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1. |
| 4:46 | ||||
Injured plea crushed destiny deep down Trauma hounds run to corrode integrity whatever matters and it would They fail to see they make believe reality helpless deaths Ignored to be judged as juvenile head caves in growing pains no time Remains for fantasy tyrrany exists shrink beneath the ingrown thorns forced To accept pledge allegiance to a flag tested to forget you must Resist they want you dead feels emptyness eternity keeps swallowing Digested benefactors whose silence deafens anything all of whom Decease and miss to pierce a point objects and lessons to realize It's not the way what's the point of giving up leaving won't change anything Political resentment to push away all growth withing puzzles me offers Soul to nothing the message screams it's purity that those with no rights Display the right to have no life do have respect they must accept A world commiting suicide |
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2. |
| 5:18 | ||||
[Dreams not waking creeping down inside the quiet urns
warm in the arm hate burns illusion pain pain pain] listen to the sound crashing down into it the needle is walk out in the street see the vacant eyes dreaming of wonder what I'm going through ....pain..... the dream unbroken economic repression plays a part I wasted away island body on a darkened see to avoid never dies crawls up the back and waits for the lies tall flicker lights the candle burnsinside..... a pain that chattering taped tape taping human muttering warning climb edges edges exhausts no night climbing higher ...... crawls wicked wire cut throat explodes fate...... human heart explodes attacking pointed sticks singing of the the vein no desire .........great in sores the arms wheres the warning warning shot the lights travels to the heart human heart flags the blood ........ out wheres the warning ........ needle is warm in the arm a halo of fire scarring made of flame the flower chair that horror tray of fear wheres the warning warning killing supporting the game of life ......the pain...... broken flavor find its worth calls the tripping strings me .......aching human heart except my patience is giving up on me....... river of track mark volcano upon the arm open sores allowing ants to crawl in and I wonder if I missed the warning missed the warning casting away varnish crack ants symbolize decay missed the warning missed the vein reaching out crying for where is the warning .......heart exploding human heart attack. |
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3. |
| 5:17 | ||||
blatant manner speak parting
addicted romance love tested bonding cement no longer holds failing from substance abuse parting fits too young to grow old wicked resenting never faces itself torturer taints animal waits no evironment torturer loving righteous real-time intrusion cancer attack bleaching desserts so sweet fears filtered for reasons unknown torturer taints animal waits leaves bitter taste in the mouth forever corners creeping fear tasting force fed lies of the wicked acting out fears false truth turned around wicked torture wicked wicked the wicked words of the torturer abusing and controlling anyone thats useful to him wicked waits the torturer wicked waiting of the torturer reads story truth seething swallows turning away torturer taints animal with hate believed poison eaten controls turning away enlightenment turned away no change the wicked not facing hisself wicked torturer force fed torment animal torture wicked not facing hisself torturer turning away wicked turning away wicked torturer wicked turning away turning away disappears from himself tortures the animal tortures the animal |
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4. |
| 3:08 | ||||
heavens thrash fixation turning mass direction
having a relationship without guilt mass direction off and away hazy circles round the eyes so long how long hate disease heavens thrash its a vacant scathing vapor ancient role play downward shores of pluto heavens thrash dusty crircles flys the by ways of the mind mass direction flower cauldren answer brew to mystify hate disease downward shores of pluto sure all right |
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5. |
| 5:14 | ||||
binge cringe on the fringe sloppy mincing eyedropping biopsy cyclops overlooks
optic options rotton showstopper skinpopper babbler dabbler self confessed criminal tore pen in vain instant still spellbound game stock talk back rock reencounter incident subsistance inexistant non committed unwitted oblivious habitual resistor buff the stuff roughed up edge fluent nudge pre-collect ignition motivation inexistant wasted views thats all they see blue hot blood guild optic nerve with the right attitude you will succed blue self abusive recluse too late for me make shifting peace settling crazy things keep your eyes open soft spoken changes nothing a view so cruel dogs body comatose torchlight roast disinterest disinfect retold impressed by possession insiders know refresh detained contest off and pure sure tonight it feeds itself freeze in time or shadows climb distracting override instincts evolve and try over and over wasted truth why call at all blue hot lines eventual decline with the right attitude you will succed blue resent that discontent sidestep define the state of things so far crazy things a view so cruel |
