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| 1. |
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The selfish, they're all standing in line
Faithing and hoping to buy themselves time Me, I figure as each breath goes by I only own my mind The north is to south what the clock is to time There's east and there's west and there's everywhere life I know I was born and I know that I'll die The in-between is mine I am mine And the feeling, it gets left behind All the innocence lost at one time Significant behind the eyes There's no need to hide We're safe tonight The ocean is full 'cause everyone's crying The full moon is looking for friends at high tide The sorrow grows bigger when the sorrow's denied I only know my mind I am mine And the meaning, it gets left behind All the innocence lost at one time Significant behind the eyes There's no need to hide We're safe tonight, whoa And the feelings that get left behind All the innocence broken with lies Significance between the lines We may need to hide And the meanings that get left behind All the innocence lost at one time We're all different behind the eyes There's no need to hide |
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| 2. |
| 2:35 |
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Don't need a helmet, got a hard, hard head.
Don't need a raincoat, I'm already wet. Don't need a bandage, there's too much blood. After a while, seems to roll right off. They're whipping... They're whipping... They're whipping... They're whipping... Don't need a hand, there's always arms attached. Don't get behind, I can't fall back. Why must we trust all these rusted rails? They don't want no change we already have. They're whipping... They're whipping... They're whipping... They're whipping... Don't mean to push, but I'm being shoved! I'm just like you, think we've had enough. I can't believe a thing they want us to. We all got scars, they should have them, too. They're whipping... They're whipping... They're whipping... They're whipping... They're whipping... They're whipping... They're whipping... They're whipping... |
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| 3. |
| 2:47 |
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Lives opened and trashed,
Look, Ma, watch me crash, No time to question. Why'd nothing last? Grasp and hold on, We're dying fast. Soon be over and I will relent. Let the ocean swell, dissolve 'way my past. Three days and maybe longer, Won't even know I've left. Under your tongue, I'm like a tab, I will give you what you're not supposed to have. Under my breath, I swear by sin, for better or worse, A best we began. Let the sun climb, oh, burn 'way my mask. Three days and maybe longer. Shed my skin at last... shed... shed. Let the sun shine, burn 'way my mask. Three days and maybe longer, Won't ever find me here. Let the ocean dissolve 'way my past. Four days and not much longer... Let my spirit pass... This is, this is... This is, this is... This is, this is... This is, this is... my last exit. |
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| 4. |
| 2:59 |
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Spin me round.
Roll me over. Fucking circus. Stab it down. One way needle. Pulled so slowly. Drains and spills. Soaks the pages. Fills their sponges. It's my blood. It's my blood. Paint Ed big. Turn Ed into one of his enemies. It's my blood. It's my blood. It's my blood. Stab it down. Fill the pages. Suck my blood dry. Maker of my enemies. Take my... Why, why, why, why, why, why? Rats. |
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| 5. |
| 4:42 |
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Light green to green, dark green, brown
Every life is falling down Brown to black, it's coming back Dies to be part of the ground Seed to seedling, root to stem Eyes, no eyes, there's no difference Every life is looking in Swallowing seeds on the deathbed Dig a hole in the garden Everyone is practicing But this world's an accident I was the fool because I thought I thought the world Turns out the world thought me It's all the other way around We're upside down Dad, he's gone up in flames But this ain't no movie This ain't no book you can close When the big lie hits your eye Everyone is practicing Our world's an accident I was the fool because I thought I thought the world Turns out the world thought me It's all the other way 'round We're upside down Down, down, down Let the fluency set it down Down Let the fluency set it down There's an upside of down The moon is rolling 'round our world The moon is rolling 'round our world Our world Our world |
