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The waiting drove me mad
You're finally here and I'm a mess I take your entrance back Can't let you roam inside my head I don't want to take what you can give I would rather starve than eat your bread I would rather run but I can't walk Guess I'll lie alone just like before I'll take the firmest path Oh, and I must refuse your test Push me and I will resist This behavior's not unique I don't want to hear from those who know They can buy, but can't put on my clothes I don't want to limp for them to walk Never would have known of me before I don't want to be held in your debt I'll pay it off in blood, let I be wed I'm already cut up and half-dead I'll end up alone like I began Everything has chains Absolutely nothing's changed Take my hand, not my picture, spilled my tincture... I don't want to take what you can give I would rather starve than eat your breast All the things that others want for me Can't buy what I want because it's free Can't buy what I want because it's free Can't be what you want because I'm... Ain't supposed to be just one Oh, to live and die, let it be done I figure I'll be damned, all alone like I began It's your move now I thought you were a friend But I guess I... I guess I hate you... |
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| 4. |
| 2:31 |
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Don't need a helmet, got a hard, hard head.
Don't need a raincoat, I'm already wet. Don't need a bandage, there's too much blood. After a while, seems to roll right off. They're whipping... They're whipping... They're whipping... They're whipping... Don't need a hand, there's always arms attached. Don't get behind, I can't fall back. Why must we trust all these rusted rails? They don't want no change we already have. They're whipping... They're whipping... They're whipping... They're whipping... Don't mean to push, but I'm being shoved! I'm just like you, think we've had enough. I can't believe a thing they want us to. We all got scars, they should have them, too. They're whipping... They're whipping... They're whipping... They're whipping... They're whipping... They're whipping... They're whipping... They're whipping... |
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| 5. |
| 3:27 |
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I'm gonna save you fucker, not gonna lose you
Feeling cocky and strong, can't let you go Too important to me Too important to us, we'd be lost without you Baby, let yourself fall, I'm right below you now And fuck me if I say something you don't wanna hear, fuck me And fuck me if you only hear what you wanna hear Fuck me if I care, but I'm not leaving here You helped me when I was down, I'll help you when you're down Why are you hitting yourself? C'mon, hit me instead Let's pick up your will, it's grown fat and lazy I'm sympathetic as well, don't go on me now And I'm not living this life without you, I'm selfish and clear, clear And you're not leaving here without me, I don't wanna be without My best friend, wake up To see you could have it all, all, wooh 'Cause there is but you and something within you It's taken control, let's beat it, get up, let's go Oh you're in your own world, let's see the whole world Let's pick up your soul And fuck me if I say something you don't wanna hear, fuck me Fuck me And fuck me if you only hear the trouble in your head Please help me to help you help yourself Help me help yourself Please want me to, please let me to Help you |
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| 6. |
| 3:46 |
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He could have tuned in, tuned in, but he tuned out
A bad time, nothing could save him Alone in a corridor waiting locked out He got up out of there, ran for hundreds of miles He made it to the ocean, had a smoke and tea The wind rose up, set him down on his knee Wave came crashing like a fist to the jaw, Delivered him wings, "Hey, look at him now..." Arms wide open with the sea as his floor Oh ? ah, ohhh... He's - flying! Woah! Flying! Wide! Oh... He floated back down 'cause he wanted to share His key to the locks on the chains, he saw everywhere But first he was stripped, and then he was stabbed By faceless men, well...fuckers, he still stands. And he still gives his love, he just gives it away The love he receives is the love that is saved And sometimes is seen a strange spot in the sky A human being that was given to fly Flying! Woah... High! Flying! Woah... Flying! Woah... Ohh, oahh... |
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| 7. |
| 3:43 |
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Light green to green, dark green, brown
