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| 1. |
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This is what you call me... I STRIKE TERROR AMONG MEN I can't be bothered with what they think I bare my cross, my soul, MYSELF I FORGIVE... BUT I NEVER FORGET I've been put upon this earth in FEMALE form But I can handle myself with the best of you As well as THE WORST And I often have I have the right to remain silent But I choose to SPEAK, SING, SCREAM I am LIPS, HIPS, TITS... I AM THE POWER OF A WOMAN STRONG like music TRUE like friendship But without my FRIENDS there would be no music... ONLY SPOKEN WORD FUCKER! I am able to change So I live without REGRET, without REMORSE only a REMIX I am DRUNK, I am SOBER HEAVEN doesn't want me and HELL'S AFRAID I'LL TAKE OVER Don't bother trying to CENSOR me or SHUT ME UP Because IT WON'T WORK I am COLD and DISTANT yet WARM and CLOSE To those who deserve to see that side of me PART OF ME... THE HEART OF ME You find ME so hard to understand in YOUR WORLD The world you perceive to be so NORMAL I AM DEFORMED... SCORNED, REBORN I am ME And I know exactly WHO I AM, WHAT I AM and THE WRATH I BRING The UGLY BEAUTY, the LYING TRUTH, the VIRGIN WHORE... the QUIET STORM A LOVER, a FIGHTER, a SAINT, a SINNER, a SISTER, a DAUGHTER OLD SCHOOL...... a BEGINNER I have decorated myself with LOVE, HATE, TRUTH.... YOU All of you, BOTH OF YOU, none of you... more than one of you With LIPS LIKE SUGAR, EYES LIKE MEAT I've watched MEN come, go and CHEAT I SLEEP to DREAM and DREAM of SLEEP I HAD A DREAM JOE That you were standing in the middle of an open road I HAD A DREAM JOE That your hands were raised up to the sky And your MOUTH WAS COVERED IN FOAM I've been CRUCI |
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| 2. |
| 3:34 |
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It was a long time ago Longer now than it seems A place that perhaps you have seen in your dreams... Welcome to my world Is it what you thought it would be? I'm trapped inside this HELL Between BLOOD QUEEN and PURGATORY A COOP filled covered hall A tattooed BABYDOLL I've got the DEVIL in my corner And JESUS on my wall chorus Today is an OATMEAL day I feel like a MONSTER BABE PREACHER save me with your call And I will be your LITTLE MISS SCAREALL One eye's GREEN and one eye's BLUE DEMONS, ANGELS a LOVE that's TRUE Catch me as I start to fall Let me be your LITTLE MISS SCAREALL HALLOWEEN is over But I will keep you SCARED Take you to the FRIGHT SIDE I know you'll come prepared By your DEADLY NIGHTSHADE Turn your CHRISTMAS black And you can be my JOHNNY HOMICIDAL MANIAC Repeat chorus FORGIVE me PREACHER For I have SINNED It's been 3 weeks since my FIRST CONFESSION I AM THE ONE... hiding under your BED My TEETH are SHARP, my LIPS are RED I AM THE ONE.... Hiding under your STAIRS With SNAKES and SPIDERS in her hair I feel like a MONSTER BABE LITTLE MISS SCAREALL I feel like a MONSTER BABE |
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| 3. |
| 3:45 |
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Sometimes I feel I've got to run away I've got to get away From the pain you drive into the heart of me The love we share seem's to go nowhere And I've lost my light For I toss and turn I can't sleep at night Once I ran to you Now I run from you This tainted love you give it I gave you all a girl could give you Take my tears and that's not really Oh, tainted love Tainted love Now I know I've got to run away I've got to get away You don't really want anymore from me To make things right You need someone to hold you tight And you think love is to pray But I'm sorry I don't pray that way Once I ran to you Now I run from you This tainted love you give it I gave you all a girl could give you Take my tears and that not really Oh, tainted love Tainted love Don't touch me please I cannot stand the way you tease I love you baby you maybe so Now its time you packed your things and go Tainted love Tainted love Touch me baby, tainted love Don't touch me with your tainted love Touch me baby, tainted love Don't touch me with your tainted love Tainted love Tainted love Tainted love Tainted love Tainted love Tainted love Tainted love |
