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| 2. |
| 2:52 | 
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Oh, please, don't go out on me, don't go on me now
Never acted up before, don't go on me now I swear I never took it for granted, just thought of it now Suppose I abused you, just passing it on Go Fuck Once fastened, servile Now you're getting sharp Moving oh so swiftly with such disarm I pulled the covers over your head, should've pulled the alarm Turned to my nemesis, a fool, not a fucking god No Time Suck My Please don't go on me Don't go on me Don't go on me Don't go on me Don't go on me Please Oh Suck Blood Touch Please Tunnel vision Tuck Time See Please, please, please Don't go on me Don't go on me Don't go on me Don't go on me Please, don't you want me? Don't go on me Please, don't go on me |
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| 3. |
| 3:36 |
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I'm gonna save you fucker, not gonna lose you
Feeling cocky and strong, can't let you go Too important to me Too important to us, we'd be lost without you Baby, let yourself fall, I'm right below you now And fuck me if I say something you don't wanna hear, fuck me And fuck me if you only hear what you wanna hear Fuck me if I care, but I'm not leaving here You helped me when I was down, I'll help you when you're down Why are you hitting yourself? C'mon, hit me instead Let's pick up your will, it's grown fat and lazy I'm sympathetic as well, don't go on me now And I'm not living this life without you, I'm selfish and clear, clear And you're not leaving here without me, I don't wanna be without My best friend, wake up To see you could have it all, all, wooh 'Cause there is but you and something within you It's taken control, let's beat it, get up, let's go Oh you're in your own world, let's see the whole world Let's pick up your soul And fuck me if I say something you don't wanna hear, fuck me Fuck me And fuck me if you only hear the trouble in your head Please help me to help you help yourself Help me help yourself Please want me to, please let me to Help you |
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| 4. |
| 3:03 |
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The mind is grey like the city
Packing in and overgrown Love is deep, dig it out Standing in a hole alone Working for something One can never hold A place in the clouds Good place to hide, oh my oh So I'm flying away, away Driving away, away Finding hope in ways I missed before I miss before The TV, she talks to me Breaking news and building walls Selling me what I don't need I never knew soap made you taller So I'm riding away, away Hiding away, away So much talk it makes no sense at all My senses have gone, oh So I'm hiding away, away Driving away, away Passing new friends I won't know at all Won't know at all It doesn't hurt when I bleed But my memories they eat me I've seen it all before Bring it on, 'cause I'm no victim Dying (away, away) Dying (away, away) Dying Dying |
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| 5. |
| 3:27 |
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Have a drink they're buying
Bottom of bottle of denial Big guy, big eye watching me Have to wonder what it sees, sin Progress laced with ramifications Freedom's big blur, oh Pull the innocent from a crowd Raise those sticks them bring them down If they fail to obey Ah, if they fail to obey, yeah, yeah For every tool they lend us A loss of independence I pledge my grievance to the flag 'Cause you don't give blood then take it back again Oh, we're all deserving something more Progress taste it, invest it all Champagne breakfast for everyone Break the innocent when they're proud Raise those stakes then bring 'em down If they fail to obey Oh, if they fail to obey Pledge your grievance to the flag 'Cause don't give blood then take it back again Oh, we're all deserving something more Have a, have a drink, drink I want to breathe part of the scene I want to taste everyone I see I want to run when I'm up high I want to run to the sea I want to life to be I just want to be I will feel alive as long as I am free |
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| 6. |
| 5:46 |
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Do you see the way that tree bends?
