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I took a drive today
Time to emancipate I guess it was the beatings, made me wise But I'm not about to give thanks, or apologize I couldn't breathe, holding me down Hand on my face, pushed to the ground Enmity gauged, united by fear Forced to endure what I could not forgive I seem to look away Wounds in the mirror waved It wasn't my surface most defiled Head at your feet, fool to your crown Fist on my plate, swallowed it down Enmity gauged, united by fear Tried to endure what I could not forgive Saw things Saw things Saw things Saw things Clearer Clearer Once you were in my rear view mirror I gather speed from you, fucking with me Once and for all, I'm far away I hardly believe, finally the shades are raised Hey, yeah Saw things so much clearer Once you, once you Rear view mirror Saw things so much clearer Once you, once you Rear view mirror Saw things so much clearer Once you, once you Rear view mirror Saw things so much clearer Once you Oh yeah |
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| 3. |
| 2:46 |
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One, two, three, four, five against one
Five, five, against one Said one, two, three, four, five against one Five, five, five, five, five against one Torture from you to me Abducted from the street I'd rather be... I'd rather be with... I'd rather be with an animal Why would you wanna hurt me? Oh, so frightened of your pain I'd rather be... I'd rather be with... I'd rather be with an animal I'd rather be... I'd rather be... I'd rather be with... I'd rather be with an animal I'd rather be... I'd rather be with... I'd rather be with an animal I'd rather be... I'd rather be... I'd rather be with... I'd rather be with an animal Said one, two, three, four, five against one Five, five, five, five, five against one One, two, three, four, five against one Five, five, five, five, five against one |
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| 4. |
| 3:44 |
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I'm gonna save you fucker, not gonna lose you
Feeling cocky and strong, can't let you go Too important to me Too important to us, we'd be lost without you Baby, let yourself fall, I'm right below you now And fuck me if I say something you don't wanna hear, fuck me And fuck me if you only hear what you wanna hear Fuck me if I care, but I'm not leaving here You helped me when I was down, I'll help you when you're down Why are you hitting yourself? C'mon, hit me instead Let's pick up your will, it's grown fat and lazy I'm sympathetic as well, don't go on me now And I'm not living this life without you, I'm selfish and clear, clear And you're not leaving here without me, I don't wanna be without My best friend, wake up To see you could have it all, all, wooh 'Cause there is but you and something within you It's taken control, let's beat it, get up, let's go Oh you're in your own world, let's see the whole world Let's pick up your soul And fuck me if I say something you don't wanna hear, fuck me Fuck me And fuck me if you only hear the trouble in your head Please help me to help you help yourself Help me help yourself Please want me to, please let me to Help you |
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| 2:49 |
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I want for to lay down
I'm waiting till sundown, uh I'm searching the haystacks Water is sunshine Wait for the moment The moment between us The fire is made now Harder to touch I wanted to get right I wanted to get right I wanted to get right With it, with you Baker's dozen parades Stand and debate Out single file Nine in a row Swear if you must Keeping your boots on Float with the now Hot to the touch Concrete underground Cast out everyday Dregs of society Underbelly Inside of me Rejoice and follow thee I wanted to get right I wanted to get right I wanted to get right With it, with you, woohoo With you I wanted to get right I wanted to get right I wanted to get right I wanted to get right with I wanted to get right I wanted to get right I wanted to get right I wanted to get right |
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| 6. |
| 3:31 |
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The selfish, they're all standing in line
Faithing and hoping to buy themselves time Me, I figure as each breath goes by I only own my mind The north is to south what the clock is to time There's east and there's west and there's everywhere life I know I was born and I know that I'll die The in-between is mine I am mine And the feeling, it gets left behind All the innocence lost at one time Significant behind the eyes There's no need to hide We're safe tonight The ocean is full 'cause everyone's crying The full moon is looking for friends at high tide The sorrow grows bigger when the sorrow's denied I only know my mind I am mine And the meaning, it gets left behind All the innocence lost at one time Significant behind the eyes There's no need to hide We're safe tonight, whoa And the feelings that get left behind All the innocence broken with lies Significance between the lines We may need to hide And the meanings that get left behind All the innocence lost at one time We're all different behind the eyes There's no need to hide |
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| 7. |
| 5:16 |
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The waiting drove me mad
You're finally here and I'm a mess I take your entrance back Can't let you roam inside my head I don't want to take what you can give I would rather starve than eat your bread I would rather run but I can't walk Guess I'll lie alone just like before I'll take the firmest path Oh, and I must refuse your test Push me and I will resist This behavior's not unique I don't want to hear from those who know They can buy, but can't put on my clothes I don't want to limp for them to walk Never would have known of me before I don't want to be held in your debt I'll pay it off in blood, let I be wed I'm already cut up and half-dead I'll end up alone like I began Everything has chains Absolutely nothing's changed Take my hand, not my picture, spilled my tincture... I don't want to take what you can give I would rather starve than eat your breast All the things that others want for me Can't buy what I want because it's free Can't buy what I want because it's free Can't be what you want because I'm... Ain't supposed to be just one Oh, to live and die, let it be done I figure I'll be damned, all alone like I began It's your move now I thought you were a friend But I guess I... I guess I hate you... |
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| 8. |
| 6:14 |
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Do you see the way that tree bends?
