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| 1. |
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I wanna shake. I wanna wind out. I wanna leave this mind and shout. I've lived all this life like an ocean in disguise. I don't live forever. You can't keep me here. I wanna race with the sundown. I want a last breath. I don't let out. Forgive every being. The bad feelings. It's just me. I won't wait for answers. You can't keep me here. I wanna rise and say goodnight. I wanna take a look on the other side. I've lived all those lives. It's been wonder. Full at night. I will live for ever. You can't keep me here. |
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| 2. |
| 3:32 |
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I seem to recognize your face Haunting, familiar, yet I can't seem to place it Cannot find the candle of thought to light your name Lifetimes are catching up with me All these changes taking place, I wish I'd seen the place But no one's ever taken me Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away... (2x) I swear I recognize your breath Memories like fingerprints are slowly raising Me you wouldn't recall, for I'm not my former It's hard when you're stuck upon the shelf I changed by not changing at all, small town predicts my fate Perhaps that's what no one wants to see I just want to scream...hello... My god its been so long, never dreamed you'd return But now here you are, and here I am Hearts and thoughts they fade...away... Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away... (2x) Hearts and thoughts they fade...away... Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away... (3x) Hearts and thoughts they fade... |
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| 3. |
| 6:02 |
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1,2,1,2 Know a man his face seemed pulled and tense Like he's riding on a motorbike in the strongest winds So I approach with tact suggest that he should relax But he's always moving much too fast Said he'll see me on the flipside Of this trip he's taking for a ride He's been taking too much on There he goes with his perfectly unkept clothes There he goes He's yet to come back but I see his picture It doesn't look the same up on the rack We go way back I wonder about his insides It's like his thoughts are too big for his size He's been taken where I don't know Off he goes with his perfectly unkept hope There he goes And now I rub my eyes for he has returned Seems my preconceptions are what should have been burned For he still smiles and he's still strong Nothing's changed but the surrounding bullshit that has grown And now he's home and we're laughing like we always did My same old same old friend Until a quarter to ten I saw the strain creep in He seems distracted and I know just what is going to happen next Before his first step He is off again |
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| 4. |
| 4:53 |
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The waiting drove me mad. You're finally here and I'm a mess. I take your entrance back. Can't let you roam inside my head. I don't want to take what you can give. I would rather starve than eat your bread. I would rather run but I can't walk. Guess I lie alone just like before. I'll take the varmints path. Oh, and I must refuse your test. A-push me and I will resist. This behavior's not unique. I don't want to hear from those who know. They can buy but can't put on my clothes. I don't want to wait for them to walk. Never would have known of me before. I don't want to be held in your debt. I'll pay it off in blood let I be wed. I'm already cut up and half dead. I'll end up alone like I began. Yea... Everything has chains. Absolutely nothing's changed. "Take my hand, not my picture." Spilled my teacher. I don't want to take what you can give. I would rather starve than eat your breast. All the things that others want for me. Can't buy what I want because it's free. (x2) Can't be what you want because I... Why ain't it susposed to be just fun? Oh, to live and die let it be done. I figure I'll be damned. All alone like I began. It's your move now. I thought you were a friend but I guess, I... I guess I hate you |
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| 5. |
| 2:42 |
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G-R-E-E-D It's a disease and they're all green It emminates from their being Agitation with occupation And like weeds with big leaves Stealing light from what's beneath Where they have more Still they take more Course I know Then I don't There's a stoway with my throat It's deceiving I don't believe him We can scream out our doors Behind the wall a fat man snores In his dreams he's choking on leaves Well I guess there's nothing wrong with what you say But don't sell me There can't be better ways Tell the captain This boat's not safe, and we're drowning Turns up he's the one making waves Waves Waves I said there's nothing wrong with what you say Believe me just asking you to sway No white or black just grey Can you feel this world with your heart and not your brain G-R-E-E-D |
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| 6. |
| 3:37 |