Does it inspire? Leaning out to catch the sun's rays. A lesson to be applied. Are you getting something out of this All-encompassing trip? You can Spend your time alone Re-digesting past regrets, oh. Or you can come to terms and realize, You're the only one who can forgive yourself, for... Makes much more sense To live In the present tense. Have you ideas on how this life ends? Checked your hands and studied the lines. Have you the belief That the road ahead Ascends off into the light Seems that needlessly It's getting harder To find an approach and a way to live. Are we getting something out of this all-encompassing trip? You can spend your time alone Re-digesting past regrets, oh. Or you can Come to terms and Realize You're the only one Who cannot forgive yourself for... Makes much more sense To live In the present tense. |
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| 7. |
| 4:38 |
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Climbing on a mountain
Floating out on the sea Far from lights of a city The elements, they speak to me Whispering that life Existed long before greed Balancing the world On its knee Don't see some men as 1/2 empty See them 1/2 full of shit Thinking that we're all but slaves There ain't gonna be No middle anymore It's been said before The haves be having more Yet still bored Won't someone save? Won't someone save the world? Woah, woah Woah, woah Ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh |
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| 8. |
| 6:49 |
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Freezing, rests his head on a pillow made of concrete, again
Oh, feeling maybe he'll see a little better set of days-ah, ooh, yeah Oh, hand out, faces that he sees time again ain't that familiar, oh yeah Oh, dark grin, he can't help, when he's happy looks insane, oh yeah Even flow, thoughts arrive like butterflies Oh, he don't know, so he chases them away Someday yet, he'll begin his life again Life again, life again Kneelin', looking through the paper though he doesn't know to read, ooh yeah Oh, prayin', now to something that has never showed him anything Oh, feelin', understands the weather of the winters on its way Oh, ceilings, few and far between all the legal halls of shame, yeah Even flow, thoughts arrive like butterflies Oh, he don't know, so he chases them away Someday yet, he'll begin his life again Whispering hands, gently lead him away Him away, him away Yeah! Woo...ah yeah...fuck it up Hey man, you got a dollar? Come on just some spare change man, I know you got Well God bless you man, God bless you Even flow, thoughts arrive like butterflies Oh, he don't know, so he chases them away Someday yet, he'll begin his life again, yeah Oh, whispering hands, gently lead him away Him away, him away Yeah! Woo...uh huh...yeah, yeah, mommy, mommy |
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| 9. |
| 5:50 |
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Know a man
His face seems pulled and tense Like he's riding on a motorbike In the strongest winds So I approach with tact Suggest that he should relax But he's always moving Much too fast Said he'll see me on the flip side On this trip he's taking for a ride He's been taking too much on There he goes with his perfectly unkempt clothes There he goes... He's yet to come back But I've seen his picture It doesn't look the same Up on the rack We go way back I wonder about his insides It's like his thoughts are too big for his size He's been taken Where I don't know Off he goes with his perfectly unkempt clothes There he goes And now I rub my eyes For he has returned Seems my preconceptions are what should have been burned For he still smiles And he's still strong Nothing's changed but the surrounding bullshit That has grown And now he's home And we're laughing like we always did My same old Same old friend Until a quarter-to-ten I saw the strain creep in He seems distracted And I know just what is going to happen then Before his first step He is off again |
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| 10. |
| 4:00 |
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The selfish, they're all standing in line
Faithing and hoping to buy themselves time Me, I figure as each breath goes by I only own my mind The north is to south what the clock is to time There's east and there's west and there's everywhere life I know I was born and I know that I'll die The in-between is mine I am mine And the feeling, it gets left behind All the innocence lost at one time Significant behind the eyes There's no need to hide We're safe tonight The ocean is full 'cause everyone's crying The full moon is looking for friends at high tide The sorrow grows bigger when the sorrow's denied I only know my mind I am mine And the meaning, it gets left behind All the innocence lost at one time Significant behind the eyes There's no need to hide We're safe tonight, whoa And the feelings that get left behind All the innocence broken with lies Significance between the lines We may need to hide And the meanings that get left behind All the innocence lost at one time We're all different behind the eyes There's no need to hide |
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| 11. |
| 4:32 |
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This broken wheel is coming undone
And the road's exploding But you're keeping me strong Rolling along with you Love is a tower And you're the key Leading me higher When you let me in Keeping us close, so close On down the line Sometimes I burn like a dot on the sun With no one knowing But you're keeping me strong Moving along with you You are a tower of Strength to me The darkening hour Sees light again Ooh wah, ooh wah, ooh wah, ooh wah, ooh wah You are, you are, you are, you are Love is a tower Of strength to me I am the shoreline But you're the sea You are You are You are You are You You are You are You are |
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| 12. |
| 2:32 |
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G-R-E-E-D