Does it inspire? Leaning out to catch the sun's rays. A lesson to be applied. Are you getting something out of this All-encompassing trip? You can Spend your time alone Re-digesting past regrets, oh. Or you can come to terms and realize, You're the only one who can forgive yourself, for... Makes much more sense To live In the present tense. Have you ideas on how this life ends? Checked your hands and studied the lines. Have you the belief That the road ahead Ascends off into the light Seems that needlessly It's getting harder To find an approach and a way to live. Are we getting something out of this all-encompassing trip? You can spend your time alone Re-digesting past regrets, oh. Or you can Come to terms and Realize You're the only one Who cannot forgive yourself for... Makes much more sense To live In the present tense. |
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| 9. |
| 4:58 |
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I shut and locked the front door
No way in or out I turned and walked the hallway And pulled the curtains down I knelt and emptied the mouth of every plug around But nothing's sound, nothing's sound I stayed where my last cap left me Ignored all my rounds Soon I was seeing visions and cracks along the walls They're upside down I swallow my words to keep from lying I swallow my face just to keep from biting, I, I.. I swallowed my breath and went deep, I was diving, diving I surfaced and all of my being was enlightened Now...I'm in hiding, yeah I'm in hiding, yeah I'm in hiding, yeah I'm in hiding It's been about three days now Since I've been aground No longer overwhelmed and it seems so simple now It's funny when things change so much It's all state of mind I swallowed my words to keep from lying I swallowed my face just to keep from biting, I, I I swallowed my breath and went deep, I was diving, I was diving I surfaced and all of my being was enlightened Now I'm in hiding, yeah I'm in hiding, yeah I'm in hiding, yeah Now I'm in hiding, yeah I'm in hiding, yeah I'm in hiding, yeah I'm in hiding, yeah I'm in hiding... |
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| 10. |
| 7:29 |
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Freezing, rests his head on a pillow made of concrete, again
Oh, feeling maybe he'll see a little better set of days-ah, ooh, yeah Oh, hand out, faces that he sees time again ain't that familiar, oh yeah Oh, dark grin, he can't help, when he's happy looks insane, oh yeah Even flow, thoughts arrive like butterflies Oh, he don't know, so he chases them away Someday yet, he'll begin his life again Life again, life again Kneelin', looking through the paper though he doesn't know to read, ooh yeah Oh, prayin', now to something that has never showed him anything Oh, feelin', understands the weather of the winters on its way Oh, ceilings, few and far between all the legal halls of shame, yeah Even flow, thoughts arrive like butterflies Oh, he don't know, so he chases them away Someday yet, he'll begin his life again Whispering hands, gently lead him away Him away, him away Yeah! Woo...ah yeah...fuck it up Hey man, you got a dollar? Come on just some spare change man, I know you got Well God bless you man, God bless you Even flow, thoughts arrive like butterflies Oh, he don't know, so he chases them away Someday yet, he'll begin his life again, yeah Oh, whispering hands, gently lead him away Him away, him away Yeah! Woo...uh huh...yeah, yeah, mommy, mommy |
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| 3:28 |
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I seem to recognize your face
Haunting, familiar, yet I can't seem to place it Cannot find the candle of thought to light your name Lifetimes are catching up with me All these changes taking place I wish I'd seen the place, but no one's ever taken me Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away I swear I recognize your breath Memories like fingerprints are slowly raising Me you wouldn't recall, for I'm not my former It's hard when you're stuck upon the shelf I changed by not changing at all, small town predicts my fate Perhaps that's what no one wants to see I just wanna scream hello My god, it's been so long, never dreamed you'd return But now here you are, and here I am Hearts and thoughts, they fade away Hearts and thoughts, they fade, fade away Hearts and thoughts, they fade, fade away Hearts and thoughts, they fade away Hearts and thoughts, they fade, fade away Hearts and thoughts, they fade, fade away Hearts and thoughts, they fade, fade away Hearts and thoughts, they fade |
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| 5:29 |
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At home, drawing pictures
