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You're so fuckin' tough, so motherfuckin' bad
13 years of grief is all your folks ever had Just an ignorant cunt, talkin' such shit Tryin' to act like a man, you little fuckin' punk kid Yeah Son, look at you now Yeah Son, look at you now Day of court, day of fear, in walks the judge Half a year nothing less, no he wouldn't budge Hand over your belongings and your motherfuckin' soul That's the joy of life, six months in the hole Yeah Son, look at you now Yeah Son, look at you now You raped your mother, yeah, you beat her down Jesus can't protect you when your brain's unfound Once so fuckin' tough, so motherfuckin' bad 13 years of grief is all your folks ever had Yeah Son, look at you now Yeah Son, look at you now |
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| 5:00 |
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Hunt me down, seek me out, bring your best
That's how I want it to be Full of doubt, full of fear, all's unclear It's over 'cuz now I can see Like a tank, seething strength, crushing all Pulling you under my treads Lost some years, lost some days, that's okay I piss on what's in my way Your two-faced abusin' Mindless confusion, resolution (I feel I'm breathing my first breath) Manipulation, dyin' salvation You'll never rest (You can't kill what's stronger than death) Your two-faced abusin' Mindless confusion, resolution (I feel I'm breathing my first breath) Manipulation, dyin' salvation You'll never rest (You can't kill what's stronger than death) Looked inside, found myself, it was me Waitin' there at the well If you're green, you ain't seen, life's a game Sometimes it's just hard to tell Gouging eyes, breakin' bones, eatin' flesh Puts a smile on my face Crawlin' through glass, eatin' nails, losin' blood It's all part of findin' your place Your two-faced abusin' Mindless confusion, resolution (I feel I'm breathing my first breath) Manipulation, dyin' salvation You'll never rest (You can't kill what's stronger than death) Your two-faced abusin' Mindless confusion, resolution (I feel I'm breathing my first breath) Manipulation, dyin' salvation You'll never rest (You can't kill what's stronger than death) Your two-faced abusin' Mindless confusion, resolution (I feel I'm breathing my first breath) Manipulation, dyin' salvation You'll never rest (You can't kill what's stronger than death) Your two-faced abusin' Mindless confusion, resolution (I feel I'm breathing my first breath) Manipulation, dyin' salvation You'll never rest (You can't kill what's stronger than death) |
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My neck has been broke in the noose of life's rope
Through my loss of you I have found no hope Slain emotions, lifeless and blue Destroying myself now All for you Remote recollections of tranquility Terror grotesquely becoming of me Unnamable joy when our blood once ran true Destroying myself now All for you |
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You, yeah you, yeah you
You got a cardboard cutout soul Just a power-tripping, mind-raping, backstabbing junkie Thinking your hype is true You, yeah you, yeah you Respect ain't a word you know You're just a fabricated lie that doesn't exist Dropping names wherever you go Life's phoney smiles and fake hellos The hardcore rush of watching heads roll As I dig your grave and kill your lifeless stare Fuck yourself for all I fucking care You, yeah you, yeah you Thinking you know it all Thirty-five years old with a wife and two kids Still living in your mother's home You, yeah you, yeah you A sellout and a social whore You'd sell your mother's soul just to get ahead A disease down to the core Life's phoney smiles and fake hellos The hardcore rush of watching heads roll As I dig your grave and kill your lifeless stare Fuck yourself for all I fucking care You, yeah you, yeah you Still haven't figured what it is you do Just a no talent nothing with a ten ton ego Until your fifteen minutes are through You, yeah you, yeah you A conscience deaf and blind I'm driving the hearse without remorse Killing you and your kind Life's phoney smiles and fake hellos The hardcore rush of watching heads roll I dig your grave and kill your lifeless stare Fuck yourself for all I fucking care |
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| 4:44 |
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Lay to rest bury the dead
Tomorrow seems to turn so fast Alone in the boiler meltin' me down Ain't the first, won't be the last So many people all at once Who I once was has died Never feel the ills of breakin' down Calloused and petrified Slipped inside a hole Don't know where it's gonna lead Lost in a world all alone And I'm lookin' for me, I gotta get it back Lay waste to a friend Killing all the past Pray that all is forgotten Lost my better half All that was All so fucked and trashed Pray that all is forgotten Lord I feel I've lost my better half Wondering just how I got here Shattered to the core Lookin' to go back in time Moving forward nevermore On the verge of a breakdown Run down, bludgeoned and beat All the things that you once held Lying dead before your feet |
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Tired of this done with that
Never satisfied with where I'm at Sit and think what to do Just a motherfuckin' bore without a clue Shot my drugs, drank my booze Tired of joy and self abuse Eternally jaded through and through Just a self loathing dick without a clue Bored to death, I'm just bored to tears Same old shit just different day and year Killed myself but that got boring too So beyond the point where it's not true Far beyond high dramatically low Eternal stare as if I care to know All of this struggle, all of this work In the end you die like some moronic jerk Shot my drugs, drank my booze Tired of joy and self abuse Eternally jaded through and through Just a self loathing fuck without a clue Bored to death I'm just bored to tears Same old shit just different day and year I killed myself but that got boring too So beyond the point where it's not true Yeah the colors I see are all bleeding The sound that was is now standing still Wonder when it was it all faded A stolen corpse which cannot be killed Oh bored to death, I'm just bored to tears Same old shit just different day and year Killed myself but that got boring too So beyond the point where it's not true |