Every life is falling down Brown to black, it's coming back Dies to be part of the ground Seed to seedling, root to stem Eyes, no eyes, there's no difference Every life is looking in Swallowing seeds on the deathbed Dig a hole in the garden Everyone is practicing But this world's an accident I was the fool because I thought I thought the world Turns out the world thought me It's all the other way around We're upside down Dad, he's gone up in flames But this ain't no movie This ain't no book you can close When the big lie hits your eye Everyone is practicing Our world's an accident I was the fool because I thought I thought the world Turns out the world thought me It's all the other way 'round We're upside down Down, down, down Let the fluency set it down Down Let the fluency set it down There's an upside of down The moon is rolling 'round our world The moon is rolling 'round our world Our world Our world |
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| 8. |
| 3:43 |
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The selfish, they're all standing in line
Faithing and hoping to buy themselves time Me, I figure as each breath goes by I only own my mind The north is to south what the clock is to time There's east and there's west and there's everywhere life I know I was born and I know that I'll die The in-between is mine I am mine And the feeling, it gets left behind All the innocence lost at one time Significant behind the eyes There's no need to hide We're safe tonight The ocean is full 'cause everyone's crying The full moon is looking for friends at high tide The sorrow grows bigger when the sorrow's denied I only know my mind I am mine And the meaning, it gets left behind All the innocence lost at one time Significant behind the eyes There's no need to hide We're safe tonight, whoa And the feelings that get left behind All the innocence broken with lies Significance between the lines We may need to hide And the meanings that get left behind All the innocence lost at one time We're all different behind the eyes There's no need to hide |
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| 9. |
| 3:32 |
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There's a light when my baby is in my arms
There's a light when the window shades are drawn Hesitate when I feel I may do harm to her Wash it off, 'cause this feeling we can share And I know she's reached my heart in thin air Byzantine is reflected in our pond There's a cloud, but the water remains calm Reaching in, the sun's fingers clutch the dawn to pass Even out, it's a precious thing to bear And I know she's reached my heart in thin air Yes, I know she's reached my heart in thin air It's not in my past to presume Love can keep on moving in both directions How to be happy and true Is the quest we're taking on together Taking on, on, on, on, on Taking on, on, on, on, on There's a light when my baby's in my arms And I know she's reached my heart in thin air And I know she's reached my heart in thin air And I know she's reached my heart in thin air Yes, I know she's reached my heart |
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| 11. |
| 5:43 |
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Do you see the way that tree bends?
Does it inspire? Leaning out to catch the sun's rays. A lesson to be applied. Are you getting something out of this All-encompassing trip? You can Spend your time alone Re-digesting past regrets, oh. Or you can come to terms and realize, You're the only one who can forgive yourself, for... Makes much more sense To live In the present tense. Have you ideas on how this life ends? Checked your hands and studied the lines. Have you the belief That the road ahead Ascends off into the light Seems that needlessly It's getting harder To find an approach and a way to live. Are we getting something out of this all-encompassing trip? You can spend your time alone Re-digesting past regrets, oh. Or you can Come to terms and Realize You're the only one Who cannot forgive yourself for... Makes much more sense To live In the present tense. |
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| 2:25 |
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Sliding out of reverse into drive, this
Wheel will be turning right, then straight Off in the sunset she'll ride She can remember a time denied Stood by the side of the road, spilled like wine now She's out on her own and I'm high There's no leaving here Ask- I'm an ear She's disappeared They said that timing was everything Made him want to be everywhere There's a lot to be said for nowhere There's no leaving here Ask- I'm an ear He's disappeared There's no leaving here Ask- I'm an ear Fuck it- we've disappeared |
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| 3:57 |
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Seen it happen to a couple of friends.