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| 4. |
| 3:44 |
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BLASPHEMOUS GIRL DRUNK with SIN SHE sits in her SKIN Filled with ANGER FUELLED by LIQUER DROWNS in DREAMS With no SAVIOR From the TRUTH NONE can SAVE HER HE is HER own PERSONAL JESUS And HE will not be HER last GOD wants a piece of HER ASS GOD WANTS A PIECE OF MY ASS... I AM... A BLASPHEMOUS GIRL I AM... A BLASPHEMOUS GIRL I AM... A BLASPHEMOUS GIRL I AM... A BLASPHEMOUS Girl MAGNUM MOUTHED I shoot to KILL You MURDER ME with LEGS and GUILT STRANGLE ME... with TRAGIC HANDS GOD wants a piece of HER ASS GOD WANTS A PIECE OF MY ASS... I AM... A BLASPHEMOUS GIRL I AM... A BLASPHEMOUS GIRL I AM... STAB ME...like a STALKER RAPE ME... like a HERO STAB ME... like a STALKER RAPE ME...and BE MY HERO BLESS ME DARLING and I will FORGIVE YOU ELOQUENT and FULL OF GRACE You SPEAK IN TONGUES behind my back A DRY LUNG VOCAL MARTYR I will SUFFER for my LOVER I will SUFFER for HIS SINS I will SUFFER for my LOVER I AM SUFFERING FOR HIM TORTURE ME with TIMELESSNESS WORSHIP my first with every KISS RESURRECTION of my PAIN Drag me down OUR MEMORY LANE INTRODUCE me to DEVOTION Leave me NUMB with no EMOTION STARS SURROUND YOU when I feel you YOU look better when I cannot see... you HONESTY... looks good to you But LIAR should be your tattoo |
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| 5. |
| 5:30 |
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This place is HELL to me and I can NEVER get no SLEEP There's a DEVIL in my BED with me who's TALK is CHEAP You feel like HEAVEN to me all I want to do is SLEEP You're like an ANGEL lyin' next to me you look so SWEET CLOSE YOUR EYES And lets pretend REMEMBER WHY We're just friends My TANGLED HAIR will weave a WEB OF LIES within my SHEETS And in the MORNING I'll be NAILED where he CRUCIFIED ME Your BLACKENED HAIR will leave a STAIN inside my MIND SO DEEP And when TOMORROW comes I'll WISH that you would WORSHIP ME CLOSE YOUR EYES And let's pretend REMEMBER WHY We're just friends There must be a STORM IN LONDON tonight Because it's COLD and RAINING hard My BODY ACHES, my LOVER WAITS, I PICK THE SCABS FROM MY ARMS There must be a STORM IN LA tonight Because it's COLD and RAINING hard I miss YOUR KISS. I miss YOUR FACE, I MISS THE STARS OF YOUR ARMS The man that I LUST In HE do I TRUST For HE IS MY GOD MY ANTI JESUS HE IS MY SAVIOR MY SALVATION HE leads ME into TEMPTATION In my HIGHEST HOUR My LOWEST MOMENT HE IS MY TORTURE HE IS MY TORMENT And I will PRAY FOR HIM TO REMAIN MY FRIEND And SAVE ME FROM MY ENEMIES... FOREVER AMEN This place is HELL to me and I can NEVER get no SLEEP There's a DEVIL in my BED with me who's TALK IS...CHEAP |
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| 6. |
| 3:27 |
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I wanna live in THE PRETTY SUN But DAYLIGHT just makes me NUMB So I COVER UP my SCARS Change my mood With VELVET DRAPES that KILL ROCK STARS TRUST will lead us to the TRUTH SLEEP WITH MY ENEMY LICK MY WOUNDS DROWN myself in MISERY DESTROY my DESTINY Erase the MEMORY... of you OPEN MYSELF TO REVEAL MY WOUNDS AND I FIND THE MEMORY OF YOU I wanna DIE on the DARKEST NIGHT When there's no one left to FIGHT SUFFER for my latest SIN fill my bed with LEOPARD FUR THINK OF YOU INSIDE of HER OPEN MYSELF TO REVEAL MY WOUNDS Until I'm HAPPY in my SKIN AND I FIND THE MEMORY OF YOU I ache for you... I ACHE FOR US I wait for you... I WAIT I pray for you... I PRAY FOR US DENY thy LOVER and REFUSE thy NAME FIRST, LAST and ALWAYS FIRST LAST and ALWAYS DENY thy LOVER and REFUSE thy NAME When will YOU tell YOU the TRUTH? When will YOU tell ME the TRUTH? When will YOU tell YOU... When will YOU tell ME the TRUTH? It will make you want to KILL YOURSELF My revenge on you will not kill you |