Of mountaintops With him on top Lemon yellow sun Arms raised in a V And the dead lay In pools of maroon below Daddy didn't give attention Oh, to the fact That mommy didn't care King Jeremy the Wicked Oh, ruled his world Jeremy spoke in class today Jeremy spoke in class today Clearly I remember Picking on the boy Seemed a harmless little fuck Oh, but we unleashed a lion Gnashed his teeth and bit the recess lady's breast How could I forget? And he hit me with a surprise left My jaw left hurting Oooh, dropped wide open Just like the day Oh, like the day I heard Daddy didn't give affection, no And the boy was something That mommy wouldn't wear King Jeremy the wicked Oh, ruled his world Jeremy spoke in class today Jeremy spoke in class today Jeremy spoke in class today Whoa... (x15) Try to forget this (Try to forget this) Try to erase this (Try to erase this) From the blackboard Jeremy spoke in class today Jeremy spoke in class today Jeremy spoke in, spoke in Jeremy spoke in, spoke in Jeremy spoke in class today Uh huh (x25) Uh huh Uh huh Uh huh Yeah yeah! |
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| 4:29 |
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This broken wheel is coming undone
And the road's exploding But you're keeping me strong Rolling along with you Love is a tower And you're the key Leading me higher When you let me in Keeping us close, so close On down the line Sometimes I burn like a dot on the sun With no one knowing But you're keeping me strong Moving along with you You are a tower of Strength to me The darkening hour Sees light again Ooh wah, ooh wah, ooh wah, ooh wah, ooh wah You are, you are, you are, you are Love is a tower Of strength to me I am the shoreline But you're the sea You are You are You are You are You You are You are You are |
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| 5:27 |
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| 2:30 |
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Spin me round.
Roll me over. Fucking circus. Stab it down. One way needle. Pulled so slowly. Drains and spills. Soaks the pages. Fills their sponges. It's my blood. It's my blood. Paint Ed big. Turn Ed into one of his enemies. It's my blood. It's my blood. It's my blood. Stab it down. Fill the pages. Suck my blood dry. Maker of my enemies. Take my... Why, why, why, why, why, why? Rats. |
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| 5:30 |
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Restless soul, enjoy your youth
Like Muhammad hits the truth Can't escape from the common rule If you hate something, don't you do it, too Small my table, sits just two Got so crowded, I can't make room Oh, where did they come from?... Stormed my room! And you dare say it belongs to you... to you This is not for you This is not for you This is not for you Oh, not for you... ah, you Scream... my friends... don't call me Friends, no, they don't scream My friends don't call... my friends don't... All that's sacred comes from youth Dedication, naive and true With no power, nothing to do I still remember, why don't you? Don't you This is not for you This is not for you This is not for you Oh, never was for you, fuck you This is not for you Oh, this is not for you... yeah, you This is not for you Oh, not for you Oh, you |
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| 5:35 |
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Waitin', watchin' the clock, it's four o' clock, it's got to stop
Tell him, take no more, she practices her speech As he opens the door, she rolls over Pretends to sleep as he looks her over She lies and says she's in love with him, can't find a better man She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man Can't find a better man Can't find a better man Ohh... Talkin' to herself, there's no one else who needs to know She tells herself, oh... Memories back when she was bold and strong And waiting for the world to come along Swears she knew it, now she swears he's gone She lies and says she's in love with him, can't find a better man She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man She lies and says she still loves him, can't find a better man She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man Can't find a better man Can't find a better man She loved him, yeah, she don't want to leave this way She needs him, yeah, that's why she'll be back again Can't find a better man (Can't find a better man) Can't find a better man (Can't find a better man) Can't find a better man (Can't find a better man) Can't find a better...man |
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| 7:41 |
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What the fuck is this world?
