touch my face I feel nothing You taste my lips I give nothing This starving soul must be fed You make me remember things I want to forget Yes I do need to feel love And I used yours like a glove But the memories come flooding back All I want to do is paint it black This starving soul must be fed You make me remember You speak my name I hear nothing You share your dreams I see nothing Unconscious suicide aren't you gone yet You make me remember things I want You make me remember things I need You make me remember things I want to forget |
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| 5. |
| 4:16 |
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Feels good
To wonder what I'm doing here Feels right Getting smashed with god all night Relax Exploit my mind To each his own king Within his own tribe Define for me free at last We are history They don't want no human contrast They should know Jekyll shouldn't have to Hyde Who are you - who am I Who said I can't alter my mind Who said the puzzle needs each piece Who said say your seven Hail Marys And who are they to say You keep invading me with your Self-righteous camouflage uniform Can't you let me be Who I want to be If I had gills I'd fly You can't tell me what's right If I lose my mind I wonder what I'd gain tonight A lunatic Just livin' a real life Stimulate me try to find me Who would call it sin Every Tom Dick Harry Who said absence makes the heart grow fonder Who said smiling means I'm happy Who said I can't scream for mutiny And who are they to say Who are they to say Chorus |
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| 6. |
| 4:44 |
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Why won't you pay attention
Pray every night I'll make you happy If I'm real bad will you punish me The contact hurts but at least you're touching me Can't you see can't you read please read me please Hard to believe I'm your flesh and blood Watch your mistakes swimming down my face Jump up and down and I'll even fall To your feet you're stepping on me You're hurting me you don't notice me you're hurting me I'm screaming I'm breaking I'm grieving get angry I'm rebelling I'm trying I'm losing be proud of me I'm sickening I'm learning please notice me I'm your baby Am I all you hoped that I would be Must be no boundaries guess no one cares What's mine is mine and what's yours is mine to get I'll make you listen until you're blue The contact hurts but at least I'm touching you I'm raping I'm craving I'm begging get angry I'm weakening I'm regretting I'm sorry be proud of me I'm invisible I'm multiplying I'm pleading I'm killing Am I all you hoped that I would be La la... I'm crippling I'm sobbing I'm degrading I know you want me I'm deprecating I'm demoralizing I'm sad humiliating I'm empty I'm destroying I'm guilty I'm ashamed I'm wrong I know I'm wrong Why won't you pay attention Hung from a rope then you'll know me |
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| 7. |
| 3:55 |
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Charming you's a challenge
You've got these strings attached like bondage For you I'll bring the holy house down We'll get some peace and help our sorrows drown Lay at the altar with me Let's live deviantly Maybe through you I can find God Don't tell me that you love me It seems so final that you love me Even the blind see It looks better when there's mystery Can't lay my hands on you It'd be selfish it's true Cuz healing you could heal me too Wrong is right come Sunday morning We'll see the light come Sunday morning Forgive ourselves come Sunday morning Sunday Sunday Invade my space invade my mind Your intervention is so divine Daddy I'm diggin' on your dark side No more fingerprints on you that aren't mine Can you de-program me Help I need somebody Everything I see I do I taste is part of you Wrong is right come Sunday morning We'll see the light come Sunday morning Forgive ourselves come Sunday morning Sunday Sunday The sky is falling mayday mayday My idle hands are getting weak My mind's ignoring what they're saying No one's perfect seven days a week Wrong is right come Sunday morning We'll see the light come Sunday morning Forgive ourselves come Sunday morning Sunday Sunday Sunday Sunday |
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| 8. |
| 4:26 |
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Your arms
Hold me aimlessly I can feel you Letting me go Don't sing me a lullaby Don't pretend to care Finish up And get out of here Indulge yourself Kiss me goodbye Judas Mangled songs words are strained Your picture's gone I'm lost in the frame Kiss me goodbye I believed now I'm betrayed The kiss is vital before you walk away One two three four You stab I plead for more Don't you see I'm still alive Your sword is double-edged Your stalling makes it worse I can't take this Please push it deeper deeper deeper Kiss me goodbye Judas Mangled songs words are strained Your picture's gone I'm lost in the frame Kiss me goodbye I believed now I'm betrayed The kiss is vital before you walk away Give in to your filth You've always made love to yourself Deflower my memories and I'll memorize your last breath Ignore the weight I've lost Those are stars you see in my eyes You're flattered Were you always this blind Get your business done Show me your lowest low Toxic waste Isn't this fun Prey on this Well I'll be damned Kiss be goodbye Judas The dance is done so let it rain Take your faces take your shame Kiss me goodbye I believed now I'm betrayed The kiss is vital before you walk away I believed now I'm betrayed The kiss is vital before you walk away I believed |
