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Sometimes
large fingers pushing paint you're god and you've got big hands the colors blend... the challenges you give man seek my part... devote myself my small self... like a book amongst the many on a shelf sometimes I know, sometimes I rise sometimes I fall, sometimes I don't sometimes I cringe, sometimes I live sometimes I walk, sometimes I kneel sometimes I speak of nothing at all sometimes I reach to myself, dear god |
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Lives opened and trashed...'Look ma, watch me crash'...
No time to question...why'd nothing last... Grasp and hold on...hold tight and fast... Soon be over...and I will relent... Let the ocean swell, dissolve 'way my past Three days, and maybe longer, won't even know I've left Under your tongue...I'm like a tab... I will give you what...you're not s'posed to have... Under my breath...I swear by sin... For better or for worse...a best we began... Let the sun climb, oh, burn 'way my mask Three days, and maybe longer, shed my skin at last...shed...shed... Let the sun shine, burn 'way my mask Three days, and maybe longer, won't ever find me here Let the ocean dissolve 'way my past Four days, and not much longer... Let my spirit pass... Ooh... This is, this is... (3x) My...last exit |
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torture from you to me
abducted from the street I′d rather be .. I′d rather be with .. I′d rather be with an animallll why would you wanna hurt me so frightened of your pain I′d rather be .. I′d rather be with .. I′d rather be with an animal I′d rather be .. I′d rather be .. I′d rather be with an animal I′d rather be .. I′d rather be with .. I′d rather be with an animal I′d rather be .. I′d rather be with .. I′d rather be with an animal |
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| 4. |
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Red Mosquito
watched from the window, with a red mosquito I was not allowed to leave the room I saw the sun go down, and now it's coming up somewhere in the time between I was bitten, must have been the devil he was just paying me... a little visit, reminding me of his presence letting me know, he's a-waiting... oh red man's your neighbor, call it behavior while you're climbing up slippery hills two steps ahead of him, punctures in your neck hovering just above your bed hovering just above your bed I was bitten, must have been the devil he was just paying me... a little visit, reminding me of his presence and letting me know, he's a'waiting, he's a'waiting... up there... yeah .. if I had known then what I know now... if I had known then what I know now... if I had known then what I know now... if I had known then what I know now... |
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| 5. |
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Grievance
have a drink, they're buying bottom of, bottle of denial big guy, big eye, watchin me have to wonder what it sees (sin...) progress laced with ramifications freedom's big plunge pull the innocent from a crowd raise the sticks then bring em down if they fail to obey oh if they fail to obey for every tool they lend us a loss of independence I pledge my grievance to the flag cause you don't give blood then take it back again oh we're all deserving something more progress, taste it, invest-it-all champagne breakfast for everyone break the innocent when they're proud raise the stakes then bring em down if they fail to obey oh if they fail to obey pledge your grievance to the flag aw c'mon, don't give blood then take it back again oh we're all deserving something more (have a, have a, drink, drink...) (have a, have a, drink, drink...) I want to breathe follow the scene I want to taste everyone i see I want to run when i'm up high I want to run into the sea I only want life to be... I just want to be... I will feel alive as long as II am free... |
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| 6. |
| 5:03 |
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Light Years
I've used hammers made out of wood I have played games with pieces and rules,... I've deciphered tricks at the bar,... But now you're gone,... I haven't figured out why,... I've come up with riddles,... and jokes about war,... I've figured out numbers and what they're for,... I've understood feelings,... and I've understood words,... But how could you be taken away?... And wherever you've gone,... and wherever we might go,... It don't seem fair,... today just disappeared,... Our lights reflected now,... reflected from afar,... We were but stones,... your light made us stars. With heavy breath,... awakened regrets,... Backpages and days alone that could have been spent,... Together,... but we were,... miles apart,... Every inch between us becomes light years now,... No time to be void,... or save up on life,... Got to spend it all,... And wherever you've gone,... and wherever we might go,... It don't seem fair,... you seem to like agian,... our lights reflected now,... reflected from afar,... We were but stones,... your light made us stars. And wherever you've gone,... and wherever we might go,... It don't seem fair,... days just dissapear,... Our lights reflected now,... reflected from afar,... We were but stones,... your light made us stars. |
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| 7. |
| 3:24 |
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She nursed him there, ooh, over a night
