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| 1. |
| 2:27 | 
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Hey there, lookin' at me Tell me what do you see
But you quickly turn your head away Try to find the words I could use Don't have the courage to come up to you My chance is looking a bit gray Starting across the room Are you leaving soon? I just need a little time What is that drives me mad Girls like you I never had What is it about you that I adore? What makes me go insane That makes me feel so much pain What is it about you that I adore Why did you have to leave so soon? Why did you have to walk away? Oh well, it happened again She walks away with her boyfriend Maybe we'll meet again some day |
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| 2. |
| 2:39 |
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I'll go for miles 'Till I find you
But you say you want to leave me But you can't choose I've gone through pain Every day and night I feel my mind is going insane Something I can't fight Don't leave me A blank expression Covering your face I'm looking for directions For out of this place I start to wonder If you'll come back I feel the rain storming after thunder I can't hold back |
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| 3. |
| 3:36 |
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Looking back upon my life
And the places that I've been Pictures, faces, girls I've loved I try to remember when Faded memories on the wall Some names I have forgotten But each one is a memory I Look back on so often. I look into the past I want to make it last I was there Looking back what I have done There's lots more life to live At times I feel overwhelmed I question what I can give But I don't let it get me down Or cause me too much sorrow There's no doubt about who I am I always have tomorrow Looking back upon my life Faded memories on the wall Looking now at who I am I don't let it get me down. |
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| 4. |
| 2:51 |
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Now you see me, now you don't
Don't ask me where I'm at 'Cause I'm a million miles away Treated like a forbidden heel Don't say my thoughts are not for real Or you won't see me again Am I here or am I there Or am I playing on the stairs Am I in my room with my toys I am the disappearing boy When I walk in crowded rooms I feel as if it is my doom I know that I don't belong In that room I see her I see her and she's with him I turn and then I'm gone Don't call me up 'cause I'm not home My whereabouts are now unknown I vanished from all your joy I'm the disappearing boy I have my doubts Of where I belong It's something to think about |
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| 5. |
| 3:28 |
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A small cloud has fallen
The white mist hits the ground My lungs comfort me with joy Vegging on one detail The rest just crowds around My eyes itch of burning red Picture sounds Of moving insects so surreal Lay around Looks like I found something new Laying in my bed I think I'm in left field I picture someone, I think it's you You're standing so damn close My body begins to swell Why does 1 + 1 make 2 |
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| 6. |
| 3:30 |
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Here we go again, infatuation
Touches me just when I Thought that it would end Oh but then again it seems Much more than that but I'm not sure exactly what you're thinking I toss and turn all night Thinking of your ways of effection But to find that it's not different at all I throw away my past mistakes And contemplate my future That's when I say... What the Hey!?! Would we last forever? You and I together, hand in hand We run away (far away) I'm in for nasty weather But I'll take whatever you can give that comes my way (far away) |
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| 7. |
| 3:25 |
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Every night I dream the same dream
Of getting older all the time I ask you now, what does this mean? Are these problems just in my mind? Things are easy when you're a child But now these pressures have dropped on my head The length I've gone are just long miles Would they be shorter if I were dead Every time I look in my past I always wish I was there I wish my youth would forever last Why are these times so unfair Look at my friends and see what they've done Ask myself why they had to change I like them better when they were young Now all these times are rearranged I look down and stand there and cry Nothing ever will be the same The sun is rising, now I ask why? The clouds now fall and here comes the rain |
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| 8. |
| 3:36 |
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I always waste my time just wondering
What the next man thinks of me I'll never do exactly what I want And I'll sculpt my life for your acceptance I feel forgotten Feel like rotting (Do you feel the same) Adolescence Just can't make sense (It's calling my name) I take a look around And all the things I've found I call it blind hatred If you'd stop a while And maybe if you'd smile You would realize that We're all the same It's just like our brain When it apes insane We feel the same pain All my life I've seemed to have this need I think at times it even turns to greed We all want to join some family We'll even sacrifice a moral changing |
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| 9. |
| 3:05 |
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Hey can you hear me?