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| 6. |
| 6:52 |
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Alone, listless -- breakfast table in an otherwise empty room
Young girl, violins -- center of her own attention The mother reads aloud, child tries to understand it, tries to make her proud The shades go down, it's in her head, painted room... can't deny there's something wrong Don't call me daughter, not fit to -- the picture kept will remind me Don't call me daughter, not fit to -- the picture kept will remind me Don't call me... She holds the hand that holds her down She will rise above... Don't call me daughter, not fit to -- the picture kept will remind me Don't call me daughter, not fit to be -- the picture kept will remind me Don't call me daughter, not fit to -- the picture kept will remind me Don't call me daughter, not fit to be -- the picture kept will remind me Don't call me... The shades go down The shades go down The shades go... Go... Go... |
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| 7. |
| 7:31 |
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Freezing, rests his head on a pillow made of concrete, again
Oh, feeling maybe he'll see a little better set of days-ah, ooh, yeah Oh, hand out, faces that he sees time again ain't that familiar, oh yeah Oh, dark grin, he can't help, when he's happy looks insane, oh yeah Even flow, thoughts arrive like butterflies Oh, he don't know, so he chases them away Someday yet, he'll begin his life again Life again, life again Kneelin', looking through the paper though he doesn't know to read, ooh yeah Oh, prayin', now to something that has never showed him anything Oh, feelin', understands the weather of the winters on its way Oh, ceilings, few and far between all the legal halls of shame, yeah Even flow, thoughts arrive like butterflies Oh, he don't know, so he chases them away Someday yet, he'll begin his life again Whispering hands, gently lead him away Him away, him away Yeah! Woo...ah yeah...fuck it up Hey man, you got a dollar? Come on just some spare change man, I know you got Well God bless you man, God bless you Even flow, thoughts arrive like butterflies Oh, he don't know, so he chases them away Someday yet, he'll begin his life again, yeah Oh, whispering hands, gently lead him away Him away, him away Yeah! Woo...uh huh...yeah, yeah, mommy, mommy |
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| 8. |
| 3:28 |
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The mind is grey like the city
Packing in and overgrown Love is deep, dig it out Standing in a hole alone Working for something One can never hold A place in the clouds Good place to hide, oh my oh So I'm flying away, away Driving away, away Finding hope in ways I missed before I miss before The TV, she talks to me Breaking news and building walls Selling me what I don't need I never knew soap made you taller So I'm riding away, away Hiding away, away So much talk it makes no sense at all My senses have gone, oh So I'm hiding away, away Driving away, away Passing new friends I won't know at all Won't know at all It doesn't hurt when I bleed But my memories they eat me I've seen it all before Bring it on, 'cause I'm no victim Dying (away, away) Dying (away, away) Dying Dying |
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| 9. |
| 3:30 |
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I seem to recognize your face
Haunting, familiar, yet I can't seem to place it Cannot find the candle of thought to light your name Lifetimes are catching up with me All these changes taking place I wish I'd seen the place, but no one's ever taken me Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away I swear I recognize your breath Memories like fingerprints are slowly raising Me you wouldn't recall, for I'm not my former It's hard when you're stuck upon the shelf I changed by not changing at all, small town predicts my fate Perhaps that's what no one wants to see I just wanna scream hello My god, it's been so long, never dreamed you'd return But now here you are, and here I am Hearts and thoughts, they fade away Hearts and thoughts, they fade, fade away Hearts and thoughts, they fade, fade away Hearts and thoughts, they fade away Hearts and thoughts, they fade, fade away Hearts and thoughts, they fade, fade away Hearts and thoughts, they fade, fade away Hearts and thoughts, they fade |
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| 10. |
| 5:25 |
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Is this just another day?