I wasn′t so sure she wanted him to stay What to say...what to say But soon she was down, soon he was low At a quarter past...a holy no... She had to turn around When she couldn′t hold, oh...she folded... A dissident is here Escape is never, the safest path Oh, a dissident, a dissident is here And to this day, she′s glided on Always home but so far away Like a word misplaced Nothing said, what a waste When she had contact...with the conflict... There was meaning, but she sold him to the state She had to turn around When she couldn′t hold...she folded... A dissident is here Escape is never, the safest path Oh, a dissident, a dissident is here, oh...oh...oh... She gave him away when she couldn′t hold...no...she folded... A dissident is here Escape is never, the safest path Oh, a dissident, a dissident is here, oh... Couldn′t hold on...she couldn′t hold...no...she folded... A dissident is here Escape is never the safest place, oh... A dissident is here |
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| 9. |
| 6:06 |
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Freezin′, rests his head on a pillow made of concrete,again
Oh, feelin′ maybe he′ll see a little better set a days, ooh yeah Oh, hand out, faces that he sees time again ain′t that familiar, ooh yeah Oh, dark grin, he can′t help, when he′s happy looks insane, oh yeah Even flow, thoughts arrive like butterflies Oh, he don′t know, so he chases them away, yeah .. ooh .. Oh, someday yet, he′ll begin his life again .. life again .. life again .. Kneelin′, looking through the paper though he doesn′t know to read, ooh yeah Oh, prayin′, now to something that has never showed him anything Oh, feelin′, understands the weather of the winters on it′s way Oh, ceilings, few and far between all the legal halls of shame, yeah .. Even flow, thoughts arrive like butterflies Oh, he don′t know, so he chases them away, yeah .. Someday yet, he′ll begin his life again Oh, whispering hands, gently lead, lead him away .. him away, him away .. Yeah! woo .. ah yeah .. fuck it up .. Even flow, thoughts arrive like butterflies Oh, he don′t know, so he chases them away .. Ooh, someday yet, he′ll begin his life again, yeah Oh, whispering hands, gently lead, lead him away .. him away .. him away .. Yeah! woo .. uh huh .. yeah, yeah, mommy, mommy .. |
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| 10. |
| 3:54 |
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I wish I was a neutron bomb, for once I could go off.
I wish I was a sacrifice, but somehow still lived on. I wish I was a sentimental ornament you hung on the Christmas tree. I wish I was the star that went on top. I wish I was the evidence, I wish I was the clouds. Or 50 million hands upraised and open toward the sky. I wish I was a sailor with someone who waited for me. I wish I was as fortunate, as fortunate as me. I wish I was a messenger, and all the news was good. I wish I was the full moon shining off a Camaro′s hood. I wish I was an alien at home behind the sun. I wish I was the souvenir you kept your house key on. I wish I was the pedal brake that you depended on. I wish I was the verb ″to trust″ and never let you down. I wish I was a radio song the one that you turned up. |
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| 8:13 |
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Waitin′, watchin′ the clock, it′s four o′clock, it′s got to
stop Tell him, take no more, she practices her speech As he opens the door, she rolls over... Pretends to sleep as he looks her over She lies and says she′s in love with him, can′t find a better man... She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can′t find a better man... Can′t find a better man (2x) Ohh... Talkin′ to herself, there′s no one else who needs to know... She tells herself, oh... Memories back when she was bold and strong And waiting for the world to come along... Swears she knew it, now she swears he′s gone She lies and says she′s in love with him, can′t find a better man... She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can′t find a better man... She lies and says she still loves him, can′t find a better man... She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can′t find a better man... Can′t find a better man (2x) Yeah... She loved him, yeah...she don′t want to leave this way She feeds him, yeah...that′s why she′ll be back again Can′t find a better man (3x) Can′t find a better...man... Ohh...ohh... Uh huh... (5x) Ohh... |
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| 12. |
| 5:58 |
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Present Tense
do you see the way that tree bends? does it inspire? leaning out to catch the sun's rays a lesson to be applied are you getting something out of this all encompassing trip? you can spend your time alone, redigesting past regrets, oh or you can come to terms and realize you're the only one who can't forgive yourself, oh makes much more sense to live in the present tense have you ideas on how this life ends? checked your hands and studied the lines have you the belief that the road ahead ascends off into the light? seems that needlessly it's getting harder to find an approach and a way to live are we getting something out of this all-encompassing trip? you can spend your time alone redigesting past regrets, oh or you can come to terms and realize you're the only one who cannot forgive yourself, oh makes much more sense to live in the present tense |
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| 4:31 |
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The waiting drove me mad...