G-R-E-E-D G-R-E-E-D It's a disease and they're all green It emanates from their being A satiation with occupation And like weeds with big leaves Stealing light from what's beneath Where they have more Still they take more I know then I don't There's a stowaway with my throat It's deceiving I don't believe him We can scream out our doors Behind the wall a fat man snores In his dreams he's Choking tea leaves Well I guess There's nothing wrong with what you say But don't sell me "There can't be better ways" Tell the captain "The boat's not safe and we're drowning" Turns out He's the one making waves, waves, waves But I said There's nothing wrong with what you say Believe me Just asking you to sway No white Or black, just grey Can you feel this World with your heart and not your brain G-R-E-E-D G-R-E-E-D |
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| 13. |
| 6:25 |
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Restless soul, enjoy your youth
Like Muhammad hits the truth Can't escape from the common rule If you hate something, don't you do it, too Small my table, sits just two Got so crowded, I can't make room Oh, where did they come from?... Stormed my room! And you dare say it belongs to you... to you This is not for you This is not for you This is not for you Oh, not for you... ah, you Scream... my friends... don't call me Friends, no, they don't scream My friends don't call... my friends don't... All that's sacred comes from youth Dedication, naive and true With no power, nothing to do I still remember, why don't you? Don't you This is not for you This is not for you This is not for you Oh, never was for you, fuck you This is not for you Oh, this is not for you... yeah, you This is not for you Oh, not for you Oh, you |
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| 14. |
| 11:18 |
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I wish I was a neutron bomb, for once I could go off
I wish I was a sacrifice, but somehow still lived on I wish I was a sentimental ornament you hung on The Christmas tree, I wish I was the star that went on top I wish I was the evidence, I wish I was the grounds For 50 million hands upraised and open toward the sky I wish I was a sailor with someone who waited for me I wish I was as fortunate, as fortunate as me I wish I was a messenger and all the news was good I wish I was the full moon shining off your Camaro's hood I wish I was an alien at home behind the sun I wish I was the souvenir you kept your house key on I wish I was the pedal brake that you depended on I wish I was the verb 'to trust' and never let you down I wish I was a radio song, the one that you turned up I wish... I wish... |
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| 3:52 |
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Seen it happen to a couple of friends.
See it happen and the message it sends. Taking off for what's an obvious fall. Just to see what all the fuss is about. It's not your way. Not your way. It's not your way. Another habit says it's in love with you. Another habit says it's love's overdue. Another habit like an unwanted friend. I'm so happy with my righteous self. It's not your way. Not your way. It's not your way. Never thought you'd habit. Never thought you'd habit. Never thought you'd habit. I never thought you'd... never thought you'd... Never thought you'd habit. Never thought you'd habit. Never thought you'd habit. I never thought you'd... never never thought you'd... Never thought you'd habit. Never thought you'd habit. Never thought you'd habit. Never thought you'd habit. Never thought you'd habit. Never thought you'd habit. Speaking as a child of the 90's... Never thought you'd habit. Never thought you'd habit. Never thought you'd habit. I never thought you... Never thought you. Never thought you'd habit. Never thought you'd habit. Never thought you'd habit. I never thought you... Never never thought you. Never... Never me. Never you. Never me. |
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| 3:51 |
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I seem to recognize your face
Haunting, familiar, yet I can't seem to place it Cannot find the candle of thought to light your name Lifetimes are catching up with me All these changes taking place I wish I'd seen the place, but no one's ever taken me Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away I swear I recognize your breath Memories like fingerprints are slowly raising Me you wouldn't recall, for I'm not my former It's hard when you're stuck upon the shelf I changed by not changing at all, small town predicts my fate Perhaps that's what no one wants to see I just wanna scream hello My god, it's been so long, never dreamed you'd return But now here you are, and here I am Hearts and thoughts, they fade away Hearts and thoughts, they fade, fade away Hearts and thoughts, they fade, fade away Hearts and thoughts, they fade away Hearts and thoughts, they fade, fade away Hearts and thoughts, they fade, fade away Hearts and thoughts, they fade, fade away Hearts and thoughts, they fade |
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| 5:36 |
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At home, drawing pictures
Of mountaintops With him on top Lemon yellow sun Arms raised in a V And the dead lay In pools of maroon below Daddy didn't give attention Oh, to the fact That mommy didn't care King Jeremy the Wicked Oh, ruled his world Jeremy spoke in class today Jeremy spoke in class today Clearly I remember Picking on the boy Seemed a harmless little fuck Oh, but we unleashed a lion Gnashed his teeth and bit the recess lady's breast How could I forget? And he hit me with a surprise left My jaw left hurting Oooh, dropped wide open Just like the day Oh, like the day I heard Daddy didn't give affection, no And the boy was something That mommy wouldn't wear King Jeremy the wicked Oh, ruled his world Jeremy spoke in class today Jeremy spoke in class today Jeremy spoke in class today Whoa... (x15) Try to forget this (Try to forget this) Try to erase this (Try to erase this) From the blackboard Jeremy spoke in class today Jeremy spoke in class today Jeremy spoke in, spoke in Jeremy spoke in, spoke in Jeremy spoke in class today Uh huh (x25) Uh huh Uh huh Uh huh Yeah yeah! |
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| 3. |
| 3:08 |
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Spin me round.