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I'm gonna save you fucker. Not gonna lose you. I'm feeling cocky and strong. Can't let you go. Too important to me. Too important to us. We'd be lost without you. I'm baby, let yourself fall. I'm right below you now. And fuck me if I say something you don't wanna hear. Fuck me. And fuck me if you only hear what you wanna hear. Fuck me if I care but I'm not leaving here. You helped me when I was down. I'll help when you're down. Why are you hitting yourself? C'mon hit me instead. Let's pick up your will. It's grown fat and lazy. I'm sympathetic as well. Don't go on me now. And I'm not living this life without you. I'm selfish and clear. You're not leaving here without me. I don't wanna be without my best friend. Wake up to see you could have it all. Cause there is but you. And something within you. It's taken control. Let's beat it. Get up. Let's go. Oh you're in your own world, let's see the whole world. Let's pick up your soul. Fuck me if I say something you don't wanna hear. Fuck me. Fuck me if you only hear the treble in your head. Please help me to help you help yourself. Help me help yourself. Please want me to. Please let me to help you. |
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| 7:30 |
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Freezin rests his head on a pillow made of concrete again Oh Feelin maybe he'll see a little better set a days ooh yeah Oh hand out faces that he sees time again ain't that familiar ooh yeah Oh dark grin he can't help when he's happy looks insane oh yeah Even flow thoughts arrive like butterflies Oh he don't know so he chases them away yeah Oh someday yeah he'll begin his life again life again life again Kneelin looking through the paper though he doesn't know to read ooh yeah Oh prayin now to something that has never showed him anything Oh feelin understands the weather of the winters on its way Oh ceilings few and far between all the legal halls of shame yeah Even flow thoughts arrive like butterflies Oh he don't know so he chases them away yeah Someday yet he'll begin his life again Oh whispering hands gently lead him away him away him away Yeah Wooah yeah fuck it up Even flow thoughts arrive like butterflies Oh he don't know so he chases them away Ooh someday yet he'll begin his life again Oh whispering hands gently lead him away him away him away Yeah Woouh huh yeah |
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| 8. |
| 5:54 |
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Don't feel like home. He's a little out. And all these words elope. It's nothing like your poem. Putting in. Inputting in. Don't feel like methadone. A scratching voice all alone it's nothing like your baritone. It's nothing as it seems. The little that |
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| 9. |
| 3:56 |
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Light green to green, dark green, brown. Every life is falling down. Brown to black, it's coming back. Dies to be part of the ground. Seed to seedling, root to stem. Eyes, no eyes, there's no difference. Every life is looking in. Swallowing seeds on the deathbed. Dig a hole in the garden. Everyone is practicing. But this world's an accident. I was the fool because I thought. I thought the world. Turns out the world thought me. It's all the other way round. We're upside down. Daddy's gone up flames. But this ain't no movie. This ain't no book you can close. When the big lie hits your eye. Everybody's practicing. Our world's an accident. I was the fool because I thought. I thought the world. Turns out the world thought me. It's all the other way round. We're upside down. Let the fluence sat it down. (x2) There's an upside of down. The moon is rolling round the world. (x2) |
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| 10. |
| 4:52 |
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Climbing on a mountain Floating out on the sea Far from lights of a city The elements they speak to me Whispering that life Existed long before breed Balancing the world On its knee Don't see some men as 1/2 empty See them 1/2 full of shit Thinking that we're all but slaves There's ain't gonna be No middle anymore It's been said before The haves be having more Yet still bored Won't someone save? Won't someone save The world? |
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| 12. |
| 9:06 |
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You guys ready... Alone...listless...breakfast table in an otherwise empty room Young girl...violins...center of her own attention The, mother reads aloud, child, tries to understand it Tries to make her proud The shades go down, it's in her head Painted room...can't deny there's something wrong... Don't call me daughter, not fit to The picture kept will remind me Don't call me daughter, not fit to be The picture kept will remind me Don't call me... She holds the hand that holds her down She will...rise above...ooh...oh... Don't call me daughter, not fit to } The picture kept will remind me } (2x) Don't call me daughter, not fit to be } The picture kept will remind me } Don't call me... The shades go down (2x) The shades go, go, go... |
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| 13. |
| 4:35 |