you're finally here and I'm a mess I take your entrance back... can't let you roam inside my head I don't want to take what you can give... I would rather starve than eat your bread... I would rather run but I can't walk... Guess I'll lie alone just like before... I'll take the firmest path... oh, and I must refuse your test A-push me and I will resist... this behavior's not unique I don't want to hear from those who know... They can buy, but can't put on my clothes... I don't want to limp for them to walk... Never would have known of me before... I don't want to be held in your debt... And I'll pay it off in blood, let I be wed... And I'm already cut up and half dead... I'll end up alone like I began... Everything has changed, absolutely nothing's changed Take my hand, not my picture, spilled my tincture I don't want to take what you can give... I would rather starve than eat your breast... All the things that others want for me... Can't buy what I want because it's free...(x2) Can't be what you want because I'm... I ain't s'posed to be just fun Oh, to live and die, let it be done I figure I'll be damned, all alone like I began... It's your move now... I thought you were a friend, but I guess I, I guess I hate you |
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| 2:43 |
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see this needle...a see my hand...
drop, drop, dropping it down...oh, so gently... well here it comes...i touch the plane... turn me up...won't turn you away... spin, spin...spin the black circle spin, spin...spin the black, spin the black... spin, spin...spin the black circle spin, spin...whoa... pull it out...a paper sleeve... oh, my joy...only you deserve conceit... i'm so big...a-my whole world... i'd rather you...rather you...than her... spin, spin...spin the black circle spin, spin...spin the black, spin the black... spin, spin...spin the black circle spin, spin...whoa...oh... you're so warm...oh, the ritual...when i lay down your crooked arm... spin, spin...spin the black circle spin, spin...spin the black, spin the black... spin, spin...spin the black circle spin, spin... spin the black circle spin the black circle... spin, spin... spin, spin... |
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| 7:39 |
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You guys ready...