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| 9. |
| 3:50 |
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If I didn't know your game
Would you lay me down and lie about your name If things didn't go your way Would you tell the lawyers you were just playing If there were no hell to pay I wonder would you still need a god If the rich were weak Would you fight for their lives Without a marriage would you give up your wife If you saw me coming would you take another route In your house does difference stay out If there were no hell to pay I wonder would you still need a god If there were no hell to pay I wonder would you still need a god Do you dig for gold Would you sell your soul What should we know Who are you when you're alone If my eyes were closed Would you launch your stones What should we know Who are you when you are all alone With the cameras off Would you beat him till he's dead If you found the cure Would you make us beg If no one had to work Would you still get out of bed If the bullet was for me Would you take it in the head If there were no hell to pay I wonder would you still need a god If there were no hell to pay I wonder would you still need a god Chorus If I believed in you and you believed in me Would you still need a god If no one cared would you sleep all day Would you still need a god If my eyes were closed would you launch your stones Would you still need a god With the cameras off would you beat him dead Would you still need a god |
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| 4:36 |
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Dying to scream
So I hide and sing A disillusioned voyeur Studying the sane God keeps whispering In the devil's ear Hallelujah Things are getting weird I'm nakedly perverted Possessive and free I wanna run away But I never wanna leave I got an ax to grind And a mouth to match You better hear me out Don't let me crash The blues in my eyes Take me swimming I try to dance The floor keeps moving My swollen lips The words aren't forming The curtain's coming down Will you still love me tomorrow When you find out who I am today Will you know my name tomorrow When you hear the things I have to say Will you still love me tomorrow I'm black I'm white I'm the human race Call me Eve How's the apple taste In a perfect world I'd find my place Try to change me What a fucked up waste My body's cold The whispers chill me Expose myself Am I still pretty Are you so flawless Or is it gutless That you can't accept me Will you still love me tomorrow When you find out who I am today Will you know my name tomorrow When you hear the things I have to say Will you still love me tomorrow When you find out who I am today Will you know my name tomorrow When you hear the things I have to say Talking it into the ground Do you have the faith knowing what you've found What others hide I'm laying it down Conformity is our tragedy The blues in my eyes Take me swimming I try to dance The floor keeps moving My swollen lips The words aren't forming The curtain's coming down Will you still love me tomorrow When you find out who I am today Will you know my name tomorrow When you hear the things I have to say Will you still love me tomorrow When you find out who I am today Will you know my name When you hear the things, you hear the things Will you will you Will you know my name |
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| 11. |
| 3:08 |
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What would morning taste like with you
Would a shower feel the same with you Did you ever think what loving me could mean When you're all alone do you imagine me Would I smell the same after I hugged you If I slept in your arms could you sleep too Did you ever think what loving me could mean When you're all alone do you imagine me Fingers memorizing my skin I lose myself so your search can begin Contemplating what you might do When I'm all alone I'm imagining you If I touched you here would you get the butterflies Could I see your chills would you show me how you cry Did you ever think what loving me could mean When you're all alone do you imagine me I can't breathe you took my breath away Breathing you'd be worth my last days Did you ever think what loving me could mean When you're all alone do you imagine me La la la La la la La la la Contemplating what you might do When I'm all alone I'm imagining you |
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