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| 7. |
| 4:07 |
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I INVOKE HIM... and he comes to me IN MY DREAMS DRESSED IN BLACK, HE speaks in a LANGUAGE only I can understand His HANDS are WARM, his BREATH is HOT He is THE HORRIBLE PAIN WITHIN MY HEART My RELIGION, my SANCTUARY, my CHURCH, my SACRIFICE, my CONFESSION My EXORCISM... MY WORSHIP IN PROGRESS I have NO OTHER LOVER... NOW until FOREVER HE IS MAGIC and when HE KISSES ME I can TASTE HIM ON MY LIPS Like an ELIXIR Far from INNOCENT HE IS PURE EVIL A SINNERS PRAYER... a SAINTS DESIRE For him I would walk through fire For him... I HAVE WALKED THROUGH FIRE To draw him I WANT SO BAD... one gift I'll NEVER HAVE He drives a STAKE INTO MY SOUL MAKES ME BLEED, MAKES ME WHOLE DRINKS me, DEVOURS me, INTOXICATES me... With his LOVE, HATE, DEVOTION FAITH As beautiful as JESUS CHRIST He is as BRUTAL as THE DEPTHS OF HELL In my dreams I press my mouth against his And I feel HEAVEN... HORROR... TERROR He look at me with that look I call it his SERIAL KILLER LOOK Like he wants to FUCK ME and KILL ME all at the same time It SCARES ME.. it TURNS ME ON HIS EYES are BROWN HIS STARE is INTENSE... MEANINGFUL, POWERFUL maybe that's why HE's so FUCKIN' SCARY... because HE MEANS IT Sometimes HE TELLS ME HE LOVES ME as he looks at me with that LOOK Sometimes HE DOESN'T HAVE TO I've NEVER felt a MAN look at ME with THAT LOOK It's almost CREEPY.... UNCOMFORTABLE.... SEXY I guess I know he could never really CHOP OFF MY HANDS Or could he? |
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I think I'll cut myself Cut myself free Now I'm somewhere else I need to be Wasted with no sleep Forgot to pray Jesus can you hear me? Nails keep pounding You push your fingers into holes Of what my questions left And as I drown your mouth in red You fear what I will ask next I violate your faith And wonder what you really taste like Feel the sensation of depth I lied... CAN'T HELP ME NOW IT'S UNDER MY SKIN NOWHERE TO GO BUT I WON'T GIVE IN CAN'T HELP ME NOW I'M BLEEDING WITHIN NOWHERE TO GO I'LL NEVER LET YOU IN (I have a fear of dying) I could I could worship you Make you behave I'd tell Tell you anything Just to be saved Baby... how's your faith theses days Do you feel safe? Kiss me Sunlight makes us sick As nails keep pounding You wrap your legs around my mind Ten times and hide in me The darker that it gets outside Your heats a 1000 degrees I'll make you swallow spit You're sick with it You're sick from me Don't say I didn't warn you I tried... CAN'T HELP ME NOW IT'S UNDER MY SKIN NOWHERE TO GO BUT I WON'T GIVE IN CAN'T HELP ME NOW I'M BLEEDING WITHIN NOWHERE TO GO I'LL NEVER GIVE IN What god created me? (your god) What god created us? (your god) What god created this... thing called lust? Your god created me? (what god?) Your god created us? (what god?) Your god created... FUCK YOUR GOD CAN'T HELP ME NOW IT'S UNDER MY SKIN NOWHERE TO GO BUT I WON'T GIVE IN CAN'T HELP ME NOW I'M BLEEDING WITHIN NOWHERE TO GO I'LL NEVER GIVE IN I won't let you in Won't let you in (let me in) Won't let you in (let me in) God won't let you... |
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| 9. |
| 3:32 |
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Sick with it Sick with disease Deny addiction DOWN ON MY KNEES Feed my affliction SCARED TO BELIEVE My own decisions EAGER TO PLEASE Destroyed visions BREED LIFE NEED LIFE BREATH LIFE KEEP LIFE LIE AND DECIEVE With no emotion FALSE PROMISES Loss of devotion SCARRED BY DECEIT My self destruction LOVE OBSOLETE Live in dysfunction BREED LIFE NEED LIFE BREATH LIFE KEEP LIFE BLEED LIFE HEAL LIFE FEEL LIFE THE SWEET LIFE Is all I want... CAN I BLEED FOR THE RITUAL? Bleed for it GOT A NEED FOR THE RITUAL.... CAN I BREATH FOR THE RITUAL? Breath for it GOT A NEED FOR THE RITUAL? SICK WITH IT. Sick with it. SICK WITH IT, sick with it... (repeat) IT'S INSIDE ME I feel it growing NOWHERE TO HIDE My anger's showing Repeat chorus And on this DARK NIGHT OF MY SOUL I will continue to PRAY FOR US And try to remember only the good things... THE SWEET LIFE |