Alone...listless...breakfast table in an otherwise empty room Young girl...violins...center of her own attention The, mother reads aloud, child, tries to understand it Tries to make her proud The shades go down, it′s in her head Painted room...can′t deny there′s something wrong... Don′t call me daughter, not fit to The picture kept will remind me Don′t call me daughter, not fit to be The picture kept will remind me Don′t call me... She holds the hand that holds her down She will...rise above...ooh...oh... Don′t call me daughter, not fit to } The picture kept will remind me } (2x) Don′t call me daughter, not fit to be } The picture kept will remind me } Don′t call me... The shades go down (2x) The shades go, go, go... |
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Hey ooh
Sheets of empty canvas untouched sheets of clay yeah Laid spread out before me as her body once did yeah All five horizons revolved around her soul As the earth to the sun yeah Now the air I tasted and breathed has taken a turn Ooh and all I taught her was everything that's all Ooh I know she gave me all that she wore yea And now my bitter hands chafe beneath the clouds Of what was everything Oh the pictures have all been washed in black tattooed everything I take a walk outside I'm surrounded by some kids at play ooh Oh I can feel their laughter oh so why do I sear Ooh and twisted thoughts that spin round my head I'm spinning oh I'm spinning How quick the sun can drop away And now my bitter hands cradle broken glass Of what was everything All the pictures have all been washed in black tattooed everything All the love gone bad turned my world to black Tattooed all I see all that I am all I'll be yeah Uh huh yea uh huh ooh I know someday you'll have a beautiful life I know you'll be a star In somebody else's sky but why Why why can't it be a-can't it be mine yea Oh oh Oh yea yea oh Do do do do do do do (x20 total) Yeaaa oh I don't I don't think These people understand Oh they don't understand oh no one understands We belong together together together oh oh ah ah oh How how how oh how how na na na na na yea yeaa ooh |
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| 5:21 |
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Oh, tonight began with anything
Shadows, a light, a warm breath and a scream, ah yeah... Oh, tamper if you like between the doors, oh yeah...huh...huh... Oh, can′t expect to go out...to go out... With anything...anything more... Oh, reach the door...a breath and a scr...oh, reach the door And a nada lada yeah... Life ain′t what it′s worth...a breath and a scr...oh, reach the door All these reaching hands out grabbin′ things, grabbin′ me Day in, day out, accumulating, ah yeah Whoa, I suggest you step out on your porch Oh yeah, huh, huh, huh, huh, yeah... Run away my son, to see it all...oh, see the world Oh, reach the door...a breath and a scr...oh, reach the door Oh, and a nada lada yeah... Life ain′t what it′s worth...a breath and a scr...oh, reach the door Come...here it comes...there it goes...when it comes... Where it goes...where it comes...can′t see through the faith... Ooh, come...here it comes...there it goes, grasp what you can... Don′t you know there′s something inside your hand, yeah... Oh, if I knew where it was I would take you there... There′s much more than this, ooh...whoa, much more than this Oh, see the world...much more than, oh... Much more than... Why? |
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Winded is the sailor...drifting by the storm...
Wounded is the organ he left all...bloodied on the shore... Gorgeous was his savior, sees her...drowning in his wake... Daily taste the salt of her tears, but...a chance blamed fate... Little secrets, tremors...turned to quake... The smallest oceans still get...big, big waves... Ransom paid the Devil...He whispers pleasing words... Triumphant are the angels if they can...a get there first... Little secrets tremors...turned to quake... The smallest oceans still get...big, big waves... I'll decide...take the dive... Take my time...not my life... Wait for signs...believe in lies... To get by...it's divine...whoa... Oh, you know what it's like... Turns the bow back, tows and...drops the line... Puts his faith and love in Tremor Christ... |
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| 3:49 |
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i admit it... what's to say