See it happen and the message it sends. Taking off for what's an obvious fall. Just to see what all the fuss is about. It's not your way. Not your way. It's not your way. Another habit says it's in love with you. Another habit says it's love's overdue. Another habit like an unwanted friend. I'm so happy with my righteous self. It's not your way. Not your way. It's not your way. Never thought you'd habit. Never thought you'd habit. Never thought you'd habit. I never thought you'd... never thought you'd... Never thought you'd habit. Never thought you'd habit. Never thought you'd habit. I never thought you'd... never never thought you'd... Never thought you'd habit. Never thought you'd habit. Never thought you'd habit. Never thought you'd habit. Never thought you'd habit. Never thought you'd habit. Speaking as a child of the 90's... Never thought you'd habit. Never thought you'd habit. Never thought you'd habit. I never thought you... Never thought you. Never thought you'd habit. Never thought you'd habit. Never thought you'd habit. I never thought you... Never never thought you. Never... Never me. Never you. Never me. |
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| 14. |
| 5:32 |
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At home, drawing pictures
Of mountaintops With him on top Lemon yellow sun Arms raised in a V And the dead lay In pools of maroon below Daddy didn't give attention Oh, to the fact That mommy didn't care King Jeremy the Wicked Oh, ruled his world Jeremy spoke in class today Jeremy spoke in class today Clearly I remember Picking on the boy Seemed a harmless little fuck Oh, but we unleashed a lion Gnashed his teeth and bit the recess lady's breast How could I forget? And he hit me with a surprise left My jaw left hurting Oooh, dropped wide open Just like the day Oh, like the day I heard Daddy didn't give affection, no And the boy was something That mommy wouldn't wear King Jeremy the wicked Oh, ruled his world Jeremy spoke in class today Jeremy spoke in class today Jeremy spoke in class today Whoa... (x15) Try to forget this (Try to forget this) Try to erase this (Try to erase this) From the blackboard Jeremy spoke in class today Jeremy spoke in class today Jeremy spoke in, spoke in Jeremy spoke in, spoke in Jeremy spoke in class today Uh huh (x25) Uh huh Uh huh Uh huh Yeah yeah! |
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| 7:38 |
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Freezing, rests his head on a pillow made of concrete, again
Oh, feeling maybe he'll see a little better set of days-ah, ooh, yeah Oh, hand out, faces that he sees time again ain't that familiar, oh yeah Oh, dark grin, he can't help, when he's happy looks insane, oh yeah Even flow, thoughts arrive like butterflies Oh, he don't know, so he chases them away Someday yet, he'll begin his life again Life again, life again Kneelin', looking through the paper though he doesn't know to read, ooh yeah Oh, prayin', now to something that has never showed him anything Oh, feelin', understands the weather of the winters on its way Oh, ceilings, few and far between all the legal halls of shame, yeah Even flow, thoughts arrive like butterflies Oh, he don't know, so he chases them away Someday yet, he'll begin his life again Whispering hands, gently lead him away Him away, him away Yeah! Woo...ah yeah...fuck it up Hey man, you got a dollar? Come on just some spare change man, I know you got Well God bless you man, God bless you Even flow, thoughts arrive like butterflies Oh, he don't know, so he chases them away Someday yet, he'll begin his life again, yeah Oh, whispering hands, gently lead him away Him away, him away Yeah! Woo...uh huh...yeah, yeah, mommy, mommy |
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| 7:36 |
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Waitin', watchin' the clock, it's four o' clock, it's got to stop
Tell him, take no more, she practices her speech As he opens the door, she rolls over Pretends to sleep as he looks her over She lies and says she's in love with him, can't find a better man She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man Can't find a better man Can't find a better man Ohh... Talkin' to herself, there's no one else who needs to know She tells herself, oh... Memories back when she was bold and strong And waiting for the world to come along Swears she knew it, now she swears he's gone She lies and says she's in love with him, can't find a better man She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man She lies and says she still loves him, can't find a better man She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man Can't find a better man Can't find a better man She loved him, yeah, she don't want to leave this way She needs him, yeah, that's why she'll be back again Can't find a better man (Can't find a better man) Can't find a better man (Can't find a better man) Can't find a better man (Can't find a better man) Can't find a better...man |
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| 7:17 |
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Sheets of empty canvas
Untouched sheets of clay Were laid spread out before me As her body once did All five horizons Revolved around her soul As the Earth reaches the Sun Now, the air I tasted and breathed Has taken a turn Ooh, and all I taught her was everything Ooh, I know she gave me all that she wore And now my bitter hands Chafe beneath the clouds Of what was everything All the pictures have All been washed in black Tattooed everything I take a walk outside I'm surrounded by some kids at play I can feel their laughter So why do I sear? Mm, and twisted thoughts that spin round my head I'm spinning, oh, I'm spinning How quick the Sun can drop away And now my bitter hands Cradle broken glass Of what was everything All the pictures have All been washed in black Tattooed everything All the love gone bad Turned my world to black Tattooed all I see, all that I am, all I'll be, yeah Uh-huh Uh-huh Woo I know that someday you'll have a beautiful life I know you'll be a star In somebody else's sky But why, why, why can't it be Why can't it be mine? Ah, yeah Uh, woo-hoo |
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| 7:08 |
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What the fuck is this world?