This God forgotten place First comes love, then comes pain Let the games begin Questions rise and answers fall Insurmountable Love boat captain Take the reigns and steer us towards the clear, here It's already been sung, but it can't be said enough Is this just another phase Of earthquakes making waves? Trying to shake the cancer off Aah, stupid human beings Once you hold the hand of love It's all surmountable Hold me and make it the truth That when all is lost, there'll be you 'Cause to the universe I don't mean a thing And there's just one word I still believe And it's love It's an art to live with pain Mix the light into gray Lost nine friends we'll never know Two years ago today And if our lives became too long Would it add to our regret? And the young, they can lose hope 'Cause they can't see beyond today The wisdom that the old can't give away, hey Constant recall Sometimes life don't leave you alone Hold me and make it the truth That when all is lost, there will be you 'Cause to the universe I don't mean a thing And there's just one word that I still believe And it's love, love, love, love, love Love boat captain take the reigns Steer us towards the clear I know it's already been sung Can't be said enough Love is all you need All you need is love, love, love |
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| 11. |
| 7:24 |
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I wish I was a neutron bomb, for once I could go off
I wish I was a sacrifice, but somehow still lived on I wish I was a sentimental ornament you hung on The Christmas tree, I wish I was the star that went on top I wish I was the evidence, I wish I was the grounds For 50 million hands upraised and open toward the sky I wish I was a sailor with someone who waited for me I wish I was as fortunate, as fortunate as me I wish I was a messenger and all the news was good I wish I was the full moon shining off your Camaro's hood I wish I was an alien at home behind the sun I wish I was the souvenir you kept your house key on I wish I was the pedal brake that you depended on I wish I was the verb 'to trust' and never let you down I wish I was a radio song, the one that you turned up I wish... I wish... |
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| 12. |
| 3:38 |
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I'm gonna save you fucker, not gonna lose you
Feeling cocky and strong, can't let you go Too important to me Too important to us, we'd be lost without you Baby, let yourself fall, I'm right below you now And fuck me if I say something you don't wanna hear, fuck me And fuck me if you only hear what you wanna hear Fuck me if I care, but I'm not leaving here You helped me when I was down, I'll help you when you're down Why are you hitting yourself? C'mon, hit me instead Let's pick up your will, it's grown fat and lazy I'm sympathetic as well, don't go on me now And I'm not living this life without you, I'm selfish and clear, clear And you're not leaving here without me, I don't wanna be without My best friend, wake up To see you could have it all, all, wooh 'Cause there is but you and something within you It's taken control, let's beat it, get up, let's go Oh you're in your own world, let's see the whole world Let's pick up your soul And fuck me if I say something you don't wanna hear, fuck me Fuck me And fuck me if you only hear the trouble in your head Please help me to help you help yourself Help me help yourself Please want me to, please let me to Help you |
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| 3:24 |
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I admit it -- what's to say? Yeah
I'll relive it without pain Backstreet lover on the side of the road I got a bomb in my temple that is gonna explode I got a sixteen gauge buried under my clothes, I play Once upon a time, I could control myself Ooh, once upon a time, I could lose myself, yeah Oh, try and mimic what's insane -- ooh, yeah I am in it -- where do I stand? Oh, Indian summer and I hate the heat I got a backstreet lover on the passenger seat I got my hand in my pocket, so determined, discreet I pray Once upon a time I could control myself Ooh, once upon a time I could lose myself, yeah, yeah You think I got my eyes closed But I'm lookin' at you the whole fuckin' time Ooh, once upon a time I could control myself, yeah Once upon a time I could lose myself, yeah, yeah, yeah Once, upon a time I could love myself, yeah Once upon a time I could love you, yeah, yeah, yeah Once, once, once, once Yeah...once, once...yeah, yeah Yeah...yeah, yeah...yeah, yeah |
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| 14. |
| 5:18 |
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The waiting drove me mad
You're finally here and I'm a mess I take your entrance back Can't let you roam inside my head I don't want to take what you can give I would rather starve than eat your bread I would rather run but I can't walk Guess I'll lie alone just like before I'll take the firmest path Oh, and I must refuse your test Push me and I will resist This behavior's not unique I don't want to hear from those who know They can buy, but can't put on my clothes I don't want to limp for them to walk Never would have known of me before I don't want to be held in your debt I'll pay it off in blood, let I be wed I'm already cut up and half-dead I'll end up alone like I began Everything has chains Absolutely nothing's changed Take my hand, not my picture, spilled my tincture... I don't want to take what you can give I would rather starve than eat your breast All the things that others want for me Can't buy what I want because it's free Can't buy what I want because it's free Can't be what you want because I'm... Ain't supposed to be just one Oh, to live and die, let it be done I figure I'll be damned, all alone like I began It's your move now I thought you were a friend But I guess I... I guess I hate you... |
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| 5:03 |
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Waitin', watchin' the clock, it's four o' clock, it's got to stop
Tell him, take no more, she practices her speech As he opens the door, she rolls over Pretends to sleep as he looks her over She lies and says she's in love with him, can't find a better man She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man Can't find a better man Can't find a better man Ohh... Talkin' to herself, there's no one else who needs to know She tells herself, oh... Memories back when she was bold and strong And waiting for the world to come along Swears she knew it, now she swears he's gone She lies and says she's in love with him, can't find a better man She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man She lies and says she still loves him, can't find a better man She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man Can't find a better man Can't find a better man She loved him, yeah, she don't want to leave this way She needs him, yeah, that's why she'll be back again Can't find a better man (Can't find a better man) Can't find a better man (Can't find a better man) Can't find a better man (Can't find a better man) Can't find a better...man |
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| 2. |
| 7:57 |
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What the fuck is this world?
