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| 4:32 | 
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Light green to green, dark green, brown
Every life is falling down Brown to black, it's coming back Dies to be part of the ground Seed to seedling, root to stem Eyes, no eyes, there's no difference Every life is looking in Swallowing seeds on the deathbed Dig a hole in the garden Everyone is practicing But this world's an accident I was the fool because I thought I thought the world Turns out the world thought me It's all the other way around We're upside down Dad, he's gone up in flames But this ain't no movie This ain't no book you can close When the big lie hits your eye Everyone is practicing Our world's an accident I was the fool because I thought I thought the world Turns out the world thought me It's all the other way 'round We're upside down Down, down, down Let the fluency set it down Down Let the fluency set it down There's an upside of down The moon is rolling 'round our world The moon is rolling 'round our world Our world Our world |
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| 2. |
| 3:30 |
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He could have tuned in, tuned in, but he tuned out
A bad time, nothing could save him Alone in a corridor waiting locked out He got up out of there, ran for hundreds of miles He made it to the ocean, had a smoke and tea The wind rose up, set him down on his knee Wave came crashing like a fist to the jaw, Delivered him wings, "Hey, look at him now..." Arms wide open with the sea as his floor Oh ? ah, ohhh... He's - flying! Woah! Flying! Wide! Oh... He floated back down 'cause he wanted to share His key to the locks on the chains, he saw everywhere But first he was stripped, and then he was stabbed By faceless men, well...fuckers, he still stands. And he still gives his love, he just gives it away The love he receives is the love that is saved And sometimes is seen a strange spot in the sky A human being that was given to fly Flying! Woah... High! Flying! Woah... Flying! Woah... Ohh, oahh... |
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| 3. |
| 5:07 |
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The waiting drove me mad
You're finally here and I'm a mess I take your entrance back Can't let you roam inside my head I don't want to take what you can give I would rather starve than eat your bread I would rather run but I can't walk Guess I'll lie alone just like before I'll take the firmest path Oh, and I must refuse your test Push me and I will resist This behavior's not unique I don't want to hear from those who know They can buy, but can't put on my clothes I don't want to limp for them to walk Never would have known of me before I don't want to be held in your debt I'll pay it off in blood, let I be wed I'm already cut up and half-dead I'll end up alone like I began Everything has chains Absolutely nothing's changed Take my hand, not my picture, spilled my tincture... I don't want to take what you can give I would rather starve than eat your breast All the things that others want for me Can't buy what I want because it's free Can't buy what I want because it's free Can't be what you want because I'm... Ain't supposed to be just one Oh, to live and die, let it be done I figure I'll be damned, all alone like I began It's your move now I thought you were a friend But I guess I... I guess I hate you... |
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| 4. |
| 2:36 |
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Lives opened and trashed,
Look, Ma, watch me crash, No time to question. Why'd nothing last? Grasp and hold on, We're dying fast. Soon be over and I will relent. Let the ocean swell, dissolve 'way my past. Three days and maybe longer, Won't even know I've left. Under your tongue, I'm like a tab, I will give you what you're not supposed to have. Under my breath, I swear by sin, for better or worse, A best we began. Let the sun climb, oh, burn 'way my mask. Three days and maybe longer. Shed my skin at last... shed... shed. Let the sun shine, burn 'way my mask. Three days and maybe longer, Won't ever find me here. Let the ocean dissolve 'way my past. Four days and not much longer... Let my spirit pass... This is, this is... This is, this is... This is, this is... This is, this is... my last exit. |
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| 5. |
| 3:51 |
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I'm gonna save you fucker, not gonna lose you