i relive it... without pain backstreet lover on the side of the road i got a bomb in my temple that is gonna explode i got a sixteen gauge buried under my clothes i pray... once upon a time i could control myself once upon a time i could lose myself oh try and mimic what's insane... i am in it... where do i stand? indian summer and hate the heat i got a backstreet lover on the passenger seat i got my hand in my pocket, so determined, discreet... i pray... once upon a time i could control myself once upon a time i could lose myself (you think i got my eyes closed but i'm lookin' at you the whole fuckin'time...) once upon a time i could control myself once upon a time i could lose myself once upon a time i could love myself once upon a time i could love you once... once... once... once... once... |
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I seem to recognize your face
Haunting, familiar, yet I can′t seem to place it Cannot find the candle of thought to light your name Lifetimes are catching up with me All these changes taking place, I wish I′d seen the place But no one′s ever taken me Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away... (2x) I swear I recognize your breath Memories like fingerprints are slowly raising Me, you wouldn′t recall, for I′m not my former It′s hard when, your stuck upon the shelf I changed by not changing at all, small town predicts my fate Perhaps that′s what no one wants to see I just want to scream...hello... My god its been so long, never dreamed you′d return But now here you are, and here I am Hearts and thoughts they fade...away... Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away... (2x) Hearts and thoughts they fade...away... Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away... (3x) Hearts and thoughts they fade... |
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At home, drawing pictures of mountain tops,with him on top
Lemon yellow sun, arms raised in aV The dead lay in pools of maroon below Daddy didn't give attention To the fact that mommy didn't care King jeremy the wicked,oh,ruled his world jeremy spoke in class today(2x) Clearly I remember pickn' on the boy Seemed a harmless little fuck But we unleashed a lion Gnashed his teeth and bit the recess lady's breast How could I forget? And he hit with a surprise left My jaw left hurtin',ooh, dropped wide open Just like the day,oh,like the day I heard Daddy diddn't give affection And the boy was something mommy wouldn't wear King Jeremy the wicked,ruled his would Jeremy spoke in class today(3x) Woo(14x) Try to forget this... try to forget this... Try to erase this...try to erase this... From the blackboard... Jeremy spoke in class today(2x) Jeremy spoke in,spoke in(2x) Jeremy spoke in class today Woo(29x) Woooooohhh...spoke in, spoke in Woooooohhh...uh huh,uh huh... 집에서,산꼭대기를 그리고 그 위에 그를 올려놓은 그림을그려요 레몬처럼 노란태양,V자로 벌린 두 팔 사자들이 적갈색 웅덩이 아래에 누워있어요 아버지는 어머니가 전혀 돌보지 않는 다는것에 전혀 관심을주지 않았어요 왕인 사악한 제레미는 그의 세상을 지배했어요 제레미는 오늘 수업에서 입을 열었답니다(2x) 명백하게 난 그 소년을 못살게 굴었던건 해악 없는 작은 짓거리 였다고 기억해요 그러나 우리는 사자를 풀어 놓은 셈 이었죠 그의 이빨을갈고 , 여인의 가슴 깊숙한곳을 물었어요 어떻게 내가 잊을 수 있을까요? 그리고 그는 놀라움을 남기며 나를 타격 했죠 내 턱은 아픈 채로 남아있어요 훤하게 쓰러져 버렸어요 바로그날,내가(그 얘기를)들었던 그날처럼..... 아버지는 애정을 주지않았고, 그 소년은 어머니가 마음에 두지않는 존재였어요 왕인 사악한 제레미가 그의 세상을 지배했답니다 제레미는 오늘 수업에서 입을 열었답니다(3x) 오..... 잊으려고 애쓰는데...잊으려고 애쓰는데... 지우려고 애쓰는데...지우려고 애쓰는데... 제레미는 오늘 수업에서 입을열었어요(2x) 제레미가 입을 열었어요,입을 열었어요 제레미는 오늘 수업에서 입을 열었어요 오.....입을 열었어요...입을 열었다구요.... |
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| 2:35 |
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Don't need a helmet, got a hard, hard head
Don't need a raincoat, I'm already wet Don't need a bandage, there's too much...blood... After a while, seems to roll right off...hmm... Whipping, ah...they're whipping, ah... ...they're whipping, ah...they're whipping... Don't need a hand, there's always arms attached Oh, don't get behind, I can't fall back Why must we trust all these rusted rails? They don't want no change, we already have They're whipping, ah...they're whipping, ah... ...they're whipping, ah...they're whipping... Don't mean to push, but I'm being shoved! Ohh, I'm just like you, think we've had enough I can't believe a thing they want us to...oh... Oh, we all got scars, they should have 'em too... Oh, they're whipping, ah...they're whipping, ah... ...they're whipping, ah...they're whipping... They're whipping, ah...they're whipping, ah... ...they're whipping...yeah...they're whipping... |
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| 3:44 |
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I′m ahead. I′m a man.