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6. |
| 3:45 | ||||
dry wind chars human storm lies barren
wasted greed taints water thirst dream the asphalt burial daylight meltdown long gone death grabs at stillborn child another low test pesticide not until they are dead believe in words ataching dread no meaning color world of different levels no chance to rectify nightmare running races skyward tower boil black water tea contagious waste disposal growing blind faith a tragedy propigate safe history creatures running underground all the cages rusted displaced food bowls empty now fit for the licking faces form memory blind faith stupidity races run secretly blind faith a tragedy not until they are dead stop breathing fleas attach themselves biting bits of flesh consuming ??? once hated words are shit contract ??? we disease |
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7. |
| 3:52 | ||||
fallen angel head crashes dead out of control lost memories staircase
into tools twisted playthings on the staircase fools whose weapons twists darker rooms lit with left out toys after playing men changes toys killing game? awaken eyes sewn wearing glasses dripping tapping at the go quiet retraces forcing light tears then pretend nothing blinds minds temple door locked inside scream inner scraping tooth and nail nowhere to represents the killing game who taught the killing game? who taught the burned out killing time who taught the killing game? time's taught the killing closed in sanctuary closed in sanctuary padded walls not quiet storms fury game herself i taught the killing game first passing words distant pain remember trains of thought collide no one view window pushing faces through sharp cold glass poke bloody holes exposed I taught the killing animals wake up time beckons death upon myself eyes travelled harden teeth giving in to the jaws of death I taught the killing game I taught the game first I taught the killing game first till at last you regret tortured weaponry and it's a trap let go the springs snap shut gazes show sharper strange no stronger feeling tempting motion slows to a crawl places his killing game first i taught I taught I taught the game first. first |
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8. |
| 2:59 | ||||
elladonna
Each cry Passing incandescent creatures Dark recess Living is hot To retort (?Haunted seek prevent?) Evaporate Teaching nothing new No truth Conform, conform, conform, con- Conflate in the forest Everything that's hot It's melody Morality, morality It's him the beast Forest creeps Steep rocks The paws bleed Waving her A cold rabies whir Seeking a gut clench Best prolong the dread The fiends set upon him To tear to pieces Him heart to hide Eyes feeling Credibly rapidly Definitive bits Contemplate edify my grace Blood (peaks/beaks?) |
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9. |
| 5:52 | ||||
those fortunate risk fate to alleviate a fear from within
clawing to trust someone monogamy sits uneasily ice that don't heat freeze howl hollow howl in vast space all light displaced we can kill desire albatross worn subvert to twist and old poem tick tick tick tick tick altruistically we've come a long way man and woman raping from the earth worming what it's worth right wing ricochet displays the evolution of decay just go away infant hospital winged protection infected the new born dreams a life that cannot be intuitive grease paint drooling to relate all of lifes mistakes hitting in the face orchard putrid smile head of state state headless states of being as right up against what's wrong the disease believes to push away normality alone with virtue what's there left to do a virus threads poetry written time dogmatically lifes plague the first aid acquired deficiency spreading it aimlessly have heart crash course caustic dripping gins the reaper body count intensify getting weaker moisten the soul away clouded and vague throw free love to history masters of nothing living's now a precious aim |
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10. |
| 5:08 | ||||
in nervous convulsion crouches infant ape trembling in mothers shit