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I have not been home since you left long ago I'm thumbing my way back to heaven counting steps walking backwards on the road I'm counting my way back to heaven I can't be free with what's locked inside of me if there was a key, you took it in your hand there's no wrong or right but I'm sure there's good and bad the questions linger overhead no matter how cold the winter there's a springtime ahead I'm thumbing my way back to heaven I wish that I could hold you I wish that I had thinking 'bout heaven I let go of a rope thinking that's what held me back and in time I've realized it's now wrapped around my neck I can't see what's next from this lonely overpass hang my head and count my steps as another car goes past all the rusted signs we ignore throughout our lives choosing the shiny ones instead I turned my back now there's no turning back no matter how cold the winter there's a springtime ahead I smile, but who am I kidding I'm just walking the miles every once in a while I'll get a ride I'm thumbing my way back to heaven thumbing my way back to heaven I'm thumbing my way back to heaven |
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| 14. |
| 3:52 |
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He could have tuned in, tuned in, but he tuned out. A bad time nothing could save him. Alone in a corridor, waiting, locked out. He got up outta there ran for hundreds of miles. He made it to the ocean, had a smoke in a tree. The wind rose up set him down |
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| 15. |
| 4:27 |
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This broken wheel is coming undone. And the road's exploding. But you're keeping me strong. Rolling along with you. Love is a tower and you're the key. Leading me higher. When you let me in. Keeping us close, so close, on down the line. Sometimes I burn like a dot on the sun with no one knowing. But you're keeping me strong. Moving along with you. You are a tower of strength to me. The darkening hour sees light again. Again. Ooh wah, ooh wah, you are, you are. Love is a tower of strength to me. I am the shoreline but you're the sea. The sea. You are. |
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| 7:58 |
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Waitin', watchin' the clock, it's four o'clock, it's got to stop Tell him, take no more, she practices her speech As he opens the door, she rolls over... Pretends to sleep as he looks her over She lies and says she's in love with him, can't find a better man... She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man... Can't find a better man (2x) Ohh... Talkin' to herself, there's no one else who needs to know... She tells herself, oh... Memories back when she was bold and strong And waiting for the world to come along... Swears she knew it, now she swears he's gone She lies and says she's in love with him, can't find a better man... She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man... She lies and says she still loves him, can't find a better man... She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man... Can't find a better man (2x) Yeah... She loved him, yeah...she don't want to leave this way She feeds him, yeah...that's why she'll be back again Can't find a better man (3x) Can't find a better...man... Ohh...ohh... Uh huh... (5x) Ohh... |
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| 10:45 |
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Hey...oooh... Sheets of empty canvas, untouched sheets of clay Were laid spread out before me, as her body once did All five horizons revolved around her soul As the earth to the sun Now the air I tasted and breathed has taken a turn Ooh, and all I taught |
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| 8:24 |
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I took a drive today Time to emancipate I guess it was the beatings made me wise But I'm not about to give thanks, or apologize I couldn't breathe, holdin' me down Hand on my face, pushed to the ground Enmity gauged, united by fear S'pose to endure what I could not forgive... I seem to look away Wounds in the mirror waved It wasn't my surface most defiled Head at your feet, fool to your crown Fist on my plate, swallowed it down Enmity gauged, united by fear Tried to endure what I could not forgive Saw things (4x) Clearer (2x) Once you, were in my...Rearview mirror... I gather speed from you fucking with me Once and for all I'm far away I hardly believe, finally the shades...are raised...hey... Saw things so much clearer } Once you, once you... } (3x) Rearview mirror } Saw things so much clearer Once you...oh yeah... |
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| 0:46 |
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| 5. |
| 3:55 |
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That`s an old song this is a new song. It`s evolution baby. See ya all... Woo woo I`m ahead I`m a man Oh I`m the first mammal to wear pants yea I am at peace with my lust I can kill cause in god I trust yea It`s evolution baby yea I`m a piece I`m the man |
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| 6. |
| 3:01 |