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2, 3, 4, 1, drank all my fucken brew
And I ain't got's no more Feeling so damn tired Running on desperate fumes For the end is always near, now Empty handed it's always soon Psychocise me, terrify me Jeopardizing all that's mine Megolamize me, certify me On my knees until I cry Lord only knows where I've gone Lord only knows where I've been In a world of trouble again worries Streaming 'round the bend Treat me like a dog, now Knowing I won't turn Blind me like a slave, now Cast down no concern |
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| 9:15 |
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The light in the window is a crack in the sky
A stairway to darkness in the blink of an eye A levee of tears to learn she'll never be coming back The man in the dark will bring another attack Your momma told you that you're not supposed to talk to strangers Look in the mirror tell me do you think your life's in danger here, yeah [CHORUS] No more tears Another day passes as the night closes in The red light goes on to say it's time to begin I see the man outside the corner waiting, does he see me? I close my eyes and wait to hear the sound of someone screaming here [CHORUS] So now that it's over can't we just say goodbye? I'd like to move on and make the most of the night Maybe we'll fuck before I leave you this way Your lips are so cold I don't know what else to say I never wanted it to end this way my love my darling Believe me when I say to you in love I think I'm falling here |
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I wanna live, I wanna give
I wanna live, I wanna give I've been a miner for a heart of gold It's these expressions, I never give That keep me searchin' for a heart of gold That keep me searchin' for a heart of gold [Incomprehensible] I've been to Hollywood I've been to Redwood I crossed an ocean For a heart of gold [Incomprehensible] in my mind, it's such a fine line That keeps me searching for a heart of gold That keeps me searching for a heart of gold That keeps me searching for a heart of gold, I said I've been to Hollywood I've been to Redwood I crossed an ocean For a heart of gold [Incomprehensible] in my mind, it's such a fine line That keeps me searching for a heart of gold That keeps me searching for a heart of gold That keeps me searching for a heart of gold I said, I said, I said Searching, oh, yeah Keeps me searching for a heart of gold That keeps me searching for a heart of gold That keeps me searching for a heart of gold That keeps me searching for a heart of gold |
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| 7:00 |
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What you get and what you see
Things that don't come easily Feeling happy in my vein Icicles within my brain (cocaine) Something blowing in my head Winds of ice, it soon will spread Death would freeze my very soul Makes me happy, makes me cold My eyes are blind but I can see The snowflakes glisten on the tree The sun no longer sets me free, child I feel this cold place freezing me Let the winter sun shine on Let me feel the frost of dawn Fill my dreams with flakes of snow Soon I'll feel the chilling glow Don't you think I know what I'm doing Don't tell me that it's doing me wrong You're the one that's really a loser This is where I feel I belong Crystal world with winter flowers Turns my day to frozen hours Lying snowblind in the sun |
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| 4:36 |
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I sit back and I close my eyes
Lookin' back at all the lows and all the highs Through the black and white and in between All the miles I've walked, the wars I've fought And all I've seen It all seems like yesterday Like a bird, time just flies No sooner than you said, "Hello" It's time, it's time, it's time to say goodbye Consumed by worry, stress and fear Never learning to live Weighed down by wondering why we're here Collected memories, all that's in the end I guess a sense of peace wasn't meant for some, my friend It all seems like yesterday Like a bird, time just flies No sooner than you said, "Hello" It's time, it's time, it's time to say goodbye Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye It all seems like yesterday Like a bird, time just flies No sooner than you said, "Hello" |
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Have all you are and all you're to be
Fade in your world and all that you see This hole in the wall, is under your thumb Dulling your senses 'til you become 'Til you become, oh yeah I gotta run, 'cause I've been Caught in a world, caught in a world where You could never run too fast To finally reach, the beginning at last Dismantling comfort of those you surround Place joy upon strangers, ain't that profound This hole in the wall is under your thumb Dulling your senses, 'til you become 'Til you become, oh yeah I gotta run, oh, I just got to run Caught in a world where You could never run too fast To finally reach the beginning at last Where you going, going? Never knowing, knowing Just who and where, where You gotta turn, turn Forever caring, forever sharing You never learn, learn Lifetime of getting burned, burned, oh |
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