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i want to mute the scene
stop the clocks, turn them off and feel your silence shut their mouths, block my ears and i wanna hear of some way or down and out and all else is separation my watches when you heave for the last in a conscious moment i could live in uncertain regret here in the past my choose blanks memories and more you clearly made me think that i had something to live for buried in the dirt so I will dig and pull the fleet for once I believe and may you pray for me our worlds ran parallel an indefinite promise to meet divided and a colored frustration as i enter the vault you breach unsubsided hit firm |
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burn those bridges to the ground, ground, ground,
without a sound we just blew up hard to be a ?desert? to this is our heart, this is their truth someone told you live is short but short's just long no need for validation short you never needed song you without harmony you gave them underwelming for change lives worth ending in a flat low gesture passionate to some is not enough a ?calatter? to the lounge ??? you make them proud to crush you see if they like watching you burn just like the bridge you wandered first so burn those bridges to the ground without a care you know you not leave before they're here (there) ain't left addicted to the sound of insufficient only recognized before you compromised |
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| 4. |
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I'm kinda down about it
I'm kinda sick about this feeling Talking brings it up And I'm kinda short on feelings And I kinda got the feeling that I'm losing everyone Could this be all? Could it linger any more? What an endless fall; there's no use to call it off. So I'm rolling down the stairwell And I'm giving in; these thoughts sound angry Talking brings it up So now I'm down about it I'm kinda sick about this feeling Drinking brings it up And I don't even know why I shouted out I'm the one who's being left out-- Again. I'm kinda down about it I'm kinda sick about this feeling Talking brings it up Could this be all? Could it linger any more? In an endless fall, there's no use to call it off And I don't even know why I try it at all I'm the one who's being left out Yeah, I don't even know why I try it at all I'm the one who's being left out I'm the one who's living with it all. |
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| 1:42 |
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i remember well holding him down
silent under due his torture tortures me now pounding the mold forth the outside space why did they put jimmy johnson in a prison, didn't belong in some new school he might find others just like him obviously he's retarded (look at your kids) look at what they see focus on an easy target torment the freak one golden rule children are cruel no one here's more jimmy johnson but where the kids are rotten jimmy make us proud jimmy johnson our brother and only son so sorry please forgive us for all that we done we thought it would be best for you if you could coexist we had to put you to the test |
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| 5:11 |
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wait for us we come content in the back of the bus
guilty of the time you spend serving there's someone left to give you up but you're not laboring the thought of something incomplete no one lives exception to this passing grief unstable in your voice agrees pleading to me you can't lie to me honestly to me i will eat your words every tenth you got just numb there's always someone here for more i always listen to, act sense wasting time while time is wasting you and i never left i just shut up still i can hear it from your mouth counting seconds with a grain of hope unto thirst julie you will eat your words and your verbs and you will fast disappear |
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| 3:21 |
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been staring for a hundred hours
run down a spiral drain keep mouth clamped tight and it isn't right three words keep running 'round my mind but tongue is hard to find i need to let it go 'cause i know dark secrets burn their vessels tearing out to grab a mouthful chunk of heart destroyed by quiet yell it out before it kills ya now let it all out I used to let rumors do my work they got around real well now they only hurt it's a liar's quirk this time i've gotta say it straight i mean to do some good i'm calling out your name while the chance remains dark secrets burn their vessels tearing out to grab a mouthful chunk of heart destroyed by quiet yell it out before it kills you now let it all out i want you... so now you know where i come from my secret's come undone my heart revealed my cause i'm lying naked at your feet don't crush the heart that bleeds take me at my word it may sound absurd i want you... |
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| 1:35 |
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maybe i'm just thirty and i don't want to go to parties anymore
only really need a few close friends i'm just tryin' to keep the hair on my head i think it's time we tie the knot and you and i can make some babies marriage, mortgage can't afford it we are destined to fail lots of time, we are late what the hell smashing through the boundaries lunacy as found me gotta have a family boys will tell you they'll take care of you but i can tell you, girl, that there is only one thing that you're after we ain't got no money, honey, it's true ten thousand vacant in the place where elvis said "i do" "love me tender" four kids, food stamps trying to make words count endless days of minimum wage love is ours, food's a dream a better day two kids, two cars life insurance, credit cards carry on the legacy it's time to raise a family |
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| 2:32 |
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how does it feel ??? we all made sure here another mile,