Running to, you didn't Leave a message, at least I Could have heard your voice one last time Daily minefield, this could Be my time by you Would you hit me? Would you hit me? Oh Oh, ow All the bills go by, and Initiatives are taken up By the middle There ain't gonna be any middle any more And the cross I'm bearing home Ain't indicative of my place Left the porch Left the porch, oh, oh Hear my name Take a good look This could be the day Hold my hand Walk beside me I just need to say Hear my name Take a good look This could be the day Hold my hand Lie beside me I just need to say I could not take Uh, just one day I know that I would not ever Touch you, Hold you, feel you Ever hold Never again Hey Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah |
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| 2:52 |
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Lay down your arms and surrender to me.
Oh lay down your arms and love me peacefully. Yea. Use your arms for squezing and please I'm the one that loves you so. Oh there ain't no reason for you to declare war on the one who loves you so. So forget the other boys because my love is real. Come off Lay down your arms and surrender to me. Yeah lay down your arms and love me peacefully. Yeah. Use your arms to squeze and please cause that's the way it has to be. The weapons you're using are hurting me bad. But someday you're going to retreat. Cause my love baby is the truest you've ever had. I'm a soldier of love that's hard to beat. Lay down your arms and surrender to me. Lay down your arms and love me peacefully. Yea. Use your arms to hold me tight. Baby I don't wanna fight no more. Use your arms to hold me tight. Baby I don't wanna fight no more. Oh baby, lay down your arms. Oh baby, lay down your arms. Oh baby, lay down your arms. Oh baby, lay down your arms. Oh baby, lay down your arms. Oh baby, lay down your arms. Oh baby, lay down your arms. Please baby lay down your arms. |
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| 2:58 |
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Spin me round.
Roll me over. Fucking circus. Stab it down. One way needle. Pulled so slowly. Drains and spills. Soaks the pages. Fills their sponges. It's my blood. It's my blood. Paint Ed big. Turn Ed into one of his enemies. It's my blood. It's my blood. It's my blood. Stab it down. Fill the pages. Suck my blood dry. Maker of my enemies. Take my... Why, why, why, why, why, why? Rats. |
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| 3:19 |
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Oh...
State of love and trust as I busted down the pretext Sin still plays and preaches, but to have an empty court, uh huh And the signs are passin', grip the wheel, can't read it Sacrifice receiving the smell that's on my hands...hands...yeah And I listen for the voice inside my head Nothin', I'll do this one myself Lay her down as priest does, should the Lord be a countin' Will be in my honour, make it pain, painfully quick, uh huh Promises are whispered in the age of darkness Want to be enlightened like I want to be told the end, end, yeah... And the barrel shakes, aimed, a-directly at my head Oh, help me, help me from myself And I listen, from both sides of the bed Nothin', I'll do this one myself Uh huh, huh, oh... Myself...myself... Yeah, yeah... Hey, na, na, na, na, hey, that's something Hey, na, na, na, na, hey, that's something Hey, na, na, na, na, hey, that's something Wanna back, back it away, yeah, huh, uh And I listen, oh, for the voice inside my head. Nothin', I'll do this one myself Oh, ah, and the barrel waits, trigger shakes, aimed right at my head Won't you help me, help me from myself Hmm...State of love and trust, and a... State of love and trust, and a... State of love and trust, and a... State of love and...yeah... |
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| 8. |
| 3:40 |
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I'm ahead, I'm a man I'm the first mammal to wear pants, yeah I'm at peace with my lust I can kill 'cause in god I trust, yeah It's evolution, baby I'm at peace, I'm the man Buying stocks on the day of the crash, yeah On the loose, I'm a truck All the rolling hills, I'll flatten them out, yeah It's herd behavior, uh huh It's evolution, baby Admire me, admire my home Admire my son, he's my clone Yeah yeah, yeah yeah This land is mine, this land is free I'll do what I want but irresponsibly It's evolution, baby I'm a thief, I'm a liar There's my church, I sing in the choir: Hal-le-lu-jah Hal-le-lu-jah Admire me, admire my home Admire my son, admire my clones Cause we know, appetite for a nightly feast Those ignorant Indians got nothing on me Nothin', why? Because, it's evolution, baby! I am ahead, I am advanced I am the first mammal to make plans, yeah I crawled the Earth, but now I'm higher 2010, watch it go to fire It's evolution, baby It's evolution, baby Do the evolution! Come on C'mon, c'mon! |
