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I was paralyzed, sick of my own brain.
For months, every time I drove over that bridge, I'd feel a tug. My eyelids would get heavy, and I'd smile And long for the sleep of all cowards. It's not that I wasn't loved, far from it. I simply lacked the ability to feel it. Sad, isn't it? So I made the big climb up to the top of that bridge. It was a beautiful day, of course Perfect sleeping weather. As I contemplated the deep, I saw that final door. There was a light coming from underneath it, So I knew that my maker was home. As I prepared to lean forward and reach for the knob, I saw something move. There was a cockroach by my right foot; a big one. What was a cockroach doing on top of a bridge? I'm no entomologist. Another one of my many faults. Instinctively, I lifted my foot to step on it, but I pulled up short. He couldn't help that he was a roach. He was just doing what a roach does. I put my finger down there and he climbed up on to it, And crawled slowly up to the middle of my bare arm. We sat that way for about twenty minutes. Me, thinking thoughts and feeling feelings, Him wiggling his antennae. Then suddenly... suddenly he spread his wings and flew. Up and up, higher and higher until he was gone. Then I started... I started to cry. I cried and I cried, until I heard a voice from below. "Hey, you fuckin' idiot! What're ya doin' up there?" Then I told him... I told him... I told him I don't wanna go. I don't wanna go. I wanna.. I wanna.. I wanna rise! Rise! Rise! |
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| 2. |
| 2:58 |
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What's the use of talking, I'm finished again
Clean yourself up, I'm finished again You heard what I said What's the use of talking, I'm finished again Everyone already knows what I am Everywhere I go everything looks the same And everyone says that I'm finished again I have no more message to send I have nothing left to defend I can't keep my mouth shut and pretend Cause I'm all done, I'm finished again My luck's all gone and so are my friends And your love just feels heavy like lead It just reminds me of what I was back when Back before I was finished again |
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| 3. |
| 4:12 |
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All my friends, they have me surrounded
All the same, I'm not coming out Though they try they cannot defeat me Can't defeat me, can't beat me But I'm impressed They all know that they're not invited I won't leave while I'm breathing It's my house Mom and Dad when you read about this Just remember I warned them And it's my fault |
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| 2:22 | 
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| 5. |
| 3:03 |
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Over all the bodies, over all the years
You were always there, I was always here We've brushed off debris, now everything is clear Now you are here, the doors are locked Eureka, funday! When we are alone, when we are alone I am not a pet, you are not a whore And I'm not really bad, and you're not really cold The doors are locked Eureka, funday! |
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| 2:46 |
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I do what I do, I can't explain it
You did it too, you helped me make it So spread 'em out, we all go sometime There ain't no reason for them to accept it Don't sit there looking all rejected Lay down, lay down Lay real still, until we're found Nothing to do passive reception Stayed in the dark, still got detected So whip it out, we all go sometime You know we both did exactly what they said Wriggling, we got caught by the head We came, we watched, we tried it But we got caught It's okay, we were wrong, but we tried We lived it up, lived it down, now we lie They'll forget how we look, how we sound Close your mouth, get in line - we're duty-bound I do what I do, I can't explain it You did it too, you helped me make it Lay down, lay down Lay real still |
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| 7. |
| 4:20 |
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So you no longer want me
You want to shove this horn up my ass You want to slap these tattoos right off me Well you can't, I'm a thirty four-sixer Girl, please don't leave me, we're better than this Oh it breaks my heart so, that whenever you see me Whenever you see me your face makes a fist Look, I love you, I'm singing about you Sit still and I'll show you some class I'll play something nice we can grind to It's gonna start slow and go fast It's a homeopathic elixir You say you can't date me, I already have a girl Darling, please don't hate me, after all what is two What is two in a five billion world? I'm going to fuck a compadre I'm going to rassle a mountain Then I will beat up an ocean And wipe my ass with the sun I'll do it all for El Shiksa! Oh I want to (?), and we both know who Yes, we both know that, we both know We both know that the missing letter is you |
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| 8. |
| 3:20 |
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I had a dream, then I woke up
I had a dream that we broke up I rolled over to tell you You're awake and we spoke up You said "I have something to tell you You know that I want you to trust me And I swear that I'll always Always make all your dreams come true" Love is like a lions mouth I put my head inside it I put my heart beside it Nobody forced me to do it It was a thrilling feeling To feel the lion's breath Somehow I never noticed That it kind of smelled like death I had a dream, then I woke up I had a dream that we broke up I rolled over to tell you You're awake and we spoke up You said "I have something to tell you You know that I want you to trust me And I swear that I'll always Always make all your dreams come true" Love is like a lions mouth It was a thrilling feeling Nobody forced me to do it Nobody forced me to do it |
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| 9. |
| 3:30 |
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You want your revenge
You want blood and guts Someone took what's not his Well that's homo, but That ain't sapien Leave dumb dying to kids I'm a scientist I'm a modern man I like my blood where it is So I have no heart I'm a chicken shit Is that what you're trying to tell me? Hey, you don't want to do it That ain't your style It's survival of the fittest You're talking wild Fuck that sacked up scene You don't have that gene You want to go for a ride When your ears get hot Whether right or not I've always been by your side Now you've evolved a mouth You evolved a gun But I'm concerned for your mind This ain't no nature show Fuck me if I won't go Is that what you're trying to tell me? Hey, you don't want to do it That ain't your style It's survival of the fittest You're talking wild |
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| 2:35 |
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| 11. |
| 13:18 |
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