5 years expire attempting seemly airless time restrain everything i have confine the gun it takes so long, so long confine my time what a town, living proof my abuse restrain everything i have before we accept truth time to go home now, i hit the wall ??? lights out, bend down now another blind truck i know there's always train restrain everything i have confine the gun it takes so long, so long confine my time what a town, living proof my abuse restrain everything i have before we accept truth |
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| 12. |
| 2:43 |
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Girl, it's been a long time that we've been apart
Much too long for a man that needs love I miss you since I've been away babe, It wasn't easy to leave you alone it's been harder now That I'm gone if I had a choice I would stay there's no one like you I can't wait for the nights with you I imagine the things we do I just want to be loved by you no one like you I can't wait for the nights with you I imagine the things we do I just want to be loved by you girl, Yeah I really know where it's strong Or not I've been wanting that 12 year old love I don't want my feelings restrained oh babe, I just need you like never before I've been watching you since you were four I'll take all my sorrow away killer pussy I can't wait for the nights with you I imagine the things we do I just want to be loved by you no one like you I can't wait for the nights with you I imagine the things we do I just want to be loved by you there's no one like you I can't wait for the nights with you I imagine the things we do I just want to be loved by you no one like you I can't wait for the nights with you I imagine the things we do I just want to be loved by you |
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| 2:48 |
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a victim of collision on the open sea nobody ever said,
life's for free sink, swim, go down with the ship use your freedom of choice i'll say it again, in the land of the free use your freedom of choice your freedom of choice in ancient rome there was a poem about a dog who had two bones he licked the one he licked the other he ran in circles he's not dead! freedom of choice is what you've got freedom of choice then if you got you don't want it seems to be the rule of thumb don't be tricked by what you see you got two ways to go i'll say it again, in the land of the free use your freedom of choice your freedom of choice freedom of choice is what you've got freedom of choice in ancient rome there was a poem about a dog who had two bones he licked the one he licked the other he ran in circles he's not dead! freedom of choice is what you've got freedom from choice is what you want freedom of choice is what you've got freedom of choice |
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| 1:54 |
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forgive you
if that's what you want d'you roll back and you're wasted and I'm all torn up I bury promise here you would come back once your feelings are breaking for all that you were when you found me here and not there no one here can sing your song just stand by the idiots and sing along I bet you loved before you were a flower on the wall I built to block up the brakes I used to need no one there can sing your song just stand by the idiots and sing along |
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| 1:57 |
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i met her in transit on board time
i was abducted for a short time the door was open but she fit inside she left me out here to justify and pain is here now in some form of goodbye but you died, yes you died i knew your secret i'm stuck in time i met you in transit with five other ghosts you ran me over reckless but true emptied by oceans my eye's a desert of dry expecting you to drive by i want to see you i want to see you to tell you i'm sorry and pain is here now in some form of goodbye i've been expecting you i've been expecting i met her in transit on her way home she left us out here i wanna know she made it back to them |
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| 2:39 |
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It's negativ
Iwish you the worst dear, to feel the gratest pain A posetiv You say it's all in vain I know I felt and I won't feel again Iknow you Refrain: Hours of madness, years of dysfunction, the deepest embitterment No will to strive or achieve, finally it break down Perpetual fall on your knees, as you crawl back to me It ends like thisI can hope for bliss, if you fail again 'Cause I'm right here, to witness every step And when you trip, I will cherish it Refrain I live to watch you fail, I live to watch you fail I live to watch you fail, I am the wind in your sail I wish you the worst dear, to feel the greatest pain 'Cause I'm right here, to retrieve all you stole Every tear, and everything you own I wish you Hours of madness, years of dysfunktion, the deepest embitterment No will to trust everyoneThis is how I lived, this is how you left me blue And I'd crawl back to you. |
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| 2:04 |
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Scaling the mountain, I have given up my pride
and I'm clinging to this rocky edge, a rose thorn in my side It's fabled contradiction, it's bitter sweet and blind And I'm balancing the mountain of compromise I went over the hill to be with you I went over the hill I am over the hill to be with you Am I holding on to lies or holding onto life? Standing in position objectivity goes by 'cause it's hard to ignore losing when you're winning all the time and the weight of this too heavy, the ceiling far too low This commitment is restraining and I can't grow I went over the hill, over the hill I am over the hill to be with you Am I holding on to life or holding onto lies? In retrospect in your absence my disposition's gone as I close my eyes to search for treasure in what I once lost I let go of the noose and breath again I am falling from the game and mending a foot (?) |