I′m the first mammal to wear pants. I am at peace with my lust. I can kill cause in god I trust. It′s evolution baby. I′m a piece of the man. I buy stocks on the day of the crash. On the loose. I′m a truck. All the rolling hills I′ll flatten ′em out. It′s herd behavior. Uh huh. It′s evolution baby. Admire me, admire my home, admire my son, he′s my clone. This land is mine, this land is free, I′ll do what I want, yet irresponsibly. It′s evolution baby. I′m a thief. I′m a liar. There′s my church I sing in the choir. Hall-le-lu-jah. Admire me, admire my home, admire my song, admire my clothes. Consider, appetite for nightly feasts. Those ignorant Indians got nothing on me. Nothing. Why? Because, it′s evolution baby. I am ahead, I am advanced, I am the first mammal to make plans. I crawled the earth, but now I′m higher. 2010 watch it go to fire. It′s evolution baby. I do the evolution. |
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| 5:03 |
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She lived on the curve in the road
In an old tar paper shack. On the south side of the town On the wrong side of the tracks. Sometimes on the way into town We'd say, "Mama can we stop and give her a ride?" Sometimes we did But her hands flew from her side. Wild eyed Crazy Mary. Down the long dirt road Past the Parson's place. That old blue car We used to race. Little country store with a sign tacked to the side. Said 'NO L-O-I-T-E-R-I-N-G ALLOWED.' Underneath that sign always congregated quite a crowd. Take a bottle drink it down. Pass it around. Take a bottle drink it down. Drink it... Pass it around. Pass it a... A-take a bottle drink it down. Pass it... Pass it a... Pass it around. One night thunder cracked. Mercy backed outside my windowsill. Dreamed I was flying High above the trees, over the hills. Looked down into the house of Mary. Terrible thoughts, newspaper covered walls. And Mary rising up above it all. Oh... Oh... Oh... Next morning on the way into town Saw some skid marks and followed them around. Over the curve, Through the fields, Into the house of Mary. That what you fear the most could meet you halfway. (x2) Take a bottle drink it down. Pass it around. Take a bottle drink it down. Pass it... Pass it around. Pass it a... Take a bottle drink it down. Pass it... Pass it a... Pass it around. Oh, pass it a... Pass it arround. Pass it a... Pass it a... Pass it a... Oh yeah. |
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| 2:35 |
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Porch
what the fuck is this world running to you didn't leave a message at least I coulda' learned your voice one last time daily minefield, this could be my time by your... would you hit me? would you hit me? all the bills go by, and initiatives are taken up by the middle there ain't gonna be any middle any more and the cross I'm bearing home ain't indicative of my place left the porch left the porch hear my name, take a good look this could be the day hold my hand, walk beside me I just need to say... hear my name, take a good look this could be the day hold my hand, lie beside me I just need to say I could not take a-just one day I know when I would not ever touch you...hold you... feel you...in my arms... never again... .. |
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| 3:52 |
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Unsealed on a porch a letter sat.
Then you said, ″I wanna leave it again.″ Once I saw her on a beach of weathered sand. And on the sand I wanna leave it again. Yeah. On a weekend I wanna wish it all away, yeah. And they called and I said that ″I want what I said″ and then I call out again. And the reason oughta′ leave her calm, I know. I said ″I know what I wear not the boxer or the bag.″ Ah yeah, can you see them out on the porch? Yeah, but they don′t wave. But I see them round the front way. Yeah. And I know, and I know. I don′t want to stay. Make me cry... I see... Ooh I don′t know why there′s something else. I wanna drum it all away... Oh, I said, ″I don′t, I don′t know whether I was the boxer or the bag.″ Ah yeah, can you see them out on the porch? Yeah, but they don′t wave. But I see them round the front way. Yeah. And I know, and I know. I don′t wanna stay at all. I don′t wanna stay. Yeah. I don′t wanna stay. (x2) I don′t... Don′t wanna, oh... Yeah. Ooh... Ohh... |
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