Roll me over. Fucking circus. Stab it down. One way needle. Pulled so slowly. Drains and spills. Soaks the pages. Fills their sponges. It's my blood. It's my blood. Paint Ed big. Turn Ed into one of his enemies. It's my blood. It's my blood. It's my blood. Stab it down. Fill the pages. Suck my blood dry. Maker of my enemies. Take my... Why, why, why, why, why, why? Rats. |
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| 0:48 |
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| 3:19 |
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Down. Fall by the wayside no getting out.
Down. Cry me a river dried up and dammed. The names can be changed but the place is still the same. I am loaded. Told that all's for naught. Holds me down. Rise. Life is in motion. I'm stuck in line. Rise. You can't be neutral on a moving train. One day the symptoms fade. Think I'll throw these pills away. And if hope could grow from dirt like me. It can be done. Won't let the light escape from me. Won't let the darkness swallow me. So long. |
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| 7:45 |
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Sheets of empty canvas
Untouched sheets of clay Were laid spread out before me As her body once did All five horizons Revolved around her soul As the Earth reaches the Sun Now, the air I tasted and breathed Has taken a turn Ooh, and all I taught her was everything Ooh, I know she gave me all that she wore And now my bitter hands Chafe beneath the clouds Of what was everything All the pictures have All been washed in black Tattooed everything I take a walk outside I'm surrounded by some kids at play I can feel their laughter So why do I sear? Mm, and twisted thoughts that spin round my head I'm spinning, oh, I'm spinning How quick the Sun can drop away And now my bitter hands Cradle broken glass Of what was everything All the pictures have All been washed in black Tattooed everything All the love gone bad Turned my world to black Tattooed all I see, all that I am, all I'll be, yeah Uh-huh Uh-huh Woo I know that someday you'll have a beautiful life I know you'll be a star In somebody else's sky But why, why, why can't it be Why can't it be mine? Ah, yeah Uh, woo-hoo |
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| 3:15 |
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| 9:06 |
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I took a drive today
Time to emancipate I guess it was the beatings, made me wise But I'm not about to give thanks, or apologize I couldn't breathe, holding me down Hand on my face, pushed to the ground Enmity gauged, united by fear Forced to endure what I could not forgive I seem to look away Wounds in the mirror waved It wasn't my surface most defiled Head at your feet, fool to your crown Fist on my plate, swallowed it down Enmity gauged, united by fear Tried to endure what I could not forgive Saw things Saw things Saw things Saw things Clearer Clearer Once you were in my rear view mirror I gather speed from you, fucking with me Once and for all, I'm far away I hardly believe, finally the shades are raised Hey, yeah Saw things so much clearer Once you, once you Rear view mirror Saw things so much clearer Once you, once you Rear view mirror Saw things so much clearer Once you, once you Rear view mirror Saw things so much clearer Once you Oh yeah |
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| 3:30 |
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| 2:25 |
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Sorry is the fool who trades his soul for a Corvette
Thinks he'll get the girl he'll only get the mechanic What's missing? He's living a day he'll soon forget That's one more time around, the sun is going down The moon is out but he's drunk and shouting Putting people down, he's pissing He's living a day he'll soon forget Counts his money every morning The only thing that keeps him horny Locked in a giant house that's alarming The townsfolk they all laugh Sorry is the fool who trades his love for high rise rent Seem the more you make equals the loneliness you get And it's fitting He's barely living a day he'll soon forget That's one more time around and there is not a sound He's lying dead clutching Benjamins Never put the money down, he's stiffening We're all whistling a man we'll soon forget |
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| 3:20 |
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Oh where oh where, can my baby be