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| 4:18 |
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We're going to a nice place.. Sweet and full of sin I prick myself on your thorns Your mouth blooms like a cut And I bleed within And I watch you die Your leaves fade to brown In my torture garden Under black sunshine He loves me not My beautiful flower He loves me He loves me not He loves me.. Our love starts to spoil Your lips bleed like a rose Underneath the soil Is where the evil grows And the weeds attack Your petals start to fall In my torture garden The blue sky is black My beautiful flower He loves me not He loves me not He loves me He loves me Sweet and full of sin And I bleed within Your mouth blooms like a cut I prick myself on your thorns Our love starts to spoil Your lips bleed like a rose Underneath the soil I am earth.. Is where the evil grows Hear me breathe... You can feel me touch you Coz' it's my air that loves you And I am fire... You will feel me burn you Come inside... And I'll be water with you He loves me not He loves me not He loves me He loves me |
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| 4:45 |
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chorus This is a MANTRA For MYSELF This is a MANTRA For SOMEONE ELSE This is a MANTRA So be WARNED... HELL HATH NO FURY LIKE A WOMAN SCORNED SWEETLY He smiles at me so bright it BURNS me TONGUE TWISTED SICK WITH WORDS She'll get what she deserves SHE GOT WHAT SHE DESERVED! See me I LOOK AT YOU SO DEEP THAT SHE FEELS ME Girl tricks make you believe BUT SHE STEALS ME I will be HER disease DIAVOLINA SCREAMS... Repeat chorus KEEP ME So safe inside your SINS are SECRET I watch you live your life in REGRET YOU'LL GET WHAT YOU DESERVE! Sleepy You CLOSEYOUR EYES but you can't DREAM ME DIRTY girl so MEAN can't CLEAN me I will be YOUR disease DIAVOLINA SCREAMS... Repeat chorus And I SWEAR SACRED as this HEART of MINE STRONG as the TIES which BIND US HEAVY as this CROSS Which I FOREVER BARE ETERNITY will be the HELL we SHARE And what you want I DON'T CARE cos it doesn't concern me THIS IS ABOUT WHAT I NEED So BLEED as the needle goes in, I'm CREEPING under your SKIN SOAK you in SICKNESS and SCENT you in SIN So say YOU LOVE HER and I'LL BELIEVE YOU But if you CAN'T then you only DECEIVE YOU I said I LOVE YOU and I DON'T LIE... REMEMBER THAT Next time YOU KISS ME goodbye |
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| 12. |
| 4:38 |
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Do you remember those words you whispered to me On that fateful day in Italy Mr. B? I can hear you singing FACE ON FIRE Blue skies, your eyes MY BEAUTIFUL LIAR I'm still breathing YOU CAN'T KISS ME Kill me darling I KNOW YOU MISS ME Can't resist me CALL ME MISS B.... I LOVE IT WHEN YOU CALL ME MISS B Can you hear me talking? CAN YOU SEE ME Red lights my lips SHE CAN NEVER BE ME... SHE CAN NEVER BE ME Now I'm screaming WHAT CAN I BREAK? My hearts broken... SILVERLAKE SAN FRANCISCO, SWITZERLAND, LACUNZA ENGLAND, BUDAPEST, MULHOUSE, JUNE 10TH JUNE 10TH Do you remember JUNE 10th? I CAN'T FORGET JUNE 10th.... I remember when we first met Do you remember or do you forget? You were so perfect, so pure Like an angel You were like an ANGEL... AMEN And I remember thinking... my god MY GOD HE IS JUST SO BEAUTIFUL So fuckin' amazing And every night I would watch you, I WOULD WATCH YOU WATCHING ME And we swore that nothing would come between us THAT NO ONE WOULD COME BETWEEN US Do you remember? ECSTASY in PARIS... laying down in the middle of the street In the middle of the night IN THE CENTER OF YOU I was humbled by your power, on the 9th plane... 666 ACACIA AVENUE, somewhere in HELL Diggin' the HELL OUT OF YOU, diggin' the HELL IN YOU... my CO CONSPIRATOR My EXECUTIONER, my SACRIFICIAL LAMB, my FRIEND, my LOVER, my MARTYR Are you my ENEMY now? You once asked me" IS EXISTANCE ALL WE SHARE?"... you tell me When you remember JUNE 10th, DO YOU REMEMBER JUNE 10th |