Feeling cocky and strong, can't let you go Too important to me Too important to us, we'd be lost without you Baby, let yourself fall, I'm right below you now And fuck me if I say something you don't wanna hear, fuck me And fuck me if you only hear what you wanna hear Fuck me if I care, but I'm not leaving here You helped me when I was down, I'll help you when you're down Why are you hitting yourself? C'mon, hit me instead Let's pick up your will, it's grown fat and lazy I'm sympathetic as well, don't go on me now And I'm not living this life without you, I'm selfish and clear, clear And you're not leaving here without me, I don't wanna be without My best friend, wake up To see you could have it all, all, wooh 'Cause there is but you and something within you It's taken control, let's beat it, get up, let's go Oh you're in your own world, let's see the whole world Let's pick up your soul And fuck me if I say something you don't wanna hear, fuck me Fuck me And fuck me if you only hear the trouble in your head Please help me to help you help yourself Help me help yourself Please want me to, please let me to Help you |
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| 6. |
| 6:10 |
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Alone, listless -- breakfast table in an otherwise empty room
Young girl, violins -- center of her own attention The mother reads aloud, child tries to understand it, tries to make her proud The shades go down, it's in her head, painted room... can't deny there's something wrong Don't call me daughter, not fit to -- the picture kept will remind me Don't call me daughter, not fit to -- the picture kept will remind me Don't call me... She holds the hand that holds her down She will rise above... Don't call me daughter, not fit to -- the picture kept will remind me Don't call me daughter, not fit to be -- the picture kept will remind me Don't call me daughter, not fit to -- the picture kept will remind me Don't call me daughter, not fit to be -- the picture kept will remind me Don't call me... The shades go down The shades go down The shades go... Go... Go... |
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| 7. |
| 6:36 |
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Vacate is the word
Vengeance has no place on me or her Cannot find the comfort in this world Artificial tear Vessel stabbed, next up, volunteers? Vulnerable, wisdom can't adhere A truant finds home and a will to hold on But there's a trapdoor in the sun It's immortality… As privileged as a whore Victims in demand for public show Swept out through the cracks beneath the door Holier than thou, how? Surrendered, executed, anyhow… Scrawls resolved, cigar box on the floor A truant finds home and a will to hold onto There's a trapdoor in the sun It's immortality... I cannot stop the thought running out the door Coming up a which way sign All good truants must decide Oh, stripped and sold, mom… Auctioned forearm and whiskers in the sink Truants move on, cannot stay long Some die just to live… Oh… |
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| 8. |
| 3:24 |
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I seem to recognize your face
Haunting, familiar, yet I can't seem to place it Cannot find the candle of thought to light your name Lifetimes are catching up with me All these changes taking place I wish I'd seen the place, but no one's ever taken me Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away I swear I recognize your breath Memories like fingerprints are slowly raising Me you wouldn't recall, for I'm not my former It's hard when you're stuck upon the shelf I changed by not changing at all, small town predicts my fate Perhaps that's what no one wants to see I just wanna scream hello My god, it's been so long, never dreamed you'd return But now here you are, and here I am Hearts and thoughts, they fade away Hearts and thoughts, they fade, fade away Hearts and thoughts, they fade, fade away Hearts and thoughts, they fade away Hearts and thoughts, they fade, fade away Hearts and thoughts, they fade, fade away Hearts and thoughts, they fade, fade away Hearts and thoughts, they fade |
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| 9. |
| 7:22 |
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Freezing, rests his head on a pillow made of concrete, again