I'm calling your name Hello? Or is this goodbye? The gleam in your eyes It troubles my brain Will I see it again? So I can rest my head Angel! Dancing away As all of my thoughts get rearranged Angel! Turning away Just when thing seem To have changed So I can rest my head |
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| 10. |
| 2:34 |
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Princess in a school girl's dream
May I please speak with you? I'm having troubles with control And it's all because of you Today I kept on falling down I thought it was the street So I look down at my shoes They were on the wrong feet I find it hard to be myself (Can you please explain?) I do not think that it's my health (You're the one to blame) You're the one I wish I had And now my girlfriend is getting mad (I cannot call this sane) Today as I was walking down You bumped into me You said "excuse me" and walked away As I dropped to my knees I prayed to the being in the sky That my parents told me of I asked about you but no reply No clues about your love! My girlfriend left me on the phone I'm pathetically left here alone (I cannot call this sane) Can we find a way So that you can stay I think I'm gonna Pop |
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| 11. |
| 2:25 |
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Now I rest my head from
Such an endless dreary time A time of hopes and happiness That had you on my mind Those days are gone and now it seems As if I'll get some rest But now and then I'll see you again And it puts my heart to the test So when are all my problems going to end? I'm understanding now that We are only friends To this day I'm asking why I still think about you As the days go on I wonder (Will this ever end?) I find it hard to keep control When you're with your boyrfriend I do not mind if all I am is Just a friend to you But all I want to know right now Is if you think about me too... ? |
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| 12. |
| 2:33 |
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I saw you standing alone
With a sad look on your face You call him on the phone Looks like he left you Without a trace Tears falling out of your eyes He's living in a disguise You've been feeling bad for so long You wonder if it's right or wrong Why do you want him? x3 Now many days have gone by And you still just sit there and cry You're feeling bad for yourself His memory will always dwell You're so obsessed with his love That's why push came to shove You've been feeling bad for so long You wonder if it's right or wrong Why do you want him? x3 |
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| 13. |
| 2:54 |
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I sit in the state of a daydream
With all of your words flying over my head Even more time gets wasted In a daze It should seem obvious to you Your screams and cries are never going to work And all of your time gets wasted In my daze And I'm looking back now At where I have gone wrong And why I could not seem to get along My interests are longing To break from these chains These chains that control My future's aim... I sit in the state of a daydream With all of your words flying over my head Even more time gets wasted In a daze Maybe I'm just too damn lazy Or maybe I was just brainwashed to think that way And all of your time gets wasted In a daze |
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| 14. |
| 2:20 |
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I know that things are getting tougher
When you can't get the top off from the bottom of the barrel. Wide open road of my future now... It's looking fucking narrow. </spoken> *All I know is that I don't know All I know is that I don't know nothin' All I know is that I don't know All I know is that I don't know nothin' We get told to decide. Just like as if I'm not going to change my mind. * Repeat Whatcha gonna do with yourself, Boy better make up your own mind... Whatcha gonna do with yourself boy, You're running out of time. This time I got it all figured out. * Repeat All I know is that I don't know All I know is that I don't know nothin' All I know is that I don't don't know All I know is that I don't know nothin' And that's fine. |
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| 15. |
| 2:26 |
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Starlit night
The moon is shining bright You are the one I need Up at your window I see a shadow Silhouette of your grace Here's this flower I picked for all the hours That you've spent with me The one I love That I've been dreaming of Sailing across the sea Let my hands flow through Your hair. Moving closer A kiss we'll share Passionate love to be all night long We'll never break, as one too strong Nothing's more Than what our love is for As I kiss your cheek Oh so softly Hands flowing down my back 1,000 hours, I'll never leave Our romance Is a love trance And now we'll never part 1,000 hours Of such a love shower We'll never stop, once we start |
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| 16. |
| 3:45 |
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Late last night I had a dream
And she was in it again She and I were in the sky Flying hand in hand I woke up in a cold sweat Wishing she was by my side Praying that she'll dry tears Left on my face I've cried Oh I love her Keep dreaming of her Will I understand If she wants to be my friend I'll send a letter to that girl Asking her to by my own But my pen is writing wrong So I'll say it in a song Oh I love you more right now More than I've ever loved before Here's those words straight from these lips I'll need you forever more. |
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| 17. |
| 2:45 |
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I wish I could tell you
But the words would come out wrong Oh if you only knew The way I've felt for so long I know that we're worlds apart But I just don't seem to care These feelings in my heart Only with you I want to share The first time I caught a glimpse of you Then all my thoughts were only of you I hope that when time goes by You will think the same about me Many nights awake I lie I only wish that you could see I know that we're only friends I hope this feeling never ends If I could only hold you It's the only thing I want to do. |
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| 18. |
| 3:01 |
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Sitting in my room last night
Staring at the mirror I couldn't find a reason why I couldn't be near her 'Cause you are the one that started To make me feel this way And every night I'm thinking About the words you'd say Pictures going through my mind When we're together All these long and sleepless nights Will I ever get better Now you know how I feel This love is forever You make my life seem so unreal Will I ever get better? ... |
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| 19. |
| 3:09 |
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I lock myself inside my room
I WANNA BE ALONE With you around, you'll only add on With you around, you'll only add on Just let me be alone with my thoughts Please don't think I'm crazy I don't want you to understand My mind is growing hazy To hell with your helping hand Why don't you just leave me alone This conflict is my own Keep your sources away from me That's all. |
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