The Lord took her, away from me She's gone to heaven, so I've got to be good So I can see my baby when I leave this world We were out on a date in my daddy's car We hadn't driven very far There in the road, straight ahead A car was stalled, the engine was dead I couldn't stop, so I swerved to the right I'll never forget, the sound that night The screamin' tires, the bustin' glass The painful scream that I, heard last Oh where oh where, can my baby be The Lord took her, away from me She's gone to heaven, so I've got to be good So I can see my baby when I leave, this world When I woke up, the rain was pourin' down There were people, standin' all around Somethin' warm, flowin' through my eyes But somehow, I found my baby that night I lifted her head, she looked at me and said Hold me darlin', for a little while I held her close, I kissed her our last kiss I found the love, that I knew I had missed Well now she's gone, even though I hold her tight I lost my love my life, that night Oh where oh where, can my baby be The Lord took her, away from me She's gone to heaven, so I've got to be good So I can see my baby when I leave, this world Ooh ooh ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh ooh ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh ooh ooh-ooh-ooh Oh oh oh-oh-oh-oh Oh oh oh-oh-oh Oh-oh uh |
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| 2:59 |
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Lives opened and trashed,
Look, Ma, watch me crash, No time to question. Why'd nothing last? Grasp and hold on, We're dying fast. Soon be over and I will relent. Let the ocean swell, dissolve 'way my past. Three days and maybe longer, Won't even know I've left. Under your tongue, I'm like a tab, I will give you what you're not supposed to have. Under my breath, I swear by sin, for better or worse, A best we began. Let the sun climb, oh, burn 'way my mask. Three days and maybe longer. Shed my skin at last... shed... shed. Let the sun shine, burn 'way my mask. Three days and maybe longer, Won't ever find me here. Let the ocean dissolve 'way my past. Four days and not much longer... Let my spirit pass... This is, this is... This is, this is... This is, this is... This is, this is... my last exit. |
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| 4:14 |
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| 4:27 |
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Waitin', watchin' the clock, it's four o' clock, it's got to stop
Tell him, take no more, she practices her speech As he opens the door, she rolls over Pretends to sleep as he looks her over She lies and says she's in love with him, can't find a better man She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man Can't find a better man Can't find a better man Ohh... Talkin' to herself, there's no one else who needs to know She tells herself, oh... Memories back when she was bold and strong And waiting for the world to come along Swears she knew it, now she swears he's gone She lies and says she's in love with him, can't find a better man She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man She lies and says she still loves him, can't find a better man She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man Can't find a better man Can't find a better man She loved him, yeah, she don't want to leave this way She needs him, yeah, that's why she'll be back again Can't find a better man (Can't find a better man) Can't find a better man (Can't find a better man) Can't find a better man (Can't find a better man) Can't find a better...man |
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| 6:03 |
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Son, she said, have I got a little story for you
What you thought was your daddy was nothin' but a While you were sittin' home alone at age thirteen Your real daddy was dyin' Sorry you didn't see him But I'm glad we talked Oh, I, oh, I'm still alive Hey, I, oh, I'm still alive Hey, I, oh, I'm still alive Hey, oh Oh, she walks slowly, across a young man's room She said I'm ready for you I can't remember anything to this very day 'Cept the look, the look Oh, you know where Now, I can't see, I just stare I, I'm still alive Hey, I, but, I'm still alive Hey, I, boy, I'm still alive Hey, I, I, I'm still alive, yeah Oo Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Oh Is something wrong? she said Well, of course, there is You're still alive, she said Oh, and do I deserve to be? Is that the question? And if so, if so, who answers? who answers? I, oh, I'm still alive Hey, I, oh, I'm still alive Hey, I, but, I'm still alive Yeah, I, oh, I'm still alive Yeah, I'm still alive Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Uh-huh Yeah, uh-huh Uh-huh Yeah, uh-huh Yeah, yeah, yeah |
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| 7:45 |
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Lonely drifter on the hill. Why do I?
One must have a heart of steel. Why do I? It's not how you look, but how you feel. Why do I? You must have a heart of steel. Why do I? Why do I keep fucking up? I can see you on the hill. Why do I? All comatose but walking still. Why do I? Flowing curves beneath your flowing gown. Why do I? Oh, only I can bring myself down. Why do I? Why do I keep fuckin up? Bowman's pick and dogs that bite. Why do I? Oh, dogs that howl through the night. Why do I? Oh, broken leashes all over the floor. Why do I? Keys left hanging in a swinging door. Why do I? Why do I keep fucking up? |
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