Oh, feeling maybe he'll see a little better set of days-ah, ooh, yeah Oh, hand out, faces that he sees time again ain't that familiar, oh yeah Oh, dark grin, he can't help, when he's happy looks insane, oh yeah Even flow, thoughts arrive like butterflies Oh, he don't know, so he chases them away Someday yet, he'll begin his life again Life again, life again Kneelin', looking through the paper though he doesn't know to read, ooh yeah Oh, prayin', now to something that has never showed him anything Oh, feelin', understands the weather of the winters on its way Oh, ceilings, few and far between all the legal halls of shame, yeah Even flow, thoughts arrive like butterflies Oh, he don't know, so he chases them away Someday yet, he'll begin his life again Whispering hands, gently lead him away Him away, him away Yeah! Woo...ah yeah...fuck it up Hey man, you got a dollar? Come on just some spare change man, I know you got Well God bless you man, God bless you Even flow, thoughts arrive like butterflies Oh, he don't know, so he chases them away Someday yet, he'll begin his life again, yeah Oh, whispering hands, gently lead him away Him away, him away Yeah! Woo...uh huh...yeah, yeah, mommy, mommy |
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| 10. |
| 4:47 |
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Climbing on a mountain
Floating out on the sea Far from lights of a city The elements, they speak to me Whispering that life Existed long before greed Balancing the world On its knee Don't see some men as 1/2 empty See them 1/2 full of shit Thinking that we're all but slaves There ain't gonna be No middle anymore It's been said before The haves be having more Yet still bored Won't someone save? Won't someone save the world? Woah, woah Woah, woah Ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh |
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| 11. |
| 3:56 |
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I wanna shake
I wanna wind out I wanna leave This mind and shout I've lived All this life Like an ocean In disguise I don't live forever You can't keep me here I wanna race With the sundown I want a last breath I don't let out Forgive Every being The bad feelings It's just me I won't wait for answers You can't keep me here I wanna rise And say goodnight I Wanna take A look on the other side I've lived All this life It's been wonder Full at night I will live for ever You can't keep me here |
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| 12. |
| 4:33 |
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This broken wheel is coming undone
And the road's exploding But you're keeping me strong Rolling along with you Love is a tower And you're the key Leading me higher When you let me in Keeping us close, so close On down the line Sometimes I burn like a dot on the sun With no one knowing But you're keeping me strong Moving along with you You are a tower of Strength to me The darkening hour Sees light again Ooh wah, ooh wah, ooh wah, ooh wah, ooh wah You are, you are, you are, you are Love is a tower Of strength to me I am the shoreline But you're the sea You are You are You are You are You You are You are You are |
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| 13. |
| 3:54 |
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I'm ahead, I'm a man I'm the first mammal to wear pants, yeah I'm at peace with my lust I can kill 'cause in god I trust, yeah It's evolution, baby I'm at peace, I'm the man Buying stocks on the day of the crash, yeah On the loose, I'm a truck All the rolling hills, I'll flatten them out, yeah It's herd behavior, uh huh It's evolution, baby Admire me, admire my home Admire my son, he's my clone Yeah yeah, yeah yeah This land is mine, this land is free I'll do what I want but irresponsibly It's evolution, baby I'm a thief, I'm a liar There's my church, I sing in the choir: Hal-le-lu-jah Hal-le-lu-jah Admire me, admire my home Admire my son, admire my clones Cause we know, appetite for a nightly feast Those ignorant Indians got nothing on me Nothin', why? Because, it's evolution, baby! I am ahead, I am advanced I am the first mammal to make plans, yeah I crawled the Earth, but now I'm higher 2010, watch it go to fire It's evolution, baby It's evolution, baby Do the evolution! Come on C'mon, c'mon! |
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| 14. |
| 3:30 |
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Spin me round.
Roll me over. Fucking circus. Stab it down. One way needle. Pulled so slowly. Drains and spills. Soaks the pages. Fills their sponges. It's my blood. It's my blood. Paint Ed big. Turn Ed into one of his enemies. It's my blood. It's my blood. It's my blood. Stab it down. Fill the pages. Suck my blood dry. Maker of my enemies. Take my... Why, why, why, why, why, why? Rats. |
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| 15. |
| 7:01 |