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as christ redeemed your make up hides your identity but i can see you're still diseased get off your cross get off your knees dare i see the same in me never thought that i could be so you just lick your wounds but it's too late trust will lead you to your own fate masochrist what you sew is what you reap you're only sick as secrets that you keep and what you use is what you'll need but i can't stand to watch you bleed for me forgive me father for i'm not clean i'd rather be miss magdalene your vaseline won't heal my demons cause i don't talk to god i'm screaming dare i see the same in me you never thought that i would be so let me bruise my knees rape my faith scar myself with love and with hate masochrist what you sew is what you'll reap you're only sick as secrets that you keep what you use is what you'll need i can't stand to watch you bleed for me for me for me for me for me oh lord hear my prayer you look like you are scared i do what you taught me it's your turn to watch me oh lord hear my prayer pull me by my black hair stab me with your greed it's my turn to bleed what you sew is what you reap you're only sick as secrets that you'll keep and what i use is what i need can you stand to watch me as i bleed i bleed i bleed i'm bleeding for you |
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ELEGANTLY WASTED and I can taste it Here I sit, trying not to fake this gift Of the BEAUTY MYTH I can't help but feel like this Bored... of the BEAUTY WHORE Cos my body just wants more SCARS... and I can feel them WOUNDS... I can't heal them RED BRING MY MOUTH TO LIFE BLACK REVIVE MY HAIR THAT'S DYED MAKE UP always helps me hide What I don't like on the outside chorus STARLIGHT, STARBRIGHT First star I see tonight I wish I may, I wish I might Have the wish I wish tonight A BIRTHDAY GIRL A BROKEN HEART You name the DRAMA she played the part Long lost DEMONS leave her GODLESS Like her powder Leaves her FLAWLESS Sugar coated HEART SHAPED POUT LIPSTICK just DESTORTS her MOUTH MASCARA puts her eyes to sleep Cos BEAUTY'S ONLY SKIN DEEP Repeat chorus BITCH du jour Served on a platter She's so PRETTY But does it matter MIRROR MIRROR on the wall Watch her BREAK and WATCH her fall STITCH HER SMILE BRUISE HER KNEES Walk among her enemies BLESSED AM I AMONG WOMEN TO LIVE AND LOVE IN SUCH A BEAUTIFUL TEMPLE BLESSED AM I AMONG WOMEN |
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One two freddy's commin' for you Three four better lock your door Five six grab your crucifix... Something WICKED THIS WAY COMES PREMEDITATED EVIL numbs Cartoon KIDS crayola SMILES CHILDREN OF THE KORN FED STYLES But I don't buy your LIES I see through your disguise Don't feel your SCREAMS or CRIES WHY?........... chorus I'm sick of looking so sick I can't I'm SICK of the SYCOPHANT Sick of listening so sick I can't I'm SICK of the SYCOPHANT I see you BREATHLESS and DERANGED A LITTLE GIRL who's acting STRANGE Tryna SCARE us with your SCREAM But it's all ROUTINE And all you do is TAKE STEAL and IMMITAKE YOU and what YOU create YOUR FAKE!..... Repeat chorus I barely recognize... you in your new disguise COSMETIC COVERED EYES Just tell me WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? You put the MAKE UP on, take the MAKE UP off SEARCHING TO BE FOUND But you're so FUCKIN' lost.... Now THE ROAD TO HELL is paved with stones And some of them are FAKES and CLONES COUNTERFEITS which SUCK and BLEED US Wearin' FUCKIN' ADIDAS But something just ain't right, NO SUBSTANCE ONLY HYPE With FAITH you GOT THE LIFE that made you rich And a PUNK ASS BITCH!.... Repeat chorus Sick of you and anyone like you, sometimes I think I've lost my mind... or else this whole world's BLIND! |
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