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i don't wanna defeat you i don't wanna be sad
i don't wanna forgive you i don't wanna be mad 'cause it's always say what you wanted to say as you're walking away and i can't take this disappointment again and i'm waiting... i don't wanna be near you i don't wanna be far i don't wanna forgive you but i wanted to start 'cause it's always say what you wanted to say as you're walking away and i can't take this silent treatment again and i'm waiting, and i'm waiting... for you i don't wanna defeat you i don't wanna be mad i don't wanna forgive you i don't wanna be sad yes it's always say what you wanted to say as you're walking away and i can't take this silent treatment again and i'm waiting, and i'm waiting... for you for you |
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let me get this straight your buddy died,
tuesday, right? but today is saturday and i saw him last night no, i wasn't seeing things and i wasn't drunk i can't believe you just laughed, that's fucked some you call your friends show no remorse in the end they laugh at you, when are you spent so often the rumors too little to take but a lot more in time demented rumors and everything's changed demented rumors the lies of the friends, so i went calling for the end i'm feeling tied, i can't hide i'm suffering the one, why oh why did he died all the dismay, chance of a live demented rumors and everything's changed demented rumors i stayed up last night for a friend i thought i'd never see again because you called me up and said he's dead how can you speak before you think about what you're saying how can you say these things? you say it's your sense of humor ?? whose gonna laugh when you're gone? whose gonna cry when you're gone? whose gonna cry... |
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| 1:45 |
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Yeah
Truth and justice And I can't wait for we have to know the truth And what they say is justice What we see All lies, it's justice, a bullet in your fucking face And you believe in the system, believe this whole fraud, the media's lies, the evening you're loaded from within the day, what have you seen, the empty street, that thing, I can't propel it, probably I will, what is right, truth and justice? And I can't wait, where's the fucking truth? And what they say is justice What we see All lies, it's justice, what do you believe, the people always look away Their interest strapped to decay And the people always come on fast Knocked and stole neighbor's cash Fuck justice Justice (x2) Between a lie and your cardboard are your interests, you're to weak to strike, the fucked up incest, the woman in the other street liked them again, can we still burn up before our dying countrys Justice, justice, justice, justice |
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Not elected, no evade, no constituency, no regard from government, no more
sense for charity, I don't want suck democracy, want to keep my dignity, my eyes see the reality, nothing just insanity, you're life is lake an irony, we venture, strike reality, media will always keep you, raiding you up Strong believes Without a doubt, you can not figure out what life is all about and are trapped to feel Two more watt where you keep fighting, you're empty inside, life, life, life, life, for me it's electrifying, I'm totally stoned, singing and ringing up till we are dead cause you're life is like an irony, we venture, strike reality, media will always keep you, raiding you up Strong believes Without a doubt, yeah, strong believes without a doubt, how can you, how can you, how can you Have strong believes without a doubt, have strong believes without a doubt, how can you, you can even think that life counts? Not elected, no evade, no constituency, no regard from government, no more sense for charity, I don't want suck democracy, no way, it's just dignity, my eyes see the real world, nothing just insanity, my life is lake an irony, we venture, strike reality, media will always keep you, raiding you up Life |
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| 4:23 |
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I used to be a trustworthy guy
I could have bend down my friend But no one seems to care Life, it's all just filthy air, right? But do they giving you anything? When there is nothing give But your people kept thinking They could have mine if you'd like to do, live to all in my life totally jaded It's all that cool and it doesn't beat I walk alone with psychic people that I hated No, I have to dole my jaded ways when there's on more So you're gonna do her Before she's gonna do him Your one demand is to get fucked And I'll be playing with violence This act is a whip And where I would walk for someone else Just keep time, all our live's getting murdered, in my life so totally jaded It's all that cool and it doesn't beat I walk alone with psychic people that I hated Oh, I have to dole my jaded ways when there's on more Your life will not last But can I keep this life in junction, never talked with people that life would die I need quiet chatter with the way too damned, I just don't have the time The time gets short, it's not in your butt but my nature, is there something wrong with me? And now I know you're the one to play, you laughed out of your stupid hate Here Why he can't wait, people leave this things They love their vices and virtue And she's afraid of much other chicks And so they give her that piece of shit I get the dynamo fraction So give me just your fucking sleeves But it will all come back at you I hope that I'm around to see you live your life totally jaded It's all just cool, you have no fear You walk alone, just microdont shit, you are jaded I have to dole with stupid clones or weathered shit, you dated hard |
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