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I have not been home since you left long ago
I'm thumbing my way back to heaven Calm steps walking backwards on the road I'm counting my way back to heaven I can't be free with what's locked inside of me If there was a key you took it in your hand There's no wrong or right but I'm sure there's good and bad The questions linger overhead No matter how cold the winter, there's a springtime ahead I'm thumbing my way back to heaven I wish that I could hold you, I wish that I had Thinking 'bout heaven I let go of the rope thinking that's what held me back And in time I've realized it's now wrapped around my neck I can't see what's next from this lonely overpass Hang my head and count my steps as another car goes past All the rusted signs we ignored throughout our lives Choosing the shiny ones instead I turned my back, now there's no turning back Mmmmmmm No matter how cold the winter, there's a springtime ahead I smile, but who am I kidding? I'm just walking the mile, every once in a while get a ride I'm thumbing my way back to heaven I'm thumbing my way back to heaven I'm thumbing my way back to heaven |
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| 5:50 |
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At home, drawing pictures
Of mountaintops With him on top Lemon yellow sun Arms raised in a V And the dead lay In pools of maroon below Daddy didn't give attention Oh, to the fact That mommy didn't care King Jeremy the Wicked Oh, ruled his world Jeremy spoke in class today Jeremy spoke in class today Clearly I remember Picking on the boy Seemed a harmless little fuck Oh, but we unleashed a lion Gnashed his teeth and bit the recess lady's breast How could I forget? And he hit me with a surprise left My jaw left hurting Oooh, dropped wide open Just like the day Oh, like the day I heard Daddy didn't give affection, no And the boy was something That mommy wouldn't wear King Jeremy the wicked Oh, ruled his world Jeremy spoke in class today Jeremy spoke in class today Jeremy spoke in class today Whoa... (x15) Try to forget this (Try to forget this) Try to erase this (Try to erase this) From the blackboard Jeremy spoke in class today Jeremy spoke in class today Jeremy spoke in, spoke in Jeremy spoke in, spoke in Jeremy spoke in class today Uh huh (x25) Uh huh Uh huh Uh huh Yeah yeah! |
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| 8:12 |
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Sheets of empty canvas
Untouched sheets of clay Were laid spread out before me As her body once did All five horizons Revolved around her soul As the Earth reaches the Sun Now, the air I tasted and breathed Has taken a turn Ooh, and all I taught her was everything Ooh, I know she gave me all that she wore And now my bitter hands Chafe beneath the clouds Of what was everything All the pictures have All been washed in black Tattooed everything I take a walk outside I'm surrounded by some kids at play I can feel their laughter So why do I sear? Mm, and twisted thoughts that spin round my head I'm spinning, oh, I'm spinning How quick the Sun can drop away And now my bitter hands Cradle broken glass Of what was everything All the pictures have All been washed in black Tattooed everything All the love gone bad Turned my world to black Tattooed all I see, all that I am, all I'll be, yeah Uh-huh Uh-huh Woo I know that someday you'll have a beautiful life I know you'll be a star In somebody else's sky But why, why, why can't it be Why can't it be mine? Ah, yeah Uh, woo-hoo |
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| 4:50 |
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| 3:08 |
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Oh, please, don't go out on me, don't go on me now
Never acted up before, don't go on me now I swear I never took it for granted, just thought of it now Suppose I abused you, just passing it on Go Fuck Once fastened, servile Now you're getting sharp Moving oh so swiftly with such disarm I pulled the covers over your head, should've pulled the alarm Turned to my nemesis, a fool, not a fucking god No Time Suck My Please don't go on me Don't go on me Don't go on me Don't go on me Don't go on me Please Oh Suck Blood Touch Please Tunnel vision Tuck Time See Please, please, please Don't go on me Don't go on me Don't go on me Don't go on me Please, don't you want me? Don't go on me Please, don't go on me |
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| 6. |
| 3:22 |
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Got a gun, 'fact I got two.