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| 9. |
| 5:45 |
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Son, she said, have I got a little story for you
What you thought was your daddy was nothin' but a While you were sittin' home alone at age thirteen Your real daddy was dyin' Sorry you didn't see him But I'm glad we talked Oh, I, oh, I'm still alive Hey, I, oh, I'm still alive Hey, I, oh, I'm still alive Hey, oh Oh, she walks slowly, across a young man's room She said I'm ready for you I can't remember anything to this very day 'Cept the look, the look Oh, you know where Now, I can't see, I just stare I, I'm still alive Hey, I, but, I'm still alive Hey, I, boy, I'm still alive Hey, I, I, I'm still alive, yeah Oo Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Oh Is something wrong? she said Well, of course, there is You're still alive, she said Oh, and do I deserve to be? Is that the question? And if so, if so, who answers? who answers? I, oh, I'm still alive Hey, I, oh, I'm still alive Hey, I, but, I'm still alive Yeah, I, oh, I'm still alive Yeah, I'm still alive Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Uh-huh Yeah, uh-huh Uh-huh Yeah, uh-huh Yeah, yeah, yeah |
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Don't it make you smile?
Don't it make you smile? When the sun don't shine? (Shine at all...) Don't it make you smile? Don't it make you smile? Don't it make me smile? When the sun don't shine, it don't shine at all. Don't it make me smile? I miss you already... I miss you always. I miss you already... I miss you all day. This is how I feel.. I miss you already... I miss you always. Three crooked hearts and swirls all around... I miss you all day. Three crooked hearts and swirls all around, yeah. Don't it make you smile? Don't it make you smile? Three crooked hearts and swirls all around. |
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| 4:05 |
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I seem to recognize your face
Haunting, familiar, yet I can't seem to place it Cannot find the candle of thought to light your name Lifetimes are catching up with me All these changes taking place I wish I'd seen the place, but no one's ever taken me Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away I swear I recognize your breath Memories like fingerprints are slowly raising Me you wouldn't recall, for I'm not my former It's hard when you're stuck upon the shelf I changed by not changing at all, small town predicts my fate Perhaps that's what no one wants to see I just wanna scream hello My god, it's been so long, never dreamed you'd return But now here you are, and here I am Hearts and thoughts, they fade away Hearts and thoughts, they fade, fade away Hearts and thoughts, they fade, fade away Hearts and thoughts, they fade away Hearts and thoughts, they fade, fade away Hearts and thoughts, they fade, fade away Hearts and thoughts, they fade, fade away Hearts and thoughts, they fade |
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| 3:29 |
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I don't need anyone, don't need no mom and dad
Don't need no good advice, don't need no human rights I got some news for you, don't even need you too I got my time machine, got my 'lectronic dream Sonic reducer, ain't no loser...oh... Got a sonic reducer, sonic reducer... People out on the streets, they don't know who I am I watch them from my room, they are just passing by I'm not just anyone, said I'm not just anyone I got my time machine, got my little 'lectronic dream Sonic reducer, ain't no loser...oh... Sonic reducer, sonic reducer...ahhh... I'll be your bearer soon, love on some cotton doom Things will be different then, the sun will rise from here Then I'll be ten feet tall, then you'll be nothing at all I got my time machine, got my 'lectronic dream Sonic reducer, ain't no loser...oh... Sonic reducer, sonic reducer...oh... Sonic reducer, sonic reducer...yeah... Sonic reducer, sonic reducer, sonic reducer...oh... |
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