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See this needle a see my hand Drop, drop, dropping it down oh, so gently Well here it comes I touch the plane Turn me up won't turn you away Spin, spin spin the black circle Spin, spin spin the black, spin the black Spin, spin spin the black circle Spin, spin whoa Pull it out a paper sleeve Oh, my joy only you deserve conceit I'm so big a my whole world I'd rather you rather youthan her Spin, spin spin the black circle Spin, spin spin the black, spin the black Spin, spin spin the black circle Spin, spin whoa oh You're so warm oh, the ritual when I lay down your crooked arm Spin, spin spin the black circle Spin, spin spin the black, spin the black Spin, spin spin the black circle Spin, spin Spin the black Spin the black circle Spin, spin |
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| 3:01 |
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Ooh spin me round roll me over fuckin' circus Stab it down one way needle pulled so slowly Drains and spills soaks the pages fills their sponges It's my blood (x2) Paint Ed big turn Ed into one of his enemies It's my blood (x3) Stab it down fill the pages suck my life out Maker of my enemies Take my why why why why why why |
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| 3:09 |
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She scratches a letter into a wall made of stone. Maybe someday another child won't feel as alone as she does. It's been two years and counting since they put her in this place. She's been diagnosed by some stupid fuck and mommy agrees. Yeah. Whoa. Yeah. |
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| 4:13 |
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| 8:16 |
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At home drawing pictures of mountain tops with him on top. Lemon yellow sun. Arms raised in a V. And the dead lay in pools of maroon below. Daddy didn't give attention, oh, to the fact that mommy didn't care. King Jeremy the wicked, oh, ruled his world. |
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| 5:10 |
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I will light the match this mornin', so I won't be alone Watch as she lies silent, for soon light will be gone Oh, I will stand arms outstretched, pretend I'm free to roam Oh, I will make my way, through, one more day in Hell... How much difference does it make How much difference does it make, yeah... I will hold the candle till it burns up my arm Oh, I'll keep takin' punches until their will grows tired Oh, I will stare the sun down until my eyes go blind Hey, I won't change direction, and I won't change my mind How much difference does it make Mmm, how much difference does it make.. I'll swallow poison, until I grow immune I will scream my lungs out till it fills this room How much difference How much difference How much difference does it make How much difference does it make |
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| 0:46 |
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| 7:07 |
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There are colors on the street, red, white and blue
People shufflin' their feet, people sleepin' in their shoes But there's a warnin' sign on the road ahead There's a lot of people sayin' we'd be better off dead Don't feel like Satan but I'm to them So I try to forget it anyway I can Keep on rockin' in the free world Keep on rockin' in the free world Keep on rockin' in the free world Keep on rockin' in the free world I see a woman in the night with a baby in her hand Under an old street light near a garbage can Now, she's put the kid away and she's gone to get a hit She hates her life and what she's done to it That's one more kid that'll never go to school Never get to fall in love, never get to be cool Keep on rockin' in the free world Keep on rockin' in the free world Keep on rockin' in the free world Keep on rockin' in the free world We got a thousand points of light for the homeless man We got a kindler, gentler, machine gun hand We've got department stores and toilet paper Got styrofoam garbage for the ozone layer Got a man of the people says keep hope alive Got fuel to burn, got roads to drive Keep on rockin' in the free world Keep on rockin' in the free world Keep on rockin' in the free world |
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| 14. |
| 5:47 |
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Unsealed on a porch a letter sat. Then you said, "I wanna leave it again." Once I saw her on a beach of weathered sand. And on the sand I wanna leave it again. Yeah. On a weekend I wanna wish it all away, yeah. And they called and I said that "I want what I said" and then I call out again. And the reason oughta' leave her calm, I know. I said "I know what I wear not the boxer or the bag." Ah yeah, can you see them out on the porch? Yeah, but they don't wave. But I see them round the front way. Yeah. And I know, and I know. I don't want to stay. Make me cry... I see... Ooh I don't know why there's something else. I wanna drum it all away... [ ;-) ] Oh, I said, "I don't, I don't know wheather I was the boxer or the bag." Ah yeah, can you see them out on the porch? Yeah, but they don't wave. But I see them round the front way. Yeah. And I know, and I know. I don't wanna stay at all. I don't wanna stay. Yeah. I don't wanna stay. (x2) I don't... Don't wanna, oh... Yeah. Ooh... Ohh... |
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