Running to, you didn't Leave a message, at least I Could have heard your voice one last time Daily minefield, this could Be my time by you Would you hit me? Would you hit me? Oh Oh, ow All the bills go by, and Initiatives are taken up By the middle There ain't gonna be any middle any more And the cross I'm bearing home Ain't indicative of my place Left the porch Left the porch, oh, oh Hear my name Take a good look This could be the day Hold my hand Walk beside me I just need to say Hear my name Take a good look This could be the day Hold my hand Lie beside me I just need to say I could not take Uh, just one day I know that I would not ever Touch you, Hold you, feel you Ever hold Never again Hey Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah |
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| 7:05 |
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| 1:04 |
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| 3:55 |
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I'm ahead, I'm a man I'm the first mammal to wear pants, yeah I'm at peace with my lust I can kill 'cause in god I trust, yeah It's evolution, baby I'm at peace, I'm the man Buying stocks on the day of the crash, yeah On the loose, I'm a truck All the rolling hills, I'll flatten them out, yeah It's herd behavior, uh huh It's evolution, baby Admire me, admire my home Admire my son, he's my clone Yeah yeah, yeah yeah This land is mine, this land is free I'll do what I want but irresponsibly It's evolution, baby I'm a thief, I'm a liar There's my church, I sing in the choir: Hal-le-lu-jah Hal-le-lu-jah Admire me, admire my home Admire my son, admire my clones Cause we know, appetite for a nightly feast Those ignorant Indians got nothing on me Nothin', why? Because, it's evolution, baby! I am ahead, I am advanced I am the first mammal to make plans, yeah I crawled the Earth, but now I'm higher 2010, watch it go to fire It's evolution, baby It's evolution, baby Do the evolution! Come on C'mon, c'mon! |
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| 7. |
| 3:47 |
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He could have tuned in, tuned in, but he tuned out
A bad time, nothing could save him Alone in a corridor waiting locked out He got up out of there, ran for hundreds of miles He made it to the ocean, had a smoke and tea The wind rose up, set him down on his knee Wave came crashing like a fist to the jaw, Delivered him wings, "Hey, look at him now..." Arms wide open with the sea as his floor Oh ? ah, ohhh... He's - flying! Woah! Flying! Wide! Oh... He floated back down 'cause he wanted to share His key to the locks on the chains, he saw everywhere But first he was stripped, and then he was stabbed By faceless men, well...fuckers, he still stands. And he still gives his love, he just gives it away The love he receives is the love that is saved And sometimes is seen a strange spot in the sky A human being that was given to fly Flying! Woah... High! Flying! Woah... Flying! Woah... Ohh, oahh... |
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| 8. |
| 5:44 |
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It's a hopeless situation
And I'm starting to believe That this hopeless situation Is what I'm trying to achieve But I try to run on It's all or none All or none Here's the selfless confession Leading me back to war Can we help that our destinations Are the ones we've been before? I still try to run on But it's all or none All or none To myself I surrender To the one I'll never please But I still try to run on Oh, I still try to run on But it's all or none All or none |
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| 9. |
| 6:44 |
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Son, she said, have I got a little story for you
What you thought was your daddy was nothin' but a While you were sittin' home alone at age thirteen Your real daddy was dyin' Sorry you didn't see him But I'm glad we talked Oh, I, oh, I'm still alive Hey, I, oh, I'm still alive Hey, I, oh, I'm still alive Hey, oh Oh, she walks slowly, across a young man's room She said I'm ready for you I can't remember anything to this very day 'Cept the look, the look Oh, you know where Now, I can't see, I just stare I, I'm still alive Hey, I, but, I'm still alive Hey, I, boy, I'm still alive Hey, I, I, I'm still alive, yeah Oo Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Oh Is something wrong? she said Well, of course, there is You're still alive, she said Oh, and do I deserve to be? Is that the question? And if so, if so, who answers? who answers? I, oh, I'm still alive Hey, I, oh, I'm still alive Hey, I, but, I'm still alive Yeah, I, oh, I'm still alive Yeah, I'm still alive Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Uh-huh Yeah, uh-huh Uh-huh Yeah, uh-huh Yeah, yeah, yeah |
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| 5:32 |
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