Running to, you didn't Leave a message, at least I Could have heard your voice one last time Daily minefield, this could Be my time by you Would you hit me? Would you hit me? Oh Oh, ow All the bills go by, and Initiatives are taken up By the middle There ain't gonna be any middle any more And the cross I'm bearing home Ain't indicative of my place Left the porch Left the porch, oh, oh Hear my name Take a good look This could be the day Hold my hand Walk beside me I just need to say Hear my name Take a good look This could be the day Hold my hand Lie beside me I just need to say I could not take Uh, just one day I know that I would not ever Touch you, Hold you, feel you Ever hold Never again Hey Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah |
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| 2:02 |
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| 3:27 |
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Oh where oh where, can my baby be
The Lord took her, away from me She's gone to heaven, so I've got to be good So I can see my baby when I leave this world We were out on a date in my daddy's car We hadn't driven very far There in the road, straight ahead A car was stalled, the engine was dead I couldn't stop, so I swerved to the right I'll never forget, the sound that night The screamin' tires, the bustin' glass The painful scream that I, heard last Oh where oh where, can my baby be The Lord took her, away from me She's gone to heaven, so I've got to be good So I can see my baby when I leave, this world When I woke up, the rain was pourin' down There were people, standin' all around Somethin' warm, flowin' through my eyes But somehow, I found my baby that night I lifted her head, she looked at me and said Hold me darlin', for a little while I held her close, I kissed her our last kiss I found the love, that I knew I had missed Well now she's gone, even though I hold her tight I lost my love my life, that night Oh where oh where, can my baby be The Lord took her, away from me She's gone to heaven, so I've got to be good So I can see my baby when I leave, this world Ooh ooh ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh ooh ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh ooh ooh-ooh-ooh Oh oh oh-oh-oh-oh Oh oh oh-oh-oh Oh-oh uh |
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| 4:36 |
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I have not been home since you left long ago
I'm thumbing my way back to heaven Calm steps walking backwards on the road I'm counting my way back to heaven I can't be free with what's locked inside of me If there was a key you took it in your hand There's no wrong or right but I'm sure there's good and bad The questions linger overhead No matter how cold the winter, there's a springtime ahead I'm thumbing my way back to heaven I wish that I could hold you, I wish that I had Thinking 'bout heaven I let go of the rope thinking that's what held me back And in time I've realized it's now wrapped around my neck I can't see what's next from this lonely overpass Hang my head and count my steps as another car goes past All the rusted signs we ignored throughout our lives Choosing the shiny ones instead I turned my back, now there's no turning back Mmmmmmm No matter how cold the winter, there's a springtime ahead I smile, but who am I kidding? I'm just walking the mile, every once in a while get a ride I'm thumbing my way back to heaven I'm thumbing my way back to heaven I'm thumbing my way back to heaven |
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| 8:43 |
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She lived on the curve in the road
In an old tar paper shack. On the south side of the town On the wrong side of the tracks. Sometimes on the way into town We'd say, "Mama can we stop and give her a ride?" Sometimes we did But her hands flew from her side. Wild eyed Crazy Mary. Down the long dirt road Past the Parson's place. That old blue car We used to race. Little country store with a sign tacked to the side. Said 'NO L-O-I-T-E-R-I-N-G ALLOWED.' Underneath that sign always congregated quite a crowd. Take a bottle drink it down. Pass it around. Take a bottle drink it down. Drink it... Pass it around. Pass it a... A-take a bottle drink it down. Pass it... Pass it a... Pass it around. One night thunder cracked. Mercy backed outside my windowsill. Dreamed I was flying High above the trees, over the hills. Looked down into the house of Mary. Terrible thoughts, newspaper covered walls. And Mary rising up above it all. Oh... Oh... Oh... Next morning on the way into town Saw some skid marks and followed them around. Over the curve, Through the fields, Into the house of Mary. That what you fear the most could meet you halfway. (x2) Take a bottle drink it down. Pass it around. Take a bottle drink it down. Pass it... Pass it around. Pass it a... Take a bottle drink it down. Pass it... Pass it a... Pass it around. Oh, pass it a... Pass it arround. Pass it a... Pass it a... Pass it a... Oh yeah. |
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| 3:05 |
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Down. Fall by the wayside no getting out.