cage eyes tear less filled with contempt clinic mask experiment with life and death smell lingering noxious mixed scent anxiety omnipotent doctor grinds the cage door revealing loves primal instinct taken away the tiny face terrified rant and rave smash your head against the cage vacuum clicks on high conscious of the pain pass off as humane white coat seems so clean most dirt bleached out of greed force the point of habit eyes burn in a rabbit push the pain test button spines cut trip mucous inflection more die. pills each day what goes around comes back stronger tap into the brain break the skull again smash price research rat lab rent pain in flesh more ill drug store sales sharpen the knife emphasis on money new disease everyday end is seen and coming reseach turns it's back to gain crush the spine genocide kitten drags its dead limb continuing all suffering it will come back and win shock paralyse turn trauma burns out the will to live the lying message 5 year genocide 1945 suicide vivisect vi |
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11. |
| 6:18 | ||||
Dig it dig it
Love cannot attach itself to binding ugliness Rot in silence to advise life the point at hand Indifference resolving of each others needs Dress it up in false kindness create empathy Hungry lie beside name your game Feelings feeling sorry that I ever came Dissolve taste sweet nothing corporate nothing Illogical of own accord with choice of politics Open your eyes to verify the life experience Practitioner of medicine belong until the end Bringing hope scars the point extend eternity Dig it dig it Execute economic slave Dig it dig it Feel it unearthly remains Dig it dig it Freedom as an offering Dig it dig it Ask again Flesh and bone attach itself to ancient monuments Unsurpassed except for us unheard violence Deparutre from the fragrant ledge fallen magistrate Give it back a claim to right value ecstasy Hungry live decide name your game Feelings feeling sorry that I ever came Sugar and water dissolves the taste sweet nothing Dig it dig it Execute economic slave Dig it dig it Feel it unearthly remains Dig it dig it Freedom as an offering Dig it dig it Ask again Boils bitten haggard pick vomit kicking out Razor slide black eye shroud brain bespattered jaw Retaliate begrudgingly precise as what it seems Fear of claim upon the cyst pent up carnal grin Live decide name your game Feelings feeling sorry that I ever came ??? too far away game game ??? grave Dig it dig it Execute economic slave Dig it dig it Feel it unearthly remains Dig it dig it Freedom as an offering Dig it dig it Ask again Ask again Ask again |
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12. |
| 4:40 | ||||
Every truncheon hit misguided the peoples army divided united stance amped Out war dance what a ride inner thought of non violent rebellion outside Dare to die stand and fight show faith return all the weapons Government says use them right fixed action set in motion doubting amnesia Potion what to hide red carpet ride guessing right the jokes on Dark corner the square you bath once a week distorted the viewpoint Seldom seen wayback in 68 ohio kent state was nothing so great have of Have not forcing the point shot in the back take it back down trod soldier Away flower power within kill me kill this way of life and be Known one by one they'll be coming down altogether sister machine gun Automatic high what a ride what a trip tripped over the candlestick tanks Arrive fire wall got to keep the camera alive tell the world What's going on here warning shots are fired at the stomach chest wound Coed falls amped out amped out changing guns for brooms the guards change To clean up crews way back in 68 every thing was so great no way wrong Date keep up the trade balanced charade close circuit truth used to Remove keep the camera alive |
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13. |
| 4:29 | ||||
harsh stone white eyes behold bruise baths soak crying bones every
days appeal to stop spirit calm on valium hate permeates and fills the air icy clouds the atmosphere illusions pull hair no reaction how was this done it exists by extraction of reason drooling drips the bile of sanity through the thought lines vomiting were even the clock wailed and sped past two tic tic toc in time in the real understanding myself thinking stand back unafraid and unaffected stand back non molested were even down down down again down here in the cracks face hidden cracks harsh stone white even were even |
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14. |
| 7:10 | ||||
torment a stench one side inside no doubt lost count
brutalize the half red eyes decide which side whose side you're in the middle of the fire a scythe and smock is sharp so sharp no conscience such confidence a crooked ear so insincere a glue on smile your social style tyrants rule is such a fool superior good advice it's so nice from you arguments so hideous they're heaven sent you can't repent words like ice cut and slice announce my demise christ why did you die superior good advice blood red and arguments heaven sent torment my stench putrefy putrefy wise so wise you're not so wise shadow shadow shadow shadow why? |