That's okay, man, 'cause I love God. Glorified version of a pellet gun... Feels so manly, when armed. Glorified version of a pellet gun... Glorified version of a pellet gun... Glorified version of a pellet gun... Glorified version of a pellet gun... Don't think dumb is strength, Never shot at a living thing. Glorified version of a pellet gun... Feels so manly, when armed. Glorified version of a pellet gun... Glorified version of a pellet gun... Glorified version of a pellet gun... Glorified version of a... Always keep it loaded... Always keep it loaded... Always keep it loaded... Kindred to be an American... Life comes... I can feel your heart... Life comes... I can feel your heart through your neck... Life comes... I can feel your heart through your neck... Like some... I can steal your heart from your neck... Glorified... glorified... |
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| 7. |
| 5:23 |
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Oh tonight began with anything
Shaft of a light, a warm breath and a scream,ah yeah... Oh, tamper if you like between the doors, oh yeah...huh...huh... Oh, can't expect to go out...to go out... With anything...anything more... Oh reach the door...a breath and a... Oh reach the door And a la la la la yeah Life ain't what it's worth...a breath and a... Oh reach the door All these reaching hands out grabbin' things, grabbin' me Day in, day out, accumulating, ah yeah Oh, I suggest you step out on your porch Oh yeah, huh, huh, huh, huh, yeah... Run away my son, to see it all...oh, see the world Oh reach the door...a breath and a... Oh reach the door And a la la la la yeah Life ain't what it's worth...a breath and a... Oh reach the door Come...here it comes... There it goes...when it comes Where it goes...where it comes... Can't see through the faith...whoa Ooh, come...here it comes... There it goes, grasp what you can Don't you know there's something inside your head, yeah... Oh, if I knew where it was I would take you there There's much more than this, ooh... Much more than this Oh, see the world...much more than, oh... Much more than...Why? |
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| 8. |
| 4:44 |
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Waitin', watchin' the clock, it's four o' clock, it's got to stop
Tell him, take no more, she practices her speech As he opens the door, she rolls over Pretends to sleep as he looks her over She lies and says she's in love with him, can't find a better man She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man Can't find a better man Can't find a better man Ohh... Talkin' to herself, there's no one else who needs to know She tells herself, oh... Memories back when she was bold and strong And waiting for the world to come along Swears she knew it, now she swears he's gone She lies and says she's in love with him, can't find a better man She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man She lies and says she still loves him, can't find a better man She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man Can't find a better man Can't find a better man She loved him, yeah, she don't want to leave this way She needs him, yeah, that's why she'll be back again Can't find a better man (Can't find a better man) Can't find a better man (Can't find a better man) Can't find a better man (Can't find a better man) Can't find a better...man |
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| 9. |
| 6:27 |
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Son, she said, have I got a little story for you
What you thought was your daddy was nothin' but a While you were sittin' home alone at age thirteen Your real daddy was dyin' Sorry you didn't see him But I'm glad we talked Oh, I, oh, I'm still alive Hey, I, oh, I'm still alive Hey, I, oh, I'm still alive Hey, oh Oh, she walks slowly, across a young man's room She said I'm ready for you I can't remember anything to this very day 'Cept the look, the look Oh, you know where Now, I can't see, I just stare I, I'm still alive Hey, I, but, I'm still alive Hey, I, boy, I'm still alive Hey, I, I, I'm still alive, yeah Oo Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Oh Is something wrong? she said Well, of course, there is You're still alive, she said Oh, and do I deserve to be? Is that the question? And if so, if so, who answers? who answers? I, oh, I'm still alive Hey, I, oh, I'm still alive Hey, I, but, I'm still alive Yeah, I, oh, I'm still alive Yeah, I'm still alive Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Uh-huh Yeah, uh-huh Uh-huh Yeah, uh-huh Yeah, yeah, yeah |
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| 2:34 |
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| 11. |
| 4:17 |
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Don't it make you smile?
Don't it make you smile? When the sun don't shine? (Shine at all...) Don't it make you smile? Don't it make you smile? Don't it make me smile? When the sun don't shine, it don't shine at all. Don't it make me smile? I miss you already... I miss you always. I miss you already... I miss you all day. This is how I feel.. I miss you already... I miss you always. Three crooked hearts and swirls all around... I miss you all day. Three crooked hearts and swirls all around, yeah. Don't it make you smile? Don't it make you smile? Three crooked hearts and swirls all around. |
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| 12. |
| 5:57 |
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Lonely drifter on the hill. Why do I?
One must have a heart of steel. Why do I? It's not how you look, but how you feel. Why do I? You must have a heart of steel. Why do I? Why do I keep fucking up? I can see you on the hill. Why do I? All comatose but walking still. Why do I? Flowing curves beneath your flowing gown. Why do I? Oh, only I can bring myself down. Why do I? Why do I keep fuckin up? Bowman's pick and dogs that bite. Why do I? Oh, dogs that howl through the night. Why do I? Oh, broken leashes all over the floor. Why do I? Keys left hanging in a swinging door. Why do I? Why do I keep fucking up? |
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| 13. |
| 5:28 |
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