Down. Cry me a river dried up and dammed. The names can be changed but the place is still the same. I am loaded. Told that all's for naught. Holds me down. Rise. Life is in motion. I'm stuck in line. Rise. You can't be neutral on a moving train. One day the symptoms fade. Think I'll throw these pills away. And if hope could grow from dirt like me. It can be done. Won't let the light escape from me. Won't let the darkness swallow me. So long. |
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| 3:58 |
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I'm ahead, I'm a man I'm the first mammal to wear pants, yeah I'm at peace with my lust I can kill 'cause in god I trust, yeah It's evolution, baby I'm at peace, I'm the man Buying stocks on the day of the crash, yeah On the loose, I'm a truck All the rolling hills, I'll flatten them out, yeah It's herd behavior, uh huh It's evolution, baby Admire me, admire my home Admire my son, he's my clone Yeah yeah, yeah yeah This land is mine, this land is free I'll do what I want but irresponsibly It's evolution, baby I'm a thief, I'm a liar There's my church, I sing in the choir: Hal-le-lu-jah Hal-le-lu-jah Admire me, admire my home Admire my son, admire my clones Cause we know, appetite for a nightly feast Those ignorant Indians got nothing on me Nothin', why? Because, it's evolution, baby! I am ahead, I am advanced I am the first mammal to make plans, yeah I crawled the Earth, but now I'm higher 2010, watch it go to fire It's evolution, baby It's evolution, baby Do the evolution! Come on C'mon, c'mon! |
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| 5:51 |
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Alone, listless -- breakfast table in an otherwise empty room
Young girl, violins -- center of her own attention The mother reads aloud, child tries to understand it, tries to make her proud The shades go down, it's in her head, painted room... can't deny there's something wrong Don't call me daughter, not fit to -- the picture kept will remind me Don't call me daughter, not fit to -- the picture kept will remind me Don't call me... She holds the hand that holds her down She will rise above... Don't call me daughter, not fit to -- the picture kept will remind me Don't call me daughter, not fit to be -- the picture kept will remind me Don't call me daughter, not fit to -- the picture kept will remind me Don't call me daughter, not fit to be -- the picture kept will remind me Don't call me... The shades go down The shades go down The shades go... Go... Go... |
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Son, she said, have I got a little story for you
What you thought was your daddy was nothin' but a While you were sittin' home alone at age thirteen Your real daddy was dyin' Sorry you didn't see him But I'm glad we talked Oh, I, oh, I'm still alive Hey, I, oh, I'm still alive Hey, I, oh, I'm still alive Hey, oh Oh, she walks slowly, across a young man's room She said I'm ready for you I can't remember anything to this very day 'Cept the look, the look Oh, you know where Now, I can't see, I just stare I, I'm still alive Hey, I, but, I'm still alive Hey, I, boy, I'm still alive Hey, I, I, I'm still alive, yeah Oo Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Oh Is something wrong? she said Well, of course, there is You're still alive, she said Oh, and do I deserve to be? Is that the question? And if so, if so, who answers? who answers? I, oh, I'm still alive Hey, I, oh, I'm still alive Hey, I, but, I'm still alive Yeah, I, oh, I'm still alive Yeah, I'm still alive Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Uh-huh Yeah, uh-huh Uh-huh Yeah, uh-huh Yeah, yeah, yeah |
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| 0:52 |
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| 12. |
| 5:13 |
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How does he do it? How do they do it? Uncanny and immutable
This is such a happening tailpipe of a party Like sugar, the guests are so refined A confidence man, but why so beleaguered? He's not a leader, he's a Texas leaguer Swinging for the fence, got lucky with a strike Drilling for fear makes the job simple Born on third, thinks he got a triple Blackout weaves its way through the cities Blackout weaves its way through the cities Blackout weaves its way I remember when you sang That song about today Now it's tomorrow and Everything has changed A think tank of aloof multiplication A nicotine wish and a columbus decanter Retrenchment and hoggishness The aristocrat choir sings "What's the ruckus?" The haves have not a clue The immenseness of suffering And the odd negotiation, a rarity With onion-skin plausibility of life And a keyboard reaffirmation Blackout weaves its way through the cities Blackout weaves its way through the cities Blackout weaves its way I remember when you sang That song about today Now it's tomorrow and Everything has changed. |
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| 5:23 |
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| 14. |
| 6:15 |
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There are colors on the street, red, white and blue
People shufflin' their feet, people sleepin' in their shoes But there's a warnin' sign on the road ahead There's a lot of people sayin' we'd be better off dead Don't feel like Satan but I'm to them So I try to forget it anyway I can Keep on rockin' in the free world Keep on rockin' in the free world Keep on rockin' in the free world Keep on rockin' in the free world I see a woman in the night with a baby in her hand Under an old street light near a garbage can Now, she's put the kid away and she's gone to get a hit She hates her life and what she's done to it That's one more kid that'll never go to school Never get to fall in love, never get to be cool Keep on rockin' in the free world Keep on rockin' in the free world Keep on rockin' in the free world Keep on rockin' in the free world We got a thousand points of light for the homeless man We got a kindler, gentler, machine gun hand We've got department stores and toilet paper Got styrofoam garbage for the ozone layer Got a man of the people says keep hope alive Got fuel to burn, got roads to drive Keep on rockin' in the free world Keep on rockin' in the free world Keep on rockin' in the free world |
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